winter era

Chapter 196 The Pulse of Destiny
It sounds easy.Just change the identity and let those sages think that the real recovery of Kaos is there.Those sages will seal Li Lin as the heart in the black water collar, and the real core, that is, the soul, knowledge, and memory, will escape accordingly, and find a good body for a small reincarnation.

That's why Li Lin always subconsciously let some young and energetic mages come to this place.If it is an old mage, their physical weakness can easily interfere with the purity of memory.

"Trick them, scare them, and blindfold them so we can be truly free."

Knocking on the table in front of him according to a certain pattern, the eyes of knowledge became extremely deep.

"They are nothing more than a group of puppets, dregs, agents of the unknowable. They don't realize that their own spirit and thoughts have been disturbed. They never thought of the sage who would not intervene in the face of the destruction of the world. They band together to seal a man in their world just because of a possibility. They don't know anything."

"We have to live. You know it very well. We have to live. I won't be a memory. I can't just be killed by someone in this world where I don't know if it's true or not. Die here. We must break the world line of fate and correct this world to its original state. If time is only the consequence of the change of matter, then I will put all the matter that may cause flow Give it back to what it used to be."

Li Lin, who is the heart, doesn't know exactly what Kaos himself felt at the end of the world.He didn't even know what had happened before, but judging from the messy words of knowledge, it was important.Judging from the glowing eyes of Knowledge, the secrets he knows may be a big step forward for their common ideal.

This is something to celebrate, as the heart of Kaos, the undead priest feels that he is really amazing.Being able to come up with such a method of stealing the sky and changing the sun is really worthy of being the heir of Kaos' knowledge, with indescribable arrogance and ideas.

But after this touting, he is also very clear.

Looking at the knowledgeable eyes in front of him with a smile, he was frantically talking about theories that he didn't understand at all, and Li Lin listened quietly to his description with a smile on his face.The powerful pulse brought by the heart sent streams of blood to all parts of the body, allowing him to continue to survive.That almost endless life force has always been preserved in his heart, bringing him back to life again and again.

But he was going to die.

Died as priest Li Lin, then sealed as Kaos' heart.

The adult's power after being sealed is enough to keep a heart immortal for 4 years, and even for some purpose, the heart has turned into an immortal priest walking on the ground, and he can also perform categorical different forces.

He was once literally a god.As long as you press your palm on your chest, you can feel the surge of life. It is almost tens of thousands of dragons roaring in it, and the life of almost an entire world flows in it.To kill Li Lin, the first thing to do is the destructive power that can destroy the entire world at that moment.Otherwise, any attack would be in vain.

This is just the power brought by the heart of that adult.He's not known for close combat.

"What kind of power did I once have?"

"If you talk about power, then it is an insult to us."

He was not surprised by the sudden change of topic, and knowledge naturally followed Li Lin's question.

"The true realm of God lies in omniscience and omnipotence. If omniscience and omnipotence are really achieved, it would be easy to get rid of my current predicament, and it is impossible for us to be trapped here by these dregs. So we are not gods."

"But at the same time, we are also gods. To be precise, we are gods with a broken part. We lack one part of knowledge and one part of ability. We have no way to interfere with ourselves, and we have no way to know our own existence. So we are gods who lack knowledge and incompetence. Even if we can easily create and destroy the world, we have no way to interfere with ourselves."

"Like a prisoner...?"

"That's right." Zhizhi nodded as he looked at Li Lin's uncertain expression.

"We are prisoners in this world. We are bound in this world, running non-stop as a hamster. If we go back to the original world line, we may break out. But now we are just prisoners. "

Knowledge nodded, affirming his statement.

There is no such thing as time in the world of knowledge architecture.They said here that the world is old, and the outside world will not change in the slightest.So Li Lin put his body deeply into the high-back chair, looked at the milky white sky and remained silent.He was quietly thinking about something not related to Kaos but related to Li Lin.

He thought of himself who had just awakened from chaos 4 years ago.

At that time, Li Lin had just woken up from the chaos. Li Lin, who was a pastor at the beginning, felt that he was lucky.

Immortal and immortal, no power can harm him.Even if there are very few people in this world who can hurt him.The sages died like crazy, and the remaining quasi-sages couldn't hurt him at all, he just couldn't die.

So in the very beginning, he relied on his immortality to do a lot of stupid things.

Such as rape, such as assassination, such as killing the whole family.He basically did all the ridiculous things in the world.

The time needed to do bad things is very short and very fast.This period of crazy mess lasted about ten years or so.He spent ten years doing bad things that he never dreamed of before.And he even felt numb to this kind of evil, even disgusting.Because he has done this kind of thing too much, and he has long been used to it.

Time is such a magical thing.Compared with the 4-year history, ten years of evil deeds are like passing clouds.It's just that after about 100 years, no one knows the absurd things he did.

He began to feel fear.

Because Immortality may not be as good as imagined.

Quality memories began to put pressure on his shoulders, making him gradually bear some indescribable weight.

Compared with the time spent in chaos, the pastor's memory of more than 20 years has gradually become small.He began to gradually forget the past and remember new things.Then forget the one thing you swore to remember and remember another new one.

Feelings gradually become dispensable, and one's own will is also worn away by time.In ten years, he can be full of enthusiasm, in a hundred years, he can recall the past, and in 200 years, he still feels that the world has great potential.But 500 years later, he felt a little lonely.Thousands of years later, he began to feel a bit of pain and sadness. After 5000 years, all he had left was despair.

He sees no hope.

This world has long been doomed.

The world permeated by the three mantras is full of sorrow and pain.Auras of protection began to be used around the world as currency.The seeds of order were born in the hands of the sages, driving away the fog of chaos and allowing people to survive.

But the world is already doomed.

No matter how hard you struggle, the outside world is always chaos.All knowledge has been developed, all theory has been prepared.In this world with broken rules, everything can be used.Because there is no restraint and logic, even those perpetual motion machines, those strange fairytale weapons, and even superconscious means can emerge.

What good is that?Li Lin once saw that chaos.There have been no secrets in this world for a long time, just like a paper folded in half, everyone lives on this stack of paper.No privacy, no secrets, nothing.

He began to give up on himself.Started to have an indifferent attitude towards everything.

Walking into Chaos alone, only to be torn to pieces by monsters before coming out.Spend years nurturing a guy's relationship, then kill him when he trusts most.Let a country go from weak to rich and strong, and then let it go from rich to weak.This kind of thing has been repeated countless times in 1 years.He has seen those things countless times.Li Lin knows better than anyone how hopeless and boring this world is.He knows the pain of this world better than anyone.

"Perhaps, death is a good thing for me."

"Death is a good thing for anyone. As long as they have seen the truth."

Knowledge shrugged needlessly.

As a knowledgeable person, he knows exactly what kind of mental state Li Lin is in now.But he was too lazy to say it, let alone point it out.Even if you are yourself, you will say something to yourself when you self-harm.Li Lin must die as a self-awareness, he must inherit part of Kaos' soul, and then replace the seal as Kaos himself.

This is the plan, a plan that has been going on for 4 years.Whether Li Lin wants it or not, this plan will eventually be implemented.He never really lived for a day, but always walked on the ground blankly as a pawn.

"Could it be that we are formulating the fate of everyone in this world? Are their thoughts being manipulated by us?"

"None of us is qualified to choose fate for others."

Knowledge denied Li Lin's doubts.

"The lives of each of them have their own trajectory, which is not something we can decide. All we can do is to wipe out their lives for ourselves. We are not them, and we cannot decide their will. We just deprive other people of their lives for our own sake. I have nothing to say about it. But I also feel that my behavior is correct and just, and I have no hesitation. We are the evil party, the murderers, for our lives Of course they have to be sacrificed."

Knowledge denies the lives of tens of billions of people in this world with a face of righteousness.He knows that there are people in this world, and each of them has their own home, their own ideas, their own dreams and their own friends.Knowledge appreciates these qualities of human beings, and also likes the strong qualities of human beings in times of crisis.

But they must die.It's not because of a disagreement of ideas, or because of a different force, but purely because of a relationship of interest.Depriving other people of their lives out of the sheer desire for the benefit of their death.

"But they must die. I recognize the soul of everyone in this world, and I recognize the freedom of everyone. I will not hypocritically say that this is for their good, and I will not say anything high-sounding. I just want to Myself. I just want to leave this world, so I'm going to kill them. I'm going to kill each of them, torture every soul, squeeze every power, and let these powers bombard every corner of the world .Kaos is such a villain, but I will admit it when I am evil. I admit how much they curse and suffer, but I will never stop. Because it is the same for me."

"That's right, it's the same even for me." Li Lin looked at the knowledge in front of him and let out a wry smile.

When he was a great wizard, he dared to cut his head into countless pieces in exchange for power.When injured, he even uses magic to replace his body.As long as the spirit and soul are not destroyed, the body is fine.Of course such a ruthless person would not care how cruel killing is.He is well aware of this and has no regrets.

It is different from those heroes who kill for righteousness and ideals.Kaos killed people for himself.No matter what he did, he had to break that barrier.From the very beginning to the end, what he couldn't stand the most was that he was actually trapped in the illusion.

So break it whatever you do, break it no matter what you do.Even if the whole world is destroyed.

"As an incompetent god, I will reach the other end of this world sooner or later. Death is just a temporary parting. The character Li Lin never existed from the very beginning. You don't have to feel sad about it or what , because you do not exist in itself. You are Kaos, and you are Kaos from beginning to end. You are a part of Kaos, the heart of Kaos, and his body, not some immortal priest Li Lin .Remember this, and meet your fate."

"I think you are definitely not a good lobbyist." Li Lin couldn't help showing a weird smile on Knowledge's serious face. "What nonsense are you talking about to a self-awareness that is about to face death. At least say something nice to make my death less entangled. I don't even have any thoughts about dying now."

"I remember I said it once. Li Lin never existed. You are always Kaos, and you must be Kaos. Kaos will not die, and neither will you. You just put It’s just removing some impurities, it’s not a big deal.”

"That's why I said you are too bad at talking."

"I'm not alone."

Knowledge looked at Li Lin in front of him rather strangely, as if he couldn't figure out why he would say such a thing.There seems to be no way to deal with this situation in his consciousness.This is no longer within the scope of knowledge.

Maybe it should have something to do with memory?Knowledge thought about the relevant information for a while, and finally admitted that he was still not very clear about these things.Knowledge of spiritual matters is not very good, which belongs to the field of memory.He came here just to tell Li Lin why such a situation happened, and he didn't know anything else.

"I am not a complete human being. We are all part of Kaos. I am the manifestation of knowledge, and you are the heart with enormous vitality and resilience. We are all part of a complete individual, and we are all A part of the mind of a subject. But we are not a complete human being, only when we rejoin together, we are kaos. Otherwise we are nothing before this, just a part of kaos .”

Knowledge took it for granted when he said these words.He didn't have any self-awareness, and he didn't have any memory accumulation or what, and he couldn't understand Li Lin's complicated emotions at all.In his eyes, the world is much simpler than imagined.If you go out, according to the plan, you can reset the whole world in no more than a few years.He didn't understand Li Lin's entanglement at all.

Just as summer bugs cannot understand the concept of winter, perfect knowledge cannot understand Li Lin's fine emotions.All he can do is to justify a few words and use his own knowledge to express his original plans and ideas.

He has stayed here for 4 years, and it is normal to not have those twists and turns.

But it is this normality that is scary.

"Yeah, so you are the knowledge and I am the heart."

Li Lin looked at the milky white dome, but felt that a mass of darkness was gradually engulfing him.It wasn't a fear of death, but a little dark emotion of loss of self-awareness.Just like what that memory said before it collapsed, even if it is a fake, he still has the right to pursue the truth.Although he must die here.

"We are all a part of that huge figure, a part of him. But when we come together, are we still us? Or, are we still alive? So what will happen to the existence of Li Lin in the end? "

"Of course we are alive. But not for us, but for 'me'. Li Lin naturally does not exist."

"Is it?"

A smile appeared on Li Lin's face again.

"Then I shall die. To choke fate by the throat."

(End of this chapter)