reborn 20 years ago

Chapter 52

He doesn't know when he fell in love with her. It seems that since he was very young, he has liked to be with her, to see her laugh, to listen to her talk, to call her in a sweet and waxy voice. He is silent, he doesn't remember many things when he was young, but he always remembers what she said so clearly. She said that after he kissed her, he is hers, and he can't kiss anything else in the future Girl, he has always kept it in his heart, even if he separated from her, he never violated this oath.

They grew up together, and the time they spent together was even longer than that with their parents. He always thought that they would live happily together, that they would get married, have children, and grow old together for the rest of their lives. He never Never thought that their relationship would have so many twists and turns because of another girl.

Jiang Yu liked him, but he didn't know it at first, he was always like Ke Ke, thinking that she liked Jiang Nan, until a sports meeting, when he fell down with Jiang Nan, her first reaction was to come to help him, when she He could see all the worry and affection in his eyes clearly, and he felt a little uneasy in his heart. Ke Ke has been such a good friend since she was a child. If she knew that she liked her boyfriend, how sad she would be.

Therefore, when Jiang Yu confessed to him, he refused without hesitation, and asked her not to tell Ke Ke about it. After all, she was still too young at that time, and she was too naive to think about things, thinking that this would be enough. Whitewashing the peace can make Coco's world free of those ugly truths and be so happy forever.

However, Ke Ke finally found out about this. On that day, he went to the bookstore to buy books. He didn’t know whether it was a coincidence or on purpose. Hurrying to go back, and unwilling to have too much involvement with her, so she refused directly. Jiang Yu was very unhappy, and chased him out of the bookstore, crying and making trouble, and said a lot of things that were not good If it sounds nice, he is also angry. If it weren't for Ke Ke, he wouldn't have said a word to her at all, but she knew his relationship with Ke Ke and intended to get in between them. She never thought about Ke Ke Will it make you unhappy?

Coco's appearance was beyond his expectation, so when he saw her standing behind him with a pale face, at that moment, his mind was blank, and he even felt a sense of fear that he had never had before. He was very afraid Coco misunderstood him and even left him!
Seeing that Ke Ke turned around and left, he didn't see the truck that was speeding towards her in such a panic, he was so frightened that his liver and gallbladder were torn apart, he rushed out without thinking, he wanted her to be well, as long as She's fine, nothing else matters!But, it was too late, seeing the car was about to hit her, his heart seemed to stop beating, he was even thinking that if anything happened to Ke Ke, he didn't want to live anymore, because he was the one who killed her hers!

Just at the very moment, he saw Jiang Yu rushing away. While pushing Ke Ke away, he was also slammed into the car and flew out. Like a slow-motion replay, her body rose up in front of his eyes. Get up, then fall, eyes are blood red.

After confirming that Keke was fine, while he breathed a sigh of relief, his throat seemed to be stuck by a pair of big hands. He didn't know why Jiang Yu rushed out at this critical moment, but he faintly felt that he and Something will change between cocoa.

Ke Ke insisted on breaking up after a serious illness. Seeing her face getting thinner and thinner, he reluctantly agreed. He thought she just couldn't get over this hurdle for a while, and as long as she was given time to calm down, she would definitely figure it out.

However, her attitude is so tough, no matter what method he uses, she still refuses to see him, answer his phone calls, refuse to reply to his text messages, even when he gave her a ring as a lifetime promise , she refused without hesitation, and even used other boys to stab him.

That was the first time he had the idea of ​​giving up. If this relationship is only his unilateral contribution, what's the point?However, he overestimated his willpower and underestimated her position in his heart. In just a few days, he couldn't bear it, and agreed immediately when Aunt Luo invited him to her house.

That night, he lost control and kissed her forcefully. If he could, he really wanted to knock her out and take her to a deserted island. From then on, only the two of them depended on each other. Overwhelmed by her fierce resistance, she slapped him hard, and this slap also hit his heart, and he clearly heard the broken voice there.

After that day, he resisted the deep-seated thoughts not to go to her, he didn't want to make himself so humble, so unbearable, but when the professor brought up the idea of ​​taking him abroad, the first thing that came to his mind But she is still her figure, and it will be two years before she leaves, and there is even less chance of redemption between them.

He gave her an ultimatum, as long as she came to him before he got on the plane, even if it was just a phone call or a text message, he would give up everything for her and stay in BJ willingly.

However, she still let him down after all. He waited until boarding the plane, until the flight attendants asked them to turn off their mobile phones, but he never waited for her. When the plane landed at the airport, he immediately turned on his mobile phone eagerly. At that moment, he There is even hope, maybe she just missed the time, as long as she finds him, he is willing to return to the country immediately!However, the phone screen was empty, just like his mood at that moment...

When he first arrived in a foreign land, there were many things that he was not used to. The unfamiliar environment, unfamiliar people, language barriers, and differences in eating habits all made his longing grow wildly like weeds, and he finally couldn't help it. , dialed the familiar number that could never be dialed wrong even with eyes closed, but it was a boy who answered the phone. Heartbroken, I couldn't listen anymore, so I hung up the phone resolutely.

Now, he no longer has the necessity and courage to persevere. In her opinion, their relationship may be just a wrong love between youth and frivolity. He is the only one who is so stupid and always thinks that they will be each other's lifelong partners. .

The United States is a very open country. Here, many girls express their love to him actively. He also thought about using a new relationship to forget the pain of the past, but after that period, he seems to have changed. No matter how hard he tries, he can't open his heart to accept someone. He doesn't want to play emotional games, let alone delay anyone's youth, so he spends all his time studying In fact, he completed the five-year courses of a normal medical student in just two years, and it became a miracle in the entire Yale University. Notice.

Two years, another two years, when he set foot on the land of China again, it was already four years later. Four years, more than 400 days and nights, finally let the wound in his heart heal.

When he saw her in the hotel, his still heart beat wildly, and all the dusty past came to his mind. He turned his head and pretended not to know her, because he couldn't forget her ruthlessness and coldness. .

As soon as he returned to China, there were more things that could touch his heart. A dish, a sentence, a place name, and an old song seemed to remind him of the good old days. Had a very happy memory.

Seeing her again at KTV, seeing the tears in her eyes, his heart that he once thought was invulnerable was shaken again. In front of her, he has no position and no principles!He secretly made a bet in his heart, if they could meet three times in different places within today, he believed that there was still a destiny between them.

When he made that bet, he himself didn't expect that they would actually meet three times in one day. When he saw her in the emergency room, he even forgot about the bet. He was just worried that she was not feeling well. When he learned that she was just visiting a friend, he breathed a sigh of relief, and also confirmed that there was really an unfinished fate between them.

This idea ended at the moment he saw Jiang Nan, he secretly laughed at his self-righteousness, she rejected him so clearly back then, after four years of separation, how could there be any shit fate between them?

When Yang Yunyi invited him to dinner, he didn't guess it was for her at the beginning. He finally knew the reason when he saw it at the dinner table, but he didn't know their purpose very well, so he deliberately let Yang Yunyi He drank a lot of alcohol. For a period of time in the United States, he needed very strong alcohol every night to fall asleep, so he had a good capacity for alcohol, which even she didn't know.

Sure enough, they thought he was drunk and asked her to take him back. In the taxi, he saw nostalgia and affection in her eyes. He couldn't help but sneered. Why bother to drive him away so unfeelingly at the beginning? ?Can all the humiliation and despair he has suffered be returned to her?

Taking advantage of the drunkenness, he kissed her. Originally, he just wanted to take the opportunity to humiliate her, but her taste was unexpectedly sweet. He couldn't control his instinctive desire at all, he wanted her!He hates his disappointment, doesn't he have no feelings for any woman?Why is Dudu so different to her?Has he forgotten how she treated him back then?

So, when she showed resistance, he uttered those heartless words cruelly. He even forcibly tore off her clothes in order to possess her, destroy her, and go to hell with her!

A little sparkle on her neck caught his attention. Even though the room was dark, he could tell it was a ring at a glance, and it was disheartened and thrown into the trash can after he was rejected by her back then. the ring!

(End of this chapter)