The Imperial Examination Blessed Wife in the Palm

Chapter 133 Confession
Lu Weiwei used to watch TV or novels, and every time she saw lovers had no choice but to separate, one party said harsh words, and the other insisted that the other party look him in the eye and repeat the cruel words before he would believe them; the other party often couldn't do it. Arrived, and then the two of them either hugged each other and cried, or one of them ran away directly.

Everyone will feel very speechless. Now that they have made up their minds, don't they just look into the other person's eyes and say harsh words again, and it's not like going up the mountain of knives and down the pan of oil, what can be so difficult?
So after hearing Xie Lingzhao's words, she directly met his eyes, "Didn't I just say that I don't have the same thoughts for you, and I don't have the same thoughts as you for me, so you have to keep your word, no Be my problem again."

Although he stammered a bit under his gentle and focused gaze, he finally spoke the whole sentence.

Xie Lingzhao didn't look disappointed and discouraged at all, and immediately said: "Lu Wei, that's not what I said just now, don't avoid the important and take the light. My original words were that you looked into my eyes and said that you didn't like me at all. , I don’t have a single place in my heart. Just a few words, very simple, just say it.”

Lu Weiwei had no choice but to meet his dark eyes so deep that she could clearly see her own reflection, "I, I said yes, it's no big deal. Xie Lingzhao, I, I don't like you at all, I don't have you in my heart ,you……"

But he stuttered and talked more than half of the way, and he couldn't continue, his face was flushed, he was embarrassed and angry, and finally he could only pull off the quilt, and wrapped himself up in anger.

It's obviously not a difficult task, why can't she do it?
In the past, when watching dramas and chasing articles, she was ashamed to be speechless to the protagonists. Now it was her turn, it was the same, as expected, she didn’t feel pain in her back when she was standing and talking——it’s all Xie Lingzhao’s fault. If he didn’t stare at her like that, how could she? If he can't do it, he obviously did it on purpose!
Little did he know that Xie Lingzhao's heart was about to rise to the point of his throat, and his fists were almost clenched. His heart was not as confident and calm as it seemed on the surface.

He waited until she couldn't continue, and wrapped himself up in anger, before he let out a long breath and regained his heartbeat.

Luckily he was right, lucky!
Then, his love and pity for Lu Weiwei doubled again, and with a smile on his face, he stretched out his hand and gently pulled up her quilt, "Lu Wei, don't cover yourself up, you will beat me and scold me when you are angry." All right, just don't make fun of your body, you haven't recovered from your illness... Be good, put the quilt down, okay?"

It was useless after talking for a long time, and I didn't dare to use force, so I had to continue coaxing, "Well, it's all my fault, I won't force you, just, can you put down the quilt?"

Anyway, he already knew everything he should know, and there was really no need to force her to say it in person. As a big man, he should let the girl he loves, shouldn't he?
Lu Weiwei was really uncomfortable.

The key point is to cover it, and it suddenly occurred to her that she was lying on Xie Lingzhao's bed, and the sheets and bedding were naturally Xie Lingzhao's too...

I had no choice but to open the quilt in anger, and said with a blushing face, "You know you are forcing me? Anyway, my attitude is very clear. I just don't have that kind of thought for you. You should give up as soon as possible. No one wants to stop me from taking the imperial examination, and no one wants me to change the path I have set a long time ago!"

Xie Lingzhao saw that her cheeks were so delicate and radiant, and it was with great difficulty that he resisted the urge to touch her.

With a good-tempered smile, he said, "I never thought of stopping Lu Wei from taking the imperial examination, and I never thought of asking you to change your path. I just said that you can do whatever you want in the future. It's a big deal for me. I've been the man behind you all my life, and it just so happens that if I'm not successful, I'll take care of all the trivial matters other than your official business for you, so that you don't have any worries, isn't it good?"

After a pause, he said again, "Actually, not all men in the world are willing to be pillars. Men dominate outside and women dominate inside. Anyway, I am quite willing to be inside. If other men have this opportunity, I believe and definitely There are quite a few who are willing to be in the Lord."

After a while, Lu Weiwei took a deep breath like a toothache, "It's the first time I've seen someone who can talk about eating soft rice in such a straightforward, fresh and refined way."

It's a pity that Xie Lingzhao's skin is as thick as a city wall, "Then Lu Wei, are you willing to let me eat this soft meal? Don't look at me as strong on the outside, but my stomach is actually not good. I should only eat soft rice for the rest of my life."

Lu Weiwei resisted the urge to roll her eyes, and said mockingly: "Don't talk about anything else, just talk about someone's uncle's temper, doesn't he look like he has a bad stomach? Xie Lingzhao, I'm serious, and I will never For the sake of the so-called love, I have to give in and compromise, except that I can't go on, otherwise this day will never happen."

"I also believe what you said just now. All reasons are not reasons. They are easy to solve. I believe your sincerity."

"But now you think that I am good everywhere, of course, 'you can drink enough water', what about one year later, three years later, five years later? When the relationship is getting weaker and weaker, you will definitely not think so. You At that time, I will definitely want children, I want a wife and children, and I will definitely not give in and compromise. The result is that our mentality will gradually become unbalanced, our faces will be changed beyond recognition, and the consequences will be unimaginable... The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Kill it in the cradle at the beginning, and stop here!"

Xie Lingzhao didn't expect to talk so much, Lu Weiwei still refused him wholeheartedly.

After taking a few deep breaths, he said, "Lu Wei, you don't even know how important you are to me! I've never had it in my life, so I only got a little bit, and it's very precious, and it will be remembered in my life." In my heart, I will never forget it until I die! Since I dare to say that I will never let you compromise in my life, I will definitely do what I say!"

"Really, isn't it just the heir, isn't it just the division of labor inside and outside? I have thought clearly, the heir is really not necessary, it is good to have it, and it is not a big deal if I don't have it. If I am for the heir, I will lose you for the rest of my life. Then I would rather be alone in this life! I will be in the house, so that you have no worries. It does not mean that I can only be confined to the house. I can do business and do other things that I am interested in. We all have our own things to do , I’m so busy every day, how can I have the time and energy to unbalance my mentality and change my face beyond recognition?”

Lu Weiwei didn't speak.

What Xie Lingzhao said is not unreasonable, women can only be confined to the inner house, but men are different, they have plenty of roads, if this one doesn't work, just get another one.

The key lies in whether they are willing to compromise or not, and why is he the one who is willing to accept the compromise...

I heard Xie Lingzhao say again: "Lu Wei, I've already made up my mind, as long as you don't get selected as the No. There is very little hope of staying in Beijing. Then you can only let it out. Starting from Qipin county magistrate, you have no family background and no money to open the way. It is unlikely that you will be sent out to the nearby wealthy state capital .”

"At that time, I will go with you. The sky is high and the emperor is far away. Who can control us? I am actually looking forward to that day. Not only can I see different mountains and rivers, but I can also stay away from my so-called relatives." , they don’t want to bother me anymore, I feel happy just thinking about it these days. The only worry is that when the time comes, you will be the local parent officer and say what you say, and you will be protected by your aunt internally. Status, is it really wronged that you don’t even have a place to cry?”

Lu Weiwei finally spoke this time, "You mean, you have no status and feel wronged now? How long has my mother protected me? Isn't it always that you are her own, and I just picked it up?"

Xie Lingzhao watched her words and expressions, listened to her words, and saw that her expression had obviously loosened, and her tone was much softer.

Busily apologized with a smile: "No, Lu Wei, you misunderstood me. I am not wronged at all. I am very happy every day. No matter how good my aunt is to me, it is because of my love for you. Seeing how good I am to you, seeing my sincerity, Only then will you be kind to me."

As he spoke, he took advantage of the situation and shook Lu Weiwei's hand, "Lu Wei, just give me a chance, okay? I will really treat you well for the rest of my life, whatever you say, is what you say. You don't know how much I love you , really, I dare say that there is no one in this world who loves you more than me, and there is no one who is more important to me than you. It's not that you don't like me, you don't have any affection for me... ..."

Lu Weiwei interrupted him subconsciously: "I didn't..."

But he just opened his mouth, and was interrupted by Xie Lingzhao, "Don't deny it in a hurry, it feels like you can't lie to others, you can't even lie to yourself, let alone me. Then why can't you give How about a chance for yourself? Don’t deny it, don’t reject me, okay? Otherwise, I’ll keep holding your hand like this today, and I won’t let go when anyone comes, and I won’t leave you no matter what you want. Until you agree!"

Lu Weiwei laughed angrily, "You mean, you're going to play tricks to the end? I just said clearly that I would never do something like 'a strong woman is afraid of being entangled', so what are you doing now? Turn your head and deny what you said is not it?"

Xie Lingzhao smiled flatteringly, "I just said that just now, and I never thought of doing what I said. I am the closest to happiness at this moment in my life. How can I give up so easily? Even if I die, I can't give up. What's more, now that I know that Lu Wei has me in your heart, it is even more impossible to give up, and I will depend on you."

After a pause, he suddenly became serious: "Lu Wei, I really like you, I am happy with you, I am willing to think about what you think, worry about what you want, and give everything for you, all willingly. Please give me One chance, okay?"

(End of this chapter)