Mrs. Du blew up again

Chapter 116

I looked at the dark desert around me, a deep helplessness and confusion eroded my entire brain area, like a mosquito being entangled in a spider web, I could only struggle desperately, trying to get myself out of the web. It is a big net like a silver thread, but the more you struggle, the deeper you will sink yourself.

After walking for a day, I didn't feel sleepy at all. I stared at the sky with my eyes, felt the even breathing sound of other people around me, and my mind was full of random thoughts.

I calculated carefully, from leaving City A to today, exactly No. 14 days, what happened in two weeks quickly went through my mind, the more I thought about it, the more I felt guilty, and everything I experienced was not true. The category of human cognition is even a topic that is taboo by the public.

Mysterious ghosts, transparent people, ghost soldiers borrowing ways, Bai Ping disappears, and Sun Yajing who is full of mysteries, and then to yesterday's rotting corpse war, it is like a dream, more like a vivid movie It unfolded before my eyes.

Grandpa always said that compared with the world, people are like sand and desert, a drop of water and ocean, they are insignificant.

There are many unknown things in this world, and some puzzling things happen. To put it bluntly, in the final analysis, it is also a normal phenomenon in nature, but it seems very mysterious if it does not happen in the public eye. That can only be said, We humans know very little about the natural world.

I used to find it difficult to understand what the old man said, but it was only when I came to Lop Nur that I truly realized the gap between man and nature. I feel that even if I have finished reading all the books in the school museum, I can still only count as one in the face of nature. Nearly illiterate beginners.

I looked at the bright and shining sea of ​​stars in the sky, and took a deep breath. Grandpa’s metaphors seemed to be endless, such as the difference between the earth and the universe, as the Buddha said: a grain of sand is a world, and a leaf is a world. Bodhi.

The countless stars in the sky light up a faint light in the dark universe. Like them, the earth is just a little light in this sea of ​​sand, where the truth is too far away from us.

I was thinking wildly, and sometimes I wondered if I had excessive schizophrenia. I used to empty my head, and then find interesting topics to put in this empty head to analyze and disassemble continuously. Continue to analyze and disassemble until I get a satisfactory answer. Grandpa said that I always complicate simple things. Too much planning is timid and cowardly.

In fact, the reason why I can't sleep is nothing more than our food and water shortage. I can't understand why other people fall asleep so lightly. Is it because they have too much heart or I think too much?
At this moment, I miss my tent even more. Although it is just a closed shed, it can bring me a great sense of security. For example, I don’t have to worry about bugs getting into my ears when I am asleep. , Or, when I was asleep, the sky suddenly rained heavily.

I made a rough calculation. Even if each of us eats two meals a day, our food can last for four or five days at most. Fengzi said that it will take at least half a month to walk out from here. Do we have to drink the rest of the time? Northwest wind?
Water is even more troublesome, and you can see long-dried riverbeds everywhere, but finding an oasis is as difficult as finding gold in the sand.

(End of this chapter)