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Chapter 512 Extra Story: He Was Waiting For Me There (18)

With shackles on her hands, Yang Li followed the people in front of her closely, her steps were very small, with a bright smile on her face, she was led down the stairs by the police.

When she passed by the crowd around her, she looked around with innocent and undisciplined eyes, like a child, full of curiosity about everything around her.

The people around looked at Yang Li's appearance, and once again began to chant.

"She looks so scary!"

"This has to be locked up, but you can't let it out casually, or you don't know what she will do..."

"Isn't it? Even my own daughter can do it. What if one day treats us?"

They talked about what Yang Li did just now, and avoided her like a plague god.

Someone walked up to Gu Shiyu's father and daughter, and his voice was very rude: "Xiao Gu, your lover is completely crazy like this! She is very dangerous like this, you must send her to a mental hospital and lock her up properly. .”

Gu Shiyu covered Gu Qing'an's ears with his hands to prevent her from listening to the words of the people around him. He didn't speak to the people in front of him, but smiled at his daughter with gentle eyes.

The aunt who spoke just now increased her volume and said, "Did you hear that?"

"Lily is my wife, not a lunatic, I will not send her to a mental hospital."

"Then you move away, don't stay here and harm others. We are not so hard-headed. We want to live in the same building as your family. Do we still want to live for a few more years? Everyone said, don't you..."

The people around immediately followed suit, and someone in the crowd shouted sharply: "If you don't move out, we will jointly sue you and advise you to leave early."

Gu Shiyu picked up his daughter and walked down the street. At this time, after being far away from the cold eyes behind him, Gu Qing'an asked Gu Shiyu with a blank face, "Dad, are we really going to move?"

"Would you like to move?"

Gu Qing'an was very sensible, nodded and didn't answer anything.

Gu Shiyu smiled and touched Gu Qing'an's hair with his hands, and said with a doting smile, "Then let's live in another place."

"Okay, but Mommy...will you live with us?"

"An'an, don't you want to live with your mother?"

Gu Qing'an sat on Gu Shiyu's arm, shook his head, and said in a clear voice, "No, An'an wants to be with her father and mother, and they will never be apart."

"Then are you afraid of mother?"

"Scared, mom seems to be a different person, she doesn't know An An anymore."

"Mom is actually sick. As long as we take good care of her, she will get better."

Gu Shiyu comforted Gu Qing'an, Gu Qing'an was in his arms, looked at him with crystal eyes, nodded, "An'an will grow up earlier, and help father take care of mother!"

……

The father and daughter rushed to the police station. Gu Shiyu looked at Yang Li who was squatting in the iron fence in the distance, his eyes were slightly downcast, a little sad, and he asked the female policeman in front of him: Can you take your wife away?
The policewoman looked calm, but her voice was resolute. After shaking her head, Fang said, "We contacted the Sixth People's Hospital in the jurisdiction. Given Ms. Yang's current mental state, it is obvious that she cannot take care of herself."

"I can take care of her and not let her hurt others."

The policewoman understood Gu Shiyu's emotions and was very considerate. She showed a very polite smile and explained the reason for our judgment, "But you can't stay with her all the time."

Gu Shiyu: "..."

"The Sixth People's Hospital in the jurisdiction has the best medical level and the best nursing team. They are more professional than you and know how to take care of Ms. Yang's condition. With her current state, she cannot be stimulated any longer. "

Gu Qing'an pulled Gu Shiyu's hand, and she stood aside, looked up at Gu Shiyu, "Dad, didn't you say that mother is sick? Then if you are sick, you should go to the hospital."

The female policeman squatted down, looked at Gu Qingan, touched Gu Qingan's head with a smile, and said softly: "Yes, you must go to the hospital if you are sick, otherwise your body will not recover!"

"Well, Dad, you just agree to take Mom to the hospital."

Gu Qing'an's childish voice came out completely crisp, and it gave people a different kind of liveliness in the quiet police station. Gu Shiyu's eyes were blank and his brain was stagnant. At this time, the policewoman in front of him said again: "Mr. Gu, I hope You can think about it carefully!"

"Do you have to go to the hospital?"

The Sixth People's Hospital in the jurisdiction is the largest mental hospital in Yecheng.

Gu Shiyu was unwilling to send his lover there, but he understood that only there could help Yang Li's condition, and only there could be the only way to control her so that she would not hurt others.

Right now, Yang Li doesn't know him, nor does she know Gu Qing'an.

Where does he have the time to stay by her side and take care of her every day?
The female policeman nodded, "Yes, we must go. Regarding the cost, we will contact the best social welfare here to ensure the treatment of Ms. Yang."

Gu Shiyu listened and did not speak, then she said again: "Maybe you don't know, Ms. Yang has a lot of scars cut with knives on her body, her mental problem didn't just appear right now, it's just that you have been treating me all the time. Didn't pay attention."

The female policeman made this suggestion because she could see that Gu Shiyu really had no time to take care of Yang Li in his daily work, so that Yang Li would hurt others and herself at any time because of her spirit. It's too hard to imagine what will happen in the future What?
Gu Shiyu listened to the advice given to him by the policewoman, and at this moment he was even more confused.

He never knew the scars on Yang Li's body. He has been busy with work these years, and every time he came home, he would deliberately avoid conflicts with Yang Li. He would always get drunk so as not to face her.

Gu Shiyu would go home every night, and sometimes he would lie on the sofa and sleep all night when he knew the smell of alcohol was too strong.

Knowing Gu Shiyu's avoidance, Yang Li couldn't sleep all night in the room. She knew that there was something wrong with her emotions, and she wanted to control herself, but she couldn't control herself no matter what.

So, she learned to cut herself with a knife so that she could learn to wake up.

She was afraid of cowardice in her bones, and she didn't want to become what she is now, but her mind was always confused, making her not sure why she was so crazy?
Every night after Yang Li was hysterical, she would collapse. She always hid and cried secretly when Gu Shiyu didn't look at her. Occasionally, she crouched on the balcony with her head in her arms. sobbing.

She used to feel proud of herself, like a person who would not be confused by feelings.

But in her married life, she has no friends, no career, and can only sit at home and wait quietly every day. She can't even learn to cook a delicious meal like other wives.

Every time it was Gu Shiyu who came back and cooked for her.

In the first few months, she was able to bear such a useless self, but later on, because of the depression during pregnancy, she always nestled on the sofa alone, crying weakly while watching comedies.

The eyes were scarlet, and her nose was sore from the discomfort, a tear flowed down the corner of her eyes, and fell down peacefully on her face, her lips turned white.

Yang Li hates herself for being useless. Years of dancing have made her a waste.

When she left that glamorous stage.

She finds she can't do anything?

Yang Li also clearly understood that Gu Shiyu's daily running and exhaustion was due to this family, and she had never found any traces of other women on him, but she could not control her emotions.

Because she was deeply afraid, what would she do if one day Gu Shiyu disliked herself?
Gu Shiyu didn't know about all this.

Until he was sitting on the hospital bed, Yang Li was watching cartoons with Gu Qing'an innocently. Gu Shiyu soaked the towel with the warm water he brought, and gently and gently pulled Yang Li's clothes away, wanting to help Yang Li wiped her body.

At this time, he saw that the wound on Yang Li's arm had almost healed, and there were many new scars on it, all of which the former Gu Shiyu didn't know.

It was only then that he realized how terrible he had been all these years. He hadn't cared about his wife for too long, and even used time and time again to avoid contact with Yang Li.

In fact, as long as he candidly accept Yang Li's situation once and give her stability, neither of them will come to this state, but if the time is missed, it will become a lifetime regret.

As long as you avoid it, you will fall into the abyss of evil that cannot be stopped.

Gu Shiyu leaned down and kissed Yang Li's wound with warm lips, his eyes were sore and slightly red and swollen, he really wanted to tell the woman beside him how much he loved her, but now she no longer recognizes herself .

……

Yang Li received three months of treatment in a mental hospital.

Her mental state is gradually improving, and she begins to get to know Gu Qing'an and Gu Shiyu, and she always smiles very peacefully when she looks at them, like a normal person.

Every time the doctor came to make rounds, he would tell Gu Shiyu with a smiling voice: "Ms. Yang's current condition is really good, and she will be no different from a normal person soon, and she will be discharged soon. gone."

That day in the corridor of the hospital, after listening to the doctor's gentle words, Gu Shiyu lowered his head and was happy for a long time. He kept holding the hand of the attending doctor and thanked him repeatedly. At this moment, he turned back and went to the ward.

In front of him, Gu Qing'an ran over from the end of the corridor in a panic. Seeing his daughter's condition, Gu Shiyu panicked before waiting for her daughter to speak.

He rushed to the ward, and saw Yang Li sitting on the window sill looking back at him. Facing the sunset behind her, her face was covered with a layer of golden light.

The corners of her lips were slightly raised, which was very beautiful, just like her confidence on stage before.

"Lily, what are you doing?"

"Old Gu, I really love you, but the two of us are really going to end..."

Gu Shiyu didn't have time to speak, she just watched the gentle smile on Yang Li's face, she turned her head out of the window, then let go of her hands on both sides, closed her eyes, and jumped off the window sill.

On the day of Yang Li's departure, she left with a smile.

She was in a very calm state, without any daze at all. She was waiting for Gu Shiyu's arrival with a smile, and left him the best impression of herself in his life.

The way Yang Li left that day, Gu Shiyu will never forget it in his life.

He saw Yang Li put on makeup that day, it was the first time she cleaned herself up in five years of marriage, just to show that beautiful smile, she specially put on bright red lip color.

Gu Shiyu ran downstairs quickly, hugging the woman who was lying on the ground so weak that she couldn't breathe, Yang Li frowned obviously in pain, but her eyes fell on Gu Shiyu's face, very gentle, "Old man Gu, I'm sorry!"

The sentence "I'm sorry" was so weak that even Gu Shiyu didn't know what it meant?
Until later, he kept thinking about the meaning of this sentence repeatedly. He always wondered whether it was because she left him with regret, or because he felt that he owed them the good five years that should have been.

If three months ago, if he had known that Yang Li's mental condition had improved, he would not have agreed to receive treatment in her.

If five years ago, if he knew that their married life was like this, that there was no happiness and only pain for each other, he would not have decided to pursue her, and would have entered into marriage with her.

If only he had given her more tenderness, if he could have discovered what was wrong with her earlier, if he had been brave enough to face her instead of avoiding her.

But everything can only become if...

Gu Shiyu knew that even if he regretted it, it would be useless. That day he hugged Yang Li's gradually cold body for a long, long time.

It wasn't until he finally cleared up his emotions, and in order to give Yang Li some peace, he finally let go of the woman he had always loved.

He went back to the ward to pack up the things in front of Yang Li. At this moment, he saw Yang Li's diary under the pillow. Some words were written on it. The beautiful words were proof that she had regained her calm.

It's just that she regained her calm again and again, which only reminded her of her miserable five years.

Yang Li felt very guilty and felt that she had become Gu Shiyu's burden.

She wrote a few words in the notebook, probably the lines in the dance drama "Miss Shanghai", which was the beginning of their love, and it is also the best memory in Yang Li's heart.

It's just that she never thought that apart from the beautiful beginning of this love, everything behind it was just pain.

Yang Li didn't blame Gu Shiyu, but felt that she didn't do a good job.

She knew that she was never "Lily", and she would never be able to act the way Gu Shiyu liked, but under repeated self-blame, low self-esteem, and self-guilt, she finally lost her desire and courage for love.

Yang Li always thinks how good she would be if she were Lily, then she can pursue bravely and express bravely, but she is not Lily in the story, she is just Yang Li, a woman who loves very humblely.

she's always thinking about...

Maybe Gu Shiyu fell in love with Lily on the stage, never himself. Otherwise, how could their relationship have become more and more indifferent in the past five years, and they became ignorant of each other.

　good night~!

　　cuties.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)