My queen does not compete for favor

Chapter 311

After Wan Qixiao entered the house, Qing Ruo withdrew and closed the door behind him.

The wind and snow outside the window got bigger, and the thin quilt covering Gu Qingcheng's body also fell a lot of snowflakes.It's cold and cold, and it's all melted away from the humidity.

Wan Qixiao hurriedly went over to pull up the curtains, but the thin linen curtains still couldn't stop the wind and snow, and they were blown turbulently, and the wind and snow still rushed in, blowing the hair on Gu Qingcheng's temples. cheek.

After all, what a thin body can't stop is fate.

I knew from a young age that my life would be a race against time.

When I was ignorant at the age of two or three, I realized from my grandfather's sighs day after day that the time I have is much more limited than that of others.Other children can play and act like a baby, but I can't.I have no choice in this life, only to keep making progress in self-balance.

I study hard, I study with all my heart, and I am devoted to alchemy.After I know the preciousness of time, I cherish every moment of time even more, and use every moment wisely to make tenfold achievements.So everyone thought I was a genius, and everyone said I was a god-man, but they didn't know it. At the same time, I spent a lot of energy studying what they spent a lot of time understanding.Because I know that I don't have so much time to spend slowly.I can't afford it.

Regarding my life experience, when I was sensible, grandpa would hug me and sigh. Before he died when I was ten years old, he held my hand and told me the past events one by one, telling me, don't hate him, child, he just , love your mother too much.I can't understand such a deformed love, I can't really not hate him.

At the age of 14, I left the valley, returned to Hejianwangfu, and stood in the position that should belong to me.However, in just one year, I knew that people's hearts would really be distorted in the dark.I always thought that I was an indifferent person, and I always thought that my ideal in this life was to live and die, but I was wrong.When those people made insinuations, pointed at Sang, scolded and laughed at me for fooling me, when those shadows in the dark whispered at me one after another on the street and talked about it, when those pretending to be naive children jumped in front of me and asked me how to write the word father, I would never forget I couldn't help but collapsed, my self-confident heart cracked little by little, revealing a fragile heart covered in blood.

I began to resent, I began to complain, and I began to unconsciously use the tactics in the book in my life, in interpersonal relationships, and in government affairs.Then, everything changed.Everyone respects me, everyone respects me, at least on the surface.Where I am, those people dare not even speak aloud.I will no longer have nightmares like when I first came back. The dreams are all dark backgrounds, those shadows whispering and laughing, those nightmares are far away from me.I can finally sleep peacefully.

I thought I would never forgive my father in this life... my honorable Great Chu Emperor.But, until one day, I met a girl.

At that time, I was already, I was successful, I proved to everyone who laughed at me that I was the best, and I proved to the world that even with a disability, I was not within their reach.I put the whole world at a distance from me.Everyone looked up to me and called me a genius, a god-man.I was young and promising, achieved success and fame, grasped the power of life and death, persecuted the royal family and took revenge on my father. A child of the same body, inherit my aptitude, and inherit the blood of the Great Chu royal family.My life is complete.I have no regrets in my life of racing against time.

The first time I met her was because I mistook her for that woman Mo Qingcheng and kidnapped her.She is a cunning woman. When I forced her, I could clearly see her panic, but I didn't expect that she would calm down as soon as I let her go.She played Tai Chi with me tactfully, obviously, she guessed my identity.She cunningly refused to drink my tea, but still pretended to drink it, which made me angry and funny.

However, she was taken back by Qin Xian.This makes me very sorry, I even refused to drink medicine in a fit of anger.Why did such an interesting woman become attached to Qin Xian?Is Qin Xian better than me?

For the first time, I had a psychology called jealousy.From then on, I will subconsciously pay attention to her, observe her every move through the sophisticated intelligence system, and open the door to help her when she needs it.However, she still faces Qin Xian, helps Qin Xian, and side by side with Qin Xian to deal with me, and deal with all the people that Qin Xian wants to deal with.I can not accept.Although I love her very much, if she is allowed to establish a solid foundation in Daqin and join forces with Qin Xian to stand on the opposite side of me, I cannot allow it.Although I like her, as my enemy, I must be determined to erase her.

It's one thing to like it, but another to be against us.

I forged a letter by imitating her handwriting and successfully provoked the relationship between her and Qin Xian.It hurts more when you love deeply.I felt the same sadness, and I told Qing Ruo that it would be fine if she died, but if one day she stepped on my big Chu, I would marry her as my queen.

As long as you stand by my side and fight with me, I will fall in love with you.

It was also around that time that I didn't seem to hate my father and mother so much.I think, I probably have a little bit of understanding of the so-called love between father and mother that Grandpa said.Probably, it must be her.Only she can fill that void in my heart.

By accident, she really didn't die, and she appeared again!When I got the news, my writing hand trembled slightly.I was very excited to replace her with Qin Xian's original bag swapping scheme. The moment I saw her, I felt that all the flowers in the world were blooming.

Although she is often more annoying, but I am very happy.I tried my best to keep her by my side, melting her little by little, so that she would no longer be so guarded against me.At that time, we didn't expect that we would blend into each other more and more in getting along, and in the end it was like being entangled with each other, even if it was death, we couldn't separate and retreat alone.

After getting to know her and wanting to possess her, I began to lose my balance. I longed for longevity even more eagerly. I longed for a longer life, so that I could have more time to fight for her, hold hands with her, and watch the tide rise. The tide falls, the clouds roll and the clouds relax.Because of love, everyone wants to live forever; but also because of love, they give up longevity.

She asked me more than once when I got sick again and again: Where is the elixir you refined?What about the life-saving elixir?Not good yet?Can't go on like this!Qing Ruo also inquired on the sidelines many times, both openly and secretly. When will the pill be refined?I have always been fooling around, I never told them that the elixir has been refined long ago.On the day of returning from the Bodhi Taoist Temple, it has already achieved great success.

(End of this chapter)