reborn 20 years ago

Chapter 41

This year is the most uneasy year for Rococo. The closer to the new year, the more wobbly her heart becomes. The words of silence keep circling in her heart, and she can hear the determination in his words. However, she didn't know if she should ask him to stay.

Undoubtedly, he is the best, otherwise his professor would not appreciate him so much. If he can go to the United States, I believe it will be a good help for his future. After ruining all the possibilities between them, he has been away for two years. After such a long time, no one can predict what will happen. It is impossible for them to return to the original position!They may eventually become strangers and forget each other in the rivers and lakes.

In the early hours of New Year's Eve, Qiao Rui was the first person to call her. He loudly said Happy New Year to her amidst the sound of firecrackers, and there was a kind of ostentatious happiness in his voice. At this moment, she suddenly envied him, although He is a little eager for quick success, and he can even sacrifice his feelings for success, but he knows what he wants most, knows what he is doing, and can work hard for these unscrupulous things, unlike her, who wants everything, But in the end I got nothing.

Not knowing what was on her mind, she asked aloud, "Qiao Rui, if you have a good opportunity in front of you, it will be of great help to your future career and life, but the premise is that you have to give up a relationship ,What would you do?"

"What's there to hesitate about?" Qiao Rui said indifferently, "A person will encounter many relationships in his life, but opportunities don't come all the time. For men, especially men of our age, the last The most important thing is career, after all, if you don't achieve anything, no women will fall in love with you, so what's the relationship?"

"But what if this relationship is also very important? That person might have become your other half, wouldn't it be a pity to just give up like this?"

Qiao Rui thought for a while and said, "I don't know who you are talking about, but if it were me, I would give up. Maybe I would feel it was a pity at the time, but it will still be the same after a long time. Besides, if this paragraph Love is really that important, so even if you give up now, you will still have the opportunity to start again in the future, and you will have a successful career at that time, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds?"

"Is that really the case?" she murmured, could it really start over?If they were still the Rococo and Shen Mo before, those two years would not be a problem for them at all, but for them now, it would be impossible, right?

"Hey, today is the new year. For those who celebrate the new year, don't talk about these sad topics, and don't even think about it. Why don't you go outside and set off firecrackers, or go to sleep!"

"I was sleeping, it was your phone that woke me up!"

Qiao Rui couldn't help laughing, "Okay, it's my fault, I apologize to you, how about this, when I go back to school after the new year, I will bring you some of our specialties as an apology, okay? "

"That's about the same, then I'll hang up."

"Okay, goodbye! Happy New Year! You must be happy, Rococo!" He was still yelling relaxed and flamboyantly on the other end of the phone.

Hanging up the phone, Rococo lay on his back on the bed and looked at the ceiling. The fireworks outside the window reflected colorful light on the white ceiling. It was a new year. Beautiful new clothes, you can receive a lot of red envelopes, and you can have a lot of delicious snacks to eat. However, the older you get, the more you lose that simple happiness, and you will often face a dilemma.

From the first day of the new year, Luo Keke followed her parents to visit the New Year everywhere. She tried her best to integrate herself into the lively and happy atmosphere, as if laughing a lot could make her truly happy.

However, the third day of the new year came as scheduled, and she received a text message from Shen Mo early in the morning. There was no other words, only a short sentence, "The plane at ten o'clock, I will wait for you at the airport."

One morning, she had been wandering around the house, and her parents asked her to go to her aunt's house to pay New Year's greetings, but she didn't go. Sitting in the empty house, she felt even more panicked, so she turned on all the electrical appliances that could make sound, and the TV Machines, computers, DVDs, stereos, the noise at home was like a vegetable market, and she felt disturbed by the noise, and finally turned off the electrical appliances, sitting on the sofa alone in a dilemma, should she go to the airport?Should he be left behind?

As time passed, her mood became more and more tense. Finally, when the hour hand stopped at nine o'clock, she suddenly jumped up from the sofa, put on a down jacket and ran out .

At the airport during the Spring Festival, there were not many passengers. She easily found the familiar figure in the crowd. He was wearing a long black woolen coat, a maroon turtleneck sweater inside, and a pair of Dark blue jeans and black half boots. He is holding a ticket in one hand and a mobile phone in the other. There is nothing unusual on his face, but he looks down at his mobile phone from time to time, and then at the gate of the terminal. Location.

The moment his gaze swept over, Rococo dodged subconsciously and hid behind a large pillar, looking at him secretly through the walls of people.

The closer the time was to ten o'clock, the expression on Silent's face became more condensed. When the radio broadcast several times to urge passengers to board the plane, the middle-aged man beside him who should be his professor also said something to him. , I saw him nodded slightly, and then took out his mobile phone to make a call.

He should be calling her number, right?Rococo subconsciously touched the phone, but found that he came out in a hurry and didn't even bring the phone with him. Sure enough, Mo Mo finally hung up the phone in disappointment after waiting for a long time, glanced at the direction of the door again, and then turned to Go to the boarding gate.

Luo Keke couldn't help but chased after two steps, but stopped forcibly. She couldn't give him anything, so how could she become a stumbling block on his way forward?
Seeing his back gradually disappearing from her eyes, the tears in her eyes finally couldn't help falling down. From the initial silent tears, the louder and louder, finally squatting on the ground and crying, she thought of many, many, From the first time they met to today's complete separation, at the beginning, she just thought he was very cute and beautiful when she was a child. She said that she would marry him in the future, but it was just a joke, but after so many years with him After getting along, his tenderness, his thoughtfulness, his concern, his care, everything about him, bit by bit, penetrated into her heart. She loves him, and she has never felt such a strong feeling.

However, she still lost him, and he was gone!Since then, they have been separated by a distance of one earth. No one will wear a scarf and gloves for her when it is cold, no one will send ginger soup and hot water bottle in time when she is unwell, and no one will People, like him, let her fall in love so deeply!

Since Shen Mo left, Luo Keke's mood was very depressed for a while. She hid at home and didn't want to go anywhere. She didn't watch TV, surf the Internet, go shopping, and even didn't want to answer the phone. I learned the news of Shen Mo's going abroad from the Shen family's parents, and I knew in my heart that her daughter's abnormality was probably related to this matter, but they couldn't get involved in emotional matters. hurt.

On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, Luo Keke received a call, which showed a number from out of town. After she got through, she heard a familiar voice, "Is this Coco? I'm your Aunt Qiao."

Luo Keke was a little surprised. She didn't expect Qiao Rui's mother to call, "Oh, hello, Aunt Qiao, happy new year."

"Happy New Year, Happy New Year, it's like this, Keke, your uncle and I will come out to work later this year. I heard from Ruier that you still have more than ten days to start school, so I want to ask you if you would like to come to our hometown come to play?"

"This..." Luo Keke hesitated for a moment. With the relationship between her and Qiao Rui, it's not appropriate to go to his house so rashly, right? "Auntie, thank you. The weather is so cold, so I don't want to go out. I'll visit you and Uncle Joe again when I have a chance."

"It's okay, our place is warmer than BJ's, and the environment is good, many city people even come here specially for tourism."

"Come on, come on," Qiao Rui also chimed in, "I'll take you hunting in the mountains when you come."

"Tch," Rococo couldn't help rolling his eyes, "The animals are hibernating and hunting this season."

There was a rustle over there, it should be Qiao Rui who answered the phone, "Not bad, not bad, I have some common sense, but you may not know, actually hunting in winter is not interesting, you stay in a big city all day, where People are crowded, cars are crowded, and the air is not good. It is easy to be depressed when you stay all year round. Come and play. We have beautiful mountains and rivers here. We eat delicacies from mountains and seas and breathe fresh air. I guarantee that you will laugh every day after you come here. He is always open, and as long as you come here, you will have food, accommodation and play, and you won’t regret it.”

"It's really as good as you said?" Luo Keke was a little moved, he would only think wildly when he was idle at home, and it would be a good choice to go out for a walk, "But it's Chinese New Year, wouldn't it be good for me to go to your house?"

"What's so good about this? Although my parents are from the country, they have always worked in the city, and their thinking is not so conservative. They don't think that you must marry me once you come to our house. As for You don’t have to care about what those villagers think, they don’t know you anyway.”

Luo Keke also couldn't help laughing, "But if they misunderstand our relationship, you don't want to marry their daughter as a wife in the future."

Qiao Rui also smiled, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in their daughter anyway, I prefer girls from the city."

"Will the ticket be reimbursed? If so, go."

Qiao Rui immediately yelled, "Are you taking advantage of the money? I'm so rich that I need to pay for the ticket! The girls in this city are so smart! Come on, come on, can I pay for it? Well, every day There are two trains coming to us in the afternoon, tell me the time after you buy the ticket, and I will pick you up at the station."

(End of this chapter)