Chapter 134
"You were separated from my body, what do you think in your heart, do you think I really don't know anything?" Wen Wanrou smiled like smoke, withdrew her hand, and sat directly on the floor with her legs slanted Crossed, just looking at his eyes more and more pity.

"There are two sentences that I don't know if you have heard, they are very capable of making nine points, and there is another sentence that only children who can cry will have candy."

Lan Yunsheng shook his head incomprehensibly.

"You have done everything perfectly since you were a child, so that everyone is impeccable to you. As time goes by, we don't have to worry about you, because you can do everything by yourself. In fact, when you cry occasionally, you cry. Make a fuss, let others know your existence, know that you are not omnipotent, so that others' eyes will fall on you, and know that you also need others."

Lan Yunsheng was stunned.It turns out that all these years, what I have always wanted but can't get is because I have done everything perfectly, making others think that I won't be tired, won't suffer, and don't need anyone...

The person who caused the current situation was actually himself.

"Whether you like a man or a woman, you can never express your feelings clearly. The question is whether it is love or not."

"Mom, you..." It turned out that she knew all about her liking for men.

Everyone, except Helianze, almost no one knows that he is entangled with a man. Everyone thinks that the person he loves is Qin Xin. Why would Wen Wanrou know...

"When you love someone, no matter how well you pretend, you can't restrain yourself from looking at him strangely!" Wen Wanrou stroked his hard outline with her fingers, and smiled: "The first time I saw you when I came back Right away, I knew you no longer loved Qin Xin..."

"I don't let you get close to Qin Xin because I'm afraid you won't recognize your own heart and make a wrong decision! Besides, she can't love you! I will never allow you to marry a woman you don't love."

"So... you have always known that you deliberately arranged a blind date, just to let me recognize my heart earlier!"

"No matter what your choice is, at least if it's your sincerity." Wen Wanrou stood up, her lowered and warm eyes looked like a mother looking at her son for the first time, like a loving mother.

"You have done enough for the Lan family these years, you should learn to walk for yourself in the future."

When one day you find that the Lan family you worked so hard to protect is not what you imagined, and your belief is destroyed, what should you do?

Among the three children, the only one who made her not worry was Lan Ruixiu.

Lan Yunsheng didn't know when Wen Wanrou left the room, and she didn't know how long she sat alone, her eyes were fixed on the window, looking into the distance.The gentle words echoed in my mind over and over again...

Is she encouraging herself to admit this feeling?She actually acquiesced in loving a man...

Thinking of that monstrous face, Lan Yunsheng's face that had never smiled before, showed a shallow smile for the first time, and slightly raised her thin lips, full of indescribable happiness.Because of that person's name in my heart, it is no longer bitter, but a little sweet.

Perhaps, I should be self-willed once and try hard for myself once.

Lan Yunsheng stood up, didn't even have time to change his clothes, rushed downstairs in a hurry, and acted so vigorously that he didn't even have time to answer the servant's voice.

Wen Wanrou stood at the window and saw him driving away, her lips curled up into a smile, and she breathed a sigh of relief; finally there was someone who could make him change himself, summon up the courage to do something for himself!
"If this is an inescapable fate, at least they should be allowed to taste what happiness is."

……

Lan Yunsheng drove to the downstairs of Helianze's house, before he could go upstairs, he saw a car stop in the distance, Helianze got out of the car first, then he made a detour to the other side, the window fell, he bent down to go Kissed the woman on the cheek.

The sweet behavior of the two people is like a young couple who have fallen in love. They are affectionate and reluctant to part with no one else.

Originally, Lan Yunsheng was full of excitement and courage, but he thought that since gentleness and softness could be accepted, even if Helianze couldn't accept it for a while, he would definitely accept it slowly after a long time!
But seeing the picture in front of me, my hot and fiery heart kept sinking, sinking again and again, and my brain, which was dazzled by love, finally gradually sobered up.

Maybe it was Helianze who made him see clearly that the gap between them would always be an impossible gap—they were both men.

He Lianze finally straightened up and waved his hands. When he turned around, he saw Lan Yunsheng standing in front of him and raised his eyes. He didn't expect him to have the face to appear in front of him.

Lan Yunsheng put his hands behind his back and suppressed his feelings towards him. He didn't know it before, so he didn't have much feeling, but now he recognizes his heart clearly. When he sees him, he still sees him making out with other women with his own eyes. , not embarrassing, not uncomfortable is all fake.

It's just that no matter how embarrassing or uncomfortable he couldn't open his mouth, but Helianze would never know.

Helianze originally wanted to ignore him as nothing, but thinking about it, it's too stingy!Walking slowly in front of him, she said proudly, "What do you want to do with this young master?"

"I..." Lan Yunsheng's voice was hoarse, and he squeezed out a word, but he didn't know what to say.

Along the way, he had thought about a lot of things in his mind, even if he couldn't say anything, he wanted to use force, kiss him, force him, maybe he could solve the problem between them; but now he seems to be unable to do it!

Helianze is always a normal man, he likes women with breasts and ass, not men like him!

"Hey! What's the matter with you? You act like a beggar! Why, you plan to use this method to win my forgiveness!" Helianze glanced at him in disgust. His clothes were wrinkled, he looked devastated, and his face was haggard. The beard stubble is looming, and it looks like a lovelorn.

"Is it because you went to confess to Qin Xin and was rejected by her?"

Lan Yunsheng narrowed his eyes, shook his head, pursed his lips and said, "It's worse than this."

Helianze looked at him with strange eyes, and leaned in front of him, muttering: "Isn't it the fact that she found out that you are bisexual? Haha!"

Lan Yunsheng looked at him calmly, didn't smile, and couldn't laugh anymore.Raising his hand, he rubbed his unbelievably soft hair with stiff fingers, and said in a deep voice, "You are not in good health, remember to rest more."

"Well, allow me to vomit for 10 minutes first!" Helianze kept rubbing his arms, and rolled his eyes disgustingly: "Don't be disgusting to me, okay! You're making me look like a bitch! I can't stand you, okay Okay, okay, I'm not angry! I won't speak ill of your mother next time, OK!"

Although he couldn't tell Helianze how he felt about him, at least today he knew that Wen Wanrou still cared about him, it's not too bad, isn't it!

"Helianze, you can accept wearing women's clothes to seduce me, why can't you accept men's love?"

"Damn! This young master wears women's clothing to prove that this young master's charm is regardless of national boundaries and genders. If I fall in love with a man, I will be the first to kill him! Oh, I don't discriminate against you, anyway, I can't accept my love Man, just thinking about it makes me want to throw up."

Lan Yunsheng twitched the corners of his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

——Look, he really hates men's love!
It's because I was dazzled by love for a while, so what if I really love him, he doesn't love men, and he can't accept that a man loves him, not to mention that he still bears the name of the Lan family, if he wants to be with Helianze At the same time, what they have to bear is not only the test of the Lan family, but also the moral test of this society.

Helianze's probing eyes sized him up three times: "Aren't you really in love with me? Please, I beg you, don't! I don't want to die too early! If you fall in love with me I will definitely lose ten years of my life by being disgusting."

The lightly teasing tone was not serious at all, and with his laughter, the whole person was just joking, trying to make the atmosphere a little easier.

Lan Yunsheng's sword lips hooked lightly: "Then let me try to love you or not."

"Ah bah! I love you!" He Lianze snorted and slammed his fist on his strong chest: "You must not fall in love with me, because I will never fall in love with anyone!"

Although Xu Ningmo's order was to make Lan Yunsheng fall in love with him, at this moment Helianze had a little selfishness and didn't want Lan Yunsheng to fall in love with him!Don't say that I don't know what to do to make him fall in love with me, but because Lan Yunsheng loves Qin Xin so pitifully, he knows that this is an impossible task.

Forget it, at most it's just being punished, it's no big deal.

"I'm leaving." Lan Yunsheng didn't say anything more, when he turned to open the car door, he heard his voice.

"Pervert, are you okay with me?"

Lan Yunsheng turned back, his deep eyes were suppressing his emotions, he couldn't smile when he wanted to give him a slight smile, his eyes were expressionless and silent for a moment: "I just want to confirm whether you will drink with me."

"Hehe..." He Lianze scratched his hair, his smile was brighter than the sun, "Nonsense! If I don't drink with you, who do you want to drink with!"

"That way I'm relieved."

Lan Yunsheng opened the car door, sat in directly, without waiting for him to say anything, started the engine directly, stepped on the accelerator and quickly left this place that made him feel so depressed that he was about to fall into the vortex from which he could not extricate himself.

Giving up is an extremely beautiful thing, but persistence is so difficult and hard.

Helianze, on this day I understand my heart, but on this day I also decide to give up on you!

The Buddha said: Even if there is no result in this life, the love that has been worked hard in this life will bloom on the other side of the next life.

Give up on you and hide this love, even if you can't love it, I hope it can be on the other side of the next life.If there is an afterlife...

Si Lan changed into a black dress, because she was very thin, black and a little too big, she looked like a female ghost, her face was pale, her pupils were hollow, and she was eerie.

"Who do you want to scare by dressing like this?" Helianze was holding a plate of oranges, eating with relish.

Looking at her eyes with disgust, in fact, she looks good in any color, but black is not suitable, she feels lifeless and full of the smell of death.

"I'm going to a masquerade, so it wouldn't be better."

Si Lan deliberately chose a red dripping lipstick to smear on his lips, as if he was very satisfied with today's outfit.

He Lianze raised his brows: "How dare you attend such a boring ball?" What the hell?
"It's Ye Haoyu's birthday." Si Lan said concisely.

(End of this chapter)

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