The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 353
The sky outside the window was bright, and the golden sunlight poured in through the glass windows, driving away the haze everywhere in the ward. It should be very warm, but Ke Silan felt helpless and hopeless, boundless darkness and coldness. Unable to warm up.

Life is like a black hole, everything is buried in this black hole, nothing is left, and there is no hope at all.

Si Lan opened his eyes and saw Xu Ningmo who hadn't slept all night, his cold brows couldn't hide the tiredness and worry, and he was holding his hand tightly, which was holding the diary tightly.Her throat was dry and cracked, and she stared at her, speechless for a moment, not knowing where to start.

"It's okay, my baby, it's okay... You see, when the sun comes out, the night will pass." Xu Ningmo said, his deep voice was full of distress, and his eyes turned red.

"Ning Mo, do you want to cry?" Si Lan opened and closed his lips, his voice old and sad.

"Because you don't cry, you are not good, you should cry." Xu Ningmo covered her eyes, the black pupils were dark, dry and lifeless.He was really afraid of her eyes like this, and he would rather she hugged him and cried loudly, complaining to himself about the unfairness of fate and the world, instead of crying like a soulless doll.

Si Lan pulled his hand away, and pressed his warm hand to his cold face, "Ning Mo, don't cry...I don't cry either! I'm fine...really! Look, my fever has subsided , I'll get better..."

"Yes, you'll be fine. Because you're Slan, you're Scorpio, and you're brave. It's just that your bravery is a cruelty to me. I miss you so much that I hold you and cry, and I think you're very You need me very much, and my existence is extremely important to you."

A desolate smile appeared on Si Lan's lips, "Even if I don't hug you and cry or fight with you, it doesn't mean that you are not important, or that I don't need you, you know that, right!"

"I don't know." Xu Ningmo said calmly.

"you know."

"I do not know."

Si Lan sighed, "Ning Mo, I'm really not in the mood to confess my love to you right now."

"Then let me confess to you first." He bowed his head and lightly kissed her forehead, his hoarse voice was filled with endless tenderness and nostalgia, "Silan, my baby, I like you, I love you, I need your existence. No matter whose daughter you are, no matter whose blood flows in your body, you are my silly child, you are my baby, my treasure. No matter who you are, please be with me I'm in love, okay?"

A light and pampering kiss fell on her eyebrows, and the warm breath he exhaled was his unique breath.

With tears in her eyes, she nodded, "Mr. Xu, I'm glad you can confess your love to me!"

After you know whose daughter I am, after you know what kind of blood flows in my body, when I dislike myself, you don't dislike me, dare to fall in love with me.

His fingertips gently brushed her outline, and his lips leaned on a shallow smile, glad that he was needed by her.

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Ji Fengwen broke in and said impatiently, "Qin Xin is about to give birth, the doctor in the delivery room said she might..."

Before he finished speaking, his eyes fell on Si Lan who was awake, "Si Lan...you are awake."

Si Lan nodded invisibly, "Qin Xin... is she... dangerous?"

"The doctor said she might not last long...she wants to see you."

Si Lan lowered her eyes, why did Qin Xin want to see her at this moment.I have nothing to say to her.

Xu Ningmo said, "I'll go."

When he got up, Si Lan held his hand, "I'll go. Let's see what she wants to say to me."

"Your fever didn't go away, and the doctor said you need a good rest."

Si Lan forced himself to sit up, without any strength in his body. Every breath seemed to take a lot of effort, his eyelids were heavy, and his mind was dizzy. He stared at him, "She is always my sister. ..."

Xu Ningmo couldn't bear her begging look at him, and said softly, "I'll carry you over."

Si Lan and Xu Ningmo put on isolation gowns and walked into the delivery room under the leadership of the nurse. Qin Xin was lying on the operating table dying. The doctor was performing a caesarean section on her with local anesthesia. Feeling the feeling of the doctor cutting a knife on my belly, it doesn't hurt so much, I just feel it.

Maybe it's no different from her now whether it hurts or not.

His face is yellow and thin, his spirit is very poor, his hair is disheveled, he may be in pain or tense, his forehead is covered with crystal beads of sweat, rolling down along the outline...

When she saw Si Lan, she bit her lip and said in a faint voice, "You're here..."

Si Lan didn't have any strength at all, and leaned against Xu Ningmo's body. If Xu Ningmo hadn't held her and supported her, she would have fallen to the ground at this moment, like a puddle of mud.

"What do you want to tell me?" Si Lan spoke with difficulty, never expecting them to speak so calmly in such an environment.

Qin Xin blinked her eyes, and seemed to gather her strength to speak, "Si Lan, I can't hold on anymore... I know I can't pass this test! The child is growing up in my stomach day by day, and everything about me is given to me. Killed her... I know, she will kill me, but I still want her to come into this world alive..."

Si Lan didn't speak, but glanced at the doctor. The doctor gave her a positive look. Qin Xin's body was exhausted, and it was already a miracle that she could survive until this child was born.

Qin Xin stretched out her thin and lonely fingers, trying to grab Si Lan's hand with all her strength, and she was able to hold Si Lan's hand within a short distance, but she had no strength... her fingers froze in mid-air , Qin Xin stared at her longingly, "Si Lan, I killed two of your children back and forth... Now, how about I give you one back?"

Si Lan was taken aback, suspecting that he had heard wrong.

"I wanted to entrust her to Yun Sheng, but... I was afraid that He Lianze would not like her and treat her badly... Later, I wanted to send her to the orphanage, but I was afraid... I was afraid that she would not be there. You taught her well. After that, you saved her life... I don't think there is anyone in this world who is more suitable to take care of her than you..."

"Qin Xin!" Si Lan's feeble voice interrupted her coldly, with disbelief flowing in his eyes, "Don't think of me as great! I'm not the Holy Mother. What you did in the past is enough to make me hate you. You hate me so much that I can’t kill you ten times! Why do you give your daughter to me now! You killed my child and asked me to take care of your daughter. It’s absurd, absurd, and a big joke .”

"Si Lan..." Qin Xin was stunned for a moment, looking at her with dull eyes, helpless and desperate, her fingers slowly drooping down, "but apart from you... I really don't know how to hand her over to you." to whom……"

"Seeing that we have the same blood flowing on our bodies, and seeing her as an innocent life, is it okay? Or do I have to beg you... beg you..."

"Even if you beg me, I won't do it!" She replied resolutely, she would not hug a child she once hated, and torture herself day and night, unless she went crazy.

Qin Xin's eyes were even more hollow, her anger was like gossamer, she seemed to have nothing, "Si Lan... raise her... people around you leave you one by one... she won't... she will stay with you... "

Si Lan was startled, staring at her deeply, unable to speak.

People around me leave me one by one, this sentence is absolutely true.

"I hate you. I hate that your existence made me lose Sichen. I hate you. I have nothing, but I can make so many people willingly defend you. I envy you, I envy you... But then I knew I was going to die Only then did I suddenly realize that you are actually more pitiful than me..."

"You came back from the dead and sent away Tang Yuxuan, Ye Haoyu, Lan Sichen, and your own sister alive, and now even my sister who has the same blood as you is leaving ... Si Lan, living is the most painful thing."

Si Lan subconsciously bit his lip, unaware of the smell of blood in his cavity.

Qin Xin's words pierced her heart like a knife.

The child was taken out, and the sound of the doctor cutting the umbilical cord with scissors echoed in everyone's ears. Si Lan saw the crumpled and blood-stained child with his facial features crowded together and blurred, his eyes tightly closed, and he was still looking at the child. Don't know the world.

The nurse slapped the child on the buttocks, and the child let out a heart-piercing cry, as if trying to break through the shackles of darkness; the nurse will show the child to Qin Xin, "It's a girl..."

The moment Qin Xin saw the child, the tears locked in her eyes could no longer hold back, her voice trembling, "My child...my child..."

It is worthwhile to exchange for a new life with my crippled voice.

Some people have said that death breeds life, so that's what it means.

The nurse carried the baby to take a bath, and the doctor was sewing up Qin Xin.The whole production room was quiet and dull, so depressing that people couldn't breathe... Qin Xin closed her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

Xu Ningmo went out with Si Lan in his arms, and waited outside for half an hour. Si Lan couldn't help asking the doctor who came out, "Is she really running out of time?"

The doctor nodded: "She can last at most one day. If you have anything to say, you can tell her when she wakes up...Treasure the last time! She is an amazing mother!"

Hearing such words at the moment, Si Lan didn't think it was ironic.Qin Xin is not alone. She is selfish and driven by interests. She will do anything to get what she wants, hurt others, and never repent. But for this child, she really changed a lot...

She is sorry to the whole world, but the only person who is not sorry is her daughter.

Qin Xin was transferred to an ordinary ward, and the baby was still placed in the oxygen box in the baby room. Because Qin Xin's health was very poor, she almost miscarried again and again during her pregnancy. Although the child was born at full term, her body was still very weak. , less than five hours after birth, he started to have a fever, and the situation was very dangerous.

Si Lan was sitting by the hospital bed holding Dean Chen's diary in his hands, and kept staring at Qin Xin.Xu Ningmo wanted to coax her to eat something, but Si Lan couldn't take any more after taking a few mouthfuls, and stared intently at the dying person lying in front of him.It's too ridiculous to talk about hatred in the face of a dying person.

Xu Ningmo went out to throw things.Qin Xin woke up and saw Si Lan, her eyes were full of gratitude, at least when she was about to die, she was not alone, and there was someone by her side, even if this person was the person she hated the most.

"Can you tell me about... your mother?"

Si Lan spoke in a hoarse voice, a little lacking in confidence, a little eager, hoping she could talk.

Qin Xin didn't know why she wanted to know about her mommy. After a moment of silence, she said in a hoarse voice: "My mommy... I don't know what to say! She and my daddy don't have a good relationship. I know. Daddy has other women outside, she doesn't care; she has a pretty face outside, Daddy knows but doesn't care... But I know that she always secretly sheds tears in front of a photo, although I don't know the photo What is it... Maybe it's the person she really loves... She has a lot of secrets, but she never tells me... She looks like she loves me, but I know she doesn't like me, no matter how good she is to me No matter how much you care about me, you don't really like me..."

(End of this chapter)