Flash marriage honey love: the chief mad wife

Chapter 191 Will You Doubt

"Why didn't you say it after that?"

Zhuang Zixin tried her best to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes, thinking of everything she and Bei Chenou had in the past, thinking that she and Bei Chenou became what they are today because of that night, Zhuang Zixin hated herself so much, really hated herself, she wished she could Give yourself two slaps, why did she believe in Ye Lengqing so much that night, why did she feel afraid of him just because Bei Chenou suddenly became so strong that night, and also destroyed all the good things in the past little by little? Broken.

Bei Chenou smiled wryly and said, "If I had said it, would the relationship between you still be like this? If I had said it then, would you have felt that I actually fired this shot at myself?"

After that injury, Bei Chenou asked himself many times, what if he told Zhuang Zixin that he was also injured?Will Zhuang Zixin return to his side, or will he feel that he has done something to him because of his changes? When he endured all this later and began to investigate Ye Lengqing, he began to thank himself She didn't say it at the time, and she didn't say it when she talked with Zhuang Zixin on the phone.

That's why now he can let Zhuang Zixin see the wound with his own eyes when Zhuang Zixin and Bei Chenou's relationship has just stabilized, and then guess for himself, and things will slowly develop in the direction he expected.

Bei Chenou admits that he is despicable, but for Zhuang Zixin's sake, he would rather become so despicable, because then he can separate her from Ye Lengqing, and then protect her properly.

Because of Bei Chenou's words, Zhuang Zixin was stunned. She was wondering if she would really believe firmly in what Bei Chenou said, based on the situation at the time and her understanding of Ye Lengqing at that time. Ye Lengqing, whom she just met not long ago, does not believe in Bei Chenou, whom she has known since childhood.

Zhuang Zixin began to think deeply, since when did he have such a deep sense of trust in Ye Lengqing, did it start from that moment?Or did it start later?

On the way back, Zhuang Zixin was thinking about what Bei Chenou said all the way.

He said: Tangtang, you are still the same as before, you only believe what you see and what you hear, but don't delve into what you don't know.Just like when I left at the beginning, you just felt that I left your world suddenly, because you tried hard to find it, but you couldn't find it, so you came up with such an answer. Disappeared in the world, so you don't wonder why I suddenly disappeared.

Tangtang, you said that I have changed, so you can't accept me who has become like this. Is Ye Lengqing the same as the one you first knew?

I admit that I have changed, but if you want to know what I am now, as long as you ask, I will tell you.

But Ye Lengqing, he has also changed, no, he has not changed, but you have never known the real him, because from the beginning to now he has put on a thick mask for you, he only let you see He wants you to see him, but he never shows you the real him.

Just like now, I can tell you what kind of person I am without reservation, but can you guarantee that Ye Lengqing will also tell you without reservation, the real him?

Tangtang, in fact, many times when people don't want the other party to know the real self, they will always say that I hide from you for your own good.

If it's really just for that person's benefit, shouldn't we tell her everything and let her decide?

Tangtang, don't you think you trust Ye Lengqing too much now?If Ye Lengqing is not what you think, if your relationship is not what you see, what should you do?
The irritable mood couldn't be vented, Zhuang Zixin who wanted to go home ended up going to the beach, she felt that she really needed to blow the cold wind, so that her brain and heart, which had become messed up because of Bei Chenou's words, sobered up.

At the beach, Zhuang Zixin climbed onto a flat rock, and then shouted loudly to the rough sea.

"Ye Lengqing, is it true that you are not what I see? Is our relationship not what I think it is?"

"Ye Lengqing, if that's the case, what should I do? What should I do? Tell me!"

Zhuang Zixin didn't dare to think, what would she do if Ye Lengqing was not what she saw, what he told herself, what would she do if the relationship between them was not what she thought.She didn't dare to think about it, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it.She told herself over and over in her heart not to think about what Bei Chenou said, but her heart and her brain couldn't help but think about it, so she dared not go home now, she was afraid of facing Ye Lengqing.

"Zhuang Zixin, are you insane? Why are you yelling here?"

Zhou Rui, who came to the beach earlier than Zhuang Zixin, sat in a place covered by several big rocks, and when she came, she came in someone else's car, so when that person left, she didn't follow him, and she wanted to I blow the sea breeze here to clear my mind. I originally thought that Zhuang Zixin would pick me up when I wanted to go back, but I didn't want Zhuang Zixin to drive when I didn't want to leave.

Zhou Rui, who was originally concentrating on her own thoughts, suddenly heard Zhuang Zixin's voice, and thought she was hallucinating for a while, so she stood up, and saw Zhuang Zixin standing there like a madman, howling.

You don't need to ask to know what happened between the two, that's why Zhuang Zixin came here.

Both she and Zhuang Zixin have this habit. Whenever they encounter something, they will come to the beach.

Zhuang Zixin was so frightened by the sudden sound that he almost fell off the rock. After steadying himself, he saw that it was Zhou Rui. He jumped off the rock angrily and walked up to Zhou Rui.

"You're just screaming and screaming. I'm expressing my feelings. Do you understand? Also, why are you here? Didn't you see your car? Did you come here?"

Zhuang Zixin also climbed to Zhou Rui's side, because there were several big rocks blowing in the wind, so Zhuang Zixin felt much warmer sitting there.

Zhou Rui glanced at Zhuang Zixin, then sat down next to her, and took out some snacks from her bag. Zhou Rui has a habit of always keeping snacks in her bag.

"No, I came in someone else's car. I originally planned to ask you to pick me up when I went back. I didn't expect you and I to be so telepathic. You came before I called you. Come on, you two What's the matter, saying those words suddenly?"

Zhuang Zixin looked at Zhou Rui, then pursed her lips and shook her head: "It's okay, it's my own fault, by the way, Ruirui, let me ask you something?"

Suddenly Zhuang Zixin looked at Zhou Rui and thought that she and Zhou Rui had known each other since they were teenagers, and they had been together all the time. Zhou Rui knew her own affairs best, so she wanted to know about her inexplicably lost memories, would Zhou Rui Know.

(End of this chapter)