can not breath

Chapter 32: Unexpected Gains (1)
After Shen Jianguo and his daughter returned home, he closed the door first, and then looked at Shen Xiaoye without saying a word.

His eyes also made Shen Xiaoye feel involuntary panic.

She said uncomfortably, "Dad, if you want to scold me, scold me, don't look at me with such eyes that want to kill me. I'm afraid."
"Don't be too big or small with me." Shen Jianguo said angrily, "You are not allowed to associate with that boy named Xiao Zhijie in the future."

Shen Xiaoye became anxious when she heard this, and asked loudly: "Why? Why don't you let me date Xiao Zhijie?" Tears were almost rolling in her eyes.

"Why? Just because I am your father. Shen Jianguo replied arrogantly. Of course, he couldn't say why he didn't let his daughter associate with Xiao Zhijie. He was afraid that Xiao Zhijie would treat his daughter after knowing the truth four years ago. There are some disadvantages. He actually did this for the benefit of his daughter, but her daughter didn't appreciate it at all, which made Shen Jianguo feel very wronged. But the gesture of a parent must be made, so he also acted arrogantly and rudely. look like.

Sigh... If Xiaoye misunderstood, she must misunderstand... Sooner or later, she will understand her father's good intentions...

Shen Jianguo could only think so.

However, how could he understand his daughter's heart?

Shen Xiaoye went back to her bedroom aggrieved, closed the door with a bang, and locked it tightly. After a while, she heard her soft weeping sound from inside.

Shen Jianguo sighed helplessly.

At this moment, the bedroom door of Shen Jianguo and Xie Yixue opened, and Xie Yixue came out slowly in pajamas with a big belly.She didn't look directly at her husband, but asked casually: "Xiaoye is back?"
Shen Jianguo nodded angrily, then took out a cigarette and stuffed it into his mouth, ready to light it up.

"Can you stop smoking? Didn't you see that your wife was pregnant with a child? You don't want to have a deformed son with no arms or legs, do you?" Xie Yixue complained.Ever since she met Wu Wei and Zhou Yuanyi, she always had hallucinations, always feeling that the terrifying Xiao Zhijie would silently reach out to her with invisible claws.Among them, what she was most worried about was that Xiao Zhijie was not targeting her, but the fetus in her stomach.

God knows what terrible things that person will do?Whenever thinking of this, Xie Yixue would feel a nameless fear.

Shen Jianguo was in a bad mood at first, so he waved his hand in annoyance, and said, "Are you bothered? I haven't lighted it yet, have I? I just got addicted to cigarettes. I put the cigarette in my mouth and let my nose sniff it." ."
Facing Shen Jianguo's unreasonable words, Xie Yixue responded with silence.She didn't say anything, just returned to the house with her hands on her belly.

Shen Jianguo also felt tired, and followed Xie Yixue into the bedroom.

But as soon as he entered the bedroom, he suddenly became angry for no reason, because he saw an open suitcase on the carpet in the bedroom, and the suitcase was filled with Xie Yixue's clothes.

"What are you doing? Want to run away from home?" Shen Jianguo asked angrily.

"Why run away from home? Am I that kind of person? I'm still pregnant with your son, so you're not afraid of hurting my heart by saying that?" Xie Yixue replied coldly.

"Then what are you going to do?"
"Husband, don't you think the situation at home is a little strange these days? I always feel uncomfortable. I think this kind of atmosphere is not good for the baby in my stomach, so I want to go back to my mother's house to raise the baby for a few days."
Yes, during this time, the atmosphere in this suite was very depressing.News of death came one after another, and her daughter Shen Xiaoye was wrapped up with a man named Xiao Zhijie. Everything was annoying. It was no wonder that Shen Jianguo had a bad temper recently.

Xie Yixue's natal family is in a farmhouse by the Guoshan Reservoir in the suburbs. The air there is fresh and there are green trees everywhere. It is indeed a good place to raise a baby.But... why did she leave at this time?Did she really hear something?
Shen Jianguo suddenly remembered that he saw Wu Wei in the hospital tonight.This made him feel terrified at the time, he was very afraid that Wu Wei would tell others about the incident four years ago.What he was most afraid of was that this matter would eventually reach Xie Yixue's ears.It's okay to get Xie Yixue away in anger, so why worry about not finding a woman?What he was afraid of was losing the fat son in Xie Yixue's belly!He has been looking forward to this son for many, many years, and he can't lose this son!
Therefore, Shen Jianguo still said to Xie Yixue: "If you go back to your mother's house on such a hot day, you won't be afraid of getting pregnant?"
"Doesn't your company still have a car? Even if the Passat is gone, there are other cars. Just ask the driver to take me back."
"Then you stay in Guoshan alone, how can I rest assured?" Shen Jianguo is still trying to persuade him to stay.

"Who said I'm alone? I'll ask Sister He to accompany me back and stay with me for a few days. I'll come back as soon as your affairs are settled." Xie Yixue replied.

Now that the words have come to this point, Shen Jianguo can no longer find a reason to refuse.In fact, from his point of view, Xie Yixue's thoughts can also be understood.Originally, it had been an eventful season recently, and a series of unlucky things had happened to him, Shen Jianguo.Maybe in the next few days, there will be occasional police visits, which will have a bad impact on Xie Yixue's physical and mental state.In fact, Xie Yixue went home to stay for a few days, which was also a good choice.

Besides, Sister He is indeed a good nanny. In the past few years, she has kept the house clean and tidy, with quick hands and feet, and never lazy.With her to accompany Xie Yixue home, there is nothing to worry about.

It seems that's the only way to do it.However, Xie Yixue and Sister He were suddenly missing at home, and the daughter ignored her, so the empty room seemed too deserted
Shen Jianguo lay on the bed depressed and fell asleep.

Shen Xiaoye was in the room, closed the door, and cried silently on the pillow.After a while, the pillow was soaked with her tears.She didn't know why her father would not allow herself to stay with Xiao Zhijie.

Is it really like the plot on TV, Xiao Zhijie is actually her half-brother whom she has never met?So father didn't allow them to be together?
This is too ridiculous, right?Such a coincidence is impossible in life, the world will not be so small.

After thinking wildly for a while, Shen Xiaoye stood up and went to the bed to charge her phone.While charging, she made a call to Xiao Zhijie.The phone was connected, and Xiao Zhixi had already charged the phone.However, Xiao Zhijie didn't answer the call, but the ring rang again and again.

Why didn't Xiao Zhijie answer my call?what is he doingIs he thinking of me?I miss him so much, will he miss me?
Shen Xiaoye started to think wildly again, and started to sob softly again.She didn't know why Xiao Zhijie didn't answer the phone, she was a little worried that something happened to Xiao Zhijie.Recently, too many people have had accidents. Will it be Xiao Zhijie's turn next?
She didn't dare to think about it anymore, and she couldn't help crying again.

Before she knew it, she gradually fell asleep while crying.

In the dream, she saw Xiao Zhijie standing not far away, surrounded by a hazy mist.She couldn't see Xiao Zhijie's face clearly, she could only see Xiao Zhijie opened his arms, waiting for her to fall into his arms.

Shen Xiaoye ran towards Xiao Zhijie, she threw herself into Xiao Zhijie's arms, raised her head, and wanted to use her lips to find Xiao Zhijie's lips.But when she raised her head, she saw Xiao Zhijie's face -- blood was all over her face, flowing from her nose, lips, eyes, and ears in an endless stream, all dripping on her face.The whole world turned into a desperate red, and the red became more and more viscous. In the viscous red juice, a face gradually dissipated, but it was not Xiao Zhijie.

That was the face of Shen Xiaoye's father, Shen Jianguo, who yelled at Xiaoye: "You can't be with him! You can't! You can't!"
"Why?" Xiaoye asked hoarsely.Shen Jianguo didn't answer, but sneered ferociously.He reached his palm toward his face, then grabbed the eyelid and pulled it down hard. With a "hiss", his face was pulled down, and under this face, another face appeared.Xiaoye recognized it, it was Zhao Wei who died on the lover's beach!
Zhao Wei sneered, he opened his mouth, and earthworms came out of his mouth.His mouth opened wider and wider, his tongue and throat protruded from the mouth, and gradually turned into a face, it was Ouyang Mei.

In Shen Xiaoye's dream, Ouyang Mei turned into Wu Qingsheng again, and then into Wei Linger who had no head but an ugly carcass.Then he changed back to Xiao Zhijie.

Several faces were changing again and again, circling around Shen Xiaoye.

Shen Xiaoye almost smelled the smell of blood, and a feeling of being oppressed came to her.Getting closer, getting closer, getting closer...

She couldn't help but let out a scream!
"Ah-"
Shen Xiaoye woke up, covered in cold sweat.Only then did she realize that she had had an extremely terrifying nightmare.At this time, it was already dawn.

After waking up, the first thing she did was to pounce on the phone that was still charging.There were no missed calls, and Xiao Zhijie still didn't call her back, not even a text message.

She called Xiao Zhijie again.The phone went through, but still no one answered.

What happened to Xiao Zhijie?Unable to restrain herself, two lines of tears fell from Shen Xiaoye's eyes.

Xiao Zhijie didn't close his eyes all night.He heard the phone ring again and again, but he never answered the call.

He knew that Shen Xiaoye was calling, but whenever he thought of Shen Xiaoye, he would think of Shen Jianguo and Li Hanliang.

He really couldn't believe that his father died at the hands of Li Hanliang who had an operation after drinking.

As long as he closes his eyes, he will see his father, who is dying with regret, staring at him, moaning softly: "I died so badly! I died so badly. In the void, that blurred face, One moment a father, another moment a mother, who chases the young girl on the flyover and says numbly, "They're all going to die!All will die.The two faces overlapped and turned into Shen Xiaoye again, looking at him with gentle eyes.Xiaoye's eyes made him feel warm, like a safe haven from the wind.But before he could say a word, the flesh and blood on Xiaoye's face fell down, turning into a white skeleton, with a deep luster shining in the blackened eye sockets of the skeleton, with a swamp-like appearance. The texture, like a black hole, seems to pull him into it, and he will never be reborn forever.

After screaming, Xiao Zhijie sat on the bed blankly, his lips moved for a long time, but he couldn't say anything.

In the early morning, Xiao Zhijie opened his tired eyes and stood in front of the bathroom mirror, only to see the cyan stubble densely covering his entire cheeks.He shaved with a razor, and the coldness of the blade made his hair stand on end.He thought of his father's death again, and couldn't help but fall into deep thought.Everything was beyond his imagination, and he felt that his thinking could no longer keep up with the rhythm of what was happening.

It took a long time before he pulled out of his thoughts. At this moment, he saw himself in the mirror, so haggard.The stubble still remained on his cheeks, and the razor had no blades at all.

Xiao Zhijie shrugged helplessly, then turned on the phone.There were 23 missed calls, all of which were from Shen Xiaoye.He sighed faintly, then closed the flip of the phone.

After a casual breakfast, he came to school.The campus has become much calmer, and students are no longer panicking over the death of a lover on Lover's Beach.The boulevards are full of lovers who love each other, and the court is full of young students venting excess hormones.

Life still has to go on, studying, taking exams, falling in love, living...you can't do without one of them.

Xiao Zhijie carried the book between his arms, and as soon as he walked to the building of the medical school, he saw Shen Xiaoye standing in front of the gate, looking at him resentfully.Xiao Zhijie didn't say anything, turned his head, and wanted to go outside the school on his own.

Shen Xiaoye chased after him with strides, stopped Xiao Zhijie, and asked loudly: "What's wrong with you? I called you all night yesterday, why didn't you answer it? I was almost worried to death.

Xiao Zhijie lowered his head, not daring to meet Shen Xiaoye's eyes.He said in a low voice: "I was too tired yesterday, I must have slept too hard, so I didn't hear..."
"Then why did you turn around and leave when you saw me? Don't you want to see me?" Shen Xiaoye asked in a crying voice.

Xiao Zhijie hesitated for a moment, and then said: "No... I didn't see you just now... I just... suddenly remembered that I should..." He stammered these few words, but in the end he still emphasized , "Yes! I just suddenly remembered that I have to go to a psychiatric hospital, and I want to see my mother!"
"Oh..." Shen Xiaoye breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, then I'll go with you. Anyway, I don't have any important classes today."
On the bus to the hospital, Shen Xiaoye leaned sweetly on Xiao Zhijie's shoulder and looked out the window.Outside the window, the street trees receded neatly and slowly like guards lined up.Xiao Zhijie remained silent, Shen Xiaoye didn't know what he was thinking, she thought he was still missing his mother in the hospital.Shen Xiaoye knew that Xiao Zhijie was a filial boy, she liked such a boy!

Shen Xiaoye hopes that she can lean on Xiao Zhijie's shoulders for the rest of her life, until she grows old forever.

However, within two hours of leaning on Xiao Zhijie's shoulders, she had to straighten up.Because, the psychiatric hospital on the outskirts of the city has arrived!It was already 10:30 in the morning.

They got out of the car and quickly walked into the gate of the psychiatric hospital. When they walked through the spacious lawn, they saw many patients in wheelchairs wearing striped hospital uniforms, basking in the sun in groups.

Walking into the dilapidated inpatient building, Xiao Zhijie and Shen Xiaoye went directly to the female ward on the third floor.Walking into his mother's ward, Xiao Zhijie was surprised to see that there was no one in the ward, and his mother didn't stay in it.

Xiao Zhijie hurried to the doctor's duty room and asked where his mother had gone.A doctor in a white coat said absent-mindedly: "Your mother is annoying... a relative pushed him to the lawn to bask in the sun early this morning."
"Oh? Relatives? No way?" Xiao Zhijie said, "I'm her only relative. I just rushed to the hospital. How can there be relatives to visit her?"
"Who knows? Anyway, your mother also knows that person. The person said that he would push your mother to sunbathe, and your mother immediately agreed." The doctor on duty said.

Who would come to see mother early in the morning?Xiao Zhijie couldn't figure it out either.From the doctor on duty, he learned that the person who came to visit his mother was a woman in her fifties, dressed very plainly, but her words were neither humble nor overbearing.

Maybe, it was some distant relative that even Xiao Zhijie didn't know.But how did this relative know that his mother was admitted to a psychiatric hospital?Only a few people know about this

Xiao Zhijie didn't think too much about it.In his mind, now is the time when his mother needs to be cared for, and it might be good for her condition to have one more relative to visit her.

He and Shen Xiaoye were about to go downstairs to find their mother on the lawn, when they heard a faint noise coming from downstairs.A nurse panicked and rushed into the doctor's duty room, shouting loudly: "It's not good! Something happened. The nurse's face was pale, as if she had seen the most terrible thing.

(End of this chapter)