30 Taunting 1
"Then why should I marry you?" Lan Sichen interrupted her with a firm voice, looked at her with flickering eyes, pursed her thin lips sharply and asked: "I don't love you, why should I marry you?"

Si Lan was stunned by his question, yes, why did he get married if he didn't love himself?Why is that?I can't think of an answer myself.

"Because Lan Ruixiu hit me, or because of the information I was looking for..." Si Lan said hesitantly, there are only two possibilities.

Lan Sichen nodded, undeniably: "It is the Lan family's fault that Lan Ruixiu hurt you, and the lost information is indeed very important. But..." After a pause, the words became even heavier when he sipped them out: "You think I will And sacrifice your marriage?"

Si Lan's eyes were a little dazed, watching his sincere eyes without any dodge, wondering whether he should believe his words.Now, my mind is in a mess and I can't think of anything.

"Si Lan, I didn't tell you..." Lan Sichen's voice was low, and he paused for a moment, looking at her dimly, with some hesitation.

Si Lan held his breath and stared at him intently, with a premonition that his next topic might be heavy, because in his eyes, Si Lan saw a kind of heaviness.

"I owe my life to Xiner." Lan Sichen let out a deep breath, as if he wanted to let out the knot in his chest, but his frown never let go.

"What do you mean?" Si Lan's eyes were full of curiosity, and he didn't understand what he meant at all.What do you mean, I owe my life to my heart?What have they ever had?
Lan Sichen avoided her eyes, and his dim eyes moved to the dim light. The deserted outline was full of unspeakable sadness, and his hoarse voice was full of guilt: "I was kidnapped when I was 18 years old. When I was there, Xin'er blocked a bullet for me when I resisted, and the bullet hurt my heart. She almost didn't survive, and she underwent several major operations, and finally saved her life. But since then, her body has been fragile and vulnerable. It can't cause any stimulation or harm. Even a little bit can kill her..."

Si Lan's mouth grew up into an "O" shape in an ungraceful manner, and his watery eyes were full of disbelief. I couldn't believe that Qin Xin would not even want to save his life...

"It's not that I didn't see you fall, I just didn't dare to look at it. Lan Ruixiu wasn't there at the time. If Xin'er was sent to the hospital a little later, she would have died. I couldn't watch her in front of my eyes Something happened because—" Lan Sichen turned his head, stared at her with deep eyes, and his low voice was like a pair of magic hands gently plucking at her heartstrings. "This is what I owe her. Our child is gone, and we can have another one. Xin'er has only one life. Even though the current medical science is very advanced, Xin'er's health still hasn't improved, and she may even die at any time... "

Si Lan was completely shocked, speechless in surprise.No wonder, everyone took good care of Qin Xin, even speaking in an unbelievably soft voice; holding her in their hands and caring for her, it turned out that her body was so bad that she would even... die at any time?

"But she would risk her life for you...you..." It took Si Lan a long time to spit out incomplete words.I am also a woman, how can I not understand, if I don't love someone deeply, how can I die for him...

"I know what you want to say." Lan Sichen reached out and held her hand tightly, and his thin lips curled up: "We grew up together, and she regarded me as her own brother. What's more... her childhood dream Just to marry Lan Ruixiu. There is nothing between us, and there will be nothing. If it wasn't for saving me, she would have married Lan Ruixiu long ago."

"What does this have to do with her marrying Lan Ruixiu?" Si Lan's eyes were full of doubts.

"Little idiot." Lan Sichen scraped her nose affectionately, and explained to her impatiently in a hoarse voice: "Xin'er's body can't stand any stimulation, not even the most basic duty of a wife." Here, leaving at any time, do you think she would want to be a burden to others under such circumstances?"

Si Lan was awakened by him, thinking of those things, his pale skin was pink, and he withdrew his hand.The clean eyes were filled with loss and heartache, and he closed his eyes and sighed deeply: "But our child...is still gone."

His white fingers tightly grabbed the clothes on his lower abdomen. A child was once conceived here, but it was gone at this moment. He disappeared without a trace, and there was not even a trace of evidence left.Maybe after a long time, even I will doubt whether he has ever appeared.

He owed Qin Xin his life. If he couldn't watch Qin Xin have an accident, could he just watch their child have an accident and ignore it?
There is a thorn in the heart, which will always hurt.

Lan Sichen's sword eyebrows were filled with worry.At this moment, no matter what she said, she couldn't listen to it.Warm fingers cupped her hands and put food on her hands: "Don't hurt your body because you are sad, be obedient."

Si Lan looked at the steaming food, looked up and fell into his deep eyes, tears fell down again. "That's our child, he hasn't come to this world to take a look. How can you sacrifice him? How can I trust you..." How to forgive?
The thing in his hand fell to the ground fiercely, turning the ground into a mess, the hot liquid even splashed on Lan Sichen's hand, and his fair skin quickly turned red...

Lan Sichen's eyes tightened, he hugged her trembling body with both hands, and tightly wrapped her in his arms, his hoarse voice was full of heavy whispers: "I know. I know..."

How do you know?You don't understand at all... How important is this child to me?When I saw you holding her and leaving without hesitation, my heart ached, and you couldn't feel it at all.

Si Lan was crying uncontrollably in his arms, with his hands hanging down on his strong chest, venting the resentment in his heart.This power is nothing to him at all, no matter how much trouble she makes, he hugs her impatiently, his chest is soaked very quickly...

Si Lan was crying and screaming for a long time, but Lan Sichen's quiet and handsome face never showed a trace of impatience, his eyes were full of distress and regret, and he murmured and coaxed her softly from time to time, just like coaxing a child , exhausted all her patience, and continued until she was tired and fell asleep.

……

Si Lan opened his eyes but didn't see Lan Sichen, maybe he went to work, or maybe...to see Qin Xin.

Qin Xin, this name pierced her heart like a knife, it was very painful and uncomfortable.Even if Lan Sichen said that there was really nothing between them, if there was really nothing, would Qin Xin die for him?

Si Lan sat up, bit her lip, because she cried too many times, her eyes were red and swollen like walnuts.Throwing off the quilt, I wanted to pour some water to drink, but my feet hadn't touched the ground yet, and an exclamation came from the door: "Silan, don't move."

Si Lan was stunned, and looked up to see Qin Xin wearing a hospital gown and sitting in a wheelchair, her face was as pale as a dead person's, sickly, nervous, and although her hair had been groomed, it was much less glamorous than usual .The nurse standing behind her helped push the wheelchair.

I didn't expect that she would come to see me!
"Ahem..." Qin Xin coughed a few times, her pale face showed a little pain, when she looked up at Si Lan, tears and deep guilt filled her eyes. "What do you want, drink water? Let the nurse help you. You just had a miscarriage and you are still very weak. Don't get out of bed and have a good rest."

The nurse took the initiative to pour a cup of boiling hot water for her, and gently reminded: "Be careful..."

Si Lan stretched out her hand to hold the cup, the scalding temperature almost threw her hand away, but she didn't let go, she just clenched it harder. This kind of pain was worse than losing a child, or watching Lan Sichen hugging Qin Xin. The pain when leaving is nothing.

Qin Xin looked at her with watery eyes, hesitated to speak, and said in a weak voice: "You go out first, I will call you if something happens."

"Yes, Miss Qin." The nurse pushed her wheelchair closer, turned and left, and closed the door by the way.

Jinxuan arched her legs, held the cup tightly with one hand, avoided her eyes, and didn't know what to say at the moment.blame her?She fell down the stairs and nearly died, but if it wasn't for her, her child would not have died.The engagement banquet, which should have been festive and happy, turned into a farewell for her.

"I know you don't want to see me now, you must be very angry. But I was really worried about you, so I couldn't help but ask the nurse to send me down to see you." Qin Xin opened her mouth, tears fell down, and the pear blossom belt that was crying Yu stared at her guiltily: "I'm sorry, I caused you and Sichen to lose their child. I'm sorry... I'm really sorry."

Si Lan lowered his head to see that his hands were shaking all the time, and the hot water in the cup was rippling, reflecting his pale face, but in just two days, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

"Silan, you can scold me and beat me...it's my fault. I really didn't expect that I would step on the air and roll down the stairs, and hit you, causing you to lose your child. No matter what I say I'm sorry, it's useless..." Qin Xin was choked up and couldn't continue.

Si Lan suddenly glanced at her, his calm eyes looked at her crying uncontrollably, the big teardrops hung crystal clear on her fair skin, arousing pity, if he was a man, he would definitely feel distressed.

"You..." The voice paused for a moment, then raised again with a bit more bitterness: "You love Lan Sichen, don't you!"

Qin Xin's expression froze for a moment, her wet eyelashes were stained with tears and she stopped for an instant, her watery eyes were full of surprise and puzzlement, "Si Lan, did you misunderstand something?"

"Is it a misunderstanding?" A bitter smile appeared on Si Lan's thin lips, and a self-deprecating smile appeared in his eyes: "Although I have never been in love, at least I am also a woman. If I don't love a man deeply, so what Will you be willing to save him instead of your life? He told me everything, you were willing to give up your life to save him back then."

Qin Xin's eyes widened, she looked at her innocently, shook her head, and explained anxiously: "No...it's not like that. You misunderstood, Si Lan...you really misunderstood."

"You love him so much that you can die, why are you with Lan Ruixiu? If..." Si Lan lowered his head, unable to continue speaking sadly.If she hadn't been with Lan Ruixiu but Lan Sichen, maybe she wouldn't have loved him, and wouldn't have had the chance to have such a beautiful dream.

"The person I love is not Sichen!" Qin Xin raised her hoarse voice firmly, sniffing her nose, and said firmly, "The person I love is Lan Ruixiu!"

Si Lan turned his head to meet her watery eyes: "What did you say?"

"The person I love is Lan Ruixiu." Qin Xin repeated again, with a firm attitude, her eyes met Si Lan's questioning eyes, without any sign of evasion or guilt.

"But you..."

"He is Lan Ruixiu's younger brother." Qin Xin interrupted her, the hesitation in his eyes was fleeting, so fast that Si Lan couldn't catch it.Biting my lip: "The four of us grew up together. People all over the world know that the person I love is Lan Ruixiu, and he is Ruixiu's younger brother. I treat him like my own brother. He is in danger, don't I? Can you stand on the sidelines? If it were you, would you just watch something happen to your relatives?"

(End of this chapter)

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