The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 205 Rainbow Paradise 5
Tears of grievance swirl in the eyes, turning red, but stubbornly refusing to fall; looking up and seeing the painting scraped on the grass, a smile filled the green face: "My painting..."

He ran straight away, but didn't find that the grass was very lush and bulging, Xu Xiaozhe didn't stop at all, and only screamed when he stepped on the ground: "Ah!"

In an instant, the birds in the jungle fluttered their wings and flew into the sky, flying higher and higher, farther and farther away, gradually becoming a silvery white spot and disappearing.

Xu Xiaozhe's body fell rapidly and became fragile, like a shattered porcelain doll, falling straight down, the thorns scratched his delicate face, and blood oozed out, staining his fair face red.

The white skin and the bright red blood formed a clear contrast...

The surroundings are full of weeds, the grass heads swaying gently with the wind, and the cold wind blows a chill; in the silent wilderness, in addition to the fragrance of weeds, the air is also mixed with the sweet smell of blood.

Xu Xiaozhe fell on a rock, his clothes were torn, his body was covered with blood, his clothes seemed to have stained the stone red, and it was flowing down...

Looking at the gray sky with squinted eyes, tears slowly slipped from the corners of the eyes, like dewdrops on lotus leaves in summer, rolling down one by one...

Two thin lips, one by one, spit out silent words: "Daddy, Mommy..."

The wind blew up again, and the portrait that fell on the grass was like falling snowflakes, light as feathers, fluttering and falling on his body, the blood-stained little hands didn't know where the strength came from, slightly Moved, pressed the painting in his arms, his soft and boneless hands trembled violently...

I seem to have seen Daddy and Mommy just now.Daddy and Mommy hold their hands and watch the rainbow together...

The slender eyelashes were wet with tears, trembling slightly, casting a blue shadow, the eyelids kept drooping, and the eyes were no longer sad, confused, or cautious.Looking longingly at the gray sky with clear eyes, pressing his fingers on the painting, there was a trace of blood on the faces of the two adults...

The young voice came out with difficulty, the voice was weak, but it brought unprecedented happiness—Mommy, I finally found a rainbow paradise!
His eyes closed slowly, and a happy smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

There is a place where there is no coldness, no sadness, no ridicule, where there is only laughter, only happiness, where there is no night, only the warmth of spring.

It's called Rainbow Paradise.

The rain fell, falling on the grass blades and his young body, soaking his clothes quickly.The rain is getting heavier and heavier, as if it is washing something fiercely, wanting to wash away the sins of the city, wanting to wash away the turbid fishy-sweet smell in the air!
He lay quietly in the rain, the rain washed away the blood on his cheeks, leaving a small face, the original pink and tender gradually paled now, but the smile on the corner of his mouth remained and never disappeared.

Now, he no longer feels cold.

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For a whole day and night, the police were looking for a child named Xu Xiaozhe; Si Lan also didn't sleep a night, didn't eat or drink, and didn't say a word.When the car stopped, she rushed out of the car for the first time, clutching her ribs, the tearing pain roared in her body, as if mocking something.

Xu Ningmo wanted to stop her, but it was useless, he couldn't stop her.

The policemen formed a circle and sealed off the surrounding area; Si Lan pushed away the crowd regardless. When she saw the scene in front of her, her body froze and her footsteps stopped immediately, as if she was tied to something heavy. I can't even lift it up...

Tears swirled in the eyes and fell silently, even she didn't notice it.

Xu Ningmo walked up to her and followed her with his eyes. He saw Xu Xiaozhe lying on the stone, his face was pale and colorless, his eyes were tightly closed and he could not open them anymore, and he was still holding the painting tightly in his arms. Despite being wet by the rain, the color smudged into a mess.But he still knew what was in that painting.

The police came over and said something to her, but Si Lan couldn't hear anything, the whole world was quiet, the lights of the whole world were turned off, it was dark, a mess, it was cold, it was really cold around.

There was a fog in front of my eyes, my vision was blurred, and I wanted to speak, but my throat was so tight that I couldn't say anything because of the pain.The mechanical hands and feet don't know what to do at all... Is the feeling in my heart painful?
I thought that after digging out my heart, there was nothing in this world that could hurt me, nothing more.And just today, she once again experienced what it means to be "heartbreaking".

That knife called hatred ruthlessly slaughtered the heart that was not strong in the first place, the heart that did not belong to her.

Xu Ningmo held her shoulders and looked at her with worried eyes. She just wept quietly and didn't say a word, like a puppet without a soul. How could he not be worried!

Si Lan pushed him away vigorously, and stumbled towards Xu Xiaozhe; the police tried to stop him, but Xu Ningmo scolded him.

Let her and the child stay quietly for a while now.

Xu Ningmo looked at her lonely back, his eyes were full of heartache; that cute and innocent child was gone, and he felt bad in his heart!Xu Xiaozhe is so sensible and cute, he is still so young, there are countless possibilities for his future...

And now, everything is gone.

He has no future.

Si Lan sat by the stone, watching the painting in his arms falling down with tears, soaking the dry drawing paper again.She didn't want to cry, but the tears were so disobedient and kept falling...

Si Lan took his little hand away. His little hand was so cold, it had lost any warmth, and it was frozen stiff... The place where his hand was pressed was not soaked by the rain, and you could still see Juanxiu's four legs. Character.

--Rainbow Heaven.

The tears swept once again, and I couldn't stop...

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Si Lan held his hand, wanting to warm him with his own body temperature, but his hand was also so cold, how to warm this child.

Just before, I still want to take him away, want to give him a bright future...

Just before, he was still leaning on his arms and acting like a baby, his innocent and bright smile was warmer than the sun...

Just before, he said that he was going to see Lan Sichen, he missed Daddy...

But now?

This is all my fault, if I hadn't approached him, if I hadn't left him alone in the ward, perhaps such a thing would not have happened.He is still alive and carefree, he will grow up, meet someone he likes, have a gentle wife, lovely children, and a happy family.

All this was all her own fault, if not for her own carelessness, Qin Xin would never have taken advantage of this opportunity, and would not have let Xiao Zhe lose his life.

Si Lan hugged his stiff and cold body, tears couldn't be stopped no matter what, it was as if a hand reached into her body and took away the heart connected by flesh and blood...

There is no way to protect your own child, even Xiao Zhe, what else can you do, Si Lan?What else can you do!
There was a strong fishy sweetness in his throat, but Si Lan wanted to avoid it, but he didn't have time. A mouthful of blood spewed out, and the bright red liquid splashed all over, landing on Xu Xiaozhe's fair and transparent cheeks, which were speckled, especially desolate and pitiful.

When his eyes went dark, Si Lan unconsciously hugged Xu Xiaozhe and passed out on the ground.

Xu Ningmo's expression changed suddenly, and he rushed over to hug Si Lan, "Lan, wake up... Lan, wake up..."

She was like a kite without a string, she would fly away at any time, her thin body was in Xu Ningmo's arms, without any weight, and even her breathing was so shallow that it seemed to disappear.Xu Ningmo's heart tightened, and he hugged her upper arm tightly, feeling pain in his heart.

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I hid in a dark corner, the humid air, the faint fragrance of flowers, flowing under the nose, it is a smell of hope, about faith and rebirth.

The pain of breaking up, the pain of betrayal, and the pain of losing a child, all of them were imposed on me.The past is like an impenetrable net, overwhelming the sky and covering the sky, like an inevitable disaster.The tears are stubborn in the eyes, and I dare not let them flow lightly; I am afraid that they will fall, that is, toss and turn through all the dark memories in time, which will not bring joy, nor take away the endless pain.

That day, you drew a picture and painted it with colorful colors. The warm light enveloped my face, but it is not necessarily me who really felt the warmth. I have not known what warmth is like for a long time.It's like a woman who is always cold and crying in a sacrifice.

You saw my joyless and gloomy face.

Those endless pain and darkness refuse to stay away from me.You should be back. When you come back, you must hold my hand. Even if the road ahead is long and difficult, I will not back down.I hate those hypocritical faces, the sea of ​​hatred is overwhelming in my heart, drowning everything that can be drowned...

I saw your appearance in my dream, you whom I haven't seen for a long time.

There is no imaginary golden halo haloing above the head, no white wings stretched like a lily, no white long gown dragging on the bare feet, is that you Xiaozhe?Such an ordinary you looks at me and smiles, bringing abandoned laughter and happiness, covering me deeply.

You say you have found rainbow heaven.

Si Lan didn't shed a single tear after waking up, and everyone was so worried about her that they stayed by her side all the time.Without saying a word, she just put a ring into Xu Xiaozhe's hand.

It was the wedding ring that Lan Sichen gave her, and she didn't know why she did it, but that relationship, that child, those memories seemed to really leave with Xiao Zhe's departure.

What is left now is the hatred for Qin Xin, the hatred to the bone!

Lan Sichen, this is the sin you planted; because of you, I lost my child, and because of me, we lost Xiao Zhe.

The police have been looking for Qin Xin because He Lianze told the police that the child was kidnapped by Qin Xin. Although there is no evidence, the police still want to file a case and give a result.

Si Lan didn't ask a question, and kept quiet all the time.Xu Ningmo quickly organized the funeral for Xu Xiaozhe. The body was going to be cremated. The cemetery had been chosen. There were no complicated customs. All that was waiting was the burial.

A photo of Xu Xiaozhe was pasted on the cold tombstone, with a bright smile on his young pink cheeks, innocent, childlike eyes seemed to be looking at each of them.

Si Lan bent down and placed a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone, and put a painting next to it. He gently stroked the photo with his fingers, full of reluctance. Seeing his silhouette, his heart still ached uncontrollably.

Xu Ningmo and Lin Jiu placed flowers in front of the tombstone one by one, and soon the tombstone was piled up into a sea of ​​flowers.Sorrow filled the entire cemetery, and darkness was everywhere; the crows standing on the branches hissed, as if they knew that a funeral was being held here.

(End of this chapter)