The concubine of the high gate

Chapter 440

"Ah!" Ye Mingzhu sat up abruptly, her eyes glazed over with tears in her eyes.

"Mingzhu, what's the matter?" Duan Mozhen, who was sitting on the side guarding Ye Mingzhu, comforted Ye Mingzhu in his arms.

Ye Mingzhu didn't say anything, just kept crying.

I finally remembered, and finally understood why I didn't remember how I traveled through time, but I always felt that I was dead in the previous life.In fact, at that time, she wanted to kill that bitch first, and then die with her family.Thinking about it now, she was really crazy at that time.

Although he chose to commit suicide because he couldn't bear the crime of murder, and failed to die with his parents, but thinking about it now, there is no difference.Ye Mingzhu was an only child in her previous life. If she is gone, her mother will definitely not be able to survive.Ye Mingzhu didn't know how her father in the previous life would choose, but Ye Mingzhu knew that her father really loved him, so maybe she couldn't live without dying, right?A good family was still ruined by her.

If there really is an afterlife, Ye Mingzhu would rather her parents not be together, and would rather pay the price of not being born.I thought that if I died, I was dead and no longer existed in this world.Ye Mingzhu remembers that in her previous life, many foreign experts firmly believed that people in this world were ghosts, and kept doing experiments to prove their point of view.Ye Mingzhu remembered that in her previous life, she searched the Internet for the question of whether people have souls.Ye Mingzhu remembered that she found out about the incident of a lady named Zhu Xiuhua in Taiwan in [-] who returned from the dead.At that time, Ye Mingzhu thought, even if a person really has a soul, it would be better to die like that, even if he atones for his sins in hell, it would be better than the torment of living in this world.

Who would have thought that after death, she did not see the underworld, nor did she see her wandering soul, but instead traveled through time and space to become an official girl.

Probably because of the pain, Ye Mingzhu, who had just crossed over, forgot what happened that morning.If she still remembers, she will definitely not be able to live well until now.It is precisely because of forgetting that we were able to live in ancient times.However, in many cases, even though the memory is gone, the influence on people is still there.In ancient times, Ye Mingzhu lived a pessimistic life, and her heart has long since become ruthless.If she still had the temperament she had at the beginning of her previous life, Ye Mingzhu would definitely not be able to live in ancient times.

At the beginning, rather than being persuaded by the Ninth Princess to start disregarding human life, it might be better to say that she had given up the last bottom line of being a human being in modern times.All she needed was an opportunity.

At that time, she was really stupid.Today, although she has recovered her memory, under the suppression of ancient times, she has long since ceased to care about human life.

"Mingzhu, don't be afraid, it's alright, that man is not dead yet, he is still alive and well." Duan Mozhen's voice sounded from Ye Mingzhu's ear.

Ye Mingzhu cried even harder.Whether that person is dead or not, Ye Mingzhu is much clearer than Duan Mohuang.Ye Mingzhu knew that if the dagger stabbed at that position, there would definitely be no way out.

Leaning slowly in Duan Moyu's arms, Ye Mingzhu finally recovered after crying for an unknown amount of time.

She slowly closed her eyes, wiped away her tears, and when she opened her eyes again, Ye Mingzhu regained her composure.

She is no longer the little girl in her previous life who didn't understand anything and had no experience.No matter how many regrets and pains there are, that life has passed.

"Why don't you bring a few more people?" Ye Mingzhu leaned against Duan Moyu's arms and asked extremely tiredly.

(End of this chapter)