My queen does not compete for favor

Chapter 240

Just when the largest and most dazzling lightning illuminated the entire sky, and the sea was under heavy rain like daytime, the giant python opened its bloody mouth, roared and swallowed Yun Shang in one gulp!The lightning just disappeared, and the world fell into darkness again.Heavy rain, thunder and lightning, churning seas, turbulent seas, dark clouds, turbulent ships... the whole world is tossed and tossed.Wan Qixiao vomited faintly in the cabin.

The next day, after the storm, the sea was calm and the sun was shining brightly. If it weren’t for the messy debris and lightning scorched marks on the deck, the thrilling thunderstorm at sea last night would not have been seen at all.However, after Wan Qixiao woke up from a hangover, he found that Yun Chang was gone.

How could such a big person disappear without seeing him?Wan Chengxiao looked around anxiously, he was still there yesterday!If she didn't have a confused memory, it should be Yun Shang who helped her back!So now, when she wakes up from a dream, what about others?
Wan Chengxiao went to find Guan Ling, he was the closest to Yun Shang, he should know where Yun Shang was going.But halfway through, Wan Qixiao remembered that Guan Ling was "forced into marriage" by her arbitrarily yesterday, so as the groom's officer, he was forced into a mess yesterday, how could he still have the mind to take care of Yunshang!
Then, who else would know where Yun Chang went?

Or ask... Qin Xian?
They were all at the same table yesterday, and Qin Xian was one of the last people to see Yun Shang. He looked very bad yesterday, and asked him what he might know.It is even very possible that Yunshang's disappearance is related to him.But... are you really going to find him?

Wan Qixiao clenched his fists.If it was possible, she didn't want to see Qin Xian at all, and she didn't want to be in the same boat with him!Every time I see him, I think of his ruthless betrayal, I think of her abandoning everything and insisting on riding her horse northward at the risk of many sniping, on a bleak autumn rainy night, with mud splashing around the horse's hooves, she stubbornly went back with her injuries all over her body. , returned to him without hesitation, but what did he see?Repeal the imperial edict?The emperor's wedding?What a joke!The sweetness and intimacy of the past, the words and smiles, have all become a great irony of the down-and-out situation!

He left such a deep scar on her face and heart, how could he expect her forgiveness!
Even if he regretted it, even if he came back to her again, even if he changed a lot, even if he knew how to lower his posture and beg humblely, but her heart was already cold!If possible, she didn't want to say a word to Qin Xian.She didn't want to hear his so-called explanation!

Wan Chengxiao immediately turned his head and went to the big cabin, and asked other martial arts figures one by one about Yun Shang's whereabouts.

However, Yun Shang seemed to have evaporated from the world, and Wan Qixiao shook his head without exception.No one knew where Yun Chang went.

Wan Chengxiao slumped his shoulders a little dejectedly.Do you really want to ask Qin Xian?
Wan Qixiao hesitated.When she recovered from the hesitation of going or not going, she found that she was already standing at the door of Qin Xian's cabin.It turns out that Yun Chang is still very important in her heart, a little more important than her hatred for Qin Xian.A little bit.

She held out her hand hesitantly.

At this time, the door opened.

Wan Chengxiao raised his hand in embarrassment, not knowing whether to knock hypocritically or greet the officer Lu Jingguo who opened the door directly.

Lu Jingguo stood at the door and looked at Wan Chengxiao without speaking, but Qin Xian in the cabin spoke. "Come in...cough cough..." Qin Xian's voice was exhausted like never before, which made Wan Qixiao feel more certain that Qin Xian must know something.

Wan Qixiao dodged past Lu Jingguo, stepped inside quickly, and faced Qin Xian.

Qin Xian was lying halfway on the couch, his white jade-like face showed a trace of fatigue, and his brows were tinged with distaste. This was a morbid and dejected look, like a long-sick person who was tired of the world.

"Where's Yunshang?" Wan Qixiao asked him as calmly as possible without any ups and downs in his voice.

Such a voice that was more tasteless than water made Qin Xian slowly raise his eyelids, glanced at her slowly, and said in a flat voice, "Let's go."

"Leaving?" Wan Qixiao's face darkened, and his pupils changed slightly.She stared at Qin Xian in disbelief, trying to see clues from his expression.

Qin Xian didn't answer her, as if this sentence exhausted all his strength, he closed his eyes again, half-lyed on the soft couch, and cultivated his mind.

"What did you do to him!" Wan Chengxiao couldn't help asking anymore.Based on her understanding of Qin Xian, she is 100% sure that Qin Xian must have done something wrong!
Qin Xian's silence was finally broken by Wan Chengxiao's slightly excited words.He opened his eyes suddenly and looked at her sadly: "Is this how you see me in your heart? He left by himself! I just didn't keep it!"

"Really?" Wan Chengxiao's eyes scanned his face over and over again.

Qin Xian's face could no longer maintain his calm. He whimpered like a wild beast, and suddenly jumped down from the couch, and pushed Wan Qixiao down on the round table!
He snarled at Lu Jingguo at the door with a sullen face: "Get out!"

Lu Jingguo immediately disappeared through the door, and the door was closed behind him.Qin Xian's eyes turned red, and he grabbed Wan Chengxiao's shoulders and yelled at her: "What do you think of me in your heart? A man? An emperor? Or just a toy to kill boredom? You have always been subjective, arbitrary, and dictatorial." Yes, you have never thought about my feelings! Knowing that you have left me to go south to relieve disasters, have you ever thought about how I feel? I am the emperor! The emperor of Daqin! My country does not need to be sacrificed by a woman Save! You are not a savior, and I never thought of sacrificing you to be that shit savior! Why do you make your own decision to go to disaster relief, leave me to such a distant place, such a long distance, separate me, Separate my feelings! Why are you! If you dare to say that it is for shitty love, I tell you, I don’t need it! Jiangshan is a man’s business, I will use my own hands to fight hard, with my blood and sweat Go work hard to govern well, I will rule this country to prosperity, and deliver this rich and prosperous country to you with my own hands! You just need to stay by my side safely and accompany me, that is the greatest support and encouragement for me! Don't use your self-righteous love to judge my needs and my thoughts! I just want you to be by my side! Why do you think so arbitrarily that it is for my own good that you can disregard my hospital and go southward wishfully! On the way to the south, when I still loved you so much and cared about you so much, I fell in love with Yunshang so quickly! Why did you abandon me! Why! What did I do wrong? Why did you let me alone People are sitting in the palace waiting blankly, waiting for you all the time, have you ever thought about me? You changed your mind, why do you want me to bear the consequences of broken love! Why do you! You know the only spirit of being full of love Suspicion suddenly said to abandon the feeling that you are going to marry another man and elope? A bolt from the blue! You know that I look forward to your letter every day, but every time I receive your letter, how painful and entangled is it? I hate I hate my poor health, I hate that I am not Yunshang, I hate that I can't be by your side all the time! But, I still gave you a chance, didn't I? Every letter of yours is Yunshang, every inch of your eyes You are all obsessed with him. For him, you still resolutely choose to give up on me and leave me... I said that in this world, I have nothing but you, but you said, how cruel you are, even my last only What I have is also taken away! As you can see, I have nothing now. But! You still look at me with that kind of eyes! What did I do wrong! Why are you guarding me! Why do you look at me like a stranger Look at me! Now, even if Yunshang is leaving, you have to blame me! What did I do to make you look down on me and doubt me so much! Why do you treat me like this, why! When I heard about you, I was so excited that I didn't sleep all night, I came south non-stop to look for you, I finally found you, touched you, but what I got was your cold eyes and vigilance!"

(End of this chapter)