The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 207 Emotional Vortex
——What are you doing?
"Why?" The calm tone was full of sadness, and the sadness that had been suppressed in my heart these days suddenly burst, "Why isn't you the one who dies? Why isn't you the one who dies every time? I wish that the person who dies can It was you. Why wasn’t you the one who died, why was Xiao Zhe, he was still so young, and his future could have been so long and so good..."

It's all about you, if it wasn't for you he wouldn't have died, it wasn't because you wanted to save Qin Xin, it wasn't because you were going to provoke him, how could I know him, how could Qin Xin use him to take revenge on us.

Lan Sichen's pupils became darker, and a hint of disbelief flashed across his eyes.

It turned out that she already hated herself, so much that she would rather die than herself.

But why was it not her? If she was the one who died, wouldn't she be so sad and in such pain as she is now.

"I'm sorry..." The thin lips had already been bitten out with traces of blood, and the strong smell of blood spread in the mouth, staring at her with deep and sad eyes, full of guilt and apology. "sorry……"

The corners of Si Lan's mouth curled up sourly. Seeing that his raised hand was about to touch his cheek, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped his hand away, growling: "Don't touch me... don't paint you all over again. Bloody hands come to touch me."

Arms hang down stiffly, Lan Sichen suppressed his grief-stricken eyes, lowered his head and dared not look at her expression again, it was too painful... It was like being thrown into a swamp, the more he tried to struggle but the deeper he sank, in the end only powerless.Tears flickered in the corners of his eyes, stubbornly refusing to fall.

My hands were stained with blood, and I owed so much that I couldn't repay it.

Xiao Zhe, Daddy is sorry for you... sorry for you...

Si Lan couldn't cry anymore, and felt that her life was like a bud that hadn't bloomed yet, losing moisture and slowly withering.All dreams have been shattered, and my only comfort has also been lost.

Belief is famine, and the army is defeated.

"I wish I didn't hate you, do you know how much courage it took me to ask Ning Mo to save me, but why? Why do I have to fall again because of you when I thought I could get rid of the torture of hatred? Hell. Lan Sichen, what do I owe you? Why haven't you let me go until now?"

What on earth do I owe you, to hold my bloody heart in front of you, and let you ruin it; why do I have to be entangled in hatred again and again because of you...

Do you know how painful it is for me to live...

Lan Sichen clenched his lower lip, blood slowly fell from the corner of his mouth, the smell of blood reminded people of death...

Looking up, there was mist in front of her eyes, and she vaguely saw the pain in her eyes, which was so deep and heavy.She was already working very hard to survive, looking for redemption...why did he drag her down to hell.

Lan Sichen, don't you want to let her go?Why would it make her suffer like this.

"Lan Sichen, I will not let the Lan family go; I will destroy what you want to protect, I will destroy the Lan family, and I will destroy Qin Xin."

His watery eyes tightened and became scarlet, and every word was squeezed out from between his teeth.

Xiao Zhe will not die in vain, and neither will that child...

Qin Xin, Lan Sichen, without you, there would be no Si Lan today... You are the ones who want to push me into this desperate situation. I have no way out, and there is no way to turn back.

When she stood up, she threw the painting in Lan Sichen's arms fiercely, and strode out of the room.

Lan Sichen's embarrassed back was projected on the floor, it was pitch black, the surrounding air was so cold, the hands hanging down on both sides of the body were tightly clenched, the veins were looming, and the hostility was involuntarily emitted.The feeling of heartache almost killed him, the hopelessness of not being able to break free killed him.

Xiao Zhe, Xiao Zhe, that cute, innocent, sensible and distressing child was killed by himself, he was killed by himself...

Not only did I not make her feel better, but I also made her more miserable...

"Lan Sichen, what have you done all these years?"

The hoarse voice was faintly visible, full of sadness and despair, the painful eyes slowly closed, the tears in the corners of the eyes rolled down silently, and the crystal clear teardrops shone with endless sadness and sadness.

Fate has never favored anyone, nor treated anyone kindly.

Si Lan strode to the door, and when he was about to open the door and leave, he heard the woman's anxious voice: "Si Lan...in fact, he has suffered enough."

Si Lan didn't look back, but his figure froze visibly. He tightened his strength holding the cold metal hand, and said coldly, "His pain is less than one-thousandth of mine."

- bang.

The lonely figure disappeared into the living room, the door was slammed loudly, and almost the whole house was trembling... The woman froze for a few seconds, heartache struck, she didn't know if it was the heartache Si Lan, or the curled up man in the room man.

Their pain does not need to be spoken, does not need to be expressed, others can feel it.

She stood there quietly, seeing the shadow trembling, but her tears couldn't be restrained from falling...

Why, why are they still like this—painful.

Si Lan ran downstairs, stopped in his footsteps, looked at Xu Ningmo standing in front of him, his eyes were red, but dry and painful, he couldn't cry, not even a single tear came out.Standing in place and looking at him, I felt as if there were hands restraining his neck at this moment, and he was about to die from suffocation.

Xu Ningmo stood upright, his hands were originally in his pockets, but when he saw her, he took them out, stepped towards her, and hugged her with open arms.One hand wraps around the back of her neck, the other grabs the back of her head and presses her into his arms.

The voice was gentle and soft, "It's okay, I'm still by your side. My blue, my blue..."

Si Lan's body was stiff in his arms, and his words floated into her heart like a feather, without causing a shocking wave, without alleviating any pain and suffocation in her heart, but let her see it in the cold darkness. A glimmer of light.

He hugged his waist with both hands hesitantly, his lips squirmed several times, and it was not easy to find his voice: "Help me, Ning Mo...help me..."

Xu Ningmo's heart tightened, and depression flashed in her phoenix eyes. How painful it must be for her to say such words!Slightly let go of her, held her cheeks with both hands, and forced her to look at him, his hoarse voice was still gentle: "Look at me... Lan, look at me..."

Si Lan raised his head to look at him, his pale face was reflected in his black pupils, his out-of-focus eyes looked helpless like duckweed floating in the vast ocean.

"Ifyou feel my love, I can feed your soul." Xu Ningmo opened and closed his thin lips, speaking every word with unusual seriousness, and his moving voice was like the sound of nature.

The black pupils were so deep that they seemed to be sucking her into his own eyes, swearing by the soul.

—If you can feel my love for you, I can feed your soul.

There was a trace of shock in his icy eyes, he was speechless, but hugged him tightly, like a drowning person hugging the only driftwood that can save his life!There is a faint fragrance on his body, which can gradually calm her heart that was in turmoil...

Xu Ningmo's thin lips slightly raised a shallow smile, affectionately: "No matter what happens, I will be by your side." Always will.

Si Lan buried her head in his arms, forgiving her for wanting a redemption at this moment, and Xu Ningmo was the only redemption she could grasp.

Ye Haoyu drove Lan Jingen back, got out of the car and said thank you, and when he turned to leave, he heard Ye Haoyu's gentle voice: "Jingen, wait a minute."

Looking back, she saw Ye Haoyu get off the car, and walked in front of her step by step.Lan Jingen looked at him suspiciously: "What else is there?"

"Why are you avoiding me?" Ye Haoyu asked straight to the point.

Lan Jingen's eyes flashed strangely, and she slightly avoided his gaze, as if she was guilty of not daring to look into his eyes. "I didn't hide from you. You made a mistake. I've been busy with my sister recently, so I don't have time..."

"Before Si Lan's accident happened, you were already avoiding me!" Ye Haoyu interrupted her, his usual gentle eyes gradually became sharper, as if he wanted to see through her: "Why are you avoiding me?"

Lan Jingen raised her head to meet his eyes, settled her mind, and replied in a firm tone: "I haven't."

I really don't!
"I don't believe it!" Ye Haoyu replied firmly.

She was clearly avoiding herself, and it was impossible for her to feel wrong.

Lan Jingen's heart tightened, she looked at him sensitively, a little helpless, there was no excuse for her to escape at this moment, she could only face him.After hesitating again and again, he suddenly said, "Ye Haoyu, have you fallen in love with me?"

Ye Haoyu was stunned for a moment, staring at her with deeper meaning, his thin lips pursed out a word without hesitation: "Yes."

Now it was Lan Jingen's turn to look at him in surprise, for a moment she didn't know what to say to him.Although she had guessed before, she just didn't expect him to answer so neatly, which made her at a loss.

"But..." Lan Jingen dragged her voice, and smiled hesitantly: "But I don't like you!"

Ye Haoyu frowned slightly on Juanxiu, and looked at her strangely: "You don't like me?"

"I don't like you!" Lan Jingen shook her head with a smile, repeating her affirmative tone again: "I don't like you at all."

"Lan Jingen!" Ye Haoyu whispered her name, his eyes locked on her pink cheeks: "I don't believe it!"

If you really don't like it, why have you been around me before!

I don't have much emotional experience, but I'm not so dull that I can't tell whether a woman is interested in me or not.

Lan Jingen sighed deeply, her clear eyes sparkled with apology: "I'm sorry for causing your misunderstanding before. But I really don't like you, I just think you are good-looking and rich, so Find a way to get close to you. But now there is no need, I have a sister, the entire SA company is hers, I don't have to work, I don't have to do anything to spend money, and I don't need to deal with anyone anymore."

"Coping?" The voice was almost squeezed out from between the teeth, and the tone was sullen: "It's just a kind of coping by my side?"

"Otherwise?" Lan Jingen asked back, her bright eyes showed no guilt at all, honest and cruel. "People like me have known since childhood to follow others, and I will post whoever has money. How can there be sincerity! However, Ye Haoyu, you are a good person, and you are my sister's friend. I don't want to lie to my sister's friend, so... ...I'm sorry for the trouble I caused you before! I hope that after the misunderstanding between us is resolved, there will be no more misunderstandings. I hope we will still be friends!"

(End of this chapter)