The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 468 I Don't Love You
Seeing his expression, Lin Jiu already knew it in his heart. His desolate expression did not change, but he just looked at him with wide eyes and emptiness, as if he was talking to himself, "Son, you can't stay, can you!"

The doctor sighed softly and handed her the report, "I tried my best, but I couldn't find the gestational sac, so it was determined to be an ectopic pregnancy."

His words directly sent Lin Jiu to hell, forever... never again...

For a moment, her heart was pierced like a knife, and the severe pain almost made her faint; her fingers pinched the sofa tightly, and she pretended to be calm: "What will happen if I don't take it?"

"In about four months, you will bleed profusely, the baby will still be unsafe, and your life may still be in danger." The doctor answered her frankly. He had encountered such cases a lot before, and in the end there was only one result: take the baby away and keep the adults safe. . "I advise you to get rid of the child as soon as possible, which is better for your body. After you take care of your body, you can still conceive again."

"How likely is it?" Lin Jiu raised his head suddenly, as if he was about to dissect him.

"This..." The doctor hesitated for a while, his face was puzzled: "40.00%."

Heh, not even half the chance.Lin Jiu's face was pale, haggard, and so thin that she seemed about to faint at any moment...

"Miss Lin..."

Lin Jiu took a deep breath, resisted the angina, took out his identity from his bag with trembling fingers and handed it to him, "Arrange the operation for me immediately..."

Since I can't keep it no matter what, I might as well give up all the time, because if I procrastinate for one more day, I will feel more reluctant.

The doctor nodded: "Okay, I'll arrange it for you right away!"

When he reached out to take the ID card, Lin Jiu held the ID card in one hand, and tightly covered his stomach with the other hand. He couldn't bear to let go of the hand holding the ID card...

Countless times, she secretly wished in her heart that this child was lucky, that he could come to this world, but she never expected...

The doctor tried hard to get the ID card, but Lin Jiu didn't know where the strength came from, but he didn't let go, his eyes were full of reluctance...

This is her child, how can she really say no to it...

The doctor sighed, and said in a helpless tone, "Miss Lin..."

The strength of the fingertips was lost little by little, the water in the eyes was misty, and there was no expression, but the lips were tightly pressed.In the doctor's helpless and affirmative eyes, the stiff arm drooped slumped, drawing a lonely arc in mid-air, and finally placed it lonely beside him.

"Miss Lin, wait a moment. I'll make arrangements for you right away..." The doctor didn't say much comforting words. At this moment, no words could warm her heart.

Lin Jiu sat on the sofa blankly, only feeling dizzy, the scene in front of him was gradually blurred, it seemed that something flowed from his eyes, covered his cheeks warmly, and when it touched the corner of his mouth, there was bitterness.

Wiping the corners of his mouth with numb fingers, he found hot and humid liquid, and then realized that he didn't know when he was crying.

It was very cold around, and my body couldn't help shivering. The chill came up from the soles of my feet and spread throughout my body. Every cell, no matter how warm the sun fell on my body, I still felt cold.

The thin, cicada-winged eyelashes were wet with tears, trembling lightly, casting a melancholy light and shadow, no one knew whether they should be happy at this moment, even if they were sad, it was just him alone.

"Miss Lin, it's all right...please follow me to the operating room."

The doctor came in again.

Lin Jiu didn't know how she walked into the operating room, let alone what the doctor was talking about. Lying on the cold operating table, the light shone on her cheeks. The strong light made her unable to open her eyes and squinted. I vaguely saw the doctor opening and closing his mouth, as if he was saying something, but he couldn't hear the slightest sound.

"I asked the nurse to prepare anesthesia for you. You just sleep for a while, and you'll be fine when you wake up." The doctor gently patted her on the shoulder, trying to make her relax.

Because her expression was too numb, her eyes were empty as if she had no soul, no matter what others said, she couldn't hear her.It's as if a person is thrown in a beautiful, transparent but cold glass room. They can clearly see each other, but they can't hear what others are saying.

The nurse prepared the anesthetic, and when she was about to inject Lin Jiu, Lin Jiu stood up abruptly and grabbed the nurse's wrist. Somehow the strength came from, and it was so big that it was about to crush the nurse's bones.

"Ah! It hurts! Let me go... let me go..." the nurse screamed in pain.

The doctor was surprised, "Miss Lin, what are you doing? Lie down..."

"I can't take him away..." Lin Jiu said blankly, as if speaking to a doctor, more like speaking to herself.

"Miss Lin, you must undergo surgery as soon as possible, so that you can keep your fallopian tubes, and then you can..."

"If you are destined to die, at least let me die with him and let him die in my body." Lin Jiu roared madly, pushed the nurse away, got out of bed and grabbed his bag, ID card, surgery Agree to stuff it into your bag with a single mind.

"Miss Lin...you can't go...it's too dangerous for you to do so."

Doctors and nurses tried to stop her, but she couldn't listen to anything, and no one or anything could stop her determination.

Lin Jiu pushed them away, stumbled out, rushed to the parking lot, and immediately got into the car to leave this cold and hopeless place.

She couldn't do it, she couldn't kill her own child with her own hands.

This is her and Ling Jiuyue's child.

Tears overflowed on his pale cheeks, he held the steering wheel tightly with his hands, he had already stepped on the accelerator, and he was speeding crazily on the road, frightening the passing vehicles.

No one could tell, no one could tell her what else to do, at this moment.

The car stopped, Lin Jiu grabbed the bag and hurried home, opened the door, the bag was placed on the shoe cabinet, it was not stable, fell directly on the ground, and the things spilled all over the floor, she ignored it, ran directly to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and held it in her hands Wash your face with water, wash away the tears on that face, wash away the despair and helplessness on that face...

Lin Jiu, who was silent in grief, didn't notice that there was a figure in the silent house. He walked to the entrance silently, bent down to pick up the things on the ground, and took the operation consent form with his fingertips to see the signature. , the beautiful word "Lin Jiu" came into view, and the whole person froze...

Standing in front of the mirror, Lin Jiu looked at the person in the mirror, no longer calm and calm, her cheeks were covered with water stains, and she wiped off the water drops with a towel.Thinking of running out secretly, Si Lan and the others must be very worried at this moment, and they should call them back.

Turning around and walking out of the bathroom, she was startled when she saw the figure standing at the entrance...

"Jiuyue..." Lin Jiu couldn't help but speak out, his words stopped abruptly when his eyes fell on the list in his hand, and his face suddenly changed.

How could Ling Jiuyue, who was supposed to be still in Lin City, come back suddenly, holding in her hand the surgical order for her abortion...

He, got it.

He knew it all.

Lin Jiu's eyes were foggy, looking at him, not knowing what to say, even if the child is in his body, sooner or later, it will be a matter of time to leave...

Ling Jiuyue's expression was unusually calm, her fingers were tightly pinching the surgical drape, her veins were faintly visible, and the corners of her mouth curled into a smile that was not a smile; when she looked at her, her eyes were uncertain.

"You still don't want him after all."

Lin Jiu pursed her lips and wanted to speak, but a thousand words came to her lips but she couldn't utter a single word.His reaction was so calm that it made Lin Jiu's heart tremble...

His fair and slender fingers had distinct bones. He calmly folded the surgical sheet into a paper airplane and let it go in front of Lin Jiu. His voice was as calm as ever, "It turns out that no matter how hard I try, I will let you conceive my child." It's useless. Because you never thought of having a child with me from the very beginning. But, I'm curious... Since you are willing to marry me, why don't you want to have a child? The reason is Liang Moge, or You didn't even think about spending the rest of your life with me."

"As long as you don't have children, you can leave whenever you want; once you have children, you are bound for this life? Huh?"

This is Ling Jiuyue, no matter how angry he is, he can always speak in the calmest tone and attitude, as if everything is none of his business.

No, it's not like this... Lin Jiu shouted crazily in her heart. She said that when she married him, she never thought about divorcing him, never thinking about being with someone else, so why would she not want to have a baby for him.

The paper airplane made a bend in mid-air, but finally landed lightly at Lin Jiu's feet...

"I'm really curious, if you really don't want to have a baby, I won't force you; why do you promise me, but secretly take contraceptive pills behind my back? I never force you to do anything, do you? You would rather spoil My own body is unwilling to tell me the truth, why is that?"

Lin Jiu's sad eyes froze for a moment, and she subconsciously said, "You knew I was taking traditional Chinese medicine?"

Although I didn't tell Ling Jiuyue specifically about taking the Chinese medicine, I didn't deliberately hide it from him, but I didn't expect him to know it a long time ago, but he didn't say a word...

The doctor's words flashed through his mind, his misty eyes were filled with disbelief, and he looked at him in disbelief, "You knew it earlier, you deliberately changed my traditional Chinese medicine."

"Yes." Ling Jiuyue bluntly admitted what she had done, "It's just that I didn't expect that you would rather ruin your body than keep him."

"Heh..." Lin Jiu sneered inexplicably, pinching the corner of his clothes tightly with his fingers, looking at this handsome man, he smiled half a smile, but his heart ached uncontrollably.

Ling Jiuyue didn't understand what she was laughing at, her handsome brows frowned, and she continued to speak calmly: "I'll give you time to see your heart clearly, is this how you see clearly?"

Lin Jiu faced him with a calm expression, the tears welling up in his eyes were forced back alive, his throat seemed to be stuck by a needle, it hurt so badly, it seemed so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.It took all the strength of my body, as if I was muttering to myself, the voice was so calm and sad.

"Ling Jiuyue, you have always taught me to trust you, but it turns out...it turns out that you never believed me from the beginning to the end."

Ling Jiuyue's eyes were complex, and she took a step forward, trying to grab Lin Jiushi, but she didn't expect that she would back away, and quickly dodged his hand, leaving him in the air.

Lin Jiu looked at him, and suddenly realized that he had never really understood him. Even though he slept in the same bed every night, even if he was lingering every night, he never thought that he never believed in him.

"You never believed me...never." If so, how do you think I don't want your child? If so, how can you forget what I said, I never thought of getting a divorce when I married you , I clearly said.

(End of this chapter)