The wealthy ex-wife of the president

Chapter 633 You Are The Light Of My Life (End) 4
He swallowed hard at the sound of his lips. At first, he wanted to stay and destroy Xi Mo and Mingzhu. It would be best to make them divorce, but now he thought that if they divorced, Tangtangguo would not have a father, and Mingzhu would definitely not. Will be with herself, Ling Xi's beautiful brows are tangled into caterpillars.Squatting on one side of the sofa, reluctantly drawing circles.Xi Mo's eyes despise him, it's useless to pretend to be pitiful, Mingzhu can't see it.

Mu Ze's phoenix eyes spurned him, what's the fun here if you don't go back to America to study!
After Xi Ting came in after finishing his work in the company, he saw the contemptuous eyes of two men, one was aggrieved like a poor little man who had been abandoned by someone, and the other was at a loss as to what was going on.

"what happened?"

"It's okay!" Mu Ze answered him first, "Why is it so late? There should be no traffic jam now."

"I just answered Ji Xian's call outside!" Xi Ting took the tea brought by Mrs. Rong and took a big sip!

Mu Zeliu frowned, and said jokingly: "Lan Sangyu ran away from home again? How many times is this the first time in half a year? What is it for this time?"

Xi Ting sat down, with a smile on his lips, "It seems that Ji Xian put a condom on the hole, and you also know that he longed to have a child with Lianlian ever since he found out that Mingzhu was pregnant!"

"Pfft." Mu Ze couldn't help but snort, "It's really a shame to be a man like Ji Xian."

Xi Ting smiled disapprovingly, "It's fine if Lianlian is really pregnant, and Tianlan will not worry about no one inheriting it." He glanced at Mingzhu's belly, originally trying to get Xi Mo's child out, but it turned out that both of them were daughters, Xie Cai Lan Ximo will not let his daughter become a strong woman...

"Maybe Lianlian and Ji Xian's child is also a daughter, it's better to have a child yourself!" Mu Ze mentioned the child again, he really hoped that Xi Ting would consider using surrogacy to keep a child!
Xi Ting frowned, "It's okay, you can let Ji Xian continue to work hard and have more babies."

Mingzhu's life experience is very clear to Xi Ting. She is not the crystallization of love. She has never been happy since she was a child. After experiencing too many twists and turns and hardships, she finally can be with Xi Mo.But not every child who has suffered can be as lucky as Mingzhu.

He can find a surrogate, and he can have a child, and he can give the child the best materials and a superior living environment, but he cannot give a child a mother, and there is no way for him to have a complete family, a healthy and complete father and mother, Can such a life really bring happiness to the world?
If he can't ensure that the child's heart and body are equally healthy and happy, he would rather not have a child.

When Mu Ze wanted to speak again, Ming Zhu spoke first: "I'm a little hungry, let's eat." She knew what Mu Ze was thinking, and also understood Xi Ting's thoughts, no one was wrong, they just had their own concerns .

Since she was pregnant, Mingzhu's appetite has become much better than before, and the kitchen is always prepared. As long as Mingzhu is hungry, there is always something to eat.

"I'm not hungry yet. You can accompany Mingzhu to eat something." Xi Mo looked at Xi Ting. After the operation, he only had half of his stomach left. The treatment is similar to that of pregnant women.

"Mu Ze, you also come together." Ming Zhu called Mu Ze, not wanting him to stay and embarrass Momo.

Ling Xi looked at Ming Zhu and then at Xi Mo with pitiful eyes, still very unwilling and unconvinced, "I can't compare to you, why did she choose you instead of me! Why can't I compete with you!"

Xi Mo's face was calm, his eyes looked at Mingzhu's side face, his eyes glowed softly, and his thin lips were lightly pursed: "From the day she asked me to leave, every day I thought about marrying her at the age of 18, I've been waiting for so long, what are you fighting with me for?"

Such a long period of growth and experience, all the hardships and sufferings are just to stand in front of her like a real man, capable and qualified to give her happiness.

Ling Xi was stunned. He also heard Lin Jiu mention Xi Mo and Mingzhu when they were young, and his voice was quiet: "What if she dies?" Didn't you wait for so many years in vain?
"If she dies—" Xi Mo murmured, with a smile flowing on his thin lips, "then engrave it on the tombstone, the tomb of Mingzhu & Momo.

We can't sleep together in life, but I hope we can sleep together in death
His life has colors and waves because of the pearl. If there is no pearl, his life seems to be meaningless. He will probably be like a walking dead without emotion. If there is no emotion in this world, what is the point? ?
Ling Xi looked at his handsome side face, his pretty watery eyes were full of complexity and inquiry, and vaguely understood that the fate between Xi Mo and Mingzhu was destined, they were the catastrophe in each other's life, and no one could escape.No matter how hard I try, no matter whether I was born early or late, I will never be able to intervene between them.

The long eyelashes hang down to cover the loss and loneliness in his eyes. His love withered before it blossomed, just because he fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved.

Meeting the wrong person at the wrong time, no matter how long you wait, there is no point in waiting.

Within two days, Ling Xi returned to the United States to continue his studies, to walk his own life path, and to find his true love.Before he finds it, he will still pester Mingzhu.He said that after Tangtang and Guoguo were born, his little uncle would still come back!
Xi Ting always disagreed with surrogacy, and it was useless to persuade him.Not even Lianlian who is already pregnant, he will not joke about his life.Lianlian even wanted to introduce girls to him, but Xi Ting politely refused.

He just wants to obey his own heart, and if he meets a woman who can really depend on each other, he won't resist, but if he doesn't meet, he doesn't want to force it.What's more, now that he is used to Mu Ze being by his side, and Mu Ze's nagging, he can help him in life and work by his side, and everything else seems insignificant.

In fact, what everyone needs is a person who depends on each other. It doesn't matter whether this person is a man or a woman. As long as there is such a person, no matter how difficult life is, you can continue to struggle. If there is no... If there is no one, who knows the result.

Mu Ze had no choice but to find a surrogate for Xi Ting. After all, he was Helian Ze's only child, and it was necessary to preserve a trace of blood.He also has no plans to find another person. He is used to living with Xi Ting, taking care of his daily life, and becoming his good partner at work.As for his heart will always belong to that man, it will not change, and there is no way to change it, he himself feels powerless.

Maybe like many people, you can find a suitable person to live on, maybe you won't like it, but after a long time, there will always be a little affection, or you can just say goodbye and look for it again.At worst, just be the most practical person, kiss, hug and make love at night, and become strangers at dawn.

Of course Mu Ze can do these things, but he is also afraid, all people can't match this one, because it's not Xi Mo, afraid that after waking up, there will only be more emptiness and loneliness.

Most of the time, it's not because I'm willing to wait, or because I want to love like this, but because I know that I will never meet another person in my life who can make me love so deeply.

So Xi Ting will not look for it again, and neither will he, so let's just do it.

That's all I can do...

After everything was settled, Xi Mo lay on the bed and held her in his arms.Mingzhu was a bit tired, but she slept too much during the day, so she couldn't fall asleep even at night.

"Momo, do you think Xi Ting and Mu Ze will fall in love with others?"

"I don't know." Xi Mo never cared about other people's affairs.

"Will Lianlian and Ji Xian be happy?"

"meeting."

"Why?" Why did Lianlian's happiness answer so simply.

"Because she already knows how to let go, and also understands what happiness is most important to her." Xi Mo stroked her hair gently with his fingers, and said softly, "I'm not sure if Ah Que will fall in love with someone else, the only one What is certain is that he is actually very happy. Because Lianlian's happiness is his happiness!" As for Mu Ze, he still cannot forgive him.

Mingzhu was silent, maybe she felt sorry, maybe it was just right.

"Mingzhu..." Xi Mo said suddenly, Mingzhu hummed for a moment, and heard his low and charming voice ringing in his ears, "If there is an afterlife, I will still choose to love you."

"Did you see it?" Mingzhu was surprised.

In fact, I have always understood Braille, a secret that Xi Mo never told Mingzhu.

"Mingzhu, you always thought I was the one who took you out of the darkness, but in fact—" the hoarse voice paused for a moment, kissing her red lips with affection like the sea, "It was you who took me out of the emptiness and darkness, You are the light of my life."

Pearl's lips were sealed by his kiss, sweeping over her charmingly.

When Mingzhu committed suicide that year, she wrote a suicide note. After she was rescued, she naturally hid the suicide note quietly, but she didn't expect Xi Mo to see it.

The suicide note reads——

Momo:

If there is an afterlife, if possible.

You must be healthy, and I want to keep you worry-free all your life.

If it is too bitter for human beings.

Then it is also good for flowers, birds, fish and insects to be in pairs.

End

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