Nine princesses

Chapter 175
In her memory, everything in her mind at first was about the medicine man, but later she knew that she was a failed medicine man and was sent to the killer organization. After a series of rigorous training, she only knew about killing, and more Precision, more perfect kills.It wasn't until she met Jian Chuyan and spent half a month with her that she realized that people are so different, it's like two completely different worlds, with completely different cognitions.

Later, sister Chuyan had an accident, and her only thought was revenge!

Later, with Hu Yueru, she put all her heart and energy on her until she died...

In her heart, living with sister Chuyan was the greatest happiness.Besides, she never thought about anything else, especially about marriage and love. She felt that those things were illusory and far away from her.She never thought about what kind of man she would love and live with in the future.

If I have to say, what kind of person is she looking for...

She once wanted to find a pair of misty eyes, to find a clean, clear, warm and beautiful soul like sister Chuyan, that was her only obsession!
However, later she understood that even if she had misty eyes, even if she had a clean and clear soul, she was not sister Chuyan.

In the world, there is only one Jian Chuyan!

Die before her eyes, never come back, never!
"Qingluan, I never know what you're thinking." Xiao Limo said in a little confusion, "You never tell me about you, and you never tell me what's on your mind. I tell myself, I You can wait slowly until one day you are willing to tell me. However, in my heart, I always feel very uneasy. You are like a cloud of fog to me. I run to you desperately, but no matter how I run For a long time, the surroundings will always be filled with white mist, as if everything I have done is in vain, as if I have never even stepped closer to you!"

There was slight pain, anxiety and loss in his voice.

It was like a perfect mask that finally cracked, revealing a trace of weakness from the strength.

Hua Qingluan's heart froze slightly, and she bit her lip lightly.

"Maybe our first encounter was too bad. I also admit that I was frivolous and ignorant at that time. I once despised you and didn't respect you enough. But, I didn't know after that, you are the person I am looking for, wait for me When I felt that my heart was not right, I had the idea of ​​escaping again, so that the relationship between us became worse and worse. By the time I realized it in Yunyanlou, it seemed too late, no matter how hard I tried, it was irreparable " Xiao Limo was dejected, staring at Hua Qingluan, and said in a low voice, "Qingluan, does it mean that no matter what I do, you will not be able to fall in love with me?"

He asked so directly and frankly that Hua Qingluan was at a loss.

How should I answer?
If it was before, she should have told him with certainty, yes!Because, the person she would care about and value would be as simple and kind as Jian Chuyan, or as warm and calm as Hua Duan, in short, someone who could make her feel at ease.As for Xiao Limo, he is too smart, too unpredictable, his experience and illusions are too treacherous and tragic, and he has too many calculations, killings and schemes, which are difficult to change.

That is a character who is completely opposite to Sister Chuyan and Uncle Huang!

For such a person, it is difficult to maintain the original purity and clarity, firmness and persistence in the depths of the soul.

However, for some reason, at this moment, she suddenly couldn't say no.It was as if there was a huge boulder weighing a thousand catties on his tongue, and he couldn't speak no matter what.

Seeing her hesitating to speak and the slight change in her expression, Xiao Limo's eyes rolled slightly, thousands of thoughts flashed through his mind rapidly, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly unconsciously, it seemed that his These words touched her, so, in her heart, she shouldn't have no place at all, right?Is it possible that she also has a slight liking for him?It doesn't matter if he doesn't like her as much, as long as he likes him!

Aware of his gaffe, Xiao Limo hastily forcibly drooped the corners of his eyes and mouth to avoid being noticed by Qingluan.

Fortunately, Hua Qingluan was immersed in his own thoughts and didn't notice him.

"Sure enough!" Mingming's heart was full of joy, but he wanted to force himself to show a dejected look. Even with Xiao Limo's acting skills, he found it difficult. I twisted my waist, and then there was a slight pain in my voice, and I continued, "Sure enough, I have been wishful thinking all this time. No wonder you are always furious when we are together!"

Listening to him talking like this, for some reason, Hua Qingluan felt a little guilty again, and raised her head to peek at his expression timidly.

Dejected, disheartened...

But soon, his voice suddenly softened, and he felt relieved: "Alright, once I've confirmed this, I will give up."

Hua Qingluan raised her eyes in surprise, her eyes were black and white.

What do you mean by this...?
Xiao Limo's originally sad expression has turned into a faint smile, although light and shallow, it is clear, as if suddenly unloading a heavy burden, pushing away a tall and majestic mountain in his heart, relaxed and joyful, absolutely No pretense.

Of course Xiao Limo would feel relaxed and happy.

Just now, the astonishment and astonishment in Qingluan's raised eyes were so obvious, even a little unbelievable.With her desolation, if she had no intention of being interested in him, she would only take it for granted and feel relieved at this moment.But now, she is stunned, surprised, and even forgets to control her emotions. That can only explain one problem: she believes in him and cares about him!

Because I believed what he said, I believed that he would wait for her for 15 years, so when I heard that he gave up, I was surprised, even unbelievable.

Because I believe, I care.

What else could make Xiao Limo happier than this?

However, Xiao Limo secretly sighed in his heart, unfortunately, he noticed this, but Qingluan might not notice it.Even if he said it, she might not believe it... However, since he has a place in her heart, it will be much easier to stimulate her with some heavy medicine and wake her up!

(End of this chapter)