The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 561 You are crazy
It's like the relationship between me and her, which has remained unchanged for many years at the first encounter, neither far nor near, friends but not friends.

There are beautiful landscape paintings printed on the book, and the title of the book is impressively printed: If you are not a prince, you will not marry, and your years will be wasted
What you never knew, I love you.

You never know, non-Qing do not marry.

Silan, you never knew that I was by your side.

The first time I saw her, I knew she was the best tool to help me destroy the Lan family. To use her, I had to train her first, which was much easier than I imagined.

In my eyes, she is not considered beautiful, not as sexy as Lin Jiu, nor as bright as Lin Jiu, and her teenage face is still a little green, but the more I look at her, the more I can't take my eyes off her. Move away.

I am trying my best to restrain the emotions that are about to move in my heart.I'm just an Avenger, how can an Avenger have feelings?
I watched her stumble all the way, watched her suffer from insomnia all night, watched her not consider herself as a human being, and almost pushed her limits to the extreme in order to learn.

Being cruel to others is not cruel, but being cruel to yourself is the real cruelty.

I think I was attracted to her.

I told Keqin, we divorced.

Keqin was making coffee at that time, the hand that was pouring the coffee shook, and the boiling hot coffee spilled on her fair skin, she was indifferent.

I turned a blind eye.

"Why?" she asked.

"I want...to protect her cleanly." When I said this, I couldn't help feeling ridiculous.

At first I just wanted to use her, and even lied to her that I grew up in Florence, I couldn't speak Chinese, and I deliberately spoke broken Chinese, she didn't even suspect it.

But now I actually want to make myself clean to protect her, which is ridiculous.

Keqin put down the coffee pot and looked at me intently, "She's just a stupid woman who has been played with by men!"

"The stupid woman you said was played by a man is now carefully collected by me." I said with a smile, but there was a coldness in my eyes.

I don't like other people humiliating her like this, not even Keqin who treats me extremely well.

"Sign the divorce agreement as soon as possible." As I said that, I turned around to leave, but Keqin hugged me fiercely from behind, I didn't push her away, and looked down at her hot red skin, without any distressing feeling.

However, as soon as I saw her, my heart ached to death.

It turns out that this is the difference between likes and dislikes.

I like Si Lan, I want to guard her and even redeem her, but I understand from the beginning to the end that her salvation is not me, not myself, but the man named Lan Sichen in Lan's family that I want to destroy with all my heart .

When I met Lan Sichen, there was no swords drawn, no confrontation, because in his heart, he knew that he had lost; and in my heart, I knew that I had lost.

We all lost to a woman named Silan.

She helped me destroy the Lan family, and I saved Lin Jiu, Helianze, and others she cared about for her.

The price is - my life.

What can you do in half a year?I've been thinking about this for a while.

Can I make her happier in half a year, can I pave a smooth road for her in half a year without deception, without darkness, and without calculation and harm.

My eternity only has half a year left.

I can only leave it to my girl to see my heart clearly.

Is the person in her heart that doesn't belong to her called Lan Sichen or Xu Ningmo?

All that remains is to find someone who can replace me, redeem her, protect her, take care of her, and save her half her life from wandering, half her life from pain, and half her life from pain and suffering.

I pretended to go to South Korea to perform a mission, but in fact I was just waiting to die.

I love her, so I can't bear to die by her side.

On the days when I slept with her, I always had a dream, dreaming that I was sleeping next to her, dying in my sleep, covered in blood, and she woke up beside me, crying uncontrollably.

I don't want this dream to come true, to leave and be the only thing I can do for her.

Lan Sichen didn't die, I asked Keqin to save him, and hid him in South Korea for secret treatment. His life was saved, but his face was ruined.

The face that somewhat resembled mine was beyond recognition.

He asked me why I saved him, why not just let him die.

Sitting in a wheelchair, I sneered: Lan Sichen, you made my girl like that, what right do you have to mention dead words?

Sure enough, Si Lan is his fatal weakness, and he is the best pawn to use if he grasps his guilt towards Si Lan.

In the beginning, I could easily communicate with my blue phone and video, but it didn’t take long for my body to deteriorate, and I often fell into a coma and bleed...

Finally I have to say, break up, let her not wait for me.

Keqin said, since Lan Sichen is already dead in this world, why not let Xu Ningmo live?
Turning the dead Lan Sichen into a living Xu Ningmo is a good proposal.

Lan Sichen has no reason to live anymore, but Xu Ningmo is still eager to live, eager to redeem my Lan.

I said, Lan Sichen, live well for me, treat her well, no matter whether you love her or atone for sin, I want you to be her slave for the rest of your life, living and dying for her.

Whether it is selfish or cruel, for my blue, I am willing to be a heinous demon who can only go to hell.

Lan Sichen didn't speak for a long time, his blue eyes almost similar to mine stared out of the window, after a long time, he whispered "Okay."

After intensive surgery, Lan Sichen's face turned into Xu Ningmo's, and my body became weaker and weaker, but now I can't fall down.

After the operation, Keqin and I will tell Lan Sichen everything, whether it is my life experience, hobbies, emotions, or even every word we said to Si Lan, every scar on my body, he must have .

During this period, I don't know how many times I passed out and how many times I went to the emergency room, but every time I was thinking, Lan Sichen still can't do Xu Ningmo well, my Lan hasn't been happy yet, I have to hold on , Do a little more for her, even if it's just a little bit.

Lan Sichen asked, is it because of Aisi, or is it because you want to make up for using her before?
I don't answer the question, are you willing to give up everything about yourself, including your soul, do you love my blue or atone for your previous sins?

He didn't get the answers he wanted and I didn't get the answers I wanted.

Perhaps, we all understand in our hearts.

What he fell in love with was Scorpio trained by me, but what I fell in love with was not just myself in the mirror.

Si Lan is a mirror for me, we both hate the Lan family, struggle in hell, and finally give up struggling.She is like the white hair on my head. Although it hurts to pull it out, it has to be pulled out.

After all, Lan Sichen turned into Xu Ningmo. He was somewhat similar to me, and he was shaped like me. The scars on his body were even in the same position. I taught him my speaking speed, ending sound, and preferences; I found a voice for him and taught him to imitate my voice. Finally, he became more and more like me. Sometimes when I looked at him, I felt like I was looking in a mirror.

When he finally became me, I finally couldn't get out of bed, and fell into a coma all day long, with very little time to wake up in a day.Even when he wakes up, his consciousness is still blurred, and occasionally he mistakes Keqin for Silan.

I know, I want to see her so much.

That morning, the eastern morning glow filled the sky, Hongyan lost blood, my spirit suddenly became very good, and I could sit in a wheelchair by myself and watch the sunrise from the window.

A person's life will come to an end as he walks.

In the dazzling sunlight, I seem to see my Lan smiling at me. If I wasn’t Xu Ningmo and she wasn’t Si Lan in the beginning, would we be just the two most ordinary of the billions of people? The encounter, the ordinary love, the ordinary to the old.

In this life, we have never loved anyone we want to love.

My blue, if there is an afterlife, I wish the blue bird, you are a fish, hovering over you for life and life, guarding the huge ocean, guarding you.

When the sun rose that morning, it was shining brightly, and that gentle man slept forever in darkness.

When Keqin returned to the ward, he was the first person to notice him leaving. He didn't cry, and he didn't shed a single tear from the beginning to the end. He was so calm that he was almost cold-blooded.

She arranged for Xu Ningmo's body to be cremated, erased all information about his case, and erased traces of Lan Sichen, leaving only a brand new Xu Ningmo alive in this world.

Xu Ningmo's last wish was to bury his ashes in Florence. He didn't need a tombstone or a name, and let him stay quietly in the place where he and Si Lan first met.

It was the first time that Keqin went against his will. Before going to Florence, she brought Xu Ningmo's ashes back to Silan's city, stood downstairs in the company, and watched her from afar.

Holding the urn in his arms, he gently stroked the cold box with his fingers, "Ning Mo, have you seen it?"

"That's the woman you love the most. Don't you want to see her for the last time? I brought her to see you, so you won't have any regrets anymore?"

Si Lan walked out of the company in a bad mood, and he didn't realize that someone was looking at him from afar, with such affection and longing...

Si Lan's car slid by, but Keqin looked down at the tight wooden box in his arms, with a wry smile on the corner of his mouth——

Ning Mo, your death fulfilled her and Lan Sichen, but who will fulfill you and me?

Afterwards, Keqin returned to Florence with Ning Mo's betrayal, and placed his ashes in the back garden of the house where he and Si Lan first met.

I bought a cemetery in the cemetery, and erected an unnamed tombstone, where I will be alone forever, no one to visit, no one to pay attention to.

So what about Ning Mo and Ai Silan?
So what if Si Lan is grateful to Ning Mo?
It is impossible for them to meet again in this life, life after life.

Si Lan, the biggest punishment for taking Ning Mo away from me is to make you never see Ning Mo, even his ashes.

Ning Mo, my deepest and deepest love for you is to take revenge on the woman you love the most, who will never be able to see you.

After many years, the words were finally engraved on the lonely tombstone:
——The tomb of Xia Keqin.

Never married, never love anyone again, most will stay in the scenery he once loved, looking at each other and forgetting each other.

Ning Mo, you who love Si Lan, have you ever thought about how I, who loves you, should face the living Lan Sichen?

Love and hate, no one can tell in the end.

Those dark to obscure years finally passed away.

The stories that belong to us, good, bad, or neither, have finally come to an end.

BJ's winter and summer rarely have a spring in the middle, the willows are full of shade, the sky is high and the clouds are light, and even the wind is refreshing.

(End of this chapter)