cold heartless wife

Chapter 90

"Xiaoshan? Are you in there?"

Chu Yi stood at the door and knocked, feeling gradually uneasy. The light was on, but why was there no movement?
Is it...

"Xiaoshan!"

Chu Yi suddenly slammed into the door vigorously, losing Mo Xiaoshan again and again inexplicably made him so scared that he couldn't help himself, and the situation in front of him inevitably reminded him of Xiaoshan's disappearance before, how could this make him not afraid, not helpless? Worry?

"Xiaoshan!"

The door slammed open, and the bed facing the door was empty. Chu Yi searched the room eagerly, and finally saw the white legs and pink pajamas exposed under the open wardrobe.

"Xiaoshan, what's wrong with you? What's wrong? Do you want to see a doctor? You..."

"Yi, I'm fine. Hug me."

Mo Xiaoshan hugged Chu Yi tightly, and then buried her head deeply in his arms.Chu Yi tightened his arms, stood up with a light hug, and then carried her back to the bed.

"what happened?"

Mo Xiaoshan shook her head, she just felt uncomfortable, and she was very touched just now, could she tell Chu Yi how much she regretted it?Oh, it's useless to say it, isn't it?What can he make up for?Regret, what can her regret change?Can't it be nothing?
Chu Yi looked at Mo Xiaoshan who bowed her head and said nothing, she nestled in his arms obediently, she was so obedient as a cat.He glanced at the open wardrobe and saw the light-colored clothes exposed inside, and suddenly wanted to understand what happened.

Heh, what was prepared a year ago has actually produced the effect he wanted until now, isn't it too late?How ironic.

But looking down at Mo Xiaoshan, he tightened his arms: It doesn't seem too late.

"Stop thinking about it, freshen up, and go down to eat, okay? Daddy and Mom are waiting for you, and our baby, Su Chen, Baby Mo, don't you miss them?"

"Well, I think, I really miss everyone."

Mo Xiaoshan raised her head and gave a slight smile, which looked a bit melancholy.Straightened up and walked down the floor, standing in front of the closet, she couldn't help being in a daze again: there are so many.

Fingertips slid through these clothes one by one, and finally picked a light blue coat and an off-white woolen sweater, and then picked a blue dress of the same color. Mo Xiaoshan took Clothes go into the bathroom.

Chu Yi kept smiling and watching Mo Xiaoshan's every move, until the bathroom door closed, the smile on his face faded away, and the corners of his crooked mouth gradually flattened.How did that happen?Even though everything is back to normal, why doesn't he have much joy, but still has so much anxiety and trouble?Even this uneasiness surpassed before picking Xiaoshan back, how could this be?

"Let's go down."

Mo Xiaoshan opened the bathroom door, walked to the bedside and took the initiative to hold Chu Yi's hand, with a graceful smile on her face.She changed her clothes for a full 10 minutes, which seemed a little longer.But, who knows the struggle in her heart?She looked at such a gentle Chu Yi, in front of her he faded away those flamboyant, frivolous and indecent, treated her wholeheartedly, and paid so much for her, but what about her?Why can't he just pretend to be Chu Yi until now?Why does she still miss Ruixi? She even still feels deeply sorry for Ruixi, how could this happen?

Could it be that happiness still refuses to take care of her?What did she do wrong?Everything was not what she wanted! ! !

Chu Yi stood up following Mo Xiaoshan's movements, and before starting off, he accidentally glanced at the mirror again. In the mirror, he and Mo Xiaoshan looked so good together.They should be a couple, right?Otherwise, why did God give them so many entanglements?First Su Baoer, then Mo Baobao, and then their baby.

Hold hands tightly, happiness should be dominated by yourself, as long as you work hard, happiness will be in his hands, right?After so many hardships, the two of them finally came together, what else could he doubt?

"Xiaoshan!"

"Mommy~"

As soon as he went downstairs, Mo Baobao rushed towards Mo Xiaoshan.Mo Xiaoshan smiled and knelt down and hugged this cute little angel. She didn't see her very much for half a year. Baby Mo has grown up and is getting cuter and more like her and Bao'er.

"Miss Mommy?"

"I want to die!"

Six-year-old Mo Baobao hugged Mo Xiaoshan tightly, and refused to let go no matter what. Everyone laughed.

"Okay baby, let your mommy come and sit, okay? If you have something to say to mommy, talk slowly after dinner, okay?"

Su Chen gently coaxed Mo Baobao, Mo Baobao let go of his hand obediently, then took Mo Xiaoshan's hand and walked to the dining table, Mo Xiaoshan then noticed the woman with a small oval face beside Su Chen, although Not very beautiful, but elegant and comfortable to look at.

"I'm Liu Lixiang, Su Chen's fiancée."

Liu Lixiang looked at Mo Xiaoshan's questioning eyes, and stretched out her hand to Mo Xiaoshan, her voice was soft and soft, just like her appearance, and her smile was as comfortable as a spring breeze.Mo Xiaoshan opened her eyes wide in surprise, looking back and forth at Su Chen, Liu Lixiang, and Baby Mo who was obediently sitting next to Liu Lixiang.

Su Chen also found her own happiness, Ling Yue and Qingzi also found their own happiness, but they are still struggling in the vortex of emotion...

"Let's all sit down and eat first, and we can talk after we have something to say."

Xiao Yunuo saw that Mo Xiaoshan's face turned slightly lonely, and hurriedly greeted everyone to eat.Xiaoshan has something on her mind. It seems that she will talk to Xiaoshan later.

The meal was lively and lively, and after the meal, everyone sat in the living room and chatted lively.Mo Baobao's crisp laughter sounded from time to time, and his childish words made everyone laugh.Mo Xiaoshan hugged the little baby, but felt that she was out of the excitement and happiness.Looking down at the little face that resembled Chu Yi, he was confused.

Chu Yi seemed to be very involved in the hustle and bustle with everyone, but his eyes turned to Mo Xiaoshan from time to time, why is she still like this?Faintly, faintly, he almost wondered if he was dreaming, had his kitten really returned to him?
"Xiaoshan, come and talk to Aunt Xiao."

Xiao Yunuo sat beside Mo Xiaoshan and spoke softly, Mo Xiaoshan nodded with a slight smile, and handed the treasure to Chu Yi.

"I'll talk to Aunt Xiao."

As she spoke lightly, Chu Yi nodded, but his eyes followed the figures of the two going out.

"If you have something on your mind or any worries, tell Aunt Xiao."

Sitting down on the chair in the garden, Xiao Yunuo patted Mo Xiaoshan's hand and said softly.Mo Xiaoshan froze for a moment, then smiled slightly.

"Aunt Xiao, I'm fine, I'm just tired, I..."

"Tired, aren't you? Tell Aunt Xiao, maybe I may not be able to solve your troubles, but at least I can give you an idea. Isn't there a saying that'the authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear'?"

Xiao Yunuo looked at Mo Xiaoshan tenderly, and kept looking at her with encouraging eyes.Looking at those sincere eyes, Mo Xiaoshan slowly lowered her head.

"Aunt Xiao, do you think I am a bad woman? I have caused Ruixi and Chu Yi so much trouble, and I was selfish and selfish and would only avoid it. No one is happy. Sometimes I feel like I’m superfluous, and everyone would be happier without me.”

"for example?"

"For example, Su Chen, if it weren't for me, he and Li Xiang would have been together...For example, Ruixi, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be..."

Mo Xiaoshan lowered her head and said in a low voice, her voice was small and choked.

"No one's misfortune is caused by others, Xiaoshan, it's all your own choice. I'm not very clear about the things between you, let me tell you about mine first, okay?"

Xiao Yunuo looked at Mo Xiaoshan seriously, Mo Xiaoshan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and nodded.

"I met Tian'ao's father more than twenty years ago, when Yi'er was only one year old. I worked as a nanny in the Chu family, because Chu Yi's mother was always away, so I always felt sorry for Yi'er. How can my child live without his mother’s care? So I took care of him as my own child, Tianao thanked me, so he treated me very well, and I worked harder to take care of the Chu family. Tell me, am I doing it right? ?”

Mo Xiaoshan nodded, "Of course it's right to repay your kindness."

Xiao Yunuo smiled slightly, "You think it's right, don't you? I think so too, but Chu Yi's mother felt that I challenged her authority as the hostess, so she often quarreled with Tian Ao, and finally It was out of control, so they took Chu Yi's brother and ran away from home. A single woman with a half-sized child, is it suffering? That's for sure, so they suffered a lot, and blamed all the suffering on me and You have always been curious about Tian Ao's body, and even Yi'er's body, why Ni Ruixi hates Yi'er so much, right? This is the reason, children who grow up in a hateful family know hate first, not love, of course wait When he grows up, once he knows what love is like, he will pay special attention to it, because he will find that he has received very little love, so he wants more love to make up for what he didn't get when he was a child."

Mo Xiaoshan lowered her head thoughtfully, Ruixi...

"Everything has already accumulated a lot of reasons before it happened. You can't change that, whether it's Ni Ruixi, Yi'er, or Su Chen. Just like Su Chen, you don't know, Li Xiang I have loved Su Chen for many years, but Su Chen has always refused to accept it. If it weren't for you and Bao'er, maybe Su Chen would not realize that happiness is always by my side, right? Now you and Chu Yi have a child, Rui Xi has become like this, you are not living a good life, tell them with happiness that they are right to pay so much in exchange for your safety, do you think you are worthy of their sacrifices?"

Mo Xiaoshan's hands tightly gripped the corner of her clothes. She is so ignorant now, isn't she?I don't know how to cherish happiness...

"Live a happy life, just like me and Tianao, the faults of others should not be loaded on yourself. Especially those who have lost some precious things because of you, they are more willing to see your happiness, so that they can I will not regret what I have paid. And some happiness has been missed, since it comes to you again, you should take good care of it.”

Xiao Yunuo patted Mo Xiaoshan's hand, she is a smart child, how could she not understand these principles?
"Thank you, Aunt Xiao."

Mo Xiaoshan laughed, she knew what she should do.

(End of this chapter)