Taoyuan Village Little Shennong

Chapter 590 Mom's Late Letter
Zhang Yun was the first to be shocked, because his mother had left something for him!
The second shock was something left to him by his mother. How could Zhang Dong come here?And judging by Zhang Donglai's appearance, he didn't dare to let his wife know!

Zhang Donglai didn't have time to pay attention to Zhang Yun's emotions. There was no one in the elevator, so he took the time to explain in a low voice.

"Before your mother had an accident that year, she seemed to have a premonition. When I went back to the village and went to your house, she gave me something, and asked me to give it to you after you graduated and worked."

"Don't get me wrong. I don't have any special closeness with your mother. At that time, I was also very puzzled. I asked her why she asked me to hand it over, why didn't she or Ah Fu give it to you."

Zhang Yun pricked up his ears.

Zhang Donglai smiled wryly: "She said that I am a cultural person, I will pack my things in a more orderly manner, and I will do what I promised. If she gives it to your dad by herself, let alone wait until you grow up, you may not know how to throw it away in a few months." Where is it?"

???

Zhang Yun was a little taken aback, that's all?

But he also secretly sneered, really thinking too much.Rural people still have a lot of respect for "cultural people".Those like Zhang Donglai who have passed the university entrance examination and settled down in the city are regarded as cultural people.In the past, there was no expansion of university enrollment, no inflation in academic qualifications, and it was much more difficult to enter a university.

"I didn't think much about it at the time, so I put it away. Anyway, I just kept it, and I will give it to you when you grow up. Later, I heard about your mother. I originally thought about bringing it back to you during the Chinese New Year. Suddenly I thought again, could she have some kind of induction?"

"My mother...didn't she say anything?" Zhang Yun really wanted to learn about the situation back then.

Zhang Donglai shook his head: "Later, I thought, if she had a premonition on her own, then it would be considered an confession. She didn't stay at home, or confessed to your father, maybe she had some concerns. Since I promised, I should keep my word."

Then he smiled wryly again: "Your aunt saw that I kept it and refused to let her see it, so she was a little suspicious of me. I was entrusted by someone, and I couldn't show it to her casually, so I took it to the unit cabinet and talked about it. In the past two years I didn't go back much, and I didn't see you. This time you are coming over, I picked it up in advance and put it in the car."

Zhang Donglai took Zhang Yun to find his car, and took a black bag from the car.

"This is……"

"I don't know what it is. I took it back and guarded it. I didn't take it apart. Now that I have returned it to Zhao, it can be regarded as a fulfillment of an entrustment. There is no need to rush this matter." Zhang Donglai smiled and patted Zhang Yun shoulders.

"Thank you uncle!"

"Okay, you have nothing to talk about with us, go play with your young friends. But remember, don't go to those dubious places."

"haha ok."

Zhang Yun was patient and didn't open the bag to look at it. He didn't open the bag in the guest room until after checking in at the hotel.

Inside the bag was a cardboard box wrapped with layer after layer of transparent glue.It is estimated that it was not sealed when it was given to him in the first place, so Zhang Donglai made sure that it would not be seen by others.

Zhang Yun peeled off the transparent glue, opened the carton, and the first thing he saw was a letter!

He hastily opened the envelope and searched for all kinds of information these days, all of which were confirmed by the side, without an intuitive description.It would be great to have a letter from my mother now!

"Son, I may be going to a far away place. You, no, you should have grown up when you read the letter. I may not be here long ago, I hope you don't hate mom. I just want to tell you One thing, no matter what happened to me, I didn't die, I just went to another world, don't be sad."

"I will tell you when you grow up. You have become sensible and adapted to life without me. Live well and take care of your dad. No matter where I am, I will miss you. Only you live well , I can feel at ease. Mom loves you!"

Although there was nothing sensational, Zhang Yun burst into tears when he saw his mother's handwritten letter... or should I say the late suicide note!

These words are already a bit written. If it was in person, my mother would definitely not say it like this, and she would not express it like "Mom loves you".

Perhaps the mother really had a premonition of something at that time, so she wrote it in this suicide note.

In fact, if Zhang Donglai and his wife had opened the letter and read it, or handed it to Zhang Fu or the former Zhang Yun, they would not feel anything unusual. It was just a suicide note to explain the future in advance.

"A place far away", "another world", "no matter where"... These words, when viewed normally, actually refer to the dead, and they are just euphemistic and beautiful terms.

And "no matter what happens", it means knowing that something will happen, but not knowing what will happen.The general understanding is that you feel unwell, and you only say that when you feel that you are terminally ill!
This is not surprising. For example, Zhang Fu discovered that he had a tumor in his brain. He only felt that he had an occasional migraine. Once he was checked or he realized that it was serious, it might be too late for treatment.It is more likely that a large sum of money will be required for treatment, which may make the family miserable, and finally owe a debt to the debtors.

Therefore, many people will choose to give up treatment and wait for death in peace.

Anyone who reads this letter will feel that Zhang Yun's mother has found out that she is terminally ill. It is not a premonition, but she has the desire to die, but she has not yet determined how to die.In the end, taking advantage of the flash flood, jumping into the flood and disappearing, that is the best destination.

But Zhang Yun doesn't think so now!
He has been to another world, and he knows that it really exists, and he can really go there!

As for the mother who had a premonition but didn't know it at the time, she hadn't been there yet.

Previously, Zhang Yun guessed that his mother was attracted by the abnormality of the mirror, and that she could not come back after stepping into the past.Now that all parties understand the information, there are more patterns to piece together. Maybe my mother recalled her childhood and awakened her own origin!

She wants to go back to that world to have a look, her biological parents may be there!
Mother must have been hesitant for a long time, and she couldn't tell Dad that it would definitely discourage her.But she can't wait, it took her decades to sense it, what if it disappears after a while?
So when she was struggling, she left this suicide note and mentioned the possibility, but she didn't know when she would choose.

In the past, Zhang Yun would cry when he saw the suicide note, but it would only be sad, and his mother was comforting him.Now weep with a little joy!

Mom said she didn't die, she just went to another world, so she shouldn't really die!It's just that she couldn't predict the situation of going back to that world, and couldn't provide more information and details.

This late suicide note used to comfort him gave Zhang Yun great motivation!

"What else?"

He put the letter away and looked at the other things in the carton.

"How could this be..." Looking at the things inside, Zhang Yun was stunned!
(End of this chapter)