Five years of love: the baby is 73 days old

Chapter 194

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Xi Ling's question finally made Shen Luoxin silent.

Over the years, as Xiao Xiling grew up day by day, she knew that sooner or later she would have to face the problem of a child.

It's just that Ling'er is a gifted child, very precocious.

She seemed to know that deep down in her heart she didn't really want to talk about the past, so since she was able to speak, she never took the initiative to ask about his father.

Now he suddenly asked.

Apparently, since the dumb sister-in-law left for the past few days, the number of people who came to match her every day has increased a lot.

It made Ling'er feel a little unsafe.

Regarding this point, Shen Luoxin always felt very guilty about the child.

She wanted to tell Ling'er the truth, but after so many years, she didn't know the outside world, what was going on with the Wei family?

As for Wei Lianting's life and death, she didn't know how to tell Ling'er.

It's not like she hasn't thought about whether taking Ling'er away so resolutely back then was a selfish decision at all.

But she was really worried that Ling'er would get sick without her.

That's why I took my son away.

But now, facing Ling'er's question, she felt another kind of indescribable guilt and pain in her heart.

Knowing that Lian Ting also needed her and would die without her, she still cruelly took the child and left.

Of course, it was because she hated their brother's life indiscriminately and killed her parents back then.

But now holding the son in her arms, she also realizes that for Ling'er, isn't she also the murderer who caused him to lose his biological father?
The hatred of the past, as the years passed slowly, now in retrospect, it can't even cause any ups and downs.

It seems that time has taken away the pain and resentment that was once as deep as the sea and as high as the sky.

But at the same time, it left another kind of faint regret.

And the memories that I dare not recall and cannot touch.

Today, after five years away from the hustle and bustle of the city, she is willing to admit that, in fact, every day when she looks at Ling'er's small, perfect face that resembles him very much, she feels deep pain and regret in her heart. with.

If time could give her another chance to choose, would she still do what she did that day?

Seeing that his mother didn't speak for a long time, Xi Ling thought that he had made her unhappy.

Immediately, she pressed her little head closer to Shen Luoxin's embrace, "Mom, I'm sorry, Ling'er shouldn't have asked!"

"No, Ling'er, it's my mother's fault, she should have told you earlier!"

"Mom, are you crying?"

Sensing that Shen Luoxin's voice was trembling, Xiao Xiling immediately touched Shen Luoxin's face with his hands deep in the darkness.

But in the middle of Shen Luo's heart, he took the little hand into his own.

"No, Mom didn't cry, Mom just remembered the past and felt sorry for my Ling'er!"

"mom!"

"Didn't Ling'er want to know about Dad?"

"Your father, he looks exactly like my Ling'er, but he is not as obedient as Ling'er, and he likes to act like a baby, sometimes he is disobedient, and he always doesn't like to work, like a big boy!"

"But he loves Ling'er very much. When mother was pregnant with you, your father liked to talk to Ling'er in front of mother's belly all day long. He also broke through several dictionaries in order to name Ling'er! "

"He always likes to smile and walk around his mother, even if he drives him away, he won't leave. He has a thick skin!"

"..."

This night, Shen Luoxin recalled bit by bit, and told Xiao Xiling about that man for a long time.

The more she talked, the more she realized that in the depths of her memory, she had hidden so many bits and pieces about him unconsciously!
It was also because the longer she talked, she realized that from the beginning to the present, she had never really forgotten him for a moment.

The so-called love has been deeply imprinted into the depths of the soul as early as the beginning.

It is not because of the long separation of time that there is no forgetting.

It's only now that I wake up, isn't it too late?
The hatred has disappeared unknowingly, but the love left behind, can we still find that person to give it to?

It's been five years, not five days, five months. He lost his own blood supply, and the lesions in his body may have flared up long ago and became uncontrollable.

Even if Uncle Luo and the others had the means, they could only do nothing to bring them back.

It has been five years since I first came here to deal with the false claims of the people in the mountains. Now it is impossible for me not to come true!

Wei Lianting, I owe you my love for the rest of my life, but from now on, I will also pay my whole life for you!

If you still want me, wait for me in Huangquan. When our child grows up and can take care of himself, I will come to you!

Tears, on this night, come violently and abundantly, and fall recklessly!
Xiling knew that his mother was crying. Although he was young, he understood everything!

Mom must be missing Dad very much at this moment!
Mom must also love Dad very much, even though she never said it!
"Mom, what's my dad's name?"

"Lian Ting, Wei Lianting! The lotus of the lotus, the Ting of the thunder! Remember, your father's name is Wei Lianting! And you, my son, your name is Wei Xiling!"

"Mom, I remember, my name is Wei Xiling, the son of Wei Lianting!"

"Good Ling'er!"

In the darkness, Shen Luoxin rustled and took off the necklace that had never left her body for five years.

Then slowly put it on for his son in the same darkness, "Ling'er, this is for you, this is your father!"

(End of this chapter)