go deep

Chapter 36
I can see that he actually still has feelings for you. If you still have some affection for him, you can redeem it, okay?

Xu Liulian didn't expect that when he announced their divorce, he announced a new marriage at the same time. For a while, there were rumors about her, some said she was an abandoned wife, some said she was not worthy of him...

In short, all kinds of ugly words were used on her. Even if she proposed the divorce, she couldn't bear such humiliation and blow. In addition, her body was still weak after removing the child, and she fell ill immediately.

Xia Weiliang was so busy with her illness that Lian Su in the hospital needed to be taken care of by Xia Weiliang, and her patient also needed Xia Weiliang's care, because she had no one else besides Lian Su and Xia Weiliang. close.

Lying on the bed alone at night, she suddenly remembered the scene of him taking care of her when her wisdom teeth were inflamed, and her eyes were wet just thinking about it.She didn't know what happened, but she finally got her wish and got a divorce, but she didn't feel that she hated him as much as a few days ago.

However, her illness is quite good. She stays at home every day and avoids the media reporters from all walks of life to follow her. harm.Whenever she goes to the balcony, she can always see a large group of reporters guarding downstairs of her house, and she admires their dedication very much.

However, as her body gradually recovered, she had some headaches as to how to face these people. After all, she still had to go to the hospital to take care of Lian Su, find a job, and live a normal life, although some reporters withdrew because she had never appeared. But there is still some persistence there.

She had just fallen asleep that day when she was woken up by Xia Weiliang's phone call, "Liu Lian, didn't you say you were going to the hospital to see your mother, pack up and come down, they've all left!"

As soon as she heard it, she jumped up from the sofa and rushed to the balcony, but there was no one there!Xia Weiliang was downstairs holding up the phone and waving at her. She wondered why they withdrew but hurriedly tidied up and went downstairs.

After getting into the car, Xia Weiliang gave her a complicated look and then said, "Well...it seems that Lao Lu found someone to disperse those reporters, because he called to tell me that they were evacuated..."

Xia Weiliang didn't dare to tell her, in fact, when she came just now, she vaguely saw his car at the corner of the street, it seemed that he drove away after seeing her coming, alas, I don't know what he was doing, If he made a move to help her out like this, it means that he still has her in his heart. Since he still has her in his heart, why did he sign for divorce in the first place?

Now that they are divorced, let her fend for herself.Don't care about her life, whether she is in trouble or not, don't care about her, love and hate like this, isn't it painful?Sometimes when she thinks about him, it feels like an extremely tormenting feeling.

Xu Liulian's expression was stunned, and then he quickly turned his head away, "If you have a chance, please help me say thank you to him!"

"I don't! Why do you let me be the mouthpiece for the two of you? You have to thank yourself!"

Xia Weiliang took a peek at her expression and started the car to drive away.

Along the way, Xu Liulian looked out the window in silence and didn't move at all. When Xia Weiliang arrived downstairs in Xia Weiliang's small apartment, Xia Weiliang couldn't help but say, "But Lao Lu is really righteous this time, otherwise what would you have to wait for?" It's time to get rid of them!"

When Xia Weiliang said this, Xu Liulian glared at her. She knew that Xia Weiliang was urging her to thank him. In fact, she should thank him out of politeness, but she hesitated again.Xia Weiliang looked at her with big bright eyes blinking, she finally picked up her phone and sent him a text message: Thank you.

He didn't reply.

Went to the hospital to see Lian Su, Lian Su's condition is quite good, the illness has not relapsed, Lian Su also learned the news that Lu Zhouyue is going to be engaged to Wen Fuying, originally wanted to say a few words to her, but seeing her thin The little face that circled around couldn't bear it anymore, so he sighed, "Hey, why do you two torture each other like this?"

Outsiders can see that there is still love between the two.Needless to say, Lu Zhouyue treated her. Although she hated him very much after learning about the things he did, the relationship during the six months together was not something that could be given up immediately, let alone him. She has always taken good care of her, and she doesn't know how the two of them got to this point.

She pursed her lips tightly and said nothing, Lian Su and Xia Weiliang looked at each other, and gave up the idea of ​​continuing this topic, maybe it's better for the two of them to separate and calm down for a while.

Xu Liulian pretended not to see the helplessness on the faces of the two, hesitated for a while and said to Lian Su, "Mom, I might have to go back to school in a few days, and the first draft of the thesis is due..."

In fact, going back to school and working on papers is one reason, and not wanting to stay in this city for the time being to see him get engaged to another woman is another reason. Every time she thinks of the news of his engagement, she feels pain. Although they are divorced, she I never thought that I would be with another man again, at least not in recent years.

But he kept saying that he loved her for six years, and then got engaged to another woman in a blink of an eye. Is this what he meant by loving her?Of course she didn't know that love can make a person complete or destroy a person. Now he has changed his temperament greatly after being destroyed by her.

But she was worried about Lian Su's body. In case Lian Su had any accident, she hoped that she could be by her side.Lian Su seems to have seen through her mind, "Don't worry, why is your mother willing to leave like this now? Mom will see you happy no matter what!"

Lian Su's words made her nose sour. Now that she thinks about it, she is really unfilial. Her own mother is so sick that she has to go through a lot of troubles to get divorced and take a child, which makes her worry about the last moment of her life.

Seeing that she was about to cry, Xia Weiliang hurriedly interrupted her, "Liu Lian, you can go back to finish the paper without worry, anyway, I won't go back to school for the time being, Aunt Lian will leave it to me!"

"Thank you Weiliang!"

Apart from saying thank you, she didn't know how to express her gratitude at this moment, Xia Weiliang replied very manly, "What is the relationship between us, thank you for what!"

After staying with Lian Su in the hospital for a few days, she returned to N City. As soon as she set foot on the land of N City, she thought of Yushu Lanting, and the half a year they spent there together.There, she turned from hating him to loving him, and now she turned from loving him to hating him overnight.In fact, love and hate are just in that moment.

She kept asking herself, what's wrong with her, how can she always think of the little things together, shouldn't, shouldn't, how can she still miss him when he did such a thing to her?She should forget that he started her life again, but people are like this sometimes, the more they want to forget, the more they always think about it.

She had to spend every day in the library, looking up information and revising papers, and by the way, submitting her resume online to find a job. In fact, she didn't want to go back to Wencheng, but considering Lian Su's health, she had to find someone from Wencheng. company.

She would call Lian Su every day, so Lian Su's condition did not continue to deteriorate during this period, and the suffering in her heart could be better.After about two months like this, she received a call from Xia Weiliang that day, saying that Lian Su's condition was not very good. She was walking on the stairs of the dormitory at that time, and she was so shocked that she stepped on the ground and rolled down the stairs. down.

There were faint pains in her ankles, arms, and knees, and she couldn't care less about getting up and going back to the dormitory to pack some things before going straight to the airport.On the way to the airport, whenever she thought of Lian Su, she was so sad that she couldn't stop crying.

The world is so big that some people who were originally very close gradually drifted away and became strangers.But this world is very small, so small that the more people you don't expect to meet, the more you will meet.

N City Airport said it was not too big, and it was not too small, but she met him just by chance.She got out of the taxi and rushed into the airport hall regardless of the pain in her feet, but when she looked up, she saw a group of people in front of her talking about something around a tall and straight man.

That figure, familiar yet unfamiliar, that face, familiar yet unfamiliar.His deep-lined face looked so stern under the bright light, and beside him, holding his arm tightly and smiling enchantingly, was his beautiful fiancée.

Talented and beautiful, this word is most suitable for them.

She just stood there in a daze watching this scene, her mind went blank.

But he seemed to have noticed something, and suddenly raised his head in her direction, his gaze was as sharp as a falcon, piercing straight into her eyes.She felt that her palms were inexplicably sweaty, and she was a little afraid of him after not seeing him for a few months.

And one of the people around him also saw her and shouted out of his mind, "Huh? Isn't this Mrs. Lu?"

She also has some impressions of those people, that is, the group of officials he met when he took her to the small city below N city for a business trip last time. It is not surprising that they recognized her, because he talked to them very directly. Introduced her identity: his wife.

As soon as the speaker finished speaking, he was punched by the colleague beside him. The person looked at the beautiful woman beside him, and then at her standing here, and laughed awkwardly.

And when that person shouted like that, a trace of embarrassment flashed across the beautiful woman's face, but he was very calm, and there was no trace of wave in his eyes when he looked at her, as if she was just a dispensable stranger, "Oh, that's My ex-wife!"

A few calm words made her face pale in an instant.None of the worst, most hurtful, most vitriolic things she had ever heard in her life had hurt her as much as this one.

The beautiful woman's complexion turned from cloudy to sunny, she looked at her provocatively and then snuggled her whole body into his arms.She knew that she should leave gracefully at this time, but because she stood for a long time, as soon as she took a step, there was a pain in her sprained ankle just now, and she couldn't stand it for a while and staggered and almost fell.

The woman's slightly mocking laughter came from her ear, she must have thought she was doing this on purpose, she lowered her eyes and reluctantly walked away in their sight.

Reunited with him after two months of separation, she suddenly found that all her feelings for him were unprecedented, for example, she would feel sad, sad, depressed, and even jealous.This was not the case before, the former she would only quietly enjoy everything he gave, whether it was care or care.

Thinking about it now, maybe it was because he loved her more when he was with him before, so she had some unscrupulous elements in it, and she didn't worry about what he would do with other women, or that he would leave her, because He is spoiled so lawlessly that he takes everything for granted, so all he sees is his mistakes.

She has been obsessed with the harm he gave her, but never looked back at the kindness he did to her.She used his mistake to obliterate all his efforts, and after a brief separation, she realized that the love left in her heart was more than hate.

It's been said that you never know how much you love someone until you see him with someone else.She thinks this sentence is the best portrayal of her current mood.

When she arrived in Wencheng, she received a call from Xia Weiliang as soon as she turned on her mobile phone. Xia Weiliang asked her worriedly, "Liu Lian, how is your foot?"

"How did you know I sprained my ankle?"

She wondered how Xia Weiliang knew about this, Xia Weiliang hesitated, "Ah? Oh...hehe...I guess, do you want me to pick you up?"

Xia Weiliang quickly changed the subject, she didn't think about it because she was worried about Lian Su, "My foot is fine, I just twisted it when I went down the stairs, you don't need to pick me up, I will take a taxi back, my mother How about it?"

"False alarm! The doctor said that Auntie Lian may have caught a cold due to the repeated temperature these days. In fact, I wanted to tell you that you don't have to come back, but when I called you, I found that your phone was turned off. I guess you may Already on the plane back!"

Xia Weiliang's words made her hang in her heart, "That's good! My thesis is almost finished, and I can just go back when I defend the final thesis. You have been tired for so many days, you should take a good rest." Stop!"

"You're being polite to me again, that's all, let's not talk about it, I'll go tell Aunt Lian that you're back!"

(End of this chapter)