The president tames his wife and loves him deeply

Chapter 328 I Have a Secret

"I can't tolerate others hurting you, and I can't bear you to shed a tear. But you bruise yourself time and time again."

But all words can be selfish.

Don't let yourself fall into this situation.

If she had a little more confidence in him, she would not choose to bear all this alone.

Lin Ye's voice was hoarse: "Niannian, what do you want me to do with you?"

Yan Bai stared at him blankly.

A long time.

Neither said a word to each other.

This room is Yan Bai's deepest secret.

All of her deepest thoughts about Lin Ye are here.

But he was really in front of her.

There are so many words, but there is no way to say them.

There seemed to be only the sound of increasing wind and rain in my ears.

Lin Ye stopped looking at her and turned to leave.

Yan Bai closed his eyes and leaned against the wall weakly.

It was as if everything had stopped at this moment.

Finally, he was disappointed in her.

She fell to the ground.

Weeping helplessly and desolately.

I can't even make out what the pictures on the wall look like.

Lin Ye's slightly smiling eyes would never reflect her appearance again.

——You are the jewel in my palm.

Yan Bai has lived for 25 years, and he never dared to expect someone to treat her like pearls and jade.

She thought that she was used to being forgotten and despised, used to a place without sunlight, and lived quietly and alone.

Worst look.

It's just going back to the same as before.

but.

Suddenly someone said.

In fact...she was already different from before.

It was she who messed up all of this and completely kept that person away from her.

It was she herself who said in reality:
You are such a cowardly and incompetent person.

Born to be trampled on.

The tears were like a flood breaking a bank, Yan Bai wanted to wipe it away with his hand, but he couldn't finish it no matter what.

She has seen others being treated as the apple of their eye.

Qin Rou also did not give up, and took her to Yan's house, hoping to occupy a place.

that year.

Yannian is only eight years old.

He is ridiculed by children of the same age as a child without a father every day, and no one cares about him when he is beaten.

Qin Rou will only despise her as useless.

Later, as the number of times increased, she would not talk to Qin Rou about these things.

The day I met Mr. Yan.

She is looking forward to it.

Although she knew that he didn't like her, it didn't affect her eagerness to see her father.

Eager to prove that he, too, is a child with a father.

Not popped out of a rock, not outcast.

He's just... busy.

That day.

She and Qin Rou walked into the yard of Yan's house, where all kinds of flowers were planted, and the smell of the sun seemed to have a fragrance.

Yan Nian took every step carefully.

I'm afraid of being picked on wrongly, or it will affect Qin Rou's dream of becoming Mrs. Kuo.

Qin Rou repeatedly explained to her, "That person is your father, you cry when you can't speak, cry until his heart softens, and leave us behind, and you will never live that bad life again."

Ever since Yan Nian could remember, Qin Rou had always been with her alone.

Life is not easy. Qin Rou is not the kind of person who can make money, but she was used to being extravagant in her early years, and she didn't have a long-term relationship with any man. She felt that it was because of You Yannian who was a drag.

Later, I heard that Mrs. Yan passed away in her early years, so she came up with the idea of ​​taking her to Yan's house for a try.

Mr. Yan has only one daughter and one adopted son, and perhaps there is still some hope.

But Yan Bai didn't have the chance to cry yet.

He was kicked out of the house.

It's just because the apple of Mr. Yan's eye, the first time he saw Qin Rou, he pouted and said, "This woman is not a good person at first glance."

Yan Nian watched him doting on that little girl with a smile on his face, wishing he could bring all the beauty in the world to her and make his precious little girl happy.

She had no chance to approach him.

There was no chance to ask him, "Are you my dad?"

"Why don't you want me?"

Yan Nian forgot to cry.

She didn't understand why people would be treated like this.

Why treat others so well, but turn a blind eye to her like this.

I only vaguely remember that that day, Qin Rou cried hysterically, and said: "She is also surnamed Yan, and she is also your daughter, why don't you take a look at her?"

Mr. Yan looked at her coldly, "Is one of your words credible?"

A woman who will do anything for money.

Giving birth to a daughter is to be used as a bargaining chip.

With a bastard who didn't know who it was, he dared to enter the Yan family's door...

She doesn't remember the specifics.

That's pretty much what it means.

Yan Nian grabbed Qin Rou's clothes and said softly, "Mom, let's go."

Let's go.

"I'll make money to support you in the future."

"We don't want anyone else in the future, okay?"

Qing Rou, who was kicked out, beat her like crazy, "Why are you so useless? Why don't you cry? Why don't you beg him?"

Yan Nian didn't know why, so he just asked, "Is this... really useful?"

That person is not ignorant of her existence.

He just, has long been the apple of his eye.

It's just that she doesn't bother to look at her as a bastard.

When Yan Nian was 15 years old, the women next to Mr. Yan changed one after another, and none of them could become the legitimate Mrs. Yan.

Qin Rou finally came to her senses and gave up that impossible person.

Turning around, she fell into Gao Zhiming's arms, and took her from the dilapidated small building to Gao's villa. Everything was scary.

Gao Zhiming and his ex-wife have a son named Gao Feiyang, who is two years older than her, but his grades have always been at the bottom, and he has been retained two grades in a row. Relying on the Gao family's wealth, he never takes those things seriously.

Qin Rou followed Gao Zhiming's relationship and arranged her in the same class as Gao Feiyang, and Liang Zi became stronger and stronger like this.

At that time, Yan Nian had nothing else to do besides study, and nothing to offer except better grades.

And because I didn't have a father since I was a child, I was bullied a lot, and my personality is a bit withdrawn. Among the girls of my age, I can be regarded as the most introverted type. I don't like people, and I am often bullied.

Gao Feiyang, who thinks he is the overlord in the school, hates her the most, and feels that there is a sudden addition of an inexplicable younger sister in the family, which makes him especially embarrassed.

I can't wait to let her disappear from this world.

It is commonplace for people to step on her, and she has to be used as a blowjob from time to time.

Qin Rou told her not to look for trouble, "Everything you have now is given by the Gao family. Without the Gao family, you have nowhere to ask for food!"

She has been enduring.

Gao Zhiming also acted as if nothing happened.

But later.

Gradually grow with age.

Certain actions have also begun to change.

Gao Feiyang was no longer satisfied, let her copy homework and run errands as a blowjob, he discovered another more interesting thing.

The girl who opened her eyebrows for the first time, has been bullied for a long time, but she has grown a charming temperament.

He spied on her, turning into a wolf who would pounce on her without knowing what to do.

No one can protect her.

If only Qin Rou knew what he meant.

He would only offer her both hands.

Yan Nian panicked and was at a loss.

She ran away from home.

However, it turns out that there are far more villains in this world than Gao Feiyang alone.

It was raining heavily.

Her gods descended from the sky.

It made her more determined to leave the Gao family.

The world is so big, there are so many places to go, why is she tied to Gao's house like Qin Rou?

How can I leave?

After Yan Nian went back.

Sitting alone in the room, thinking over and over again for a long time, an unprecedented idea came to my mind.

She seduced Gao Feiyang.

The bloody young man didn't have the slightest defense, and there was only bloodshot lust in his eyes.

Yan Nian knew that he had such shameless thoughts about her.

Calculated the time.

Gao Zhiming and Qin Rou who came home suddenly caught him on the spot.

Gao Feiyang didn't even know he was beaten until he was half dead, but she was plotting against him.

At that time, the affairs of the Gao family were full of turmoil.

And she.

He left the Gao family as he wished.

Even being evicted.

At that time, she had no regrets, only relief.

It was the first time in Yan Nian's life that he tasted the benefits of living in the dark.

Once there is something that must be done.

Even if it is despicable and shameless, it can achieve its own goals.

The process is not that important.

She was alone, wandering in a foreign land, and changed her name.

I wish I could get a little closer to that person.

She looked up at him.

Hope to see a little light.

She worked very hard to forget the past.

Let yourself become the kind of person liked by many people, and hope that one day, when you are lucky enough to stand by his side, you can let him take a look.

But luck may run out all at once.

So much so that now she can't see any hope at all.

The words of the little girl who always bullied her in the kindergarten seemed to be still lingering in her mind: what if I beat you, who made your mother a mistress, who made you have no father?
Gao Feiyang seemed to be looking at her with gritted teeth right in front of her eyes: What do you think you are?You're a bitch like your mother!
I don’t know what the investor said that time: What are you pretending to do when you come out to do this business?make an offer...

Why do not you go to hell?
What's the point of living for someone like you?
You are the jewel in my palm...

It is unique in this world.

Yan Bai's mind was completely in a mess, and she nestled in that small ball for a long, long time.

The rain outside the window has not stopped, but the sky is slightly brighter.

She leaned on the wall and stood up tremblingly.

Lin Ye.

She couldn't just hide like this.

Things are not resolved.

Can't throw everything at him.

Yan Bai opened the door with trembling hands, wanting to call out his name loudly.

But the moment he opened the door, he saw Lin Ye standing at the door.

"Lin Ye..."

Yan Bai was a little stunned.

She thought he was gone.

Lin Ye looked at her with deep eyes, "I haven't heard what I want to hear yet."

Yan Bai stretched out his hand to wipe his red and swollen eyes, before he could think of what to say, he had already pounced on him and hugged him tightly, "I was wrong."

Lin Ye didn't speak.

"I was wrong."

Yan Bai choked up and repeated again: "I have a secret that I have never dared to tell you."

(End of this chapter)