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Chapter 333 Falling in Love with a Playboy
Zeng Yao stretched out her hand a little to the side and touched the button of the light.

The living room instantly opens up under the illumination of the lights.

"Every time you appear on Weibo, every report on you by the magazine media, the collection of all your screen images, the serialization of your novels and even the stereotypes of comics... He regards them all as treasures and keeps them at home.

Zeng Yao didn't know why she said these things, but she couldn't control herself, "He loved you like a madman for eight years! He was even afraid every day. Does this kind of love of him seem to you? Will be afraid?"

Lin Ran looked at every object around her, her eyes suddenly dimmed, her throat was knotted, she couldn't make any response, her heart was slightly sour, it was distressed.

Many things here, she still remembers the origin of the story.

Some things she had forgotten and what memories did she have associated with them?
Maybe the origin of those things.

It was just a casual remark she said casually.

But he took those things to heart.

Zeng Yao leaned over and picked up the remote control placed on the table.

The TV was turned on, and the screen playing on it was "Return to the Phoenix", and the playback records were every news and TV series that Lin Ran appeared in.

"He played this TV series more than [-] times. I don't know what it's like to watch a picture in a row. How crazy is that kind of liking? I think that dazed look should be like a pervert .”

As Zeng Yao spoke, the corners of her mouth twitched sadly, but she still smiled.

"Lin Ran, I'm so envious of you. I've told you so much, and I have no other ideas. I just hope you can know what he has done."

His likes should not be buried by time, that's not fair, at least he should be qualified to tell you his likes.

Even if it's just an "I love you".

She didn't know how to respond, and her eyes were so flustered that she didn't know where to fall. The emotions in her heart became heavier and heavier, and she couldn't even listen to what Zeng Yao said.

"Is there anything wrong with liking someone?"

Zeng Yao asked.

But she didn't expect Lin Ran's answer, because her words continued quickly.

"But he thinks he likes you. He is afraid that if you find out that he likes you to this extent, you will feel disgusted by him. Do you know how restrained he is in every action he makes when he is around you?"

restraint?

Is it so restrained that it is not easy to detect?
"I think when a person likes someone, he can't hide his eyes and movements, but he wants to avoid your detection, so he has to restrain himself."

I think his restraint should be uncomfortable.

Many of Zeng Yao's words were her own imagination, relying solely on her own understanding of Shen Keming.

She feels that she has never seen it with her own eyes, but she can really know his every movement, because he and herself are people with expressions, especially when she has seen the loneliness and sadness in his eyes at close range, it is a kind of Humble self-deprecating.

"Anyway, if I like someone, I definitely can't do it."

Zeng Yao walked to the TV cabinet, picked up a bunch of medicines in the cabinet, and handed them to Lin Ran, "Fluoxetine, venlafaxine, mirtazapine, bupropion, do you know what these medicines are?" ?”

Lin Ran stared at the instructions on the medicine jar, and was stunned.

The slight sourness in my heart increased, and the words blurted out uncontrollably: "Depression?"

"Are you as curious as I am? How can someone as sunny and warm as him have depression?"

Zeng Yao smiled, shrugged, and said, "I don't think he told you that he likes you. There is another reason, that is, he is afraid that you will see him who is not perfect."

Lin Ran lowered her head, no longer daring to look directly into Zeng Yao's eyes.

"I understand the beauty of his strong support when facing you. Do you know how scared he is, and he doesn't even have a chance to see you quietly? It's hard for him to make you feel at ease with him." Humble demands go unfulfilled.

Lin Ran felt weak and sat directly on the sofa behind her. At this time, Zeng Yao's voice continued to linger in the empty living room, "He may not have told you about his father."

his father?

"I also found out by accident. When I found out about that, I fully understood where all his fears came from?"

Shen Keming is a single family and grew up with his mother and uncle.

His childhood family was very poor.

When he was a child, he was struggling, but his mother gave him unreservedly. Shen Keming's mother, Shen Yi, was a night worker, doing a job that people looked down upon.

But Shen Yi had no choice. When she was very young, she had to independently bear the responsibility of raising her young brother and newborn son.

In Shen Keming's childhood, did he not know what kind of person his father was?
All I know is that he should be an irresponsible man, otherwise why would he give up his son and wife and not see him for many years.

Many people took Shen Yi's unbearable job and that ridiculous life experience.

These dirty words filled Shen Keming's short but long childhood.

It was a golden moment when a boy should have grown into a strong man.

Shen Keming has been very sensible since he was a child, no matter how outsiders looked down on him, he never asked Shen Yi anything, he didn't even want to know about his own life experience, and the inaction of his father who made him riddled with holes.

He also cherishes the beauty of his poor days very much, and works hard to become the person Shen Yi wants him to be.

Shen Keming's upbringing is inseparable from Shen Yi's supervision. She wants him to become a proud upper class person.

Many people don't understand why people born in that kind of family want to raise their sons to be noble princes?It's not necessary, and it's even worse for my poor life.

That's because this is Shen Yi's pride, and it's also his revenge on that man. She wants her son to become a high-ranking person like him under her own training.

Shen Yi lived proudly, and never asked that man to make a little repayment.

She wanted him to owe her, so from the beginning she chose not to claim anything.

Otherwise, my hatred would be completely meaningless, even ironic.

Shen Yi liked that man.

But that man regarded her as a passerby who met by chance, and never heard of her again afterward.

The young Shen Yi is very beautiful and has a lot of pride. She sings well in the bar, and every time she goes on stage, the audience cheers.

But she is just a singing girl, and all the actions she does, people just think she is cheap, and think that she is just using her beauty to climb to the top.

Under such prejudice, Shen Yi is destined not to become a high-class person.

So it was a mistake for her to choose to fall in love with a dandy playboy.

Not long after Shen Yi was abandoned by a man, she unexpectedly found out that she was pregnant with a child. Her first thought was hatred, but she also had a little hope.

With that little hope, she went to the man's house to look for him, and later learned that the man had another woman from other people's mouths, and she was really disheartened.

She has collapsed and made troubles, and she ended up embarrassing in the end.

Shen Yi was disgusted by men, and was also humiliated by the so-called "rich family": "A singer, wants to marry into a rich family?"

After she was humiliated, she chose to hide the fact that she was pregnant and took revenge. She wanted their children to live in poverty with a woman like her since childhood.

　Everyone can guess, who is Shen Keming's father?

　　Where is the so-called "big family"?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)