reborn 20 years ago

Chapter 90

Luo Keke was stunned for a moment, thinking he was hallucinating, and asked again uncertainly, "Jiang Yu, what did you just say?"

Jiang Yu smiled wryly, "Ke Ke, I know it's too much for me to ask you this, but you have everything, you have a good family background, you have a father who is almost omnipotent, you are beautiful and have a successful career , besides Silence, there are many excellent boys who like you, even without him, you will live very well, but I am different, I have nothing, if I lose Silence, I will never have anything The courage to live."

Luo Keke took a step back involuntarily, and couldn't believe that she said the words just now. In the past, she had always regarded her as her best friend, but it turned out that she had never understood her, almost Without hesitation, she shook her head, "Jiang Yu, I'm sorry, except for this, besides silence, I can agree to any other request, only silence, no."

"Is it really not possible? Even if I have saved your life, you will not agree to my request?"

Jiang Yu stared at her without blinking, her eyes were like two deep black holes, sucking her heart down, she took a deep breath, looked away, her eyes became a little bit Distant and sad, "Jiang Yu, I am very grateful that you once saved my life, and because of this, I gave up my silence, but while hurting him, my heart was also suffering from the torment of purgatory. For four years, I have always regretted and felt guilty. Now, we can finally get together again. No matter what happens, I will never leave him again. This is what I promised him, so I am sorry, I can't do what you want!"

Jiang Yu smiled lightly, but the smile was indescribably ironic, "What are you talking about as a lifelong friend, but you can't even fulfill such a small request, it's a pity that I rushed out to save you regardless of my own life. "

Luo Keke bit her lip. It was only at this moment that she finally realized clearly that the friendship between her and Jiang Yu had really disappeared. Perhaps, the moment she fell in love with silence, they were no longer friends. "Jiang Yu, you accuse me of not treating you as a friend. On this point, I admit that I owe you, but what about you? Do you really regard me as a friend? You clearly know that I am in a relationship with Shen Mo We have been together for a long time, but you still choose to confess to him, have you ever thought about my feelings? You did save my life, but at the moment you saved me, you thought in your heart, is it me or is it me? Silence? Now, on the eve of my marriage with Shen Mo, you made such an unreasonable request to me, do you regard me as a friend again?"

Jiang Yu lowered his head, remained silent and did not speak. Luo Keke said a lot of words, and his mood was a little excited, so he looked at her panting there. After a long time, Jiang Yu spoke softly, and his tone was already a little less Sharp and calmed down, "Coco, if it is possible, do you think I would like to fall in love with Silence? In fact, I have heard of his name a long time ago. In my heart, he has always been as far away as a floating cloud in the sky. And, I know the gap between us, and I have never had an unrealistic dream, but after being with you, I have seen a different kind of silence. He will smile because of a certain casual expression of yours, and will Annoyed by your unintentional words, he will tell you to eat well and not be picky eaters, he will help you review before your exams, he will even help you clean up the garbage, and rub your stomach when you are suffering from dysmenorrhea... He is like this , is more like a mortal, a real mortal who can be touched, so I became greedy, I hope he can show me such a sincere smile and treat me like you, although I I also know that it will hurt you, but I can't control myself, the desire to get him is more than any other kind of emotion, even the moment I rush out to save you, I still think about him, I want to let him He will remember all his life that he owes me his life, and I want him to never feel at ease even if he is with you!"

Luo Keke's eyes widened. She couldn't believe that when she was only a teenager, her thoughts were so complicated and vicious. Of course, her feelings for Silence deserve sympathy, but the decision she made at the last moment However, she has plunged the person she likes into boundless pain!

Jiang Yu raised her head to look at her, her eyes were slightly red and swollen, and there was a line of crystal tears flowing on her pale face, she looked at her with a look of expectation, "Ke Ke, I know I'm sorry for you, but, I I really can’t live without him, he is the only hope that can support me to live, Keke, please! No matter who I was for, I finally saved you, I only have this request, please agree to me! "

Rococo looked at her, her appearance was a fragility she had never seen before, she said that silence was the only hope that could support her to live, but what she didn't know was that during the four years of separation from Shen Mo, he It is also the motivation for her to support her. She bit her lip, feeling a little unbearable, but still said firmly, "I'm sorry, Jiang Yu, I still can't agree to your request, because I can't live without him. I owe you my life. No matter what you want me to do, I will agree. However, feelings cannot be exchanged. Silence is not an item that only belongs to me. He is a person with his own thoughts and feelings. I have no right to do anything for him. Decisions, including who to love and who to be with."

"Then why don't you go?" Jiang Yu was whimsical, "As long as you go, he will see me. I know that he has been taking care of me for the past few years when I was in a coma. He even chose to specialize in brain science for me. , It shows that he is not completely ruthless to me, as long as there is no you, he will see me sooner or later."

Luo Keke didn't know what expression to use to face her tough words, so he could only shake his head helplessly, "I'm sorry, I promised him that I would never leave him again."

Jiang Yu looked at her, making sure that her attitude was very firm, and she didn't look like she would change again, and her eyes gradually cooled down. She turned her head away from her, and just pointed at the door, with a sharp tone , "Then you go, and don't come here again, I don't want to see you again!"

Luo Keke looked at her silently for a while, and finally sighed softly, "Then I'm leaving, you should rest well and recover soon." Then, she walked out without looking back, the moment she closed the door, She clearly heard the sound of something breaking inside.

Shen Mo is leaning against the window not far away to smoke, a very common action, but he does it with a kind of decadent sexiness, like a prince who fell from heaven, finally contaminated with the fireworks of the world.

Mo Mo quickly saw her, immediately stubbed out the cigarette butt and came to meet her, looked her up, down, left, and right, then frowned and asked worriedly, "Why have you been inside for so long? What did she tell you? It's nothing. Bar?"

Luo Keke took his hand with a smile, but answered irrelevantly, "Mo Mo, let's go, I want to go back to the old house to see."

Although he was full of doubts, he still didn't ask anything, just nodded and took her hand, "Okay, then let's say goodbye to uncle and aunt."

Back to the old house that still retains their childhood memories, because people have always come to clean it regularly, so the house is still as bright and clean as when they left. Rococo caressed those familiar households bit by bit, recalling She spent a happy life with her parents, Shen Mo, and her mood finally recovered slowly. No matter how the people around her come and go, at least she still has her parents who love her as always, Shen Mo!
The silent gaze also kept on her, with a hint of worry in her eyes. Although she didn't say anything, he could tell that she was not in a good mood. Jiang Yu must have told her What made her unhappy.

"Momo, do you remember this pendulum clock?"

"Of course I remember." Shen Mo lightly raised the corner of his mouth, "We accidentally broke it when we were playing hide-and-seek when we were young. You were afraid of your father scolding you, so you glued it up with tape, but it walked slower and slower because of it. It was still found."

"Many people say that the childhood sweetheart relationship is unlikely to bear fruit, because we are too familiar with each other, and it is difficult to have a sense of mystery. I am very grateful that you are always by my side, and you will never leave."

"Fool," Mo Mo patted her head with a chuckle, "Why are you so emotional all of a sudden?"

"Because of Jiang Yu," she raised her head, "She just told me something that even I didn't know. Did you choose to specialize in brain science because of her? During the years when she was in a coma Li, have you been taking care of her all the time?"

Nodding silently and frankly, "I chose to study brain science because of her, because I know that she has always been a knot in your heart to save you from becoming a vegetable, and it was also because of this reason that you separated from me, so, I want to cure her as soon as possible, so that you no longer feel indebted to her. Although I have been in the United States for the past few years, I have always been in contact with Jiang Yu's father, so after Jiang Yu woke up, he also hit me immediately phone."

She nodded, but then said, "If I tell you not to take care of her business anymore, will you agree to me?"

I thought he would hesitate, but he agreed immediately, "She's already awake, so naturally she has nothing to do with me, and I won't see her again." He didn't know that after Jiang Yu had been in a coma for so many years, I still have the same thoughts about him, but it is definitely wise to keep a distance from her.

"But is it too unfeeling to treat her like this? After all, she also saved me."

After a moment of silence, he said, "I will talk to Uncle Jiang. If they need financial and medical care, they can come to me at any time. I can help as much as I can, but it is limited to these. The rest is up to them. own."

Luo Keke finally hugged him in satisfaction, and said softly, "Do you know what Jiang Yu told me just now?"

"What did she say?"

"She wants me to give you to her."

The smile on Shen Mo's face froze, and his expression became a little unnatural, "Then how did you answer her?" He had suffered a lot from Jiang Yu's question, so he was not very confident. Back then, she was because of her And gave up the relationship between them, now that Jiang Yu finally woke up, will she give up on him again because of guilt?

Luo Keke didn't answer him directly, but blinked mischievously, "What do you think?"

Seeing her relaxed expression, he finally let go of his tension, and asked tentatively, "Did you reject her?"

Luo Keke nodded, "Did you think I would agree to her just now?" It was really rare to see a panicked expression on his always calm face, "Momo, I am no longer the impulsive and selfish person I was a few years ago. Rococo, in the four years when I was separated from you, I also figured out a lot of things. I understand that feelings cannot be exchanged. What's more, we don't actually owe her anything, so I won't do it because of Giving up on you and our hard-won relationship for such a ridiculous and pale reason, I promised you that I will never leave you again, and I will not go back on my word!"

Mo Mo hugged her tightly excitedly, his Ke Ke finally grew up!
On this day, they did not return to BJ right away, but walked again along the footsteps they grew up in. The beauty of childhood seemed to be just yesterday, and every bit of it was so clearly vivid.

At night, they lay together on that small Rococo bed, chatting casually, in such a close distance, and in such an intimate posture, the silence gradually became a little distracted, and I couldn't help but think of when he was a teenager when he was just beginning to love, It was on this bed that he saw Coco sleeping soundly, and he couldn't help but sacrificed his precious "first time".

After a while, Luo Keke raised his head to look at him, his eyes were a little startled, "Mo Mo, let's go to the hospital, I seem to be bleeding."

(End of this chapter)