The Imperial Examination Blessed Wife in the Palm

Chapter 83

The next day.

Lu Weiwei was still concentrating on studying all morning, and only relaxed temporarily when she had lunch at noon.

She went to Xie Lingzhao's classroom first, but seeing that Xie Lingzhao was no longer in the classroom, she thought that he must have eaten in the canteen, so she went to the canteen again.

I still didn't see Xie Lingzhao, and I searched around but couldn't find him.

Lu Weiwei had no choice but to hastily eat her lunch and went back to her classroom.

Not wanting to look far away, she saw a slender and tall figure standing outside her classroom. It wasn't Xie Lingzhao, who was it?

Lu Weiwei rushed forward in two steps, "Xie Lingzhao, I searched everywhere but couldn't find you, so you are here. Have you eaten yet?"

Xie Lingzhao picked up the food box in his hand, "I have eaten it, and my servant brought it to me. Lu Wei, didn't you say that my dim sum is delicious yesterday? It just so happens that there is crab cake at noon today. I think it's delicious." It’s not bad when you’re eating it, so I’ll keep it for you, you can eat it while it’s hot.”

Lu Wei refused to let him bring him breakfast, and told him not to come to him during the rest of the school time, and to talk about anything after school was over.

After much deliberation, he only came over to talk to him during the lunch break, and it just so happens that the reason is ready-made, the crab cake should be eaten while it is hot, and it will have a fishy smell when it is cold, so it is not good ate……

Thoughts flashed by, and I realized what Lu Weiwei said just now, and said with a smile: "Lu Wei, what are you looking for me everywhere, what's the matter?"

Lu Weiwei smiled and nodded, "I want to tell you something, let's find a quieter place."

After thinking about it, the bamboo grove behind their classroom is not bad, so he led Xie Lingzhao all the way.

Xie Lingzhao doesn't care what Lu Weiwei wants to say to him, anyway, as long as Lu Weiwei is willing to talk to him and be alone with him, he can say anything.

Seeing that there were stone tables and benches under the bamboo forest, he put down the food box and opened it immediately, "Lu Wei, this crab cake is really good, why don't you try it now? I see that you are a bit picky when you eat at home. There are also few, and the food in the dining hall must be even more difficult to eat. I am afraid that I will not be full at noon, right? Shall I help you, or do you take it yourself?"

Lu Weiwei wanted to roll her eyes.

When did she choose what to eat? She obviously pays attention to the combination of meat and vegetables, okay?As for eating less, isn't that nonsense? If she is a girl, if she eats the same amount as him and her cousin, wouldn't it be too scary and unreasonable?

But Lu Weiwei held back in the end, and said: "Xie Lingzhao, what are you doing to observe these things, and you have nothing to do? Since you are so free, go to study. When you devote yourself to learning and find the joy of learning, believe me, you will never You won’t feel idle, bored and empty, you will only feel that there is not enough time every day, and you only hate why there are only twelve hours in a day, why can’t you have 24 hours. Really, why don’t you try it?”

Xie Lingzhao's smile froze on his face, and he said after a while: "I'm sure I won't experience the kind of fun that Lu Wei you mentioned. I'm not that kind of material by nature, so I'd better not try it. But you, don't try this crab powder again." Crisp, the taste changed when it got cold, don't regret it."

Lu Weiwei directly dragged the food box over the buckle and put it aside.

Fang Dingding looked at Xie Lingzhao, and said with a light smile, "Xie Lingzhao, I heard you say that your mother left early and the other elders in your family couldn't tolerate you. I thought that they didn't treat you kindly, and you definitely didn't have the intention and intention to be filial to them. Plan, now it seems that I was wrong. You are actually very filial, especially in front of your father, you must be a filial and obedient son, right?"

Xie Lingzhao's face became more and more ugly, "Lu Wei, what do you mean by that? I can't tell that you are actually mocking me? Who is his most filial and obedient son, and he deserves it! The greatest pain in my life , is to be his son, if it is possible, I really wish I could eviscerate my father and give him this life!"

Lu Weiwei still chuckled, "I'm afraid that's not the case? I saw that you clearly obeyed your father's words. He said that you are not good at studying, and you will never be able to learn well in your life. You really listen to him. I have nothing to do all day long, and even though I have such good learning conditions and opportunities, I just give up. This is not the most filial and obedient son, what is it?"

After a pause, "Anyway, if my father is still here, if he says this about me, I will definitely not listen to him. Even if I work hard, I must prove to him that he is wrong. I am just a student. I just want to read a trick to show him, I just want to impress him!"

Only then did Xie Lingzhao realize that Lu Weiwei was irritating herself.

He is not a person who can't distinguish between good and bad, and most of the anger in his eyes has disappeared unconsciously.

After pursing his lips a few times, he gritted his teeth and said in a low voice: "Lu Wei, I know that you are doing it for my own good. You are a real good person just like your aunt. But you don't know the situation of our family. My father... that person... Hate me so much that I gritted my teeth, I was afraid that I was dreaming that I would be bad; even if I really proved it to him, he was wrong, I can study, and I can make a name for myself, but he still won’t look me in the eye, He will still hate me to the bone. According to his heart, I should not even exist in this world at all!"

Lu Weiwei raised her eyebrows, "So you want to say that it doesn't make any difference whether you study or not, and it won't change your life in any way, so why don't you just stop reading? But I think the result will be the same no matter what. , then what else do you have to be afraid of, why can't you let go and fight for yourself?"

Xie Lingzhao smiled wryly, "I have something to gain and fight for. No matter what, the result will not change. Our family's affairs... Forget it. I have made a friend like you, Lu Wei, in front of you. There is no family ugliness that cannot be publicized. My family is the Yasukuni Mansion, one of the only three remaining state mansions in the capital, and my father is the current Yasukuni Mansion."

"Before he married my mother, he had a childhood sweetheart who was the daughter of Prince Lin's son at that time. After the prince's son became the prince, she also became the princess, and she became my stepmother. The relationship between the two of them was in the capital city. Many people in the circle know it, and they just wait for the two families to make a decision. Who knows that one day the two fell out for some unknown reason, and that woman would get married and leave Beijing..."

Although Lu Weiwei had already guessed that Xie Lingzhao's background would not be low, she still did not expect that he would be so prominent.

She has been in this world for more than seven years, how can she not know what class means today, and how difficult it is to cross class?Isn't the reason why she disguised herself as a man and devoted herself to studying hard, to put it bluntly, to achieve a class leap?

As a result, when she was working hard to become a low-level scholar, Xie Lingzhao was born directly at the end...

However, Lu Weiwei only felt emotional for a moment. After all, even if Xie Lingzhao was born at the end, he was obviously not happy. If she could exchange lives with others, she believed that he would do so without hesitation.

She continued to listen to him say, "After that woman married another, it is said that my father gave up on himself and was severely depressed for a while. My grandmother didn't look like her, so she also started to arrange a marriage for my father. There are many people in the capital circle. Everyone knows about my father and that woman, those whom my grandmother admires are not willing to marry their daughters to my father, and those who are willing to marry, my grandmother disdains."

"It just so happened that in the spring of the following year, my grandfather brought his family to Beijing to report on his duties. My grandfather was the chief envoy of the second rank at that time, and my mother was gentle and beautiful. After my grandmother saw it at the banquet, she liked it very much, so she asked someone to give it to her. Let me tell you something. My father, although he was a loser, was a man of gold and jade, and he was the son of the Duke of Jingguo. He also held an official position in Jinwuwei at that time. Where can I find out about the relationship between my father and that woman? So I promised my mother to my father."

Who knew that Xie Lingzhao's mother had only been in the house for half a year, and his stepmother lost her husband and became a widow, and returned to the capital to live permanently.

Then, at some unknown time and place, the old relationship with Xie Lingzhao's father rekindled; or, did the two never break off their relationship at all?

Anyway, when Xie Lingzhao's mother finally found out, his stepmother had already given birth to his father's son, only half a year younger than Xie Lingzhao.

In other words, when Xie Lingzhao's mother was still pregnant with him, the woman had already been diagnosed with pregnancy; and the reason why Xie Lingzhao's mother was able to discover the secret was because the woman deliberately revealed the flaws to her, otherwise Xie Lingzhao's mother would not have known How long will you be deceived!
Xie Lingzhao's mother was filled with grief and anger. In order not to hurt the reputation of her son and her mother's family, she could only knock out her teeth and swallow her blood, and shed tears every night.

The woman didn't give up, and repeatedly provoked her openly and secretly, and Xie Lingzhao's grandparents couldn't help it. Finally, Xie Lingzhao's mother became anxious, fell ill, and died of depression.

"...my mother had just been away for a year, and that woman came in. As for her son, two or three-year-old children are rarely seen anyway, and he is one or two years old. In fact, no one else can see it. Then he claimed that it was the woman who met Xi when she entered the door, and then got a man in one fell swoop, who was three years younger than me."

Xie Lingzhao's voice became colder as he spoke, "I was raised in my grandmother's house at first, and after the woman talked to my grandmother a few times, she moved to her yard. After that, my life was bright on the outside, with coptis inside. She doesn't let anyone talk to me unless it's necessary; she keeps my mother's companions at a distance, and I can't even see them. For a while, there were rats in my room , I was so scared that I didn’t dare to sleep at all. I told my grandmother, but my grandmother still didn’t believe me. She said that I am a good young man, I live in a tall house, and there are many maids and women around me. How could there be mice? They sent someone to guard I didn’t find it, and after that, I didn’t believe me anymore.”

He flinched as he said that, "That day in Lu Wei's hometown, the reason why I, a grown man, was so afraid of mice was ridiculous to you. In fact, it was the shadow that fell at that time. When I was six or seven years old, I My grandfather came to Beijing again to report on his duties, and my life was easier. Unfortunately, within a few years, my grandfather also passed away, and my uncles were either sent far away or stayed in their hometown.

That woman regarded Xie Lingzhao as a thorn in her side, and her children and servants naturally followed suit, bullying and neglecting him in various ways.

Finally, when Xie Lingzhao was 12 years old, when the so-called younger brothers bullied him again, he couldn't hold back, and accidentally pierced the left eye of Second Young Master Xie.

This time it was really poking a hornet's nest. Not only did the woman go crazy and Xie Lingzhao was ordered to die, Prince Lin also put pressure on the entire family of the Jingguo Mansion, and Xie Lingzhao had to pay the price in blood.

"My grandmother saved my life by forcing her to die. She was the one who dragged my mother into that mess back then. Seeing that my mother died at a young age, my life will not be long. , how can I not feel guilty in my heart? It’s just that I can’t stay in the capital anymore, and the position of the son has nothing to do with me. That’s why I came to Tianquan. After all, the elder Shen Ge was from Tianquan. Tianquan's style of writing prevails, and talents come forth in large numbers, at least I'm a fig leaf for coming to Tianquan to study, and it will save the Yasukuni Mansion from becoming a talking point in the capital."

When Xie Lingzhao said this, he gave another wry smile, "So Lu Wei, no matter how hard I try or win, it's useless. I won't be the son of the world, nor will I own the family business. I won't even be able to return to the capital. , I can't even go to my mother's grave to put incense on my mother's grave, or kowtow to my grandmother for her birthday. I... But thank you for your concern. You are the only one who has said these words to me all these years .”

Seeing that Xie Lingzhao had finally finished speaking, Lu Weiwei cleared her throat, and said, "Xie Lingzhao, it seems that you have misunderstood me. I let you fight, let you win, not let you win the position of the son and family Ye, I didn’t know that your family was so prominent just now, but now I know, I still say this. So what if your father doesn’t give it to you, you can’t rely on your own ability to earn a share of your own glory and Is the family business coming?"

"Princes and generals, it's better to have kindness. How many people started from scratch, even without food and clothes, but still earn a fortune and make a great career. Your starting point is already many times higher than those people. Others can Do it, why can't you?"

"Look at you, you have a big house to live in, a group of servants to serve you, and plenty of money. As long as you want, if you think the masters in the county school are not enough, you can spend a lot of money to hire other famous teachers and scholars to teach you alone. Really Yes, this condition is placed on me, my cousin, and cousin Che. You have to wake up laughing from your dreams. What reason do you have to complain about yourself? It is not uncommon for you to hold the position of the son of the world in front of you!"

Xie Lingzhao stared at Lu Weiwei for a moment, before he smiled and said, "Lu Wei, are you kidding me? I don't have that ability. I really get a headache when I read a book, and feel sleepy when I listen to my master's lecture. You are so talented , Human and hard-working academic masters really can't understand the pain of us scumbags. Don't talk about the title of the gold list, I can't even pass the exam as a child student, so don't stand and talk without back pain, don't put it on my face It's gold."

Lu Weiwei sneered, "So what do you mean, you have made up your mind to be a mud for the rest of your life, and you won't be able to hang on to the wall no matter what?"

Under her cold eyes, Xie Lingzhao dare not say yes.

I had no choice but to continue laughing, "No, it's not, I just don't think it's necessary. Even if I can really be named on the gold list in the future, and I can successfully become an official, and I'm an official for thousands of miles, after all, it's not money for food and clothing? But I already have money. There is endless money to spend, that, that..."

Lu Weiwei saw that he didn't go on "that" wisely, and said: "Even if you already have endless money, what about the grievances of your mother and you for so many years? Don't you say take back everything that should belong to you?" , at least let the world know your grievances, how shameless and ungrateful their family is, right? I don’t believe you don’t hate, I never thought of avenging your mother and yourself.”

Xie Lingzhao said in a low voice after a while: "I've definitely thought about it, but that's nothing more than hitting a rock with an egg. I can't do it at all. A Duke's mansion is already a giant to me. It's not easy to say that there is a prince's mansion." Yes, even if I become the number one scholar in high school in the future, what can I do to them?"

"Number one?"

Lu Weiwei sneered, "You really dare to think about it, I have never dared to think about it! But who said that you have to win the top prize for revenge, and who can guarantee that there will be no day when they beg in front of you in the future? As long as you are strong enough, I believe that you will win the first prize in the end." One day! The premise is that you must become strong first, and you must become strong, otherwise don’t blame them for ignoring you, making you unable to return to your own home, and don’t blame the injustice of the world, you can only blame your mother Fate is hard, blame yourself for being unlucky, you can only accept your fate!"

Xie Lingzhao's eyes turned red, "Why can I only blame my mother and myself for being unlucky, why can I only accept my fate, it's clear that they killed my mother, it's clear that they are shameless and ruthless!"

Lu Weiwei spread her hands, "Then what can I do? The weak can only accept it. When you rode in the street that day, those innocent people who were implicated could only accept it. Your family lost money, but are they all grateful? If they also You are just as rich and powerful, you see if they can't stand you, they will attack you early and smash your dog's head off!"

When Xie Lingzhao heard her mentioning the events of that day, besides being sad, he felt a little more embarrassing, and whispered: "Lu Wei, why are you talking about that day again? I really know I was wrong. Who is, who is It's a dog's head..."

Lu Weiwei waved her hand, "That's what it means anyway. Besides, do you really plan to live a mediocre life like this? It's hard to come to this world for a while, and you have to do something meaningful and realize something The value of your own existence is not in vain. You can really learn a lot of truths from books if you read wisely, but they all belong to you, and no one can take them away. How about it, do you want to learn or not?"

Xie Lingzhao had a bitter face, "Lu Wei, I really can't learn. I feel dizzy when I read the book. I really... where are you going? It's not time for class yet. You don't want this crab cake?"

Lu Weiwei didn't turn her head back, "It's not time for class, I have to go back to study, I'm not like someone who has endless money, and I don't want to be a puddle of mud that can't support the wall, I don't care how hard or tired I am , will definitely be named on the gold list in the future!"

After a pause, "By the way, Xie Lingzhao, try to find me as little as possible in the future, and it's better not to look for me anymore. I don't have so much time to waste with you, just like this moment, I can write half an article. Me and You can’t understand what my cousins ​​are talking about. For us, we have to take your feelings into account. For you, it’s a waste of time. In fact, everyone is suffering, right? Even my mother, I’m afraid that after a long time, I won’t let you I'm in contact with you again, if you don't believe me, ask around, how many parents would like their children to play with people who are not good at learning?"

"However, I have been friends for a few days anyway, so I will give you some advice at the end. Whether it is to avenge your grievances or for your future, you have nothing but to study hard and make yourself stronger right now. There is no way to go. When you become stronger, even if you don’t care about them or everything about that family, others will only praise you and complain for you; on the contrary, if you say that you don’t want everything, others will believe you? You will say that you can’t eat grapes and sour grapes, and you will only say that you are right not to give them. Who made your mother’s life miserable, and you are not up to date? History books are always written by victors, and public opinion is naturally the same. I'll say it all, you should think about it for yourself!"

After Lu Weiwei finished speaking, she strode away, until her back completely disappeared from Xie Lingzhao's line of sight, without turning her head once.

I have been forced to this point by my so-called relatives and stepmothers. I still want to be a puddle of mud. If I don’t stand up and fight back, I can make a way for myself. There are still decades to come. Is it true that I will be a lifetime of mud? up?

I hope her last ruthless words can be useful, she really talked all the way, just to persuade a scumbag to study wholeheartedly, it seems that she has the potential to be a teaching director?
But Xie Lingzhao is really pitiful, as well as his mother, who had suffered eight lifetimes of misfortune before marrying the wolf-hearted man Jing Guogong and their Xie family. If she were Xie Lingzhao, she would not let They have a good time, and everyone must be punished and pay the price!

The rest of Xie Lingzhao sat blankly, motionless for a long time, as if petrified.

He has only made friends with Lu Wei for a few days, and there is such a good Aunt Lu, is it true that he will lose him so soon?
In these years, the resentment and unwillingness in his heart never really calmed down one day. He really wanted to force himself to endure it, even if he was burned day and night, he had to endure it, and then he would live in Tianquan nest for the rest of his life. Let his mother not be able to rest in peace under the Nine Springs?
(End of this chapter)