go deep

Chapter 24
Several people let out a long breath, Xu Liulian's tense strength dissipated all at once, and her figure also staggered a little. She quickly raised her hand to support the wall, and the doctor looked around them again and asked, " Who is Xu Liulian?"

"I'm!"

She replied weakly with a pale face, and the doctor said, "The patient has been calling this name since he woke up. Let's go to the ward to see him later!"

Her eyes became sore again, and the doctor shook his head and left with a sigh, "I don't know what these young people are thinking now, they dare to drive after drinking so much alcohol! Fortunately, nothing happened this time, if it is true What's the use of having money?"

When Xu Liulian entered Chen Qingchu's ward, he had already woken up. Seeing her appear, he uncontrollably pulled her hand and held it tightly, then put it on his lips and kissed it over and over again, whimpering, "Little Lian, don't leave me! Don't leave me!"

She didn't dare to struggle for fear of tearing his wound, so she let him hold it like that, "Qingchu, don't move so violently, it will hurt the wound!"

"So what if it hurts the wound? No matter how painful it is, it can't compare to the pain you gave me!"

Chen Qingchu looked up at her, eyes full of sadness.

The moment his car crashed into the side of the road just now, he really wanted to die just like that. If he died, he wouldn't have to bear the pain of being treated as a stranger by her, and he wouldn't have to watch her having sex with that man. If you are right, you don't have to bear the heavy burden of revitalizing the family, and you don't have to think about those intrigues.

So he didn't turn the steering wheel to avoid it, he just slammed straight into it, and then lost his intuition in a huge impact. In a trance, he returned to those youthful days and remembered the first time he saw her. , her helpless and pitiful eyes, her reddish cheeks, and the feeling of her slender body being held in the arms...

She is so light, her eyes are so helpless, her blushing face is so shy and her head is buried in his arms, it makes his whole heart break, he wants to love her from the bottom of his heart .

At that time, not long after they entered high school, the boys who were at the age of fledgling love looked up all the girls in the school in the blink of an eye, the cute ones, the pure ones, the glamorous ones, etc., and all the girls with a little bit of beauty They were divided over and over again.

At first they talked about other girls' names every day, and then gradually, a name called Xu Liulian became the object of discussion among boys. They said that she was not the kind of extremely beautiful person, but she was very comfortable to look at. At first you may find her unattractive, but if you continue to observe, you will be deeply attracted by her.

He just laughed at their madness at that time, because he could tell that she came from an ordinary family, and the person he would date in the future, he had already known that it would be a girl from a well-established family like himself, so he didn't Keep her in mind.

He didn't expect that he would meet her in the narrow stairwell in the near future, that he would help her out of the predicament by mistake, that he would be deeply infatuated with her, and that he, who never took the initiative to chase girls, would chase after girls for the first time. she.

He even didn't expect that she would become his favorite in this life, and his life would be a catastrophe.

What she has is not only a beautiful face, she is real and vivid, simple and pure, but also has a lot of bad tempers, but she is cute when she loses her temper. For him as a young lady, it was like a cool poison, making him sink deeper and deeper.

He even started to contradict his parents who he had never contradicted for her, because they disliked her background and would not allow him to continue to associate with her. To guarantee it, the academy got them to let go temporarily.

Then when he managed to get through his parents' work, the man named Lu Zhouyue gave him another fatal blow. Not long after he entered the third year of high school, the man directly approached him and said straight to the point that he still wanted her. I want Chen's family business.

If you want her, then the Chen family will be bought by the Lu family immediately, and the Chen family will no longer exist the next day.If you want Chen's family business, fly to the United States the next day and stay away from her.

Like a crazy beast, he punched that man hard, but unfortunately he was no match for that man at all. The man had a strong physique, skilled fighting skills, and a calm mind. Has been knocked to the ground.

That time made him deeply realize that the difference between an inexperienced boy and a man who has gone through vicissitudes is that there is no other way but to go to the United States. How can he watch his parents' hard work for half a lifetime be destroyed like this?
He lay on the ground and clenched his fists fiercely. He swore that one day he would be as mature and stable as this man, but why did she no longer belong to him after he grew up to such a man? What's the point of desperately changing?
During those years in the United States, he was very withdrawn and missed her all day and all night, almost tossing and turning every night, he was worried that she would affect the college entrance examination because of his sudden departure, if she failed because of this , he was really sorry for her.

But he couldn't get in touch with her, and he couldn't even get in touch with his parents in China. He was living alone in a foreign country like that, and he couldn't express his thoughts and worries about her.

He swears that if one day he returns to China, no matter whether she is successfully admitted to university or drops out of school to work, he will never abandon her. He will definitely take her under his wing, love her well, compensate her, and use his whole body To achieve her dream of being an architect.

And the reason why he allowed Anna to approach later was because she had a pair of bright and clear eyes like her, and a kind and simple heart like her, especially when she was Anna.After Catherine learned Chinese, when Rourou called him Qingchu, it made him feel as if she had returned to him.

It's a pity that he didn't hesitate to sacrifice his life's happiness to Anna when he went through all kinds of hardships.When Catherine was finally able to return to the country, things were not as he imagined at all. They were not unmarried men and women unmarried as his friends said, but he was married and she was also married.

But even if the two of them have such identities, he is not reconciled, especially since she is married to the man who broke them up with his own hands, and he wants to take her back, anyway, he and Anna.Catherine's marriage is just a game.

He leaned on the hospital bed and held her hand tightly to prevent her from leaving, "Xiao Lian, stay with me, okay?"

Xu Liulian looked down at the hands that wrapped her. Once upon a time, he held her tightly like this, but now she felt extremely bitter. For some reason, another pair of hands suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. Those hands had distinct joints. The fingers are strong, and they always tighten when holding her, for fear that she will leave.

Thinking of Lu Zhouyue, Xu Liulian also thought of what he said that she must go back tomorrow morning, and she looked at Chen Qingchu sourly and said, "Qingchu, don't drive after drinking so much, take a taxi Go back or ask the driver to pick you up, since you're fine, then I'm relieved, it's getting late and I'll go back first!"

After she finished speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, but Chen Qingchu held her hand and refused to let go, begging bitterly, "Xiao Lian, don't go!"

She also came up to be stubborn, bowed her head and used all her strength to break off Chen Qingchu's fingers. After all, Chen Qingchu had just been injured, and she was very strong at first, but after a stalemate with her, she lost to her after a while, and was slumped. She opened her fingers just like that, and then she turned and left without looking back.

As Xu Liulian walked out quickly, he raised his hand to cover his mouth, tears rolling down drop by drop.Everyone said that the more Lu Zhou loves, the more he can't get it, it's bitter, and who can understand the pain in her heart at the moment.Before she reached the door, Chen Qingchu yelled sadly behind her, "Xu Liulian! If you leave today, I will no longer cooperate with the doctor's treatment. Just let me die like this. Anyway, without you, my life is meaningless Already!"

She was so shocked by his words that she quickly stopped, and turned her head to look at Chen Qingchu who was screaming hoarsely on the hospital bed with a face full of grief. He pulled out the IV tube on his body, and blood flowed from the back of his hand. When he came out, he even lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed. She was too frightened to think about it, so she rushed over to hold him down, and then slammed on the emergency light beside the bed.

"Chen Qingchu, what are you doing! Are you desperate?"

She frantically pressed the blood on his hands and roared anxiously and angrily. Because Chen Qingchu broke several ribs, his face turned pale from the pain from such a movement, but he still tried his best to hold her and smiled weakly. "Xiao Lian, you're still worried about me, aren't you?"

Is it the only way that she will feel sorry for him?

Before Xu Liulian could say anything to him, the doctor opened the door and came in, and his brothers who were waiting outside also came in together. Seeing his embarrassed and pale face, he couldn't hold his breath immediately , the person who had always been hostile to her was directly furious, "Xu Liulian, do you really plan to take his life before you are willing?"

The doctor who examined Chen Qingchu also looked at her reproachfully, "Girl, do you think there is such a big deal between you that the patient has to wake up and make trouble like this? Can't we wait for the patient to recuperate and recover before mentioning it?"

Xu Liulian became the target of public criticism for a while. She didn't know that Chen Qingchu would lose control of her emotions like this, and she even said that she would not cooperate with the doctor's treatment.Chen Qingchu frowned and endured the pain to defend her, "It's not her fault, I forced her, don't blame her!"

Chen Qingchu made such a fuss, she really couldn't leave, seeing how decisive he was just now, he could really do something that didn't cooperate with the doctor's treatment, such a result of losing both sides was not what she wanted at all.

Chen Qingchu held on to her tightly, so she had no choice but to move a chair and sit by the bed to accompany him. Just now the doctor saw that he was emotionally unstable, so he added some stability to his drip, so at this moment he had closed his eyes and was sinking. Go to sleep, but even if he fell asleep like that, his hand still held her.

She sat there quietly looking at his handsome face that was once flamboyant, feeling mixed feelings in her heart for a moment.This was the first time since the reunion that she looked at him seriously and carefully at such a close distance. His brows and eyes were still handsome, the kind of handsome she liked, but she felt much stranger.

I don't know why, but it's strange.

Obviously in the past three years, she thought of him almost every day, and often thought of him when she woke up from a dream in the middle of the night, and often looked at the photos of them together in the past in a daze, but now they are face to face, why are they strangers?
Did she change?Or has he changed?Or does it mean that none of them have changed, and that ruthless time has wasted everything and diluted everything?
She just frowned lightly like that, and finally couldn't resist the drowsiness, so she fell asleep lying on the side of the bed like that.

The next day, she was awakened by a sharp ringing of her mobile phone. She hurriedly took it over to see that it was Lu Zhouyue calling, and her heart was startled.Not in the mood to see Chen Qingchu's face suddenly darkened, she hurried out holding the phone.

After picking up the phone, his voice rang out, "Are you at the airport?"

She froze there all of a sudden, biting her lip for a long time without being able to say a word, his voice suddenly sank, "Why don't you speak?"

"that…"

She bit the bullet and said, "Can I... go back in a few days?"

She was really worried about Chen Qingchu's current state, and she wanted to wait a few days for his body to recover better before leaving, so that he wouldn't be in serious trouble if he didn't cooperate with the doctor's treatment.Apart from the relationship between her and Chen Qingchu, even if they were just ordinary friends, she shouldn't have sprinkled salt on his wounds like this.

"why?"

He asked extremely calmly, but she listened to it in an unusually harsh manner, and remained silent like that, unable to articulate the reason.

He sneered, "Because Chen Qingchu had a car accident, you need to stay to take care of him and accompany him, right?"

She raised the corners of her lips in a self-deprecating manner and continued to remain silent. She knew that even though he was far away in that small town in the south, he knew everything well, so she asked her why hypocritically. Is it interesting to do so?

What he said began to be sharply ironic, "Xu Liulian, who do you think you are? Doesn't it mean that he has no family, parents, or old--"

When Lu Zhouyue said this, he suddenly stopped. He originally wanted to say that he has no family, parents, and wife to take care of him, but he swallowed that word. Chen Qingchu's marriage was done because of the Catherine family's secrecy measures. Good, so very few people know about it.

"He's emotionally unstable now, if I leave at this time—"

His mocking tone made Xu Liulian feel very uncomfortable, so he opened his mouth to defend himself, never thought that he would interrupt her coldly before she finished speaking, "Did he say that if you don't stay, he won't treat you?" ? Are you begging you not to leave?"

She stopped talking all of a sudden, how could he know everything?His voice suddenly rose, with anger like a tornado, "Xu Liulian, I don't even bother to use such indecent methods on you!"

"Isn't it a bitter trick? Who wouldn't?"

He said viciously, "If I take a knife and stab myself now, and then cry and call for you to come back, will you come back?"

"do not want!"

She only heard him say that he stabbed herself with a knife, and her heart trembled violently. Then, without thinking about it, she yelled loudly, clutching her chest and leaning against the wall weakly.

He sneered, "No?"

"Xu Liulian, did you really feel sorry for me, that's why you said no, or was it because you were afraid that if I really hurt yourself, you would have to leave your Qingchu and come back to take care of me, that's why you said no?"

He didn't give her a chance to breathe, just asked her aggressively like that.

She was really frightened by his words just now, and now she was forced by him like this again, she just felt her head buzzing into a mess, so she held the phone and yelled loudly, "Lu Zhouyue, can you not So naive? In this situation, even an ordinary friend should be concerned, right? Why are you taunting me, mocking me, and provoking me endlessly!"

She was almost going crazy, shouting at the top of her voice, people passing by all around couldn't help but look at her more, why why?Why did he insist on forcing her to suffocate before he would give up? She had already promised him that she would never leave him. Why did he still press so hard?
How did she know that putting her by Chen Qingchu's side for a second would be a torment for Lu Zhouyue. The few days she stayed in Wencheng alone, he lived like a year.Perhaps Chen Qingchu's car accident was really caused by drunken driving while being sad, but he made good use of it.

He used this car accident to win her sympathy and pity, and used this car accident to keep her by his side. Maybe he will take this opportunity to recall the sweet past with her, and by the way, he will mention the matter of breaking them up by any means. Then he can guarantee that her heart will be filled with hatred for him again, and everything he has paid these days will be in vain.

When he thought of these things, he felt extremely desperate, and couldn't help but say cruel words, "Okay! Xu Liulian, you can do it!"

He paused here, and his tone became more and more stern, "If you have the ability, you will stay by his side, and you will never come back in this life!"

After he finished speaking, he simply hung up the phone. Xu Liulian stood there holding the phone, with many thoughts rushing to him alternately. For some reason, he said to let her stay by Chen Qingchu's side and never go back. Listen. It's so jarring.

After returning to Chen Qingchu's ward, Chen Qingchu saw that she was in a bad mood and was about to ask, but before he could say anything, she said, "Qingchu, I'm about to graduate and I'm busy writing my thesis, so... I have to go back to N city, Take good care of your body, a company as big as Chen's can't go without someone to support it for a long time!"

After she finished speaking, she hurriedly turned around and rushed out of the ward without waiting for Chen Qingchu's reaction. After rejecting Chen Qingchu like this, she felt a sigh of relief. It turned out that she had put the man's feelings first before she knew it. He doesn't want her to stay here, so she will go back.

Chen Qingchu stared blankly at the back of her leaving ruthlessly, a deep pain streaked across her somewhat pale face.She left ruthlessly regardless of his life or death. In her heart, after all, she gradually lost him.

This cognition is the source of his pain. He always thought that her affection for him was the biggest bargaining chip he had ever won against that man, but now that he doesn't even have this, what should he do?Thinking of this, the wound in his eyes instantly turned into raging hatred.

(End of this chapter)