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Chapter 509 Extra Story: He Was Waiting For Me There (15)

"She may have something she wants to accomplish but can't accomplish. Maybe she knows she must do it, so...she doesn't allow herself to be injured. Even though I have seen many people with the same symptoms, it is still hard to imagine the pain like them What is the reason for a person who is able to hold on to his consciousness in such a way?"

In fact, everyone knows that if you can't bear this inhuman pain, you will choose to die is a very direct and inevitable thing.

But under the torment, he was able to tell himself with a strong will that he wanted to live.

It was an unimaginable state...

They are obviously not afraid of death, and even more afraid of pain and torture, but they are afraid of death for the sake of life. What is it that gives them the strength to persevere.

As a savior with a benevolent heart, a doctor also has this perverted desire to explore.

"I might know something."

Sister Jin came out of the hospital that day, and the doctor said something to her, "We must always pay attention to her behavior. If she really has no hope one day... then is she really going to...?"

She was too afraid that Fang Jiya would lose hope one day and would start to die.

So when she found the cards in those bouquets, she hid them. She originally thought that as long as Fang Jiya still had thoughts in her heart, then she still had hope of life.

But today, she knew that Fu Shengzhe's appearance had ruined everything...

He came, but did not give her a chance to see him.

Rather than letting Fang Jiya continue to have fantasies in vain, such a man should stop the intermittent reverie earlier, it is worse than being hurt again even if he meets him.

Dreams always wake up.

Now she finally felt that waking up earlier was better than being lingering for a long time, which would cause more pain.

There was a knock on the door outside, Yisha looked back and saw the person coming, she smiled overjoyed, and said in a crisp voice: "Mr. Gu, are you here?"

Listening to Isa's voice, Sister Jin raised her head and looked over, the corner of her mouth was slightly gentle towards the visitor, "You always pick your time, and today are you here to accept rejection again?"

Gu Shiyu always came to the backstage after Fang Jiya received the award, and then wanted to take advantage of Fang Jiya's award to treat her to a meal.

But every time, Fang Jiya gently and politely refused.

Sister Jin and Yisha are also familiar with him. After all, this man came fifteen times and was rejected every time.

This makes it hard for them to know him or not?
The two of them looked at each other and smiled. At this time, they looked at Fang Jiya, who was standing quietly by the side. Fang Jiya was still a little absent-minded because she heard what Sister Jin said just now. She seemed to be immersed in what was picked out by Sister Jin. in those topics.

Emotions can't be extricated for a while.

Gu Shiyu smiled, glanced at Yisha who came up to warm up with him, and politely looked at Sister Jin who was in the distance.

His eyes narrowed slightly, and his calm face was filled with the elegance of a gentleman. With his dull eyes, he asked Sister Jin if something happened here?
He felt the eerie atmosphere when he entered.

Sister Jin shook her head, looking back at Gu Shiyu, there was a sentence written in her eyes: "Today, I'm afraid you won't even get an excuse from her, so just give up..."

In the past, Fang Jiya always looked at Gu Shiyu with a smile, and then politely lied in order to decline the other party's kindness.

Right now, Yisha and Sister Jin both know that Fang Jiya is in a bad mood, and she probably doesn't want to think about the reason.

Just as they were thinking this way, Fang Jiya raised his head at this time, with a calm and calm color, no smile, no sadness, but the quietness made people feel distressed.

Fang Jiya didn't smile when meeting someone for the first time.

Her lips are slightly parted.

Gu Shiyu looked at Fang Jiya's pale complexion, before hearing the sound of her crawling out of her throat, he first saluted with a polite smile, "Needless to say, I know, I'll go right away."

He lowered his head and smiled to alleviate the embarrassment. At this time, Yisha couldn't help but laughed heartily first, "Mr. Gu, this doesn't look like your style. Don't you still at least stubbornly want to try your luck?"

"Then whoever has no self-knowledge has failed fifteen times, and actually doesn't care much about No.16..."

Gu Shiyu's smile is very gentle, like the wind in a spring night, it won't hurt anyone.

His words hadn't completely ended with a gentleman's smile. At this moment, the few people were caught in the environment of playing and joking with Gu Shiyu, and a beautiful female voice sounded, "Where are you waiting?"

Everyone continued to laugh and joke, but after reacting for a while, they all turned their heads and looked into the distance.

They all set their gazes on Fang Jiya's cold face together, and they were all slightly surprised in their eyes. For a while, they couldn't be sure that the voice just now really came from Fang Jiya's mouth.

"Didn't you come to look for me? Why...you didn't dare after you failed fifteen times?"

Gu Shiyu looked at Fang Jiya and smiled, and was stunned for a moment, but his eyes were only blank for a moment, and his smile changed instantly, "Why?"

"That's good."

"You really agree?"

Fang Jiya nodded calmly, and said "hmm".

At the same time, Yisha and Sister Jin, who were in the room, both looked frozen. They both looked at each other, and looked at Fang Jiya in disbelief, especially Sister Jin. She felt that her heart was in a mess now.

She was wondering if what she said just now had stimulated Fang Jiya?

Otherwise, how could Fang Jiya's behavior be so abnormal?
Sister Jin pulled Fang Jiya to the side, and when she left, she looked back at Gu Shiyu who was standing motionless in the distance out of politeness, and said with a smile: "I have waited fifteen times, I don't mind waiting more Wait 5 minutes!"

Gu Shiyu was also very knowledgeable, just smiled and shook his head, "I don't mind."

When he came here today, he didn't actually plan to make an appointment with Fang Jiya. He knew that Fang Jiya was arrogant and stubborn. Once he had someone he liked in his heart, he didn't want to delay anyone.

Therefore, he never expected it, and just regarded every time as a gamble.

Also to want to see her, like every time before.

He saw Fang Jiya's uncontrollable loss of control in the audience today, and he knew that Fang Jiya loved the person in his heart too much, but this kind of love would not make people feel uncomfortable, but more awe and awe towards her admire.

……

Sister Jin took Fang Jiya's hand and came to the door, looking at Fang Jiya who looked calm, her eyes were full of worry, "What are you doing?"

"I'm letting myself go."

Fang Jiya spoke calmly, with no mist in her eyes, nor an expression of anger, her voice was calm: "Sister Jin, I know you are worried about me, you are afraid that I can't think about it for a while, right?"

"Actually, you should understand very well. Although I am not a sensible person, every decision will not be made on the spur of the moment. Maybe like you said, it's time for me to let go..."

"Aya..."

"In the past five years, I haven't thought about this sentence..."

Fang Jiya lowered her voice, and slowly exhaled heavily, so as not to choke her emotions. She looked at Sister Jin who was looking at her gently, and smiled.

Wei Wei relieved her emotions, and let herself continue to speak peacefully.

"Every night I couldn't sleep, I had this feeling of giving up. I wondered if I was too attached to myself, forcing my love on someone who didn't love me, and always I think I should hate him..."

"No, Aya, really not."

"I've been waiting for five years. To be honest, I really can't wait any longer. As you said, I really should let go, let myself go, and let him go..."

Fang Jiya's nasal voice became slightly dignified, but the corners of her lips were still raised, still showing the dignity in her heart.

"Gu Shiyu may not be the one who makes me fall in love, but he has waited for me for five years, fifteen times, which is enough to prove that he is not interested in me on a whim, and I also think I can give myself a chance to try Get to know him... get to know him."

"Have you really made up your mind?"

"Actually, I also understand very well that if I can't get out of the predicament in front of me, I may hate him for the rest of my life. I don't want to hate him, and I don't want to use slow and endless waiting to end the beauty that once belonged to us."

Fang Jiya lowered her head and smiled, "Sister Jin, the decision I made today was not impulsive, I really thought it through..."

"Aya, you have to know, no matter what? You still have us by your side, as long as you want to rely on and need company, we are always there, and we worry about you."

Sister Jin and Fang Jiya have had a relationship for many years. Since Fang Jiya signed with Time Entertainment, the company arranged for her to grow up with Fang Jiya.

The two of them experienced wind and rain together, and at this moment they have a deeper relationship.

Fang Jiya looked at Sister Jin, nodded, and said with a smile: "I know I can't be so selfish, with you here, I really don't want you to worry about me..."

Who in this world doesn't have a hard time?
Why should others share the pain for themselves.

Fang Jiya knows how to make others worry less. Only by letting herself grow up quickly can she not owe others. What she fears most in her life is owe.

What is more frightening than being in debt is that you can't make up for it at all.

When she faced Fu Shengzhe, it was such a complicated emotion that haunted her heart that was on the verge of exhaustion.

……

Zurich at night was quiet and beautiful, with the slight street lights on the long street, the surrounding area became quiet. Fang Jiya didn't wear a lot when she went out, but at this time the wind was blowing, her hands were tightly intertwined.

Gu Shiyu walked behind her, took off his windbreaker, and put it on her body.

Fang Jiya felt that her thin body was wrapped in a warm coat, and when she tilted her head involuntarily, she looked at Gu Shiyu beside her, and said softly, "Thank you!"

"I'm not a very romantic person, and I don't know how to take care of others, but... as long as you need, I can at least listen to you quietly. Don't worry, I will definitely rot what you told me in my heart. Will not speak out."

After Gu Shiyu finished speaking, he lowered his head in embarrassment. At this moment, his eyes met Fang Jiya who was looking at him.

Fang Jiya shook her head and smiled, her voice was very calm: "Am I very useless, I have something on my mind... others can see through it at a glance, and I think I have hidden it well."

All these years, she thought that sister Jin and the others didn't notice the pain in her heart.

She always felt that she was covering up very well.

When she heard the words that Sister Jin said, she realized how badly she had done. She really wasn't a qualified performer, and she couldn't do it unnoticed.

Her expressions are too obvious, happiness and unhappiness are all shown in her eyebrows and eyes.

Even though she had a smile on her face, she was still noticed...

Being noticed by others, she just felt a little blocked in her heart, as if people were worrying about herself again.

"No, you've always done a good job, and I can see that you don't want to cause trouble to others, but why do you think it's a trouble to let someone share it for you?"

"Because of those things, they shouldn't worry about them. Everyone living in this world should enjoy the few happiness they have. After all, there are already many unsatisfactory things in life. Why should I share them for others? Woolen cloth?"

Gu Shiyu was stunned for a moment when he heard Fang Jiya's words in his heart with a sour smile. He had seen many women around him, but he rarely saw one like Fang Jiya.

Fang Jiya's words made people feel sad when they heard them, and they also had the initiative to protect her.

In addition to these, more people feel that the story in this girl's heart is very depressing.

She has learned to bear it alone since she was a child, to make herself brave, and try her best to force herself to swallow all her emotions in her stomach.

All of Fang Jiya's expressions showed her gentleness, as if she was telling others that she was really doing well.

Gu Shiyu looked at Fang Jiya with a smile, "Life is not what you think, and the people around you are not the kind of people who don't want to share your emotions..."

"No, that's not what I mean. I know that as long as I say it, they will be willing, but... I don't want them to be willing, and I don't want them to worry, because that's the trouble I created for myself."

Fang Jiya walked forward. At this time, there was a little drizzle in the sky. Gu Shiyu opened the umbrella in his hand, walked forward quickly in two steps, put the umbrella on top of Fang Jiya's head, and said with a smile: "If If you don’t want to say it, then learn to resolve it yourself.”

"Ah."

"Of course, I hope you can learn to let us help you, because we want to treat you well, just because you are worth it."

"I'm worth it?"

Fang Jiya's voice was not confused, but Gu Shiyu's words were a bit interesting, "To be honest, I'm curious, why do you like me?"

"You can see that?"

Hearing Fang Jiya's voice, Gu Shiyu's expression was slightly twisted. His shy look, on his young face, still made people feel a little surprised.

After all, the Gu Shiyu in the outside world is also a man who has been rumored to be stable.

Fang Jiya looked at Gu Shiyu's appearance, and couldn't help laughing. This smile was brighter than her usual state. It was really like a warm gleam, which suddenly shook the gloomy emotions in people's hearts. cover.

　I have been alone for several months, I don’t know who else will accompany me to persevere~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)