The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 371 Do You Understand
"No one forbids you to think! You don't need to think about who you love. If you like Xu Ningmo, I am Xu Ningmo. If you love Lan Sichen, I am Lan Sichen... I don't care anymore Who are you! Who do you need, I am who..."

Your needs are the meaning of my existence.

Si Lan's arms hanging on both sides of his body trembled slightly, he bit his lip, his jaw fell on his shoulder, and he saw thick dark clouds in his tearful eyes, a gloomy scene.It seems that I have exhausted all my strength, as if someone is watching me from the other side of the dark cloud...

"Lan Sichen, I really don't hate you...but I don't have the courage...I really don't have the courage..."

Because the previous hurt was too great for me, I couldn't accept the truth that I loved you from the beginning to the end, I couldn't accept that I fell in love with you again...

I don't have the courage to think about you, I don't have the courage to look back to you...

do you understand?

Lan Sichen tightened the strength of his fingertips, and his hoarse voice was full of sentimentality, "I know it! Asi... I know it all! But is it okay to treat me like Xu Ningmo?"

"Treat me as Xu Ningmo and let me stay by your side for the rest of your life, isn't that even okay?"

"Ning Mo is dead." Si Lan didn't want to admit it anymore, but he had to admit that Ning Mo had really left him. Lan Sichen and Ning Mo were different.

"Stupid child..." Lan Sichen let go of her, held her cheeks in both hands, and said seriously, "Xu Ningmo said that he won't die... because you have successfully turned me into him."

Like him, he loves you without complaint or regret, giving without expecting anything in return, and just wants to make you happy and joyful.

Si Lan was taken aback for a moment, tears welled up from his eyes again.Two months ago, I seemed to have cried all the tears I would cry in my life, but I didn't expect to cry uncontrollably like this today.

I was really terrified just now...

Lan Sichen's fiery eyes stared at her tightly, and he couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed her eyes. The gentle, delicate kiss fell and dried all the tears on her cheeks, wanting to kiss away all her sadness and sadness.

Seeing that they were all right, the director sent the two children back.Although I don't know what happened between them, it can be seen that they have each other in their hearts, and the young people's affairs are left to the young people to solve by themselves.

Si Lan took Lan Sichen to the place he rented.

The house is very simple, with a bed, a desk, and a small bookshelf containing some elementary school textbooks.The bathroom is even smaller and there is no place for one person to stand.

Si Lan asked him to go in and take a hot bath first. Since he didn't have any clothes for him to wear, he had to take his own bathrobe and let him wrap it up first.

Lan Sichen came out of the house, Si Lan was cooking porridge on the gas stove, and when he turned around to see him wearing a bathrobe, it was funny that his hands and feet were missing.Her hair was still dripping with water, and she pointed to the yard, "There are towels, take them yourself."

Her purple hair is coiled up, her upper body is an ordinary T-shirt, her lower body is a light-colored long skirt, and she is wearing slippers. Standing in the small kitchen, she looks like a housewife in an ordinary house.His eyes reluctantly moved away from her body, and he went to the yard to wipe his hair with a towel.

The thick dark clouds were pushed away, and the golden sunlight shone down, giving people a warm feeling; there was a rattan chair in the yard, which was woven by hand.It was Si Lan who made up lessons for the children before, and the parents thanked her and specially wove it by hand.In his spare time, Si Lan would lie on it and bask in the sun.

When Si Lan came out, he saw Lan Sichen lying on the rattan chair with a peaceful expression on his face. The sun shining on his body seemed to coat him with a layer of gold.The eyelashes covering the eyes were thick and long, and the water droplets from the hair dripped on the bathrobe, and the water droplets shone brightly.

She walked over on tiptoe, and just sat down on the stool next to her. When Lan Sichen realized that she was about to open her eyes, Si Lan's hand gently covered his eyes, "Don't open your eyes for now, just lie down like this."

Lan Sichen didn't know what she wanted to do, she felt a little nervous, and lay down on the rattan chair holding her breath.There is the cool touch of her fingertips on her face...

If you are unsure of your heart, imagine what it would be like for this person to die in front of you!
Xu Bunuan's words came to my ears again...

Si Lan looked at him quietly, thinking that the person in front of him is dead now, without breathing, without body temperature, and will never open his eyes...

A coldness surged from the soles of the feet to the top of the head, that kind of coldness seemed to seep into the bones, and it hurt sharply.

Although the sun surrounded him, he couldn't feel any warmth.

Si Lan's held breath suddenly collapsed, he put down his hands, his eyes were inexplicably red, and he lowered his head not to look at him.

Lan Sichen waited for a long time without any movement, and opened her eyes cautiously to look at her. She lowered her head and couldn't see her expression clearly, but saw that there was an indelible haze on her outline.

"Ace..." The hoarse voice hesitated to speak.

Si Lan looked up at him, his watery eyes were bright and penetrating, his lips opened and closed, and he said softly, "Lan Sichen, promise me one thing."

"Ah."

"Don't die in front of me, you have to live longer than me, at least help me collect my body and bury me." Si Lan's serious expression did not show any sign of joking.

Lan Sichen's complicated black eyes stared at her for a long time, and finally he just uttered a word, "Okay."

Si Lan seemed to let go of a worry, and his expression relaxed, "You can't make mistakes when you promise me, you know?"

"it is good."

"What if you die in front of me?" Silan asked.

Lan Sichen lowered his eyes for a while, and after a long silence, he said in a deep voice, "I will find a way to make you die before me."

Si Lan lowered his head, the corners of his mouth curled up a bit, he couldn't tell whether it was ridicule or self-deprecating.Looking up at him, "Lan Sichen, give me some more time. I can't get over that hurdle in my heart right now."

"Okay." Lan Sichen agreed to her without hesitation.No matter how long she needs, she can wait. "Let me tell you a story."

Si Lan nodded, opened his eyes wide, and listened carefully to the story he was about to tell.

"Once upon a time there was a little spider who found himself in love with a butterfly..."

Lan Sichen's voice paused, and she looked at Si Lan. She didn't respond, but just looked at the green ivy on the wall of the yard.

"This little spider doesn't understand how it can fall in love with a spider, but it just thinks that butterflies are very beautiful. They can fly, and they always hide in the petals of flowers when they eat. Everything is more elegant than itself. It can't help it. In love with butterflies."

"But the butterfly was flying around, and the little spider wanted to express its love, but it didn't know how to tell the butterfly. One day, when the little spider was weaving its web, it rained, and the raindrops hanging on the spider's web formed a wonderful pattern. As if taught by the raindrops, the little spider changed the steps of weaving the web, slowing down, sometimes turning unnaturally, and sometimes tearing down the already woven patterns and reweaving them."

"Other spiders laughed at it when they saw it like this, thinking that it had become a fool. It took the little spider three days to weave the web that could have been woven in an hour. It turned out that the spider dedicated it to the butterfly. A line of love is woven into its web."

"The butterflies passing by were very surprised and told the beloved butterfly one after another. This has never happened before, and the loved butterfly felt honored. Fly to this spider web to watch it in person. When it read the spider web by itself When reading verses on the web, it was deeply moved, slowed down the speed of flapping its wings, and landed gently on this spider web that exists because of it."

"Although it is impossible for me to accept your love, I still thank you for loving me so much. After the butterfly hugged the little spider, it was ready to fly back to the place where it lived. The little spider understood that all this was its own unrequited love and delusion. It is very satisfying to get a hug from a butterfly. With tears in its eyes, it bids farewell to the butterfly it loves."

"At this time, something happened that neither of us expected. The butterfly was stuck in the spider web and couldn't flap its wings at all. The little spider hurried forward to help, but its hands only knew how to wrap the spider silk, but didn't know how to untie it. Butterflies are more entangled and less likely to leave the web."

"The sun went down quickly, and when the sun rose again, the dead butterfly hung on the poem of love weaved for it. The insects around watched this scene silently, unable to understand how love could be lead to this result."

"I can't understand how love can cause such a result." Silan read the last sentence in a daze.

Lan Sichen's deep eyes were shining with endless soft light, "Do you think it is the fault of the little spider, or the fault of the butterfly? Or is it the fault of love?"

Is the little spider wrong?It works so hard to weave a spider web to express its love, just to let the butterfly know its love for it.

Was the butterfly wrong?She just wanted to thank the spider who loved her so much...

Is love wrong?
Love is originally two people holding love and hurting each other.

Love, how could this be.

"Come back with me." Lan Sichen held her hand, his eyes flickering, "Many people are worried about you."

Si Lan hesitated for a long time, then nodded slowly, "Okay."

It's very good here, I like it very much, but after all, I don't belong to this kind of peace.Hengzhe still needs her, and each of those friends is worried about themselves.Dodging like this is an irresponsible behavior.

Go back and bravely face the unknown future.

Lan Sichen ate the porridge cooked in the Si Lan casserole, which was very delicious.After eating, he was responsible for washing the dishes and packing things; Si Lan changed his clothes and was going to bid farewell to the director and those who had taken care of him, and the children who liked him.Tomorrow, I will go back with Lan Sichen.

When I arrived at the office, the director was sorting out the information of some patients who needed special care.When he saw Si Lan, he was not surprised, and greeted her casually, as always.

"Director, I..."

The director raised his hand to stop her from speaking, and said with a smile: "I understand! In fact, I knew early on that you would not stay here for long, and you would have to leave sooner or later! Mr. Xu is really good to you."

Silan looked at him puzzled.It seems that this is not the first time he has met Lan Sichen.

"Actually, I happened to pass by that day and brought you here with me. But Mr. Xu came over the second day you came here. He found me secretly and gave me a sum of money to take good care of you. He funded The medical community has improved our medical facilities here, and he gave me a sum of money to fund the schools here this time. He didn't say it clearly, but I know that everything he did was for you. He didn't even let me tell you……"

It turned out that the people here took such good care of themselves because of Lan Sichen.

He already knew he was here.

The director stood up and patted her on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Although I don't know what happened between you, it is inevitable for young people to make mistakes. The most precious thing is to correct when you know your mistakes. Some people should cherish the time Cherish it well, once you miss it, you will regret it for the rest of your life."

(End of this chapter)