After wearing the book, I became the mother of three villains

Chapter 189 A Stranger With Blood Relations

Lin Zhi felt the heart that had never existed in his chest begin to beat violently, and his eyes became brighter and brighter.

Yao Shu's face became hot from his scorching gaze, so he held up his glass again: "Okay, what do you always watch others do?"

The wine glass in Lin Zhi's hand touched hers lightly, and he drank it down in one gulp.

The mellow scent of osmanthus flowed down the throat, and the tip of the nose and the mouth were filled with a light scent of flowers and wine, which reminded Lin Wei of the faint scent of Yao Shu.

I heard her ask again: "Is it good to drink?"

Lin Zhi nodded.

Yao Shu smiled, with a sly look on his lips, and a pair of peach blossom eyes implying affection: "After drinking my wine, you still don't want to tell me, why are you upset today?"

The man stroked the porcelain cup with his fingertips and pursed his lips.

He thought to himself: How could there be something he didn't want to tell you, it's just that this kind of strange mood is difficult to understand, and he doesn't know where to start.

Yao Shu waited patiently, only to hear him speak, but what he was talking about was a long time ago.

"As early as I can remember, I knew that A Niang didn't like me. She had a bad temper, but the same thing, the second brother and the third brother did at least make her smile, but no matter how hard I tried, all I got was blame."

"I don't know how to please her. Sometimes it seems that my existence can annoy her. I can only keep silent, or appear in front of her less."

"She thought I was an eyesore at home, so I got up early in the morning to work in the field; she scolded me for eating too much, so I endured the hunger and ate a little every time; I wanted her not to be angry all the time, But in the end, she began to call me dull-tempered, and even outsiders knew she didn't like me, and would complain to them every time, saying that the eldest son was born to collect debts, that he was fickle, and never said a word of kindness. "

"Later I realized that no matter how I tried to satisfy her, it was meaningless. Because in her heart, I was born redundant, and she didn't ask me for it, so how could I satisfy her request?"

He talked about the Wang family in a hoarse voice, as if he was telling the story of someone else's family, talking about an irrelevant person.But Yao Shu could clearly feel the bewilderment and pain behind these words.

She thought of little Lin Zhi, who went to work in the field at the same age as Ah Zhi, just for a smile and a compliment from his mother.

But Mrs. Wang refused to give him even a little warmth.

Will he run to the back mountain alone, and ask God with tears in his eyes, why his mother never likes him?

Would it be possible that after countless disappointments, she still had such a small hope that her mother loved her in the first place?
"I thought that in her heart, I was just the one who didn't like her among the three brothers... She loved the third brother, and I never said a word. The money I gave to my third younger brother, but the family couldn’t even get the money to be exempted from corvee, so I had to go to the battlefield. I thought to myself, let’s go, don’t you just repay it in this way?”

"But it's really nothing, nothing."

The man's voice was still so flat, as if he had never been wronged.But the more Lin Zhi was like this, the more Yao Shu felt the soreness in her nasal cavity rushing up to her eyes, and she carefully restrained her breathing to prevent the choking sound from coming out.

Until he raised his head and looked at Yao Shu, his eyes sparkled with emotion, and his words became more intense: "But she shouldn't treat you and the children like that after I left, she shouldn't even have a way to survive I won’t leave it to you guys! I thought it would be a family after all, but I never knew that the person I’ve called A Niang for 20 years can’t even tolerate my wife and children!”

"Ashu, I regret it. I am sorry for you, I did not take good care of your mother and child..."

Lin Rong's usual resolute face revealed a pained look, mixed with remorse and guilt, which he showed to Yao Shu unabashedly.

It was only then that she discovered that it was not that Lin Roe had no feelings——

His indifference, his indifference, are just to hide the fragile self who cares very much at all.

He is used to showing others with a mask of indifference, used to ignoring his own heart, and in the end let everyone believe that he is indifferent.

Yao Shu stretched out his hand, held his hand, and said in a low voice, "I'm not sorry, you've done a good job, Ah Radi, you've already done a good job."

She also remembered a few days ago, when he had just returned home from the battlefield, he had heard that his wife and children could not live in Lin's house. After finding Yao's Village, the children resisted, and Yao Shu insisted on taking the children to make peace with him.

Thinking of this, Yao Shu's heart began to throb, and tears flowed down his face, unable to speak: "I shouldn't, I..."

If she hadn't been so decisive that day, would Lin Rong have suffered much less damage?
Lin Zhi held one hand tightly by Yao Shu, raised the other hand, wiped away the continuous stream of tears on her face, and said with some distress, "I knew you would cry, so I won't talk about it."

Yao Shu shook his head, bit his lower lip tightly and remained silent.

Lin Roe's fingertips are completely different from Yao Shu's soft cheeks, he wiped away those tears cherishingly, those tears shed for him.

He was used to everyone's indifference and neglect, and he never thought that someone would shed tears for him in this life.Yao Shu cried silently, and the warm tears burned Lin Zhi's heart.

The man said hoarsely: "Okay, my face is crying."

Yao Shu raised his head with sobs, and reached out to give him a hammer: "My heart aches, you, why don't you understand..."

Lin Rong originally felt that the past was unfair, but when he saw Yao Shu's more aggrieved look, he couldn't help laughing.He stretched out his hand to hold Yao Shu in his arms, and heard her cry even louder.

"How could she treat you like this! You are so kind, I, I can't spare her!"

Seeing her crying like a child incoherently, it seemed as if she had vented all the tears he hadn't shed.The depression in Lin Zhi's heart slowly dissipated in Yao Shu's crying.

He hugged Yao Shu's warm body, and comforted her over and over again: "It's all over, it's over."

After Yao Shu's intense emotions gradually calmed down, Lin Rong let her go.

The shoulders were already wet and cool. It was hard to see because of the dark color of the clothes, but the sense of presence was very strong.

Obviously she was the one crying out of breath, but Yao Shu asked Lin Rong, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable now?"

The man looked gentle, smoothed the hair on Yao Shu's forehead with his fingers, and said to her: "Actually, I don't feel uncomfortable for a long time. Now that I know that she is not my biological mother, everything has been explained, and I just feel relieved in my heart."

Yao Shu glanced at Lin Rong, bit his lower lip, and asked in a low voice, "But...you don't mean to recognize Xie's family?"

Lin Zhi poured the sweet-scented osmanthus wine, stroked the wine glass, and took a sip slowly.

He frowned slightly as if in distress, and said to her: "Ashu, I don't know how to get along with him."

Yao Shu was stunned, and after thinking for a long time in silence, he finally understood what Lin Rong meant.

Lin Rong grew up so lonely since he was a child, maybe he never imagined that one day he would have elders who love him.

He knew that his parents were other people, that they were not indifferent to him, but after all, they were gone.

As for Xie Qian, he was just a stranger with blood relationship after all.

How would he face Xie Qian?For more than [-] years in the Lin family, he never knew how to get along with his elders other than being silent.

Yao Shu rarely saw Lin Rong in distress.

In her eyes, Lin Rong has always been calm and decisive, and when he separated from the Lin family in the past, he was also straightforward and straightforward.

But now Lin Roe, who showed a tangled expression, is more real and lovely.

She couldn't help but bend her eyes, snuggled up to him affectionately, and said softly: "If you don't know how to get along, just let it be. Do you see how Ah Zhi and Ah Si talk to uncles? They But it never bothered me."

In front of the two uncles, Ah Zhi and Ah Si have always been close and natural, and they have never gotten along before.

It can be seen that the existence of blood relationship can naturally connect people with each other.

(End of this chapter)