Ghost marriage favor: ghost husband is too difficult to deal with

Chapter 130 The Unique You
Yun Jing took the jade pendant into his hand, like a treasure, he placed it in his hand and gently stroked it for a long, long time before he turned his eyes to my position again and said something mockingly.

"Do you really think you're a treasure? It's just that when you were reincarnated, a little bit of my sister's soul happened to be fused into it, and it could become an introduction to gather my sister's soul. Tell me, why do you think Junli is close to you?"

As soon as his words fell, the strength I had tried so hard to pretend to be shattered again, my complexion instantly turned white, with a stream of unwillingness and resentment pouring out of my heart, I closed my eyes, and when I opened them again, I had regained clarity.

I imitated Zhang Chunxia's calm and composed appearance and asked Yunjing a question.

"I've been kept in the dark about everything for so long, so tell me like this, aren't you afraid that I will disrupt their plans?"

Yun Jing laughed lightly, put Bai Yupei back into my hand, and said something meaningful.

"What are you afraid of?"

"The messier the better, isn't it?"

In a word, my heart stopped beating in an instant.

Yunjing What does this mean?Doesn't he have the best relationship with Junli?

Why at this moment, I feel that the really scary person who is scheming behind the scenes, strategizing, and good at disguising is Yunjing?

Taking a deep breath, a sneer suddenly appeared on my face, and I asked Yun Jing.

"You love Fuyan, don't you?"

Yun Jing's face changed in an instant, and he returned to normal in the blink of an eye, but I still had a full view of his suddenly changing eyes.

"You love Huoyan, but Junli betrayed her and killed her, so you hate Junli, you hate Junli for betraying Huoyan, you hate Junli for killing Huoyan, even if he atones later, you don't want to die." It's ironic, isn't it?"

As soon as I finished speaking, Yun Jing stood up abruptly, but the moment he got up, he found that he lost his composure and froze in place, with a flash of sarcasm in his eyes.

"I still underestimate you."

I laughed and said something, each other.

But my heart is bleeding.

Cloudscape, oh cloudscape.

You told me so much today, let me see this scene of you, how should I face you in the future?
Even with Zhang Chunxia's identity, how should I face you?
After leaving Yunjing’s house, I did not go back to Junli’s house, but wandered aimlessly on the street for a long time, laughing so hard that my tears were about to fall, so I found a park and sat On the bench inside, looking at the frolicking crowd in the park, I only feel that I and them are people in two worlds.

I don't want to believe that Junli approached me for the sake of embarrassment, but when I think about many things carefully, there are many flaws, and I don't know how to face all these things.

Tears couldn't stop flowing in my eye sockets. As soon as I closed my eyes, tears fell from the corners of my eyes and slid into my lips.

I am unwilling, really unwilling.

Why?
Why should I be calculated by others since I was born, why should I betray all relatives, why should I become someone else's wedding dress?

I hate it, I really hate it, I hate myself for being humble and reduced to a pawn, I hate myself for being in the game for so long, but I still can't escape the mercy of others.

I am so envious of Chunxia, ​​really envious.

Even if she is also me, I can't always occupy this identity to escape everything.

I envy her that she can pretend to be powerful in the Xuanzhen Sect without confidence. I envy her that she can show the confidence that she is ahead of everything. I envy Yunjing. Gu Yicheng really wants to be friends with her.

But I'm not sure, Junli knows that Zhang Chunxia is me, does he really want to be friends with me.

I wanted to make a phone call right away to question Junli, but I held back.

Looking at the people coming and going on this road, the traffic is so busy, I am so confused, I don't know how to go next, I don't even know, how should I face all this.

The ringtone of the mobile phone suddenly pierced the air and rang next to my ears. I took out the mobile phone in a daze, and found that the caller turned out to be Jun Li.

I wanted to hang him up, but I couldn't bear it, I was so greedy for Junli's embrace, everything about him, even the voice of Junli.

I took a few deep breaths to calm down my emotions before picking up the phone.

"what happened?"

The voice rang for a long time, but there was no sound from the other end of the phone. I yelled twice, but still no one responded. A sense of loss welled up in my heart. Just as I was about to hang up the phone, Junli's voice rang.

"You cry."

Just three words suddenly stabbed my chest, as if a sharp knife was directly inserted into it.

I tried my best to disguise my emotions, but Junli still heard it.

How can I not love you like this?

With you like this, how can I believe that you approach me for a purpose?

I couldn't bear it anymore, tears rolled down the corner of my eyes, I was so hurt that I couldn't even say a word, but Junli's urgent voice came from the other end of the phone, he kept asking me where I was and if something happened , let me not cry, he will come right away.

But I was so cruel that I hung up Junli's phone call.

I'm already very cowardly, and I can't extricate myself from it. I don't want to show my cowardly side to everyone.

I'd rather meet myself covered in scars outside, lick my scars and move on, and I don't want Junli to know that such a poor me still has such a weak side.

In my park, I cried for half an hour, my eyes were red and swollen from crying, I stood up from the stool in a daze, and walked forward alone.

But Jun Li never called me again.

I don't know how long I'm going to walk alone outside, I'm really scared, I'm afraid to face all this, I really want to change my identity and start again in a strange city where no one knows me.

But I can't bear it, I can't bear Junli.

Habits are the scariest thing. I have long been used to having Junli by my side. If I leave Junli, when I come back, I will search all over the world, but I can't find him. What should I do?
As I was walking, my cell phone rang suddenly, it was a text message.

Junli asked me.

"Are you still crying?"

I closed my eyes and didn't even have the strength to reply to the text message.

But the sarcastic smile on my face became stronger, and I wobbled and walked several times.

The phone rang again.

"Stop laughing, tears will fall."

As soon as I saw this text message, I stopped in my tracks, and I even stopped breathing for half a beat because of nervousness.

"Turn around."

Another text message, I turned around stiffly, but in the next second, my whole body fell into a warm embrace.

A scent of ink swarmed into the tip of my nose, it smelled very good, and it made my fluttering heart calm down completely.

Junli hugged me very tightly, so tightly that he barely hugged me to the bone.

I raised my head tremblingly to look at him, but felt my eyes heat up.

You leave him...

Kissing my tears.

I closed my eyes and didn't move. After Junli kissed all the tears from my eyes and face, the moment I opened my eyes, he suddenly smiled and touched my face.

"Why are you crying like a kitten? Tell me quickly, what's wrong with you?"

It's the first time I've seen Junli use such a naughty tone.

My tense face burst into a smile involuntarily, and I couldn't help it anymore, wrapping my hands around Junli's waist, and buried my head into his chest.

Feeling Junli's powerful heartbeat, he whispered something.

thank you.

The voice was very small, Junli naturally didn't hear it, but I was quite surprised that Junli's heart was beating.

The next second, Junli let go of me, and just held my hand like this, walking on the road swaggeringly, talking to me from time to time, making me happy, until he got home, he just threw me in his arms On the bed, the whole body oppressed me, and asked me a question charmingly.

"Come on, our kind little Xiao Xiao, tell me, what's wrong with you?"

I didn't say anything, I just looked at Junli quietly like this, for a long time, for a long time, until Junli kissed me directly on my lips, I didn't realize it.

You leave him...

This is kissing me.

This kiss was very shallow, so shallow that it didn't go deep, it just nibbled on the lips thinly, so shallow that I could feel the deep distress, self-blame, and apology in his eyes.

It wasn't until Jun Li let me go, put his hands on my cheeks, and forced the corners of my mouth into a smile, that he opened his mouth to speak.

"Now you can say, why are you crying?"

(End of this chapter)