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Chapter 410 It's Easy To Hate Someone, But It's Difficult To Forgive Someone
Su Chenxin glanced at Lin Jin, who was still thinking with his head down, from the corner of his eye, then turned his gaze to Yu Ting and nodded, "Okay!"

"Lin Jin, did you hear what my teacher said just now? I don't mean that Meihua can hear it alone."

"Ok."

"From now on, we must treat Meihua as a younger sister, and learn to be an older brother! No...you seem to have a younger sister yourself."

"Ah."

Lin Jin heard the word "sister", and finally raised his noble head at this moment, then rushed to Yu Ting and nodded with great interest, and answered the words very seriously.

He has always been only interested in learning and his sister, other than that, it is difficult to attract his attention.

……

When Su Chenxin recalled those times, she felt happy in her heart. She should have been very happy when she was transferred from hell to heaven at that time.

Especially when she had a family and met the man she loved the most in her life.

At that time, Lin Jin was indifferent to her because the justice in his heart was overturning the balance. He knew that she was a murderer, but he was unwilling to expose her crime.

Su Chenxin also later found out the reason for Lin Jin's indifference when they first met. At that time, they were entering into a very beautiful love, like many men and women of that age.

But this time the beauty is not long.

When she moved into Yu Ting's house, she was actually coveted by Zhou Shu. During that time, Zhou Shu and Yu Ting's marriage was in crisis, and because they were under the same roof every day, Zhou Shu became more and more sexy. She became interested.

One night, because he was drunk, Zhou Shu forcibly broke down her door and occupied her body.

At that moment, Su Chenxin felt as if she had fallen from heaven to hell again. Looking at the drunken man in front of her, it was like seeing the half-legged man who once paid money in front of her again.

She cried that night, she had never cried before, but she cried because she was dirty again.

Lin Jin is a rare and beautiful young man on campus. When she came into contact with Lin Jin, she had an inferiority complex, and now she doesn't have any self-confidence capital.

After Zhou Shu vented her bestiality, she knelt down in front of her and begged her with a guilty face. Zhou Shu's words could not be said to be very sincere, but she had no reason to be angry, because her life was given by Zhou Shu and Yu Ting again. of.

"It was my fault, please forgive Uncle, okay?"

Su Chenxin didn't speak, and expressed her willingness with silent silence.

After that night, Su Chenxin thought that Zhou Shu would never have any thoughts about her again, because Zhou Shu would start to avoid her eyes and no longer chose to look directly at her.

She rejoiced for a while, thinking that she was looking directly at the mistake of that night, but the rejoicing didn't last long.

Until one day, Zhou Shu took advantage of Yu Ting's absence and forced her into his arms again. Zhou Shu threatened her with obscene language and things about her past.

Zhou Shu knew everything about that case, and he also understood that Su Chenxin was not clean long ago. He felt that there was nothing wrong with possessing her. His most disgusting rogue words were actually comparing himself with Lin Jin.

"You and Lin Jin also had that kind of relationship!"

"No."

"You bastard, you can still fool me. Last time you were with me, you couldn't tell how happy you were."

"you shut up."

"I advise you to agree with me obediently, or I can send you to the police station again and make you punish for what you did back then, and don't you like Lin Jin?"

In fact, Zhou Shu's threat had no effect on Su Chenxin, but he mentioned "Lin Jin", which made her feel embarrassed and scared. She widened her eyes in horror, and then said in a hoarse voice: "You don't want him to know that you are here. What does it look like in front of me!"

"You bastard."

"I'm an asshole, so would you like to...?"

Su Chenxin knew that she didn't have the strength to resist the man, so she closed her eyes and didn't say anything. She could lose Lin Jin, but she didn't want Zhou Shu to destroy her image in Lin Jin's heart.

This is her only humble appeal.

After Zhou Shu warmed the pillow, he hugged and kissed her neck, and then said very annoying words in his mouth. He said that he was tired of Yu Ting, and he didn't want to stay in Yecheng for a long time.

As long as Su Chenxin can be obedient, he can go abroad with her in the future, and then leave this place, and clean up all the previous criminal records about her.

Zhou Shu has the ability to do these things, Su Chenxin also believes.

She had a cold face at that moment, but she had never agreed with others' thoughts so much in her heart. She wanted to leave, leave this place with the best posture, and bid farewell to all the bad memories here.

Su Chenxin understood that she had no possibility of continuing with Lin Jin, because Lin Jin was as bright as a ray of light, and she was a fern that couldn't shine in the dark and damp, and was very dirty.

From that time on, she began to learn to obey Zhou Shu on the surface, just to clean up Yecheng's case as soon as possible, and then bid farewell to life in Yecheng by getting the opportunity to go abroad that Zhou Shu said.

But she didn't know that the opportunity was taken away from Lin Jin.

When she understood, she regretted it all. She knew that when Zhou Shu invaded her, she should have disliked Lin Jin very much. But during that time, she only paid attention to the progress of these things, but ignored some things. Things that can be seen.

During that time, Zhou Shu had been sending Lin Jin away from school to do the case, as if deliberately avoiding him from meeting Su Chenxin. Of course, she didn't find out about this, and it was also because she had learned to avoid Lin Jin after she had a relationship with Zhou Shu. .

These things were going smoothly, but one day, because Yu Ting broke the scandal between her and Zhou Shu, the whole progress was no longer calm in an instant.

Although Yu Ting would express her extreme emotions in front of Zhou Shu on weekdays, she would never show any inappropriateness in front of Su Chenxin.

But that day when she smashed the beer bottle against the wall, she scratched Su Chenxin's face with a broken bottle.

For the first time, she was immodest, and vented her anger with hysterical rage.

Su Chenxin wrapped her clothes tightly around her body in fear, and didn't explain, nor did she have the face to explain.

What happened that day happened very suddenly, and she finally went to the hospital with Zhou Shu in his arms. Zhou Shu told her that she would do what she promised, "Because I really love you."

Su Chenxin didn't realize whether Zhou Shu's words were true or not, she just wanted to leave Yecheng quickly.

……

Seeing that Su Chenxin's memories were thickening, Ye Guan seemed to be getting sad, and then said, "So, you hate me too."

She felt that she let Su Chenxin pass up that opportunity, which caused Su Chenxin to fall into a series of very chaotic things later on, and she felt very guilty for all of them.

Su Chenxin looked at Ye Guan, without cheating or hiding, "At first, there will be, but when I know you are not doing well, how can I hate you? To be honest, that is my own choice."

Although Ye Guan didn't have these bad things, but the adoptive mother she encountered was not a good person?
That's a vampire, and he brought down Ye Guan's thriving career!
"I know you're tired at this point."

"It's tiring. If I make a mistake in any step, I may not be able to get here."

When she was first sent abroad, she was taken care of by Zhou Shu's friend abroad, but the man who took him in quickly noticed her beauty, and her restored face was more delicate than before. .

In order to live, she endured the humiliation, and then accepted her fate in this life.

Beauty is sin!she understands.

But she wants to punish those men who only pay attention to her beauty, even though all this requires her to use her own advantages to get better opportunities than she has now.

Su Chenxin began to learn how to use her appearance, and then from a model, she slowly entered the academy to study by contacting some people. At that time, she met Song Yan, a man who didn't want to look at her.

She tried to attract Song Yan's attention at first, but she gradually found that her appearance was useless to him.

Later, she chose to let him owe him a lifetime, and she helped him meet a partner. Song Yan, who was in the early stage of starting a business, needed the most suitable partner to join him.

That partner was also notoriously difficult.

Su Chenxin was invited to the hotel by a man, and without accident she betrayed her body again. When Song Yan arrived, she deliberately pretended to be pitiful and innocent.

She knew that she would never have anything to do with Song Yan in this life, so she chose something that made him never forget her in his life.

Chastity may be very important in front of other women, but it is not worth mentioning in her eyes.

Anyway, she has no chance to be with the man she loves most in her life.

Song Yan is the only successor of the well-known Song Group in Country A. She knows that as long as she has a relationship with him, it will definitely help her a lot in the future.

If a person wants to control his life, he must learn to let himself stand at the top.

Song Yan took her out of the hotel that night, but was surrounded by people in the alley and was stabbed in the waist. When the surrounding hooligans saw this scene, they retreated one after another.

At this moment, Su Chenxin looked anxious, "Are you okay!"

With a deep voice, Song Yan glanced at Su Chenxin angrily, "Why are you so stupid?"

"I was just trying to help you, I didn't know that... this kind of thing would happen."

Her many years of experience in communicating with people has long cultivated the natural state of her tone of voice. She doesn't need to hide to make her innocent image believable.

Song Yan took her away without saying anything, and then with great shame in his heart, he dragged Su Chenxin to join his company from then on.

Regarding what happened that night, in order to reassure her, Song Yan smiled and said to her: "I will not let anyone know what happened that night."

Song Yan was originally unwilling to use his family's relationship, but after that incident, he asked his family to send all those who knew about it to the country F's prison.

Su Chenxin knew that the more a man had a sense of justice, the less he would take things that hurt women to heart, so her loss of chastity would only become a secret between her and Song Yan.

But Song Yan didn't know that Su Chenxin was the one who seduced Su Chenxin that night by refusing to greet her. When she entered the hotel, she knew everything that would happen afterwards.

……

Ye Guan didn't know about these things, and Su Chenxin didn't intend to tell anyone.

"Chenxin, for so many years, you have hated those people enough!"

"How can it be enough?"

"If people are obsessed with hatred, there will be endless hatred in this world, overwhelming you."

Ye Guan looked at Su Chenxin's eyes filled with tears, she understood that Su Chenxin didn't hate at this time, it was a hatred beyond herself, a hatred for this world.

"I'm not like you, I can't do it."

Ye Guan knew that her kind words could no longer persuade Su Chenxin, so she supported the wall to stand up straight, "I want to ask you something, since when did you stop hating me?"

Su Chenxin looked at Ye Guan suddenly, not understanding what Ye Guan meant.

But Ye Guan's tone was cold, she could hear that the words Ye Guan was about to say might have some strength, she kept silent, not ready to reply, because this time she couldn't guess what that normally weak woman would say talk?

"Did you know that my situation after being adopted was not as good as you imagined? Or was it because I was terminally ill that even my boyfriend didn't dare to talk about being together?"

Ye Guan lowered his head and smiled, and then said to the woman in front of him who was a bit scared, in a colder tone, "Or when you lost my daughter."

Su Chenxin looked at Ye Guan, and wanted to speak at this moment, but her throat started to constrict, and she couldn't speak anymore, heavy emotions came up, which made her feel very uncomfortable.

Ye Guan raised his eyes to look at Su Chenxin, the coolness in his eyes made people feel flustered, "I've always known about this, but I never questioned you, nor did I want to blame you, I was just thinking about when you Will be willing to take the initiative to tell me."

"I……"

"Whether it's intentional or intentional, as long as you tell me, I will forgive you, but for so many years, you have treated me as a fool."

Su Chenxin stood quietly at this moment, unable to say anything anymore.

The corner of Ye Guan's mouth curled up with a coolness, the kind of coldness that makes people dare not easily hold it with both hands, "It's easy to hate someone, but it's hard to forgive someone. Chen Xin, forgive yourself."

Su Chenxin watched Ye Guan turn and leave, Ye Guan's figure was so thin, just like her voice was so cold.

She knew that at this moment she did not have any chance to ask for forgiveness, and she also knew that Ye Guan at this moment no longer gave herself any chance to be forgiven.

……

Not long after Ye Guan and Lu Lu broke up, they found out that they were pregnant.

She insisted on giving birth to the child alone.

In October of her pregnancy, Ye Guan was taken care of by Su Chenxin and Huo Yaoxi in a private hospital.

Because Ye Guan's body is already weak, so when giving birth, he stepped into the gate of hell. When he was dying, his whole body was exhausted, and finally gave birth to the child without any danger.

However, the child was judged by doctors to have only weak vital signs.

　see you tomorrow!

　　
　
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