Step by step lotus flower

Chapter 5 Mind

Hearing this, Lu Mingxuan put down the chopsticks and said, "Put away the bowls and chopsticks, and you can go down to eat too. By the way, let Mama Wu in the kitchen go to the garden to pick some fresh sweet-scented osmanthus flowers and make some sweet-scented osmanthus cakes for everyone Try them all."

Mama Huang and Xiaoli's faces turned green again in an instant, Mama Huang couldn't help but said: "Girl, I have to eat snacks after eating. I'm afraid it won't be able to digest it. If you don't let someone do it tomorrow." Come and eat?" Although it is said that "it is a blessing to be able to eat", but eating it recklessly like my own girl will ruin the rest of her life, so what face does she have to see his wife under Jiuquan?
Lu Mingxuan was dumbfounded by the way the two of them looked like soldiers, and said: "I didn't say that I wanted to eat it myself, I planned to send it to my sister to eat."

Ms. Huang breathed a sigh of relief when she heard this, while Xiaoli flattened her mouth and said, "Why did you send it to the eldest girl? That dead girl Xiaotao was still joking about it. I can think of anything to eat when I see it. When choosing materials, why did the girl give up the most beautiful one to the eldest girl, but she picked the most inconspicuous one instead? Xiaotao relied on the strength of the eldest girl, and her tail was almost up to the sky on weekdays. Dressed up beautifully, when the time comes to catch the eyes of the old man and the old lady, won't her tail really be up to the sky..."

Before the words finished, Lu Mingxuan interrupted impatiently: "Okay, why do you have so many words, my sister is already a big girl, it's time to discuss marriage, and it's right to dress up beautifully. I'm a younger sister, and I'm old You are still young, can you still pass the order of sister? In the future, you should pay more attention when you speak, and if you don’t let your sister hear you, it will ruin the bond between us sisters.”

Could it be that she told Xiao Li that the reason why she made a 180-degree turn in her attitude towards Lu Mingfu was because she knew that she was not Lu Zhongxian's daughter at all, and that she had no right or position to compete with Lu Mingfu?

Is it because she wants to repay Lu Zhongxian, make Lu Zhongxian happy, and stop worrying about the open and secret fights between their sisters?
It was because Lu Mingfu had no sons in her previous life, and she was unwilling to adopt her. She was afraid that her brother would not support them if something happened in the future. As a result, Lu Mingfu had to give birth at home and recruit a husband. She was able to find a suitable husband and son-in-law, but Lu Mingfu had kindly persuaded her to "be a poor man's wife rather than a rich man's concubine" during the few days when she went home to get married. She remembered her love. ?

Is it because she has no plan to attend the birthday banquet of the old man next month at all?
After a simple walk in the room to digest food, Lu Mingxuan lay down on the bed to take a rest, but her mind was too chaotic, with so many things that made her unable to fall asleep even though her eyes were sore and sleepy.

Lu Mingxuan simply stopped forcing herself to fall asleep, but completely immersed herself in her own thoughts.

It has been a month since she was reborn, and the surprise and joy at the beginning of her rebirth have gradually faded away. She is afraid that she is just dreaming, and when she wakes up, she finds that she has died long ago. Everything right now is just an illusion. The mood has also calmed down a lot. Although she still can't help worrying and fearing that she will wake up from the dream someday, after all, she is a little less panicked than at the beginning, and a little more calm and calm. It is also time to carefully plan the road ahead. how to go.

Undoubtedly, she must not allow herself to repeat the same mistakes of her previous life, and finally ended up blind, with one corpse and two lives, and died miserably. It wasn't for her to step on the footsteps of her previous life, step by step towards the known tragedy.

What's more, even if God really planned it this way, she would never repeat the same mistakes in her previous life. Her fate is in her own hands, and she can only control it in her own hands.

And the first step for her to control her own destiny is also the most critical step, which is to stop letting herself fall into the huge quagmire of the Duke's Mansion, and not to be with anyone in the Duke's Mansion, no matter who loves her or owes her. I still hate her to the bone, and she has nothing to do with it, that's why she took the initiative to help Lu Mingfu choose materials when she was in the principal room - if it was possible, she would never step into the gate of the Duke's Mansion again in this life !
Of course, if she never stepped into the gate of the Duke's Mansion in this life, she wouldn't be able to get to know Lu Mingzhu and He Zhixing, and naturally, she wouldn't be able to speak for herself and He Zhixing, the murderers who caused her tragedy in her previous life. The poor child in his womb took revenge.

But what's the point?

When Lu Mingxuan just woke up, other than joy and anxiety, the only thought in Lu Mingxuan's mind was that since God had pity on her and really gave her a chance to live again, then she must fulfill the vow she made before she died, and let Lu Mingzhu He Zhixing and He Zhixing will die badly, let them pay with blood, pay for themselves and the child in their womb!
However, as time passed day by day, as her mood calmed down day by day, Lu Mingxuan gradually stopped thinking this way. Lu Mingzhu did harm to her and the child in her womb, but the reason why Lu Mingzhu did this was all because of her. It was to avenge Princess Fuhui, who was Lu Mingzhu's mother, and it was understandable. Although she was innocent from the beginning to the end, it was just that Lu Mingzhu couldn't treat her rightful son, Lu Zhongyu, who was the mother of the two of them. His father made the move, so he picked her as a soft persimmon to pinch. I finally had the chance to start over again, but I only thought about wasting time and energy on revenge. When will it be the end?

As for He Zhixing, it is true that he was deceived by Lu Mingzhu, but if he is really in love with her as he said, and his love is stronger than gold, how can he not trust her at all, seeing her with a strange man Lying naked under a quilt, without even asking her a question, he directly condemned her?

It can be seen that this man is not worthy of her to spend any more time on him. Whether it is love or hate, it is not worth it. In this life, let him and Lu Mingzhu have a heart-to-heart bond, and the love is better than Jin Jian. She can't provoke the two of them. I don't want to provoke him anymore, the only way is naturally to hide as far away as possible.

The issue of her father's heirs, her sister's life-long happiness, her own second half of her life and that undesired child in her previous life... She has a lot of debts to worry about, and there are still relatives who are truly worthy of her closeness and care. , how can you waste time on such two irrelevant people?

Although her heart is full of worries, Lu Mingxuan is still young, and it is time for her to snooze. Thinking about it, she still fell asleep in a daze. This time, she slept very peacefully.

"...Girl, it's time to wake up, go back to sleep, I won't be able to sleep at night." Mama Huang's voice suddenly rang in her ears, and Lu Mingxuan woke up in a jolt, and saw that the sunlight coming in from the window had turned into It was dim yellow, obviously the sun was about to set, and she had really slept long enough.

(End of this chapter)