Chapter 44 51
Hearing Ye Lengqing's answer, Zhuang Zixin struggled in Ye Lengqing's arms, stretched out his hands to hold Ye Lengqing's face, smiled and asked excitedly: "Then can you jump off the window?" what?"

Ye Lengqing paused, the corners of her mouth twitched, she looked down at Zhuang Zixin, and finally smiled helplessly and said: "Except this can't be done, everything else is fine. Do you want to make a little man?" Answer After finishing, in order to prevent Zhuang Zixin from asking any difficult questions, Ye Lengqing quickly changed the topic.

Sure enough, Zhuang Zixin became even more excited after hearing about making little people, and started dancing in Ye Lengqing's arms, and then urged: "Hurry up, let's make little people."

Seeing Zhuang Zixin so excited, Ye Lengqing couldn't help laughing out loud.

After hearing Ye Lengqing's laughter, Zhuang Zixin was stunned for a moment, then hugged Ye Lengqing's neck and "baji" on his cheek, "It's better to be an illusion, and still laugh like this, I really love this illusion."

Leaning his head on Ye Lengqing's shoulder while talking: "If Ye Lengqing in reality is as cute as in the illusion, I will definitely fall in love with him."

It wasn't the first time someone said they loved him, but Ye Lengqing was the first time when someone said they would fall in love with him, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"Would you really fall in love with Ye Lengqing like this now? But...don't you love Bei Chenou?" For some reason, Ye Lengqing suddenly became nervous, looking at the girl who was leaning on her body like a lazy cat Zhuang Zixin, looking forward to hearing the answer in her heart from her mouth.

Zhuang Zixin raised his head and looked forward in a daze, blinked his eyes, and then moved his eyes to Ye Lengqing's face, with an expression of sudden realization: "Yes, if you don't tell me, I have forgotten Beichen, yes, I I should love Beichen, why would I suddenly want to love you, you must have just seduced me."

Said that at the end Zhuang Zixin glanced at Ye Lengqin with some complaints, then tilted his head and leaned on Ye Lengqing's shoulder.

After Ye Lengqing heard Zhuang Zixin's answer, the smile on her face gradually receded, and coldness and unfeeling gradually emerged from the bottom of her eyes.

I laughed at myself from the bottom of my heart: "Ye Lengqing, when did you start to believe in these love affairs, do you think you will fall in love with her, since you won't fall in love with her, why should you care if she loves you? "

Even though she said this, Ye Lengqing still longed for Zhuang Zixin to love herself in the bottom of her heart.

Maybe this is a common problem of men. It's okay not to love yourself, but the other party must love yourself.

It's like some men who obviously broke up with their girlfriends and found a new partner, but they still hope that their ex-girlfriends can only have themselves in their hearts and not fall in love with other men.

"Ye Lengqing, I'm so tired, really tired." When Ye Lengqing was about to put Zhuang Zixin down when she walked to the bed, Zhuang Zixin suddenly spoke in a soft and choked voice.

Ye Lengqing didn't move, just hugged Zhuang Zixin, stood by the bed and looked down at her: "Why?" After hearing Zhuang Zixin's answer, she was very angry, but when she heard the words of the person in her arms When he choked up and said that he was very tired, all the emotions in his heart at that moment turned into a kind of distress that he had never felt before.

"Ye Lengqing, if possible, I also want to be like a normal girl, and simply have a relationship, no matter what the ending is. I also want to do what I like, go where I want to go, no need To guard against anyone, without having to face anything, I want to live like this, I really want to live like this.”

As he spoke, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, fell on Ye Lengqing's shirt, and then fell on his skin through the clothes.

Ye Lengqing suddenly felt that it was not a drop of tears, but a piece of red-hot coal branded on her shoulder. There was a kind of burning pain, which spread from there little by little, spreading to all limbs and bones.

Walking to the left side of the bed, Ye Lengqing gently put Zhuang Zixin on the bed, but Zhuang Zixin hugged her neck tightly again.

"Ye Lengqing, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?" At this moment, Zhuang Zixin was drunk, and because she was drunk, she felt that Ye Lengqing in front of her was an illusion, so she showed her vulnerable side.

Although sometimes she would cry in front of Zhou Rui, but at that time she still wanted to minimize her injuries and grievances in her heart, because she was afraid that Zhou Rui would be sad and worried.

But at this moment, she doesn't need it, because the person in front of her is an illusion, even if it is not an illusion, she is not the person she likes, and she doesn't need to estimate his mood and feelings.

"Okay, I won't leave, please let go of me first, okay?" Ye Leng said in a soft voice, reaching out and gently patted Zhuang Zixin's shoulder.

Zhuang Zixin still hugged Ye Lengqing's neck tightly, shaking his head: "No, I don't want to let go, I'm afraid that if I let go, even the only illusion will disappear, Ye Lengqing, do you know that I'm alone? How scared I am to live in such a big house.

Do you know how much I was afraid of being alone after going through the police station, and I was even more afraid of the dark, the darkness of being alone.

You just can't understand the feeling of being surrounded by fear when everything around you is black, that darkness is full of ghosts and monsters.

Woooooo... Ye Lengqing, I'm scared, I'm so scared, why do you suddenly become so unfeeling, why don't you allow me to appear in front of you, and you don't appear in front of me, and you don't even come back to China go home. "

Zhuang Zixin was sobbing while beating Ye Lengqing with her little hand.

But it was her question of why she didn't go home after returning to China, but it melted Ye Lengqing's steel-cast heart.

"Okay, I will go home every day, okay? I will go home to accompany you every day, and I will never let you face darkness and fear alone again."

Knowing that Zhuang Zixin would not let go of herself, Ye Lengqing could only push Zhuang Zixin in, and then lay next to her on the bed, stretching out her hand to hold Zhuang Zixin tightly in her arms.

"Ye Lengqing, do you know why I desperately go on a blind date? Do you know why I'm so anxious to get married and have children?"

"You don't know, you don't know, in fact, I don't like blind dates, and I don't want to marry and have children with someone I don't love. Sometimes when I think of having sex with someone I don't love, love, I feel Disgusting, but if I don't do this, I won't be able to get back everything that belongs to me, and I can't let my mother and grandpa die in peace."

As if thinking that hallucinations would not answer him, Zhuang Zixin said to himself.

(End of this chapter)

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