The concubine of the high gate

Chapter 438

"I didn't sleep all night again. I didn't know how to calm myself down. I returned the furniture in the house, I destroyed the flowers and plants in the house, and I even destroyed myself. But I still couldn't let myself go. Finally , I found a way to free myself." Having said that, Su Jin showed a quiet smile, with expectant eyes shining in his eyes.

"Ah Jin..." The middle-aged woman didn't know why, but felt a burst of fear in her heart.

"You're right, he was so kind to me. From childhood, he took care of me and was more responsible than my mother. What a father should do, he did. What a father shouldn't do, he also did for me So, no matter how much I hate him, I can’t do anything to him.” Su Jin’s smile was a little dazed, “But to me, you are just a stranger who has met several times. I can’t do anything to him. If you start, then all the hatred will be transferred to you."

As soon as Su Jin finished speaking, a sharp fruit knife was pointed at the middle-aged woman's neck.

No matter how much she knows that the fault is not on the woman's side, no matter how much she despises those women who only know how to trouble the mistress and not the scumbag, at this moment Su Jin finally understands.It's not that he doesn't know that the scumbag's crimes are more serious, but that he has been in love for many years, and he really can't let go.After all, she was too weak, so she tortured herself so much, and finally took this step today.

"Ajin, what are you doing? Put down the fruit knife. You are about to graduate, and you still have a bright future! If you kill me, you will not be able to escape the punishment of the law. Think about your parents. "The middle-aged woman said in panic.She never imagined that Su Jin, who has always been quiet and well-behaved, would have such an absurd side.

"Laugh a little, if a third person comes in, I will kill you directly. Do you know? I plan how to kill you every day? I even think about how to kill you to escape legal sanctions. I know I can't do this, I've been suppressing myself. But, I've had enough of this uneasy life. I thought about it, no matter how much I hate it, I can't give up the bottom line of being a human being, and I can't be infected with human life. But, I can't do it..." Su Jin almost murmured, "I can't give up, so I can only dispel the hatred in my heart by killing you. Even if I never fall into hell again, it's better than torturing each other like this now."

"Su Jin, even if you hate your father, you have to think about your mother." The middle-aged woman said.

"I can't care so much anymore. I told him a long time ago, don't really drive me crazy. If one day I really become crazy, I don't know what I will do. If you are good, he will resign and live. Fire you, and I won't be like this anymore. Mom? She can do whatever she wants, I don't care anymore. As long as I calm down, I can't control my emotions. Only by killing you can I get relief. It's so painful to live in hatred and anger every day. I'm not strong enough, so I can only use the stupidest way to redeem myself. Look... no, you can't see it. Don't think I can't do it , I can even kill myself. In the past, I didn’t even dare to prick me with a needle for others. But now I dare to cut my own skin with a knife.

(End of this chapter)