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Chapter 34 We Divorce (1)
His heart has been crippled, he will no longer love others, and he will no longer let others love him.

The wedding night in the bridal chamber, which was supposed to be full of affection, just became the relative silence between the two of them.After the wedding, Xu Liulian originally wanted to follow Lian Su to the hospital to take care of her, but Lian Su refused. She knew what Lian Su meant, but she didn't want to see this person in front of her for a moment.

Lu Zhou walked over and took her into his arms and hugged her tightly, caressing her thin back and calling her name in a low voice, "Liu Lian, if you hate me, beat me up and scold me!" Let it out, okay? Don't be so depressed..."

She didn't push him away indifferently, just let him hold him silently, her thin body was abnormally cold and trembling faintly, she was indeed suppressing something, he didn't know that she was suppressing sadness, Still suppressing anger, still suppressing despair, in short, he became more and more frightened, he felt that even if she was in his arms at this time, he could no longer have her.

He hugged her and begged in a low voice, "I know I was really unscrupulous in what I did back then, and I apologize for the harm I caused to you and your parents, but now please forgive me for the sake of our children." ?"

She pushed him away, looked directly at him and said calmly, "I want a divorce!"

His face changed in an instant, and he raised his hand to press her shoulder, staring at her with complicated emotions in his eyes, heartache, sadness, loss, and gloom. Eyes said calmly, "Impossible!"

When he first registered with her, she asked him for a divorce. Now that he has just married her, she proposes a divorce again. Does he, Lu Zhouyue, deserve to be tortured to death by her in his life?
He had been worried since she hysterically yelled out the word divorce at him that night, but he didn't expect that she would really mention it today.

He sometimes wondered if this was God's punishment for him, the unscrupulous punishment for him that time, which made him push her away again when he was about to get her completely.

"I want a divorce!"

She repeated it blankly, and he quickly pulled her back, "Liu Lian, calm down! Can you calm down? Didn't you promise your mother to live with me? Don't you have the heart to watch Did she leave with regret?"

In desperation, he had no choice but to move out of Lian Su, but he didn't expect that she just sneered, then raised her eyes and looked at him quietly, with a calm face, a calm expression, and a calm tone, "I'm already very calm, I'm not joking! I I also want to endure for my mother, but now I find that I have no way to live with an unscrupulous person, not for a second!"

"impossible!"

Xu Shi was irritated by her decisive attitude, and he repeated the sentence firmly, "Xu Liulian, are you going to erase everything I did because of that one mistake of mine?"

"So what?"

She confronted him coldly, with a hint of sadness in her expression, "Because of your mistake, my life's destiny has been irresponsibly controlled by you and changed! If it weren't for you, my current life would be completely different. A different look, instead of facing a demon who killed his father every day in pain like now!"

Can't go back, can't go back, they can't go back again... "No matter how beautiful the past is, it can't dispel the shadow in her heart at this time, and now she can't remember any good things about him. Once she closed her eyes It is the scene when he "encountered" her at the gate of Xu Dingbian's house back then, and he would think of him smiling harmlessly and saying that he was there to visit his friends, and he would think of how he seemed concerned and tricked her into getting into the car , and then deliberately watched her drunk in the bar to force her to sign the paper contract. The pain of being cheated made her grit her teeth with hatred every time she thought about it.

But she foolishly thought that he saved Xu Dingbian with good intentions, and she has always been grateful to him for this matter. In the first days between her and him, even if she didn't want to, she often used that matter Come to comfort myself, to comfort myself that he saved Xu Dingbian after all, and he is considered their family's benefactor, but he never thought that he was the mastermind behind all this.

Who can understand the despair of falling from heaven to hell all of a sudden?And because of his deep scheming, she now feels that everything he did to her was deceitful, and even his so-called six-year love for her suddenly made her feel insecure. She is also wearing a deceptive cloak, she doesn't want to do anything now, she just wants to stay away from him!

She said that at the end, her emotions gradually became a little out of control, and her voice was a little howling. Lu Zhou Yue's hands hanging by his side were tightly clenched, and the veins on his forehead were exposed. He tried his best to endure the infinitely magnified pain in his heart, which was unbelievable. He asked her eagerly, "Being with me makes you miserable?"

She met his gaze and confronted him stubbornly, "Yes, I am in pain every day, so I want a divorce--!"

"Then I'll tell you too, don't even think about it!"

He was also angry, staring at her viciously throwing this sentence to her, then turned around and walked out with his coat.

"Lu Zhouyue, you bastard—!"

Xu Liulian was trembling with anger at his words, stood there and scolded him loudly, he strode out indifferently, she chased two steps forward, casually took an antique vase next to her, and rushed towards him as if venting Smashed it.

She didn't need to look at her to know that this vase must be of great value, but because she was too emotional, the vase didn't hit him but hit the bottom of his feet. A dazzling flower bloomed on the bottom of her feet, his figure only paused for a moment, and then continued to leave without looking back. She squatted there uncontrollably and burst into tears.

Later, when she was tired from crying, she fell asleep like that. She woke up very early the next day, and after a brief tidying up, she planned to go out to the hospital to visit Lian Su, but she didn't expect to see him sitting neatly at the dining table and looking down at the newspaper. , There was a sumptuous breakfast on the dining table, and the two of them didn't hire any servants after staying in Wencheng, so these should be made by him or prepared by him, she looked at it and turned around instinctively want to leave.

"Liu Lian!"

He hurriedly chased after her and hugged her tightly from behind, buried his head in her neck and begged in a sour voice, "Don't get a divorce, okay? You can beat or scold if you want, but don't mention divorce, okay?"

He had worked so hard to get her, how could he be willing to give up on her?
She didn't look back, she just stood there stiffly and let him hold her, refusing to compromise at all, "Maybe separation is the best relief for us now, I'm sorry!"

Her emotions are completely out of control now, like crazy, all she thinks about are the things he did, and she wants to divorce him.

After she finished speaking, she wanted to break away from him, but he just refused to let go of her, "Liu Lian, don't treat me so ruthlessly, please? Please think about our unborn child, don't you want him to be alone?" Were you born into a single-parent family? You must know the pain of a single-parent family--"

"Don't worry, he won't be born in a single-parent family!"

She just smiled coldly, before he could understand what she meant, she said indifferently, "Because I would never let him come into this world!"

She was planning to go to the hospital to see Lian Su and take the child away. It wasn't that she was cruel, but the relationship between them was already broken to such an extent that this child would only make them more and more entangled.

"you dare!"

He suddenly became angry, pulled her body and yelled at her viciously, she saw his eyes turned red with anger, and his expression was a little ferocious, "Xu Liulian, if you dare to take away this child , I will never let you go!"

She pursed her lips and stared at him silently, and confronted him with her eyes. When the two were in a stalemate, her mobile phone rang suddenly. She glanced at the call from Chen Qingchu, and immediately pressed answer in retaliation key, "Hello, Qingchu..."

She looked at his cold expression provocatively and chatted with Chen Qingchu pretending to be very happy, "Do you have time to eat together? Well, I have time anytime, how about tonight?"

She hung up the phone with satisfaction and looked at his gloomy and dark face, thinking bitterly in her heart, Lu Zhouyue, don't you want a divorce?I have plenty of ways to get you away!Unexpectedly, as if he had seen through her thoughts, he raised his hand and adjusted his tie gracefully, put away the emotions on his face, and then said lightly, "As long as you don't get a divorce, you can mess around as much as you want!"

His tone made it clear that when she was making trouble for no reason, her expression changed immediately when she was angry, but he continued to keep his expression unchanged, "There are all kinds of vases at home, you can throw them as much as you like!"

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked gracefully towards the door. After walking a few steps, he turned around again, "Be careful not to drink when you go out to eat, it's not good for children!"

He said it calmly, as if those hurtful things had never happened, she couldn't help but think bitterly, the more he won't divorce, the more she will leave, and she will never live under his self-righteous control .

After she calmed down, she went to the hospital to see Lian Su. Lian Su's condition was just like that, and she was powerless to recover without treatment. Now she could only depend on her own luck. After a while, I felt uncomfortable and wanted to cry, so I quickly found an excuse and walked out.

After coming out of Lian Su's ward, she went to the obstetrics and gynecology department with a sudden heart, but she stopped at the door. She subconsciously raised her hand and gently stroked her lower abdomen, imagining that this little life suddenly disappeared. The courage to walk in.Maybe this child is really innocent, but she doesn't want to be entangled with him because of this child.

But just as she was hesitating, the door of the department was suddenly opened, and the doctor who came out seemed startled when she saw her standing there, pushed her and walked out, "Oh, Miss Xu, how did you get here Are you here? This is not the place for you!"

She was at a loss at first, she obviously didn't know this doctor, how could this doctor know her surname Xu?Later, she figured it out, no need to ask, it must be his trick again, afraid that she would take away the child, so she bought all these doctors in advance, even if she wanted to take it away, no one would operate on her!
Here we go again!He would use some tricks secretly like this, she smiled coldly, if she had hesitated just now to take away the child, then now she has no hesitation at all, his self-righteousness has catalyzed the cruelty in her heart Li, she made a decision to remove it decisively.

She didn't believe that he could control so many hospitals and clinics of all sizes in Wencheng.

She still went to Chen Qingchu's dinner date at night, so he should hate Chen Qingchu now, right?Then she deliberately got close to Chen Qingchu and tortured him.

But when she went back, she looked absent-minded. Chen Qingchu seemed to have said a lot of ambiguous words, indicating to her that he would not mind if she divorced, and would still wait for her, but she pretended not to understand anything. .Even if she really separated from Lu Zhou, she wouldn't be with Chen Qingchu.I don't know why, but I always feel that there is a deep ditch between the two of us. He can't get over it, and she can't get over it. They are destined to be just lovers.

She didn't expect to see his silver Land Rover parked quietly at the door of the restaurant when she finally came out after dinner. She was still dazed when she saw that he had got off the car and walked towards her.

The winter night was already bone-chillingly cold, and besides, it was already early morning. Xu Liulian, who was trembling a little, saw him walking towards her with a long down jacket of hers in his hand, and she suddenly felt a little bit in her heart. Gushing emotions suddenly wanted to explode.

He walked over calmly and put the down jacket on her body, and then naturally hugged her into his arms. Chen Qingchu held her hand tightly provocatively. He thought that after he told the truth, they would be together The space fell apart.

The three of them stalemate like this, aware of the turbulent atmosphere that was silent but secretly surging between the two of them, she bit her lip and finally shook off Chen Qingchu's hand on her own initiative, and then let him hug Chao Get in the car and go.

Chen Qingchu obviously didn't expect that according to the current tense relationship between her and Lu Zhouyue, he would be the one to be given up. She just stood there in a daze and watched her get into the car with his arms, and a trace of love crossed her handsome face. Injured, and then deep pain, he was always the one she gave up.

The silver car was driving smoothly on the road. Xu Liulian sat on the co-pilot's seat and tilted his head to look at his calm side face for a while, then suddenly parted his mouth and smiled coldly, "Mr. Lu, are you angry with me?" Bar?"

He turned around and gave her a complicated look before continuing to focus on driving. She smiled colder and colder, "The veins on your hands are bulging out and are about to break through your skin. Why do you have to suffer so hard?" !"

She knew that he wouldn't be so magnanimous seeing her and Chen Qingchu being so close together, but he just made such a magnanimous appearance again, just to stimulate her and make her feel guilty, just to stimulate Chen Qingchu, let him be frustrated.She hated him so much that he was so scheming and pretending to deceive others!

The car that had been driving smoothly came to a sudden stop on the side of the road. He turned his head and stared at her. The calmness on his face finally broke, "What do you mean?"

There was a mocking and vicious smile on the corner of her mouth, "I mean, if you are angry, you can vent it out, you can hit me, scold me or tear me apart, but please don't act there, because you are so scheming The way Shen Shen acts makes people sick to watch!"

She said that she almost screamed at the end, she can't stand him like this anymore, she feels that everything is deception and deliberate acting one after another, her world is very simple, and she can't bear this mixed A love of intrigue.

His anger finally erupted completely, he stretched out his hand to pinch her stubborn and hateful little chin and yelled fiercely, "Xu Liulian, are you looking for death?"

Regardless of the pain coming from her chin, she continued to laugh, tears streaming down her face as she smiled, "Look at Teacher Lu, this is your original face, right? It would be great if you were like this earlier ? If you had said earlier that you wanted me, wouldn’t it be great? Why did you force Chen Qingchu away when you were in high school, why did you need to frame my dad half a year ago? "

If she had known that he was so vicious, she might have compromised earlier, so that Chen Qingchu would not have been sent away to the United States for three years, and her father would not have suffered an inexplicable disaster.

Lu Zhouyue was already so angry with her that he wanted to strangle her to death. He tightened his hands and roared, "Didn't I tell you? Did you promise me? Didn't you follow me even harder?" That Chen Qing Chuxiu is sweet?"

She bit her lip and stubbornly confronted him like that without saying a word, and he was also crazy, his head was bloodshot and he said vicious words, "Okay! Let's not talk about the past for now, now, then now, I said I want You, will you give it? Would you like it?"

She was obviously very hurt, and after a moment of stunned, the mockery on her face became stronger, and at the same time as the mockery, there was the heavy heartache of being humiliated, and when she looked at him, the teeth marks of being bitten were deeply embedded. His lips trembled and he spit out a word, "Okay!"

After she finished speaking, she pushed away his hand pinching her chin, looked at him and asked coldly, "Do you want it now?"

He sat stiffly in his seat, just looking at the hatred spreading in her eyes like that, and pursed his lips tightly without speaking. Since it is going to hurt, let's all hurt together. He also wants to see, she How much sincerity is there.

She bit her lip again, tremblingly raised her hand to unbutton her clothes, first the down jacket he had just put on her, then the overcoat she was wearing, then her cashmere sweater, and finally... her close-fitting She slowly and heavily took off the black underwear one by one, while raising her eyes and staring at him fiercely, her eyes were full of vicious hatred.

He didn't dodge, just stared at her like that, until she took off even the last trace of cover from her upper body and followed with tears streaming down her face, he suddenly turned his head away and opened the car door and rushed down, Ben He slammed some heavy car doors loudly.

(End of this chapter)