The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 596 He's Gone 1
Mingzhu occasionally goes to some parties for the blind. Although she doesn't talk much, she often listens to others and has a faint smile on her face.

The perverse and sharp temper gradually became milder and no longer so extreme, making everyone around her happy for her change, but her attitude towards Xi Mo has never changed.No matter what he did for himself, no matter what others said, he could never forgive the sin he treated.

Every week, Mingzhu would call Ling's house and chat with Ling Jiuyue. After all, she wanted to know some news about Ling Xi and her condition.

It's just that Ling Jiuyue never mentioned anything about Ling Xi, nor did she reveal any illness.No one knows where Ling Xi was sent for treatment. Only Lin Jiu was with him. Whether his condition was good or bad, he couldn't even guess.

During this year, Xiao Zimo's health seemed to be getting worse and worse. He had frequent colds and fevers, and finally couldn't hold on and passed out in the office. When he was discovered, there were still many white pills scattered on the floor.

When Mingzhu received the notice, her face was almost bloodless. When she rushed to the hospital, Xiao Zimo had already been sent to the ward.

Stomach cancer, in the terminal stage, can't do anything except wait for death.

Mingzhu has been sitting in front of the hospital bed, unable to see Xiao Zimo's appearance, just holding his hand and feeling that his hand is no longer as warm as in memory, and his skin is delicate; now his hand is as thin as wood, leaving only a layer of skin The skin covered the bones, and the meridians protruded, which was old and frightening.

The body temperature is slightly cool, the shallow breathing and the weak heartbeat are intertwined, giving people a feeling of distance.

Under the pale light, her expression was indescribably desolate and lonely, as quiet as if she hadn't even breathed.Xiao Zimo opened his eyes and saw her, his eyebrows frowned slightly, the doctor must have told her.

"I'm fine, don't worry too much." The hoarse voice said in a low voice.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Mingzhu said calmly, her empty eyes were as deep as a bottomless pit, no matter what was thrown into it, it would disappear. "Why are you hiding it from me?"

"You knew you had cancer a long time ago. You knew you had cancer when you forced me to marry Xi Mo. You didn't tell me..."

The cold voice was choked up and couldn't continue, and the hand holding him trembled more and more.

"It was already in the middle stage at that time, and chemotherapy was useless for malignant ones." Xiao Zimo's old voice was full of weather, and he sighed silently, and then said, "I don't want you to start sad so early."

"You are all too selfish." Mingzhu let go of his hand, and her thin lips raised a silent wry smile, "Mommy let you lie to me for so many years to make me not feel sad; you don't want to make me sad, you have been hiding me, but You have never thought about my feelings. You are afraid that I will be sad, afraid that I will be sad, will I not be sad or sad when I know one day? "

"You've always been so selfish, making self-righteous decisions thinking it's for my own good, but never asking me if I really want to do this..."

"Sorry!" Xiao Zimo pursed his lips, his eyes filled with sadness, if he could, why wouldn't he want to spend more time with her and walk a little longer with her.

In fact, according to the doctor, the extra year he can live is already earned.

"I'll help you notify the godmother." Mingzhu pursed her lips. The doctor made it very clear that there was no cure.

"No need." Xiao Zimo pursed his lips, his eyes were deep and blurred, as if lost in memory, "I don't want to see her."

"Why?" Dai frowned slightly, he loved his godmother so much, why didn't he want to see her.

Xiao Zimo's thin lips raised a silent wry smile, "I don't want to see how affectionate she and Ling Jiuyue are anymore. This kind of thing hurts my self-esteem too much. I'm about to die, so give me some self-esteem."

"Then what about my mommy?" Mingzhu hesitated for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking, "Have you ever loved my mommy?"

Even if it's just a day, or a second.

The dark eyes no longer have the sharpness and coldness of youth, thin lips pursed gently, "No. I have never loved her, I just thank her for giving me the best gift in my life!"

The apex of my heart trembled slightly, I knew it was such an answer, but I still felt uncontrollably sad.

"Why? Why are you still with her if you don't love her?"

Xiao Zimo had a shallow smile on his thin lips, and answered irrelevant questions, with happiness in his voice, "This gift is you."

Mingzhu was silent, she didn't understand what Xiao Zimo was thinking at all.

Maybe it was because he was too tired, maybe it was because of the medicine, Xiao Zimo slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep again.If it weren't for the beeps, Mingzhu even had the illusion that he had left her.

What Ling Jiuyue said at the airport a year ago is still fresh in his memory, but in the blink of an eye, everything is different.This year, she has tried her best to improve the relationship with Xiao Zimo, but she still can't call out that sound - Dad.

Xiao Zimo never forced her to call him. To him, the word "Dad" seemed to exist indistinctly, without any meaning.

Xi Mo rushed to the hospital after finishing his company affairs, only to see Mingzhu sitting on a plastic chair in the corridor.There was no one in the silent corridor, so deserted that it was almost cold, she sat there alone, with her waist straight, her empty eyes unfocused, her fingers in front of her, and the light coming in from the glass at the end of the corridor Falling to the ground, the pieces are cool and thin.

Her heart tightened uncontrollably, and it hurt, she was too quiet, as if the quiet didn't exist.

It would be better for her to cry loudly, or be hysterical with anger than her current appearance. Repressing all the pain in her heart will only make her suffer more and more.

Why did she, who was still a child, have to endure so many life and death partings, and why did she have to suffer so many twists and turns?
Walking in front of her without any footsteps, squatting down slowly, carefully touching her fingers with her fingers, and said softly, "Mingzhu, it's okay. You are not alone, you still have me."

Mingzhu's sluggish expression showed no reaction, not even a twitch of her eyelashes.

"I will definitely find the best doctor, and I will definitely..."

"No need." Mingzhu said suddenly, her eyelids still drooping, "The doctor said, stomach cancer is at an advanced stage and there is no cure for it, it's only a few days away."

Xi Mo's eyes trembled, and he tightened his strength while holding her hand.This is the first time she said such a long sentence to herself this year.

"What did I do wrong in my last life?" Why is everyone leaving me gradually.

When I was a child, I was Mommy, then I was Dai Dai, and now I am Xiao Zimo.

"Mingzhu, it's not your fault." Xi Mo said in a hoarse voice, at this moment he found that the words were really weak, and he couldn't find words to comfort her.

Mingzhu spoke faintly, as if she was talking to him, more like talking to herself, "When I first lived with him, he was really busy and didn't have time to pay attention to me; At that time, I really thought about whether he could not be so busy, and whether he could sit down and have a meal with me. When I grow up, I want to go to school, and he He sent me to a school for the blind. I don’t know who revealed that I was his daughter. Because I was rich, I was excluded and isolated. No one wanted to play with me. After he found out, he wouldn’t let me go out to meet people. Ask a tutor."

"I used to like my tutor very much, but he forced him to leave after a while. I knew it because he knew that the tutor liked me. He was afraid that others would treat me so well for money, so he pretended to like me; he didn't I’ve thought about the fact that there are people in this world who can really treat someone well without money. He gave me the stable life for so many years, but he never knew that what I want is just a person who can eat with me every day. For dinner, an ordinary father who can tell me a story before going to bed; all these Jiuyue Daddy did for him..."

Xi Mo didn't speak, but held her hand and listened silently——

"For so many years, I have never called him, and he has never forced me, as if everything he gave me is taken for granted, and I have no scruples to possess and enjoy it. I never thought that he also has his own life, and he does not owe me anything. What. I will lose my mother's pain, and I will blame him for the long loneliness, how unfair it is to him, but he never blamed me..."

His face was as cold as ice, only the liquid at the corners of his eyes was hot, dripping silently on his hands, the scorching heat seemed to burn his skin.

"To put it bluntly, I'm the most selfish person. I just rely on him as my biological father. He owes Mommy so much that he acts recklessly and recklessly—"

The choked voice couldn't go on, as if stabbed in the throat, the pain was so painful that I was about to suffocate.These years, she was only immersed in her own loneliness and sadness, never thought about his feelings, never considered for him, and never considered his mood.Self-righteously hating him, selfishly squandering the love and tenderness he gave, never thinking that he is just an ordinary man who can't get what he loves, and he will suffer, get tired, grow old, and die.

Because she is the closest relative, so she doesn't care about the harm. If it were Ling Jiuyue, she might not dare to be so presumptuous and willful.

"He won't blame you. You are his only daughter and the continuation of his life. Even if he has left this world, as long as you are still alive, it means that he still exists in this world. You are his hope and everything."

"I can't see, I can't do anything for him, I don't even remember what he looks like." The white teeth clenched the corners of his lips, and he bit them hard. throbbing pain.

She never thought that Xiao Zimo would leave her one day, and she would feel so uncomfortable.

"I think as long as you live happily by his side, it is the best devotion to him, and you don't necessarily need to do anything."

After Xiao Zimo was hospitalized, Mingzhu refused to leave the hospital and sat in the ward, as quiet as a piece of wood without emotion.Xi Mo also didn't force her to go back to rest. In the current situation, she would not leave unless she was knocked out.

Xiao Zimo opened his eyes, the lights outside the window were already on, the ward was desolate, his eyes fell on Mingzhu's cheek, he frowned, "Why don't you go back and rest?"

Mingzhu came back to her senses when she heard the voice, she fumbled with her fingers on the bed sheet for a while and held his fingers, it was cold and stiff, "Are you awake, are you hungry? I'll ask someone to bring food in."

"Not hungry." Xiao Zimo replied lightly, "Go back and rest."

"Are you hungry? I'll pour you water..."

"Pearl." Xiao Zimo interrupted her with a deep tone, "I don't need your care, go back."

(End of this chapter)