The Misty Rain in the Republic of China: The wind and rain are thick and rouge chaos

Chapter 33 Time is a knife (1)
Moxi gets permission to visit Fengyao.

The time when Chen Wende gave her permission was the next morning.Sitting face to face with Moxi across the small table, he was holding a large bowl of rice balls and eating rice balls with wine, and at the same time moving his lips and tongue to speak in his busy schedule.Moxi was also holding a large bowl, and the number of glutinous rice balls in the bowl was no less than his bowl, and there was an extra poached egg.Xiao Wu was the one who cooked this stuff for Chen Wende every morning. After Moxi got up in the morning, she opened the door and yelled loudly into the yard, saying that she wanted to eat three eggs.Xiao Wu squatted by the small stove in the wing room and didn't show his face, but when he brought the cooked rice balls, Mo Xi's bowl indeed had a big round white and fat poached egg.

Moxi thinks that this food is sweet, fragrant and nourishing, and it should be very suitable for her appetite. However, since yesterday, for some reason, her stomach has made a mess, and she rebelled on her own initiative, and she swallowed a mouthful of poached eggs , the stomach suddenly shrank, and almost pushed out the poached egg again.Moxi didn't believe this evil, she gritted her teeth and forced the poached egg back into her stomach.

"Old Chen..." She glanced at Chen Wende and asked, "When I go, can I bring her something?"

Chen Wende had just shaved, and now he drank a stomach full of hot sweet rice wine, his face was so hot that it was white and red, but he looked younger and cleaner than usual.Looking up from the edge of the big sea bowl, he asked back, "What do you want to bring?"

Moxi stretched out her chopsticks and knocked on the side of his bowl, and lightly reprimanded him with a half-smile and half-smile: "Don't ask about women's things!"

After finishing speaking, she pursed her lips and smiled at Chen Wende again, this smile was beautiful, Chen Wende stared straight at her, and he couldn't help smiling.Beauty is like a good general, you can meet but not ask for it.Moxi may not be at the level of being overwhelmed, but with a turn of her black eyes and a squeeze of red lips, she can already turn Chen Wende on his back.

Turning people's backs on their backs happens in the heart, and Chen Wende has lived for more than 30 years, so he can't even maintain his superficial skills.This little girl is by no means a fuel-efficient lamp, so he thinks that he has to take it easy, and must not let this little girl grasp his details, and from then on, she will show her face to him and refuse to obey discipline.

After finishing his confinement meals, Chen Wende got up and left.The battle is not over, and it will never be over in a lifetime.Wen County was taken over by him, but compared to his previous territorial power, Wen County is nothing?He was a person who broke into the city of Beijing. Although he was kicked out by his opponents before he was firmly established in the city of Beijing, his heart is not dead. How did he get out, he will go back!
As soon as he walked away, Moxi also set off on the back. This time it was Xiao Wu who led her out, and the guy who carried her on the road was also that tall horse.She sat at the front, with her back against Xiao Wu's thin chest.Xiao Wu raised his whip to urge the horse, his voice was a little broken, as if it was still changing.At one point, Moxi wanted to seduce him, and she gave him dozens of winks; then the plan ran aground, and Moxi, very practically, immediately didn't bother to talk to him again.

She is so ever-changing, but Xiao Wu is consistent, indifferent and considerate to her.In all fairness, Xiao Wu was by no means bad to her, but he was too loyal to Chen Wende, like a little wolf dog, which made Moxi look down on him a bit.Hearing Xiao Wu's yelling at this moment, Moxi's ears twitched, and she became annoyed for no reason, "Isn't this horse walking very well? Why are you making such a noise like a howling donkey?"

After finishing the words, she raised her hand to cover her mouth and her expression changed, then she turned her head sideways and let out a wow, and spit out a big mouthful of sweet wine.

In the next second, she took one mouthful after another, and began to vomit continuously. She vomited quite quickly, and she vomited all over the ground, without soiling her and Xiao Wu's pants and shoes.While throwing up, she panicked because she suspected that she was sick—in her heart, "sickness" is directly connected with "death".The patients in her memory were all poor people in a large courtyard, and a cold or cold could kill them.She is afraid of death, so she never gets sick, even if she is sick, she doesn't admit that she is sick.

When she was about to vomit, she raised her head blushing, took out a handkerchief from under her ribs, and wiped her mouth vigorously.The tall horse stopped a long time ago, allowing her to sit peacefully and catch her breath.Xiao Wu asked from behind: "You, what's wrong with you?"

Moxi shook her head, and replied hoarsely: "It's okay, you prepare some steamed buns for me in the morning, I am not used to the confinement meal that your commander had."

Xiao Wu stopped talking and continued to ride his horse forward.

After Moxi vomited, she felt much better.When she got to the front of the house where she lived before, this time she didn't rely on Xiao Wu's support, she jumped off the horse without any teacher.

Then she didn't go to see Feng Yao directly, but trotted all the way back to her and Feng Yao's small courtyard.After rummaging around in the room, she finally packed a small bundle.In the baggage was a toothbrush and tooth powder, a small wooden comb, a set of close-fitting underwear, a thick stack of high-end toilet paper and menstrual belt, and a small photo of her and Feng Yao taken before the New Year.Returning to the front yard with a small bundle, she stopped in front of Feng Yao's "cell", suddenly flustered and short of breath.Why panic?Because she slept with Chen Wende, she is not a clean girl anymore.

It's not anymore, but Feng Yao didn't know, she was still calm in her heart.This time Fengyao knew about it, she knew that Moxi had changed from a girl to a woman, she wondered if Fengyao would look at herself differently from now on.

At this time, the guard at the door shook the key and unlocked the door.

Moxi walked in alone with her bundle in her arms. The house had two rooms inside and outside, and the outside room was empty, with only a few chairs.Turning to the curtain of the inner room door, Moxi said, "Feng Yao."

There was an exclamation from inside, and then amidst the sound of messy footsteps, the door curtain was lifted by Feng Yao from the inside to the outside.After seeing Moxi's appearance clearly, Feng Yao walked up quickly and hugged her.

Feng Yao has lost weight, you don't need to look at it, you can feel it through the sleeves.Within a few days, the plump arms lost their bones and corners, pinching Moxi and hugging Moxi, as if he wanted to make Moxi feel pain.

"I'm sorry for you..." Feng Yao choked up her words, her breath puffed into Moxi's ears, "I killed you...I killed you..."

Moxi blinked her eyes, and used her eyelashes to stir up a teardrop that was about to fall.

"Feng Yao, listen to me..." She turned her face and whispered in a low and urgent whisper, "Cry loudly, and listen to me while crying--I will find a way to get Chen Wende to let you go, if he is really willing I'll let you go, don't talk too much, go and find Brother Wan. You're gone, so I can find a way to escape. I'm smarter than you, and I'm sure I can find a way to escape, but you have to go first, because I don't have Fa took you to escape together, Brother Wan is not Chen Wende's opponent now, so he can't be counted on to save us, remember?"

Feng Yao shook her head, and sent out a weeping vibrato with airflow, "I can't leave you alone..."

Mo Xi was so anxious that she freed her hand and punched Feng Yao hard on the back, "How can I leave if you don't go first, you big burden? Are you going to kill me?"

After saying this, she pushed Feng Yao away forcefully, and stared straight into Feng Yao's eyes.There are guards outside the door, besides the guards, there is Xiao Wu who is as alert and quiet as a wolf dog.She can't reason with Feng Yao at length, she can only stare at her understandingly and honestly.

Facing her gaze, Feng Yao remained motionless with tears in her eyes.I haven't seen her for a few days, but her appearance has changed, her once moist face has lost its color, her cheeks are sunken and her chin is pointed.

"I'm not afraid." Moxi opened her mouth softly, "No one has eaten a piece of my flesh. I am not missing an arm or a leg. One day I will be free. I will live as I eat and live. I am not afraid!"

Then she reached out and grabbed Feng Yao's hand, and said clearly, "Don't be afraid!"

Feng Yao gritted her teeth to hold back a cry, and nodded deeply to Moxi.

Moxi smiled - she had been waiting for Feng Yao's nod.Feng Yao will not be perfunctory to deceive herself, she is willing to nod to herself, which shows that she really understands her painstaking efforts.Turning around and putting the burden on the chair, she whispered again: "There is a change of underwear here, and I also found out the small photo of the two of us, so I tucked it in the underwear."

Then she changed the subject and asked, "Did anyone bully you?"

Feng Yao shook her head, "No, except for three meals a day, the door is always locked and no one comes in."

Moxi looked at Fengyao again, and saw that Fengyao was indeed full of beards and tails.I really didn't eat a good breakfast today, and my stomach was churning so badly, Moxi tried not to show any strangeness, for fear that Fengyao would be worried if she saw her.

Get Feng Yao away first, and then try to leave by yourself.Take one step at a time, as long as you are willing to go, you will not be afraid of running out.

"My business..." She thought about it and then instructed Feng Yao, "You have gone back, so keep it a secret."

Hearing this, Feng Yao's eye circles turned red again—Moxi committed herself to that bully warlord to save her, and she must be blamed for dying, and she killed Moxi for the rest of her life.

"I know, I won't tell anyone."

"You can't mention it to Brother Wan."

Feng Yao nodded again and again - of course it can't be mentioned, no matter how close Wan Jiagui is to her, she is still a man, how could she casually tell a man about Moxi?

Moxi sighed softly, for a moment, she suddenly felt very tired and depressed—it was too difficult, it was too difficult to want to spend the rest of her life with Wan Jiagui.

But after a while, she cheered up again.Difficulty is really difficult, but the future is long, and it depends on human effort, so what are you afraid of?
Before noon, Xiao Wu sent Moxi back to Chen Wende's residence.

After Moxi vomited in the morning, her heart was always oppressed and uncomfortable, but after seeing the lunch that Xiao Wu brought, she still had to bite the bullet and choked down a large bowl of white rice. Eating is against her purpose in life.

Then she felt a dull pain in her stomach, and hurriedly fastened a menstrual belt lined with toilet paper close to her body.The red days of this month are long gone, and I was frightened and suffering a few days ago, but I didn't come on time.

She sat in the room wearing the loincloth-like belt all afternoon. In the evening, she sat on the toilet and looked down. The toilet paper was clean.

After urinating for a long time, she pulled up her pants and got up.Turning around, she picked up the lid and closed the toilet tightly. She straightened her waist, tied her belt, and raised her head subconsciously, her eyes fixed on a corner of the ceiling.

A thought faintly floated up from the bottom of my heart, like a craggy island in the mist, sinister and mysterious.

Slowly withdrawing her gaze, she lowered her head and looked at her lower abdomen, "I can't be...pregnant, right?"

The next second, she shivered as if she was cold.

Moxi has a heart disease.

Squatting by the bed alone, she drew numbers on the bed with her fingers to count the days.In fact, mental arithmetic can also be done, but now she is flustered, and her thoughts are all messed up. Her sweaty fingers ran across the bed sheet, her nails turned white, and her fingertips trembled uncontrollably.

If she was really pregnant, the child could only be Wan Jiagui's.Although there was another Chen Wende later, she and Chen Wende hadn't recovered for many days, and even if she wanted to conceive Chen Wende's kind, she couldn't conceive at all.

Withdrawing her fingers and clenching her fist, her heart was rushing here and there in her chest, stirring up the hot blood all over her body to rush to her head and face.

"I have to leave as soon as possible." She stood up slowly, her movements were stiff, but her thoughts turned to shooting stars and chasing the moon, "It's too late, and the identity of this child is unclear! It's a good thing to be pregnant, isn't it? Is there an old saying, 'Mother is more expensive than a child'? I have his child, and he can't say no to me—but he must leave as soon as possible, and he must be convinced that the child is really his!"

Staring blindly at the front, she groped and sat down on the bed, "No, it's not necessarily true that she was pregnant, that thing sometimes came a few days late. Last year, Fengyao's days were always inaccurate. , took a lot of medicine, and it’s getting better this year?"

Slapping her wet palm on her thigh, she unconsciously wiped off the sweat on her palm slowly, and thought again in a trance: "I'm really cheap, I don't see much value in doing anything else, but I'm pregnant with one child at a time." Sure. If Wan Jiagui doesn't want me, or doesn't want me early, the child is born, isn't it another illegitimate child? Another one without a father?"

Thinking of Wan Jiagui, she suddenly didn't know whether to cry or laugh.She is the most handsome and mighty Wan Jiagui in the world, if she really doesn't believe her, if she really doesn't want her, what can she do?
Moxi unconsciously sat on the bed until it was dark, and at the end she shook her head to herself, telling herself that Wan Jiagui was not that kind of person.Wan Jiagui is reasonable, he doesn't understand, and he can tell him when the time comes.If it doesn't work, there's still a blood test—there's always a way, isn't it?

There was a sudden commotion in the yard, and Moxi was startled, and immediately slipped off the bed.Standing in the middle of the bedroom for a moment, she turned around and lifted the curtain to enter the main room, opened the door and stretched her head to look out.

It was Chen Wende who came back, or was he escorted back to the yard by several officers.I don't know how much wine he drank, the smell of wine spread out for ten miles in the wind, Moxi only showed his head, and he inhaled the cold smell of wine.Like all drunks, the more drunk Chen Wende was, the more he would utter wild words and insist on declaring that he was not drunk.With a flick of his arm, he broke away from the guards of others, and he staggered towards the main hall alone.Xiao Wu ran out from the wing room, and stretched out his hands to Chen Wende as he ran, to see that he meant to take care of him, but Chen Wende walked quite fast, and before Xiao Wu came close, he was already like a crab, lying sideways Crashed into the hall.The main room was warm and bright. He didn't wear a coat or a cloak, and he had a red face like the second master Guan from the cold.Turning his hands back to Mo Xi, he tilted his head and squinted his eyes for a moment, then asked vaguely, "You, who the hell are you?"

Moxi took a step back, trying to hide sensibly.However, Chen Wende shook his head impatiently, and began to curse: "Get out of my way, get out of my way." kick.

He has long legs and is still wearing hard riding boots. The strength of this kick is extraordinary.Seeing that the situation was not going well, Moxi immediately turned around to hide, covering her chest and abdomen, and only got kicked on the buttocks.Just at this time, Xiao Wu entered the door, and seeing that Chen Wende had used his force indiscriminately, he didn't say much, but waved his hand vigorously at Moxi, "Let's go!"

Like a wild rabbit, Mo Xi dashed into the bedroom.At this time, two adjutants entered the main room, together with Xiao Wu and three others, they worked together to coax Chen Wende alone.At first, Chen Wende spoke at length, which should be all in human terms, but because his lips and tongue were out of control, no one could understand the content of his high-spirited speech.

Moxi rubbed her buttocks with one hand, and eavesdropped through the wall with her ears pricked up.Drunk people are not to be provoked, it would be too unreasonable to be beaten up by Chen Wende for no reason.Besides, with Chen Wende's size and strength, he can kill her with three punches and two kicks. To deal with such a thing, he can only outwit and not attack by force, so she decided to swallow her anger and hide for a while. Besides.

Of course, the word of pregnancy must not be mentioned, not for other reasons, I am afraid that I will fall out of favor in front of him.Moxi wants to coax him to release Feng Yao first, and then she will make up her own mind when Feng Yao is free and safe.At that time, if Chen Wende suspects that she is pregnant with someone else's child, she doesn't have to care.If he simply drove her away, it would save her trouble.

Chen Wende made a fuss in the main room for a long time, first he delivered a long speech, then he slapped tables, stools and people, and finally threw up all over the floor.By the time the three of them worked together to clean up and transport him into the bedroom, it was already midnight.

Moxi stood in the corner with her head bowed, acting like a poor little daughter-in-law.It was inconvenient for the two adjutants to strike up a conversation with the commander's woman, but Xiao Wu was the only one who could talk. When he spoke, he looked more like a daughter-in-law than Moxi, with his eyelids drooping and not looking at anyone, "It's okay, the commander is asleep."

Mo Xi glanced at him, "You can't kick people anymore, can you?"

Xiao Wu shook his head seriously and assured, "No."

Mo Xi didn't ask any more questions, and when Xiao Wu and the others exited the main room, she stood by the bed and thought about it, but she didn't come up with any results, so she turned off the light, took off her clothes, and climbed onto the bed.

Moxi was afraid of being kicked again, so she hid in the corner at the end of the bed and curled up into a ball.Pulling off a corner of the quilt to cover herself, she fell asleep in the sound of Chen Wendrei's snoring.

That night, she dreamed of Wan Jiagui.

In the dream, she and Wan Jiagui were sitting side by side on a cold kang bed. She turned her head to look at Wan Jiagui's silhouette. One voice: "Hey!"

Wan Jiagui smiled slightly, as if embarrassed, leaned over and bumped her lightly with his shoulder, with an intimate gesture, almost like a spoiled child.So Moxi stared at him sideways, and the fireworks of joy exploded in her heart. For a moment, the fireworks were so bright that she was so satisfied that she didn't say anything or think about anything.

In the dream world, there is no Fengyao, no Chen Wende, no crisis and separation.She put her arm around Wan Jiagui's arm, and Wan Jiagui immediately grabbed her hand.

Suddenly, Wan Jiagui said, "Moxi, my parents forced me to go home and get married. I don't want to. Let's elope?"

When Mo Xi heard this, she immediately nodded desperately, "Okay, I'll go with you, I'll follow you wherever you go to the ends of the earth. Tell me, where should we go?"

Wan Jiagui thought for a while, then turned to look at her and replied, "Let's go to the south."

Moxi didn't even think about it, she was ecstatic, "Okay! When are you leaving?"

Wan Jiagui pulled her off the ground, and ran out the door, "Leave now, if it's too late, I won't be able to leave."

Moxi immediately ran away to follow him, but her two legs seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and she couldn't move them no matter what.Anxiously, she moved outside the door, her hand was empty, and when she looked up, she found that Wan Jiagui had disappeared out of thin air!
She was so anxious that she gritted her teeth and wanted to run forward, but she couldn't run no matter how much she ran.Anxious to a certain extent, she suddenly opened her eyes.

(End of this chapter)