Flash marriage honey love: the chief mad wife

Chapter 171 I Love You, Zhuang Zixin

As Zhuang Jingsu said, he placed a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, and then squatted down to look at the photo of the woman on the tombstone.

The woman in the photo has a faint smile on her face, and her clear eyes always give people a very heartwarming feeling.

"Auntie, I really envy my sister. She has a mother who loves her so much. Although my mother loves me very much, she always hopes that I can live my life according to her wishes. Auntie, I like someone , I like it very much, the kind I like very much, from the first time I saw him, I thought he was the man I was going to marry in my life, but I found out later that he had already had a wife, and her wife was my sister .”

Zhuang Jingsu sat down and leaned against the tombstone. The first time she came here was with Zhuang Zixin. At that time, they were very young. Every time the driver sent them to the back, he would stand far away and wait for them.

When she came here for the first time, Zhuang Zixin held her hand, stood in front of the tombstone, let herself bow to the tombstone, and then called herself Auntie, and then she said to the tombstone, "Mom, this is Susu, the one I love the most. My younger sister, no matter what happens in the future, I will love her for the rest of my life, and I hope my mother will bless her to be safe and healthy."

She was too young at that time, so she didn't quite understand why Zhuang Zixin would call her mother while facing a tombstone. Later, when she grew up, she realized that it was her mother who lived under the tombstone.

Later, because of Song Man and the others, she always instilled some thoughts in her and made her hate Zhuang Zixin, so she stopped coming here and had no relationship with Zhuang Zixin.

Because, she hated Zhuang Zixin, hated her for losing a person who was very important to her.

It's just that when she grew up, she would always come here every time she was troubled, and then she would sit here and talk about it, and the boredom in her heart would dissipate a little.

I remember that when she grew up, when she came here for the first time, she suddenly froze. She didn't understand why she came here. She originally wanted to turn around and leave, but she didn't leave in the end. Come down, let out all the hatred and distress that have been in my heart for many years.

"Why are you here?"

During this period of time, Zhuang Zixin has experienced too much, and he also has too much depression in his heart, so today he came to see his mother, and then told her about his thoughts, but he didn't expect to see a figure here from a distance, approached After a while, it turned out to be Zhuang Jingsu.

Zhuang Jingsu didn't expect that Zhuang Zixin would come here suddenly, so he felt ashamed for doing something bad and being caught.

So Zhuang Jingsu stood up, glared at Zhuang Zixin and turned around to leave, but Zhuang Zixin quickly grabbed her wrist.

"You still haven't said why you are here?"

Zhuang Zixin wanted to know why Zhuang Jingsu appeared here, she didn't hate herself, why she appeared in front of her mother's grave, and she also brought her mother's favorite flowers.

"I can come wherever I want? This is your place? Besides, can I go wrong? Let go, Zhuang Zixin, let me go!"

Zhuang Jingsu, who became angry from embarrassment, wanted to leave quickly, but Zhuang Zixin clung to her tightly and refused to let go, so he became even more furious.

"Susu, you hate me, but you came to see my mother again." Seeing Zhuang Jingsu's desperate struggle, Zhuang Zixin finally let go of his hand, and then looked at Zhuang Jingsu.

"You can leave if you want to, but there is something I need to figure out, so please tell me clearly."

Zhuang Jingsu thought that Zhuang Zixin wanted to ask herself why she came to see her mother, so she became very angry. After a sneer, she looked at Zhuang Zixin and said coldly: "I came to see your mother, shouldn't you be lucky? After all, I will I hate you, but I will still come to see her mercifully, and Zhuang Zixin will not appear in front of me in the future!"

After Zhuang Jingsu finished speaking, he turned around and strode away. Zhuang Zixin looked at the back of Zhuang Jingsu who turned and left, and then looked at the flowers in front of the tombstone.

"Zhuang Jingsu, I just want to know why you hate me so much all of a sudden? Did I do something wrong? Or is it because of your mother?"

Regarding this question, Zhuang Zixin has been puzzled for many years, since Zhuang Jingsu suddenly and inexplicably hated her.

After Zhuang Jingsu heard Zhuang Zixin's question, he suddenly paused, then tried his best to hold up a smile, and turned to look at Zhuang Zixin.

"Zhuang Zixin, you don't need to know any answers, all you need to know is that I hate you."

Zhuang Jingsu's voice was calm, but not cold. After she finished speaking, she turned around and continued to walk forward, but after she turned around, tears flowed down her cheeks.

"Zhuang Zixin, I hate you only because one day I suddenly found out that the sister who loved me so much no longer loves me. I hate you because you only left me good memories, which made me realize the truth. cruelty.

Zhuang Zixin, do you know that as much as I hate you, I love you as much. I always hope that we can go back to our childhood, you still love me so much, love me, and spoil me, but everything has changed.

It all happened when I was young and ignorant, after my mother instilled some ideas with ulterior motives, I thought that the sister who loved me so much was just treating me well for a purpose, and then when I was not worth using , kicked me away hard.

Zhuang Zixin, do you know that after I know all the truth, I don't hate you anymore, but I start to hate myself, I hate that I have treated you so many times because of my stupidity and sadness Unbearable.

Zhuang Zixin, do you know how much I want to call you sister again, but I know that I am not worthy now, not worthy to be called your sister, not worthy to be the sister who makes you dote on the tip of my heart.

Because now I know that your mother, your beautiful mother, lost her life because of my mother. What right do I have to call your sister again? My presence dirty her eyes.

But I want to atone for my mother, and I want to be closer to you here.

Zhuang Zixin, if you can, please forget about me, whether it is the one who liked you before, or the one who hated you later, forget all of them.

Now I don’t ask for anything, I just ask that I can try my best to remedy the wrong things my mother and brother did in my limited life. I want to protect you well and never let you do it again. hurt by them.

I hope that at the end of my life, I can lie in your arms, smell the reassuring breath on your body, and then call you sister, and then tell you that I have never regretted knowing you in this life, and even more Hope to have the opportunity to be sisters with you again in the next life.I just hope that in the next life, I can be my sister and make up for all the mistakes I made in this life. If there is a next life, if there is a chance, I will definitely love me more than you love me in this life.

I love you, Zhuang Zixin"

(End of this chapter)