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Chapter 391 Is My Previous Self Going Too Much?
Fang Jiya's eyes were warm, but she opened her mouth but couldn't say more words for a long time. Right now, she could only stammer Lin Ran's name.

Infected by Fang Jiya's voice, Lin Ran turned her head at this time, and a few hot tears flowed out directly. She quickly turned her emotions around, and smiled softly when she turned her head.

She squatted down and looked up at the woman in the wheelchair.

This woman is as radiant as the first time I saw her. Even if she has a sick face, as long as there is light and a smile, that is the most beautiful scenery.

The biggest impression of Fang Jiya is her self-confidence on stage. Sometimes she is as cold as ice, but because of the spotlight, her cold eyes will bend into a beautiful state like a crescent moon.

She was born to be the king of the stage, and she should always give people the most beautiful, noble and elegant image. What she is most proud of in her life is her purity, which is what she regards as her life.

When she was young, she once told Lin Ran that she didn't like men, didn't like betrayal, and didn't like to be someone like her mother who bet everything for love and finally drove herself crazy.

But right now, she lost her proud capital, and finally became what she least wanted to be.

But at this time, she was the most innocent, with carefree thoughts flooding her mind, making her unable to think of any dirty things that happened to her.

Of course, Lin Ran can also deeply understand her inner situation.

She was humiliated, tortured, and her virginity was forcibly taken away that day. She probably felt that her world had collapsed!

How else would she drink too much alcohol?How could you choose to die?

Lin Ran didn't know what to say to mobilize her normal state.

But she was even more afraid of her waking up, afraid of her recalling what happened that day again, maybe she was the most innocent and beautiful at this time.

"Do you want to go on the swing?"

"think……"

The immature voice was matching her words, and at this moment the woman behind her was overjoyed and said: "She couldn't talk to me before, but she can talk now."

When a woman speaks, it is obvious that she is sobbing.

There was remorse in her self-blame in that emotion.

She knew that half of the reason her daughter became like this was because of the mistakes she had made.

Fang Jiya was born with aloofness, but she seemed brave but her heart was fragile. She never got anyone's love, even when she was at her lowest point, she didn't choose to tell anyone.

Because when she was desperate, there was only panic in her mind, and she felt that the world was empty.

Fang Jing deeply understands that her daughter has always been forced by her to face many things alone.

When Fang Jiya fell down when she was a child, she never expressed any concern, but only warned her to stand up quickly with indifferent eyes.

Later, every time Fang Jiya grew up, and she accidentally made a mistake, Fang Jing used the most vicious words to accuse her, even though her mistake was only a mistake to get No.2.

Fang Jing never allowed Fang Jiya to be inferior to others, unless it was No.1, otherwise any ranking would be the reason for criticism and punishment in her eyes.

Fang Jiya's growth was different from other people's happiness.

Others at least have the care of their relatives and the encouragement of their friends, but she only has herself, so she has only one choice when she has nowhere to go and all thoughts are lost, and that is to face death alone.

Fang Jing regretted that at the beginning, she let her daughter not get a little love and tenderness, even at this time, she couldn't tell her: she was wrong, how to make up for it?

Fu Shengzhe took the bowl from the dining car on the side, and handed it to Lin Ran, "Since she became like this, she has been very guarded, and it is difficult to eat obediently, because she feels extremely sorry for each of us. Scared, unless she is sedated, she will easily pour us some food."

"I'll try it out."

"The doctor said that if the sedative is used too much, it is always bad, unless someone can calm her down so that she can get off the sedative."

Fu Shengzhe slowed down his tone over and over again, and also said sincere words in a lower posture. He knew that he was making progress, but he had to be selfish.

Fang Jiya seemed to be wary of Lin Ran alone, so only Lin Ran could help her.

Lin Ran held the food in his hand and looked at Fang Jiya tenderly.

At this time, he scooped up a spoonful of rice mixed with meat sauce soup, before handing it out like coaxing a child, he asked with a smile, "Shall we eat?"

Fang Jiya looked at Lin Ran, and his wooden eyes flickered suddenly, although they were still dull in the eyes of ordinary people.

But those who looked at her carefully could notice that her chin nodded in a serious manner, as if she could understand Lin Ran's words, and a weak, stuttering voice came out of her throat slowly, it was a "" good" word.

……

After staying in the hospital for an afternoon, Fang Jiya finally felt tired, and she fell asleep peacefully under Lin Ran's comfort.

The attending doctor came outside the ward, looked at the three people in front of him, and said with relief, "If she can still react to some people and things in her heart, then I don't think the situation is so bad."

The doctor told Fang Jing and Fu Shengzhe two days ago that although Fang Jiya was alive, she subconsciously wanted to stop waking up, which meant that she had many unbearable memories in her heart.

Maybe some good memories are gone.

This is the scariest thing for a patient, because since a person has no good expectations, she will not have the urge and state to return to normal. No one can stimulate her, and no one will help her break through herself.

Autism requires patients to break through the thoughts that bind them, so that they can wake up from their sleeping consciousness and gradually become a normal person.

The doctor looked at Lin Ran and nodded with a smile, "Ms. Lin may be the only person who is not defenseless in Ms. Fang's heart. I hope you can help her and make her recover soon. You can tell her more about what happened between you. Things may make the panic in her heart gradually dissipate."

Lin Ran smiled and dealt with it, but she was asking herself repeatedly in her heart, was it because she was too much in the past?
It turned out that Fang Jiya really valued her in her heart, but she didn't seem to be very friendly to her, and she felt that her sincerity was false again and again.

But she took herself so seriously, why did she hurt herself so many times?

Fu Shengzhe looked at Lin Ran, and led Lin Ran to the corridor of the hospital. Facing the window sill, he lit a cigarette for himself, and said slowly: "She has no friends, and she doesn't know how to make friends with others." place, but she knows she can't lose anyone who treats her well, especially you."

　I hope it ends sooner!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)