The 999th day after breaking up with the president

Chapter 703 love but not

Su Xiaowei felt that compared with those people, she was at most an ordinary person.

If she really competed with them, she would definitely lose completely.

"But he loves you." Zhou Rang didn't know why, and suddenly said such a sentence.

Su Xiaowei smiled: "But how long can love last? One month, two months? One year or two years?"

Zhou Rang: "..."

Su Xiaowei stood up barefoot and took a bottle of water: "Love will disappear sooner or later, after the passion between us is gone, he falls in love with someone else, so what should I do?"

"Don't think so much." Zhou Rang could tell that Su Xiaowei's mental state was not good: "Since you are in a relationship, then try your best to enjoy it, and don't always think about some messy things."

"I don't want to, but I can't do it..." Su Xiaowei sat on the bed annoyed: "I want to be more open-minded, I want to be more confident, and I don't want to care about him so much, but I can't do it!"

Listening to her painful voice, Zhou Rang seemed to understand her.

Her love for Ling Zhimu is so similar to his feelings for her...

"After much deliberation, I still think that the best way to avoid pain is to break up with him." Su Xiaowei raised her head and looked at Zhou Rang: "Break up, no matter who he is with, I can just stand on the sidelines. After finishing my work, I will go back to country M to continue treating illnesses..."

Zhou Rang suddenly felt sorry for her: "Xiao Wei..."

"If it can be cured..." Su Xiaowei said with a smile: "I can enjoy my life again, if it can't be cured, then forget it."

"..." Zhou Rang sighed, "I just want to ask you, is the reason why you don't trust Ling Zhimu so much because you can't feel his love for you?"

Su Xiaowei thought about this question seriously.

Ling Zhimu's love?

She rested her chin on one hand: "Actually, at this point, I'm not sure what love is anymore..."

Zhou Rang's lips moved, but he still didn't speak.

Love...is what I do to you.

Obviously like you, but never dare to tell you.

"I used to think that when I was young, I would go after him if I liked..." Su Xiaowei's lips curled up: "Whether he likes it or not, I have to find a way to appear in front of him, let him see me, let him remember me." Hold me, let him think of me all the time, this is called liking. But then I suddenly discovered that the fact is not like this at all..."

She sneered and said, "I was like that back then, thanks to Ling Zhimu not calling the police to arrest me, otherwise, my actions should constitute harassment, right?"

Zhou Rang didn't know how to answer this question.

Su Xiaowei said casually: "Now Ling Zhimu treats me better among lovers. He knows the scale and will never do something that makes me uncomfortable. This should be the most comfortable mode between lovers. "

But she didn't know why, when she heard Ling Zhimu say she didn't like her, the first thing she did was not to doubt, but to believe.

Su Xiaowei herself couldn't explain the specific reason.

"I see." Zhou Rang's eyes darkened: "You rest in the room now, and I'll go find my aunt."

"Well, it's hard work." Su Xiaowei closed her eyes slowly, the man's footsteps gradually faded away, and she slowly opened her eyes when she heard the door closing.

The room was still dark.

Su Xiaowei walked slowly to the counter and opened a bottle of beer. Her stomach was not good, drinking beer would make her feel uncomfortable now, but she still drank it. Comfortable burning sensation.

She didn't take it seriously, and threw the bottle directly at the wall. The bottle was shattered, picked up a fragment, and pointed it at her arm.

Since she got depression, she has played this scene countless times in her mind.

A faint voice in her heart told her to do it quickly.

When you're done, you're free.

The fragment aimed at the wrist, and Su Xiaowei pressed it down bit by bit with a blank face. The moment it was about to land on the skin, the phone rang. She held the fragment in one hand and picked up the phone with the other: "Hello?"

(End of this chapter)