Another way to return

Chapter 92

The sound insulation effect of the door of Qin Ge's house is super good. Once the door is closed, the sad music and mournful sobs flowing in the ear are immediately blocked out.

Nian Tong walked to the bed and stood still, his eyes slipped from Qin Ge's obviously haggard face to his left knee joint, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

If she hadn't met Qin Ge by chance on the train, and then ran to his house to attend Qin's mother's funeral, she would never have known how much disaster her joking kick had brought to Qin Ge in her life.

No wonder he was no longer seen in the HBL (High School Boys Basketball League) after that time, and he also resigned as the captain of the school basketball team on the grounds that his parents were afraid that he would affect his studies and opposed him continuing to play basketball. Everyone, including her, believed his excuses.

She was so dull, why did she never think that it was because of her kick that he quit the basketball team?

"Go back, I'm fine."

Qin Ge spoke suddenly, his voice hoarse and weak.

Nian Tong sat down beside him, still staring at his left knee joint.

"why did not you tell me?"

Qin Ge rolled his eyes, turned his head slightly, followed her gaze, and frowned, "How do you know? Who told you?"

"Why didn't you tell me?" Nian Tong still said the same thing, but this time her voice trembled slightly.

Qin Ge closed his eyes and suddenly became irritable because of her questioning.

"So what if I tell you? Things have already happened, even if I tell you that my feet can't be fully restored to the way they were before. And if you know it, it's just an extra guilt, but I don't need it, because your guilt will cause me mental burden."

"My guilt will burden your thoughts? Then what are you doing now? Aren't you also feeling guilty and remorseful towards your mother? Have you ever thought about whether she doesn't need it? She must not want to see you This is the way it is now, and you want her to leave uneasy? "

Qin Ge sat up from the bed abruptly, staring at Nian Tong with red eyes, "My mother's illness was caused by my anger! I killed her! This is different from the harm you unintentionally caused me!"

"They all feel guilty and owed the same, what's the difference? Do you think your mother wants to see you decadent because of her? You—"

"Stop talking!" Qin Ge interrupted her, "Thank you for coming today, I want to be alone for a while, you can go back."

Nian Tong stared at him quietly, and suddenly asked him softly, "Qin Ge, why don't you cry?"

Qin Ge was astonished, as if under a fixed spell, he didn't even blink.But slowly, tears rolled down from the corners of his long and narrow eyes.

One drop, two drops, three drops... More and more, like pearls with broken strings.

As if feeling the grief in his heart, Nian Tong's eyes were moist.

In fact, when she lost her mother back then, like Qin Ge, she suppressed all the sadness in her heart. Even if her heart was so uncomfortable that she was about to explode, she would hold back her tears.

Because she thinks that crying is something that those who are weak and not strong in heart will do.

But at her mother's funeral, she saw a young mother coaxing her tearful son who was biting his lips because he fell down and said, "Baby, cry if it hurts, it doesn't hurt that much." gone."

This sentence caused her to burst into tears.

After crying, although my heart is still very uncomfortable, all kinds of pessimistic and desperate thoughts will not appear in my mind.

Only then did she realize that crying sometimes does not necessarily mean that she is weak and not strong.

It's okay to cry when necessary.

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Mother Qin's burial was in the evening, and Nian Tong called Mu Yu'an and said that she couldn't go home for dinner at night, so she hung up, and didn't say whether she would go back tomorrow.

In fact, she didn't even know herself.

Cen Huan's phone has been disconnected, and none of the other students' phone numbers have been stored after she changed the number, so that none of them can be contacted, and I don't know if I can get the leave tomorrow.

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It was past seven o'clock in the evening when the funeral ended.

Although Qin Ge still looked sad, he was much better than before.

When Nian Tong left, Qin Ge's sister-in-law asked for someone to send her off, but before Nian Tong could refuse, Qin Ge had already dragged her out of the living room.

"Qinge, I can go back by myself, you don't need to send it."

Seeing Qin Ge pulling him to a heavy locomotive parked in the yard, Nian Tong realized that he was going to send him off, so he quickly refused.

"I'm not sending you off."

Qin Ge did not know where to find a rag to wipe the motorcycle seat, and then handed one of the helmets to Nian Tong who looked suspicious.

Nian Tong was dumbfounded - what's going on?Didn't you say you didn't want to send her off?What about giving her a helmet?
As if seeing her doubts, Qin Ge answered her, "Come with me for a few drinks."

When Nian Tong heard that Qin Ge wanted to accompany him to drink, he immediately shook his head like a rattle: "I can't drink, I have something to do at night. And I don't know how to drink."

Qin Ge looked at her and sneered, "Are you so afraid of your man that you don't even dare to have a drink with your friends?"

"...I'm not afraid of him, there's really something else to do." Nian Tong faltered with downcast eyes.In fact, she was more or less afraid of Gu Junyao's anger, but she herself didn't like drinking.

"Forget it, I'll ask my cousin to give you a drink, and I'll drink it myself." After saying that, he made a gesture to make a phone call.

Nian Tong hurriedly stopped him, "Hey, use wine to relieve your worries and worry even more. No matter how drunk you are when you wake up, you still have to face reality."

"Who said I'm going to drink away my worries?" Qin Ge got on the motorcycle, "I just want to drink a couple of glasses to cheer myself up. You don't have time, of course I can only go alone."

"Are you sure you really only drank two cups, not three cups, four cups and countless cups?" Nian Tong was suspicious.

"Go or not?" Qin Ge didn't bother to return to her, and patted the back seat with one hand.

Nian Tong pondered for more than ten seconds, then turned over helplessly and went up.

(End of this chapter)