The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 624 Life and Death Side 2
Lian Lian stared at him blankly, her voice trembling, "Ji Xian, what can I... what else can I do?" Helpless, at a loss, like a child who has lost his way and can't find his way home.

"Sang Yu, try to accept me, can't you?" Ji Xian put a hand on her cheek, gently stroking her skin, her black eyes are deep and nostalgic, how painful the feelings of so many years have been suppressed , This pain is no less than that of Lian Lian and Xi Ting.

"Sangyu..."

A low and hoarse voice slowly sounded, he lowered his head and pressed his lips against her red lips, soft touch, faint fragrance, trying to pry open her white teeth with his tongue, reaching in to search, stir, suck... …

Lianlian didn't push him away, nor did she close her eyes, but instead opened her eyes wide to look at his magnified handsome face.She could feel him kissing her, his temperature, his affection, his longing, but she couldn't feel her own heartbeat.

After a while, Ji Xian paused, his forehead was pressed against hers, and he smiled bitterly silently, "Your heart really has no place for me..."

Before Lian Lian could say anything, Ji Xian had already turned and left.

It was the first time he kissed her, and it turned out—her heart was without him.

It's not that Lian Lian doesn't know the depression and helplessness in Ji Xian's heart, but she is more powerless to herself.For Ji Xian's kiss, she didn't feel anything, and she had nothing to do.

In the middle of the night, the light in Ji Xian's study was still on.

Lian Lian made coffee, pushed the door open and entered.Ji Xian flipped through the documents about going to court the next day, saw her figure, and froze for a moment, "Sang Yu."

Lian Lian put the coffee in front of him, "I see you haven't slept yet, I made coffee and want to give you a cup."

Ji Xian smiled and said apologetically, "Thank you, but I never drink coffee at night, only drink."

The coffee curled up between the two of them with white smoke, blurring their vision, and the strong aroma of coffee lingered in their noses.

"It's not that you don't like drinking the most when you're working. You say that if you talk too much after drinking, you will lose it..."

His voice stopped abruptly, his expression was apologetic, and the series of words he said were almost instinctive answers without thinking through his brain.

Ji Xian's body was obviously stiff, and he looked straight at her, the disappointment in his eyes was obvious, and there was helplessness that couldn't be concealed.

"I'm sorry." Lian Lian bit her lip and said apologetically.Those words were said by A Que, but he didn't expect to remember them so deeply.

"It doesn't matter." Ji Xian quickly recovered his usual calm and gentleman, and said with a smile: "I have to go to court tomorrow, and I must read these materials. It's getting late, you go to rest."

"I won't bother you anymore." Lianlian nodded, "Good night." Then she turned around and was about to leave.

"Sang Yu..." Ji Xian suddenly stopped her.

"Huh?" Lianlian looked back at him.

"Can you...give me a goodnight kiss?" Ji Xian pointed to her cheek, looking at her with warm eyes expectantly.

Lianlian Dai frowned, hesitated for a moment and walked to his side, leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, "Good night, Ji Xian."

"Go and rest. Good night." Ji Xian couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, looking at her leaving back, his eyes were gentle and infinite.

It's not that difficult, is it?Ji Xian, give her more time and wait for her.She will always keep up with you, at least she is still by your side now!

Ji Xian won the lawsuit the next day very well, so he specially booked a restaurant and called Lian Lian to come out for dinner to celebrate.Originally wanted to drive home to pick her up, but Lianlian insisted that she could go there alone, so Ji Xian had to go to the restaurant to wait for her.

Lian Lian was not late, it was just raining, and her clothes were a little damp. Ji Xian saw it and frowned, "I should have picked you up if I had known."

"It's okay, it's just a little wet." Lianlian wiped the water from her forehead with a towel, and said nonchalantly, "Don't keep treating me like a child, okay! It's not like I haven't lived alone before."

Ji Xian sighed helplessly, she lived alone, but she never took good care of herself.

After eating dessert, Ji Xian took out a velvet box from the briefcase and handed it to her.

Lianlian opened it to see a pair of earrings, looked at him and smiled, "You won the lawsuit today, so I should give you a gift." In the past half a year, Ji Xian has given her many gifts, necklaces, bracelets, rings, There are really countless hairpins, all of which were thrown in the jewelry box by her and never worn.But Ji Xian still happily sent it off.

"It's okay, I want to give you some gifts when I'm happy." Ji Xian said lightly, although Sang Yu would laugh every time she received a gift, but he could see that she didn't really like these things, and she wasn't really happy.

Lianlian put the box into the bag again.

Ji Xianjie stood up and said, "Let's go back."

Lianlian stood up and nodded, but when she walked to the door of the restaurant, the rain was getting heavier and heavier.Ji Xian handed her the bag, "Wait here for me, go and drive the car over to pick you up." It wasn't raining when he came, so he didn't bring an umbrella, and the car was parked far away, so if he runs too far, his clothes will definitely get wet .

"No, I'll go with you." Lianlian refused to pick up his briefcase, "It's just a little distance away, anyway, my clothes are a little wet, it's okay! I don't get sick that easily..."

Seeing that she was so persistent, Ji Xian couldn't refute.He took off his clothes and put them on her body, took her hand and ran to the parking lot.

Her clothes were more than half wet, and when she got home, Ji Xian pushed her into the bathroom and asked her to take a hot bath.When he came out, Ji Xian had already taken a bath and prepared ginger soup.

"Drink something to prevent colds." Ji Xian coaxed her softly.

Lian Lian could not stop shaking her head when she smelled it, she didn't want to drink such a nasty thing.

"Sangyu..."

Lianlian shook her head stubbornly, "Don't drink! I won't catch a cold. I am a doctor and I know better than you! I'm going to rest!" After finishing speaking, she slipped back to her room, not giving him a chance.

Ji Xian looked at the closed door, smiled helplessly, and had to drink it by himself.

I don't know if I am too fragile, or God is deliberately playing tricks on her.Early the next morning, when Ji Xian called her to get up, she found that she had a high fever, which was frighteningly high.

Ji Xian didn't want her to work hard, so he specially invited the best doctor to see her.

The doctor prescribed medicine and told Ji Xian to leave.

Ji Xian sat by the bed with a solemn expression, staring straight at Lian Lian who had a high fever and kept calling "A Que" in a daze, a sense of powerlessness welled up from the bottom of his heart, completely defeating all his defenses.

The doctor said that her illness was not caused by a virus or inflammation, but was caused by excessive accumulation of depression for a long time. She was usually anemic and malnourished.

Ji Xian usually spends a lot of time on her diet and dormancy, but unexpectedly, it only took half a year to make her anemic and malnourished.He found that her appetite was not as good as when he was in BJ, but he didn't expect it to be in such a bad state.

Since Lian Lian fell ill, she spent most of her time in bed, and Ji Xian didn't work much, and stayed with her all the time.The things that have been painstakingly made, how they are brought in, and how they are brought out.Ji Xian persuaded and coaxed, but in the end Lianlian really couldn't eat anything.

The sound of footsteps, Lianlian heard someone knocking on the door, and looked at the alarm clock next to the bed. At this time, Ji Xian should be working in a law firm, probably a doctor.I turned over and didn't want to talk. I came to check my body every day, but the high fever always came and went. The doctor couldn't help it, and she couldn't help it-doctors don't treat themselves.

The door was knocked twice, and then pushed open.The footsteps are very light, so light that they can hardly be heard, and Lianlian can feel the hotness of the gaze staring at her even with her eyes closed. The familiar cologne sounds familiar and smells, which is the long-awaited...

Lianlian suddenly opened her eyes, the familiar outline, gentle eyes, frowning eyebrows...

"Ah Que!" Lian Lian yelled in surprise, and sat up excitedly, but after all, her body was too weak after being ill for a long time, she felt dizzy as soon as she sat up, and she lay down uncontrollably.I thought I would fall on the bed, but after bouts of dizziness, I felt someone supporting me.

Lian Lian slowly opened her eyes, and hurriedly grasped Xi Ting's clothes with both hands, as if she was dreaming, her fingers didn't need any strength.Are you dreaming?Or has he been sick for too long and has begun to hallucinate?If it is true, then please don't let this mirage disappear in an instant, stay a little longer, and take a few more glances, just a few glances, that's all.

"It's just that I haven't seen you for more than half a year. Why...why don't you let me feel at ease?" Xi Ting's words were severe reproaches, but mixed with helplessness, he held her hand and wrapped it tightly, but he didn't dare Forcefully, carefully...

Lianlian felt the warmth and tenderness that only belonged to him, he looked at himself, his eyes were full of distress.

Xi Ting's face lost a lot of weight, and even some sunken eye sockets became deeper and deeper. He seemed to have aged a lot in half a year, and his whole body became haggard.

Lianlian hugged him with all her strength, trembling uncontrollably, tears fell silently and instantly, dripping on his body, slowly seeping into his clothes.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be sick...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you so worried..."

Xi Ting seemed to feel the scorching heat and coldness of tears, and hugged her with his backhand, listening to her cautious words, his heart ached endlessly.Hugging her even harder, almost wanting to rub her into his own flesh and blood, otherwise what can I do!

The long-term depression broke out in an instant, and he became more and more excited. Lianlian was not crying softly like before, but crying loudly. Maybe only at this moment can he cry loudly like a child. Everything that has accumulated in his heart seems to be at this moment out in force.

"I thought, I thought you would never see me again...I thought we would never see each other again!" Lian Lian lay on his shoulder, crying hoarsely.

Xi Ting's eyes were red, and he patted her on the back lightly, as if coaxing a child, "Why? How could I not see you..."

"You didn't see me off when I left...you didn't call me, you didn't send me text messages, you didn't even come back for my aunt's birthday...I called you, but you hung up in a hurry...I I'm so scared, I'm afraid that you really won't see me anymore. Ji Xian said you were afraid of seeing me... I thought you were going to hide from me for the rest of your life, and you couldn't see me for the rest of your life..."

"Lianlian..." He finally stopped calling her sister, his voice paused, and gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks, but the tears at the corners of her eyes couldn't stop.

He was getting closer and closer to Lianlian, and he could even feel his hot breath spraying on his cheeks, and finally his forehead was pressed against hers, suppressing to kiss the tears at the corners of her eyes.He just gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.Her voice was hoarse and broken, "Lianlian, don't be like this...seeing you like this...my heart aches..."

(End of this chapter)