The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 601 Desperate Love 2
Lan Ximo didn't remember how many days he hadn't returned to Xiao's house, how many nights he hadn't had a good rest.Every day is full of meetings, documents, reports, and one after another big and small errands waiting for him to go.

It's not that he doesn't want to go, but he doesn't want to go, and most of them are pushed to the manager and people he can trust to do it.

Even if I dare not see her, I don't want to be too far away from her.

If you can't be together, whether it is close or alienated, it is a kind of torture.

Lan Ximo finally realized the meaning of this sentence, and had a deep understanding.

In the early morning, BJ's winter night was so cold that it seemed to make him die.Lan Ximo stood in front of the office window and looked at the cold lights of the city, the scorpion lurking in his heart stung invisible wounds, excruciatingly tormented.

Although I haven't seen her these days, I talk to Mrs. Rong on the phone every day, and I know that she is doing well. Ling Xi has not been affected by the past. With him here, Mingzhu should be in a much better mood.

The cigarette butt at his fingertips was glowing with faint smoke rings, Yu Mingzhu, he was already powerless and exhausted, not being able to give her happiness and joy was his greatest frustration and powerlessness.

He even began to doubt his own existence.

After struggling for a long time, he turned around and walked to the desk, crushed the cigarette in the ashtray, picked up the coat on the back of the chair, and hurriedly walked outside.

The ice and snow melted, and the cold wind blew against the bone-piercing ice skates again and again on the cheeks until the entire face lost consciousness.When Xi Mo walked into Xiao's house, Mrs. Rong was shocked, "Sir, you're back!"

"Yeah." Xi Mo took off his windbreaker and handed it to her, "They... rested?"

"Yes!" Aunt Rong nodded, hanging the clothes on the hanger, and said, "Sir, are you hungry? I'll go to the kitchen and make you some supper. It's too cold, eat something to warm up."

"No need, I don't have an appetite." Xi Mo replied lightly, walking towards the stairs, "If you have nothing to do, go to bed early."

Lan Ximo walked involuntarily to the door of Mingzhu's room, stood in front of the door, hesitated for a while, held the cold metal with his fingers, and did not move for a long time.

Hesitation and complexity flashed across his eyes, and hundreds of emotions surged in his heart at once. They were obviously husband and wife, and they should be the closest people in the world, but they were indifferent like strangers.

She will never show a bright smile in front of herself like she did in front of Ling Xi.

Heartbroken.

In the end, the fingers were gradually pulled away, slumped down by his side, clenched tightly lonely, turned around and walked slowly back to his room.

As soon as he opened the door, Xi Mo froze.

Mingzhu sat beside his bed, her eyes were out of focus, she sat there quietly, without any expression, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Xi Mo didn't dare to move, didn't dare to make a sound, just stood like this in the silent morning, looking at her, looking at Wannian, just like their beginning.

Why is the predestined fate so shallow.

"It's so late, why are you here?" After an unknown amount of time, Xi Mo said calmly, with an imperceptible difficulty in his voice.

Mingzhu came back to her senses when she heard the voice, she was holding something in her hand when she stood up, her gaze was looking at him but she couldn't meet his gaze no matter what.She didn't expect him to come back, so a trace of surprise crossed her cheek.

"I didn't expect you to come back. You, have you had a lot of business in the company recently? It seems that you haven't come back." Mingzhu's voice stammered, a little unnaturally.

Xi Mo was slightly taken aback, does she come to her room to wait every night?Otherwise, how would you know that you never came back.

"Is there a lot of company business? You, do you need me?" Xi Mo walked towards her very slowly, and his eyes fell on the things she was holding in her hand.

"I, I..." Mingzhu hesitated for a long time, not knowing how to speak.

"If you need me, you can call me! Otherwise, you can ask the driver to go to the company to find me. Why wait like this every night, it's not good for your health." Xi Mo picked up the shawl she dropped on the bed, and properly covered her Put it on. "The temperature is very low at night, don't catch a cold."

"Momo—" She suddenly raised her head, and said in a cold and decisive voice, "Let's get a divorce."

Xi Mo's fingers pinching her shawl stiffened, his face could not be seen under the glass lamp, his deep eyes did not have any waves or ripples, they were as quiet as a dry well, a bottomless black hole.

"Didn't you say that you're going to torture me for the rest of your life?" The voice was hoarse, unable to detect emotion, "Is it because of Ling Xi?"

How pathetic, even though she hated and tortured her, she still didn't want to be separated from her.

"Even if Ling Xi doesn't mention it, I will still choose to do it." Mingzhu didn't deny that it was Ling Xi's proposal, but she had already made up her mind about this idea after Xiao Zimo's death, but she couldn't find the right time to cooperate with it. He talks.

"Because you hate me." Xi Mo said in a low voice.

Mingzhu shook her head lightly, and groped her fingers in mid-air for a long time, finally touching his cold cheek, "I hate you that the best way to treat you is to kill myself. My death is the greatest punishment for you. It's just Momo, what I'm most afraid of is that I can't even hate you. It's a very hard work to hate someone who loves me and the person I love. I really don't have the strength to hate anyone anymore .”

"Then don't divorce, don't separate." Xi Mo held her hand, his hoarse voice was full of humility, even if he was like her, living a lifetime with one room and two beds, he was willing.

"Momo, I can't go on privately like this anymore." Mingzhu's hoarse voice was full of exhaustion, "I don't want to torture you anymore, torture myself. I hate you for everything you have to do, Mingzhu Knowing that he designed you first, you were so angry that you were stunned, but Dai Dai is a child after all, after all, you were not really hurt by him, but you really hurt him! I understand all these reasons, I understand , but understanding and doing are two different things. Do you understand?"

"I know." Xi Mo stared at her tightly with black eyes, his love was as deep as the sea, his love had no regrets, his cold fingers fell on the pink cheeks that loved her, reluctant to part, "I really can't give me any more time, forgive me?"

In front of her, he has long lost his self-esteem and ego.

"Momo, if you do something wrong, you will be punished! Hurt Daidai is not your own existence, and it is also my fault. I can't pretend that nothing happened to be with you, and I can't completely ignore Daidai's feelings. In fact, a person like me who lives in the dark and already looks like a monster in his heart really doesn't deserve love."

"Momo, you are so good, you will definitely find a girl who is better than me and can make you happy, it doesn't have to be mine..."

The hoarse voice has been choked and unable to speak.

Yes!In such a big world, with so many women, maybe any one of them is better than you, but that's not you, not you, what's the point to me.

"Momo, leave me. If you leave me, you will be happier than you are now." I am a person who will only bring disasters to those around me. If I continue to stay by my side, only unfortunate things will happen.

The hoarse voice cut Xi Mo's heart every word, she would not understand that leaving her is the greatest punishment for herself, the cruelest retribution in the world.

"I have already signed the share transfer letter of Xiao's enterprise. I know it's unfair to you. Let me beg you one last time selfishly, take good care of the business that father created with his life, and don't let it disappear."

After thinking about the divorce agreement and equity transfer in her hand for so many days, she thought that she would be able to speak out calmly, but she didn't expect that her heart was still in pain.

"I signed it, will you be happy?" Xi Mo pursed his lips, every word seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth.

Mingzhu was startled, her eyes were misty, "I don't know if I'm going to be happy soon, but I know that if we don't sign, none of us will be happy!"

"Okay, I'll sign." Xi Mo took the things in her hand, walked to the table beside the bed, took out a pen from his breast pocket, and turned to the last page. On the man's signature, there was a flamboyant signature. own name.

As I said, as long as it is what you want, I will give it.

If you want to get married, then get married, if you want to get divorced, then get divorced.

After signing, she stood up, turned around, took her hand, and put the thing in her palm. The voice was as cold as a machine, without the slightest ups and downs, "I will manage Xiao's business well, and someone will come to clean up my business tomorrow." Move your stuff out. The annual dividends will be transferred directly to your account..."

"No, I don't..."

"It's decided like this. If you don't want me to leave Xiao Shi alone, then don't say anything." Xi Mo interrupted her coldly, the despair and brokenness she couldn't see flashed in her eagle eyes, "I've already I did my best..."

Try my best to give you what you want, try my best to let you go, try my best to be indifferent to you and Ling Xi, try my best to let all the pain only torture me.

Mingzhu, can you stop being so cruel, even ruthlessly rejecting my best wishes to you in the end.

Mingzhu was stunned for a long time, sadness and indifference flowed on her haggard face, she nodded slowly, "Okay, whatever you say, I will listen to you."

The two stood facing each other, their hearts full of sadness and sadness.

Sometimes, separation is not because of not loving, but because of not knowing how to continue loving.

How can I continue with love that hurts others like this?

This kind of deep love has already suffocated both of them, how should we continue?

"It's getting late, you go to bed early." Mingzhu held the equity transfer letter and the divorce agreement tightly in her palm, said in a low voice, turned around and was about to leave.

Just two steps away, Xi Mo hugged her tightly from behind, leaving no gaps, as if he wanted to rub her into his own flesh and blood, into his soul.

"Mingzhu, I love you, I love you, I love you..."

The hoarse and choked voice kept echoing in his ears in despair.This love is overflowing in my heart, and if I don't say it, it seems like I will die.

"I know, I know... I've always known." The tears I've been suppressing all this time finally burst out of my eyes, silently rolling down my cheeks, and passing through my lips is so bitter and powerless.

Xi Mo turned her body around, faced him, hugged her even tighter, lowered his forehead to her forehead, and gently sucked away the hot tears on her cheeks with his slightly cool lips.

Pearl, let me do one last selfish thing.

"Give you to me, okay?" The hoarse voice was bewitching and heartbreaking, a desperate plea, with his hand gently on her waist, the voice was softer, "Tonight, let me be a real man again. Do a Back to your man."

Mingzhu's body froze, like a game she played when she was a child, one, two, three, wooden figures, her body was as stiff as a rock.

(End of this chapter)