The Misty Rain in the Republic of China: The wind and rain are thick and rouge chaos

Chapter 45 An Inch of Worry, Two Points of Softness (2)
After saying this, his eyes became hot, and his heart suddenly had an impulse, wanting to set fire, to kill, to snatch all the good things in the world and give them all to her.He is a villain, he is a bandit, he can only kill and rob if he can do nothing else.

"The next time you give birth to our child, I will never let you suffer this again. Just go to Beijing, where there are foreign midwives. Everything is foreign, and midwives are definitely right. "

Mo Xi looked up, blinked her eyes and said nothing.At this moment, she had two people in her heart, one was Chen Wende and the other was Wan Jiagui.

She hadn't heard from Wan Jiagui for seven or eight months, and she knew that maybe he didn't miss her very much.He had the cheek to post it back then, if he didn't post it back, he wouldn't want him.He likes Feng Yao, she knows it.She also knew that if she really went back with the child in her arms, he would be at a loss and would not know what to do.Before the serious young mistress came in, the concubine raised the child first, and it was still a boy. What should he do?
Moxi even thought that maybe Wan Jiagui didn't want to go back by herself at all.

This idea was deeply pressed in her heart, and she never dared to think about it.If Acacia could be cut off, then she would have already cut herself off.

Love him so much, in order to occupy a place beside him, so scheming, so shameless, even Feng Yao plotted, even bet on her own girl, even gave birth to an illegitimate child, but he For her, it was still out of reach.Man is not as good as God, who would have known that Chen Wende would appear halfway and ruin her plan?

But now, she can't hate Chen Wende anymore.

Moxi has never been afraid of anything, but this time, she really wants to submit to God's will.In fact, she was still dissatisfied in her heart, but vaguely, she knew that this time, she might have to accept even if she was dissatisfied.

When Chen Wende was not around, Mo Xi forced herself to sit up and asked the nanny to carry the young master over.

At this time, it has been five or six days since the baby was born.It is said that premature babies are "seven live and eight do not live", although "little young master" is logically "eight do not live", but he himself has no intention of dying.Moxi covered his head with clothes and took him from the nurse.Holding the child horizontally with both hands, she looked down and found that the child gradually took on a human appearance, the red skin became fair, and the long hair all over his body was also fading.His eyes were open, and he and Moxi looked at each other for a moment, then he grinned suddenly and let out a cry.

This sound was very thin, very soft, extremely weak, and extremely wronged, but it actually shocked Moxi.Moxi has been pregnant with him for more than eight months, and she has never regarded him as a son, or even as a person, but now that she sees him for real, she finds that he has eyebrows, eyes and expressions, and he is really a man with thoughts and emotions little creatures.Moxi gently pulled out his little hand from the calico swaddle again. The little hand was translucent and unbelievably small, but there were fingers and nails too. She scraped his palm with her fingertips, and he squeaked again. With a sound, the understated eyebrows frowned, and the five little fingers gathered together, softly grasping Moxi's fingertips.

Shocked and in pain, Moxi let out a high-pitched oops—what a soft and powerful grasp, it almost reached the tip of her heart.Hearing his voice for the first time, seeing his face clearly for the first time, realizing the relationship between him and himself for the first time, Moxi looked at him, and he looked at Moxi, looking straight at him, stupefied. The embryonic form of the little boy with a tiger head and a tiger brain.

"Are you the little rascal?" Moxi forgot about the existence of the nanny, and opened her mouth while staring at the baby.

The baby yawned with his mouth open, and ignored her with drooping eyelids.

So Mo Xi fawned, and smiled at him desperately, "What's the matter? You don't know me anymore? I'm your mother."

Having said that, no one questioned her, and she felt a sudden pain in her heart——Mom has it, but where is Dad?Silly little Laizi, you still want to eat, you still want to sleep, your mother can't keep you, your father doesn't want you, what's the use of your life?What's the use of you being so complete?You are still stretching out your little paws to scratch here and there, and when you can't catch anything in the future, what will you do?

You suffer, I commit crimes, if there is no you in the world, it is your creation!

Moxi hadn't cried for a long time. When the baby was born, the blood flowed like a river. She just endured it, couldn't help it, and she just screamed, and didn't cry.But at this moment, holding the arrogant and lazy little Laizi in her arms, she suddenly trembled, and two huge tears came out of her trembling.Tears rolled down her cheeks, she lowered her head deeply, and buried her face in Xiao Laizi's swaddle.Panting heavily, she choked up her voice unbearably - first choked up, then cried, not mournful crying, but wailing.

The nanny was terrified and tried to coax her at a loss.During the confinement period, I was not happy to cry a lot. If I cried hard, it would hurt my eyes. However, Moxi shook her head frantically while crying, because she had rejected her in advance.But Xiao Laizi grabbed Moxi's hair instead, but rolled his eyes to look at her curiously, and didn't cry along with her.

When Chen Wende came back again, he found something wrong with Mo Xi.Holding the unsightly little boy in a decent way, she refused to let go for a moment, and looked down at the little boy without blinking, smiling at the same time, as if she had lost her soul, he said three words to her , she can hear at least one sentence.

Chen Wende was very dissatisfied with this, and even felt jealous, but because he was too busy, he didn't have time to settle accounts with Moxi.He intended to counterattack a while ago, and he won some land and lost some land, so it was neither lost nor won.But he is currently sailing against the current, if he does not advance, he will retreat, so it is impossible not to lose or win. He must immediately achieve results, otherwise the military salary for the second half of the year will not be paid. Can't stop the enemies making a comeback.The enemies are backed by the Beiyang government, and they can always get some military pay and ammunition, and he is not afraid of anything, and he is dedicated to confronting the new president, so anyone who beats him is justified, and no one is willing to support him openly.

Chen Wende is determined to do something big - he can't wait anymore, he is a man who has seen great glory and wealth, and if he is allowed to be the emperor of the country in the backcountry, he will not be able to be.And he wasn't reckless, he and his think tanks had to go through the calculations countless times. No matter how they calculated, he had a chance of winning this battle. If he dared to fight, he had to listen to Commander Chen's words!
Of course he dared to fight.

Moxi hugged Xiao Laizi every day, and in the blink of an eye, Xiao Laizi was full moon in Moxi's arms.Compared with babies of the same age, he is much thinner and weaker. However, after all, he has lost all his long hair, his hair is also black, and his facial features are clear. His eyebrows are eyebrows, his eyes are eyes, and he has a clear nose bridge. Vaguely, he has the shadow of Wan Jiagui.

What's even more strange is Moxi.Moxi lay on the bed for a month, eating and drinking, not only cured of her illnesses, but also gained more than ten catties, and even grew half an inch taller.Moxi is 16 years old this year, she has not yet grown up, but before that, she has not changed her body size for a year, and she always thought that she had grown to the top and was destined to be petite.

The height of more than half an inch made Moxi change her style.She got up and got out of bed and stood in front of the big mirror. She looked at herself in circles, and found that her upper body had not changed, her shoulders were still thin and her chest was puffed out, but her hips were wider, her buttocks were bigger, and half an inch of her height was all on her legs. .This kind of change made her a little embarrassed, because it was too convex, and too concave. It turned out that it was only the breasts that were big, but this time the buttocks were also big, and it was almost eye-catching.

Holding Xiao Laizi back in front of the mirror, she can now wrap her arms around a very comfortable cradle. "Look!" She teased Xiao Laizi with a small smile, "The younger one is you, and the older one is Mom."

Little Laizi turned his head to look in the mirror, and then started dancing and laughing.He is a trouble-free child, he seldom wails for no reason, and when he is unhappy, he just chirps a few times, and he will be cured immediately after being hugged and coaxed.He has never eaten Moxi's milk, but after all, mother and child are connected, he is obviously closest to Moxi, and if he eats enough in the nurse's arms, he will definitely be like a live fish, screaming and screaming. Anxiously arching his head in Moxi's direction.The nanny was amused by him, and asked him: "What are you in a hurry for? Huh? Afraid your mother won't want you?"

Moxi couldn't help laughing when she saw his fangs and paws, and the smile was a wry smile, because she thought that maybe in the dark, little Laizi had his own premonition.Reaching out to take the baby from the nurse, she lowered her head and looked at him without blinking.Little Laizi looks different day by day, and has gradually become a bit more beautiful, and the longer she grows, the more Wan Jiagui's style becomes.When he becomes an adult in the future, he must be a young student with sharp eyebrows and stars again.

Moxi thought again, what does Wan Jiagui look like?

It wasn't that she hadn't seen each other in ten or eight years, but she suddenly realized that she couldn't remember Wan Jiagui's appearance clearly. It was love at first sight.

At noon when the sun was warm, Moxi would wrap little Laizi tightly, and carry her outside to meet the sun.It's really autumn, and the yard can't be cleaned no matter how you sweep it, it's always covered with a layer of yellow fallen leaves.Moxi didn't know where the world outside the hospital was, and she didn't bother to ask.Anyway, it is the Northland, and it will be cold when it should be cold.

The yard is just a separate set of yards, and there are houses next to the yard, where small officers and soldiers live.When Chen Wende was not around, Xiao Wu would come over every day, and he would not enter the door, but just stood in the yard and watched with his eyes to see what was lacking here, and made plans for Chen Wende to be in charge of the house.

When Moxi was standing at the door, Xiao Wu also entered the courtyard, but it was strange that the two of them were in such a square courtyard, and Moxi didn't see Xiao Wu.Xiao Wu walked silently, but she looked up at the sun and down at her son, but she didn't think about looking forward.

Xiao Wu stopped inside the courtyard gate, staring at her quietly.Compared with the previous Moxi, this new Moxi is bigger and fatter, and her hair is all loose, turning into black and shiny waves.Tucking the waves behind her ears, she revealed a round and pale face. She hadn't seen the sun for more than a month, her skin was as tender as if it had been filled with ointment, and her big black and white eyes were also moist with light.The eyebrows are slenderly bent, and the ends of the eyes are raised long. She rarely wears makeup, but her lips are still red.Wearing a new begonia red jacket, she got a pair of big green trousers from nowhere, and a line of pants color was exposed in the thin jacket slits, it was another gaudy and dazzling red and green.This way of dressing, in Xiao Wu's opinion, is suspected of being crazy. However, Xiao Wu also admits that she is not ugly when dressed like this, and even looks good.

At this time, Mo Xi finally found Xiao Wu.

The black eyeballs turned towards Xiao Wu leisurely, and she couldn't help feeling a little shy when she remembered that she almost gave birth to the child in Xiao Wu's arms.She was rarely ashamed, and if she was, she was really ashamed.Opening her mouth across the small courtyard, she said loudly, "Xiao Wu, thank you!"

Then she turned around with a blushing face, and went back to the house with the child in her arms.Xiao Wu stood on the spot without saying a word, and saw her twist her slender waist, and her wide and soft green trousers swept into a flower, and her snow-white ankle flashed in the flower.

(End of this chapter)