love at the wrong age

Chapter 12 Her Pain Is Yours

I can't see the expression clearly, even the figure is so blurred.Chen Mo turned around and went in, and drew the curtains, which meant to isolate himself from the outside world. After a while, he couldn't see anything, and even the light proving Xiyi was turned off, leaving nothing but darkness in front of him. Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night. night.

She likes reading books, listening to music, playing the piano, playing the zither, sleeping, eating sweets, traveling, delicate makeup, black, and everything rough and beautiful. After so many things happened, she knew I can't go back to the past.She abandoned the original her, and what is left is just ruins, uneven, those things in the past have been burned by the years and only powder is left. I thought they would leave, but I didn't want to still be so unforgettable, the deepest in my memory. You are still so clear, but we can't go back to the past.

You once said, I am your everything, I laugh, you are happy, I cry, you feel bad, you will never want me, you will hold me in the palm of your hand for the rest of your life, if the whole world betrays me, you are willing to stand by me Betrayed the whole world behind him.Later, when I thought about it, it was so ridiculous that I couldn't even give the most basic trust, how could I give it to the whole world?She thought that the person she loved to the deepest had deep-rooted trust, but who knew that all of this was just her dream.The ideal is very full, the reality is very skinny, and the mind is no match for the reality. If you had trusted me a little bit at the beginning, you and I would not be what we are today.Everything today is based on your mistrust.responsible?This is inevitable.

When she went to the company the next day, Chen Zihan was alone at home, and the people in the company greeted her as usual. It can be seen that He Qiang and the others did not tell the matter, and gave them a thank you look.They accepted it without hesitation.

"Don't worry about our character." Liu Ting said when she came in to deliver the materials.

"It's not like betraying our beloved boss." What she said was very shameless, and Chen Mo laughed out loud.

"What are you going to do? The window paper is torn, and the Xu family will definitely want to return Xiaohan's custody." Liu Ting seemed more anxious than she was, and she had to think of a way to solve everything first.

"Liu Ting, thank you." She was very moved. To have such a close friend, she always thought that the world of adults was complicated and complicated, but she didn't expect their world to be like this now.

Some things only know why they are the way they are after experiencing them.

"Virtue." Liu Ting went out after cursing, she knew that Chen Mo didn't want anyone to disturb her.Some things will only have results when they are calm.At noon, Lin Haoyang came to take her to eat as usual.

Xu Chenxuan drove to the kindergarten at noon. After Xu Jie went in and asked, he found out that the child did not come to school, and the teacher also said that the child might transfer to another school.When Xu Chenxuan heard the news, he clenched his fists fiercely. Xu Jie gave the teacher a business card and said that if Chen Zihan came to school, he would call him.The teacher took it tremblingly.Xu Chenxuan leaned on the seat very tiredly, he didn't rest all night last night, he had several important meetings this morning, he wanted to see the child, but Chen Mo didn't expect the child to come to school.

"The mayor, Ms. Chen went to work today." Xu Chenxuan knew that Chen Mo was working at Lin Haoyang Company, that is to say, the child was at home alone now, and when he arrived at the Central Garden Community, he happened to see Chen Zihan sitting in the garden with an ipad dangling Swinging, hand paddling something on the screen.A person looks so lonely.So lonely, Xu Chenxuan sat in the car and looked at him from a distance.

"Xu Chenxuan knows." Chen Mo was sitting opposite Lin Haoyang, fiddling with food. Lin Haoyang paused for a while when he heard her words, and raised his head to look at her.Chen Mo didn't intend to hide it from him, he would know sooner or later.

"Chen Zihan had a conflict with Wang Zhengdong and Xu Yijing's sons in the kindergarten. Everyone in Xu's family and Wang's family knew about it. It was just yesterday." She briefly summed up what happened yesterday. Lin Haoyang is not easy to fool around.

He threw down his chopsticks with a snap, "Why didn't you tell me? In your heart, what position am I in?" Lin Haoyang's eyes immediately turned red. If Chen Mo didn't know him well, outsiders would probably think him Will hit her, but fortunately there are not many people in the restaurant at this time.

"Haoyang, it's not what you and I want when things get to this point, and it's not that if you don't want it to happen, let it happen naturally!" Chen Mo didn't answer his question directly, but just brushed aside, and she didn't She is willing to let Xu Chenxuan know about Chen Zihan's existence, let alone Xu's family, but the situation is beyond her control. She can only accept the arrangement of God. Lin Haoyang doesn't speak. He knows that Chen Mo is a sensible person, and he loves him so much. Her reason is also hated.Because of her reason, their relationship with each other has always been at the current stage, surpassing friends, but one step away from lovers.He had to say, she was in excellent control.No advance, no retreat, but he can't be like her.So rationally control this relationship, wandering in the middle, he advances, she retreats, he retreats, she advances, so far, so close.

He Qiang said that the Wang family has not contacted him so far, and Chen Mo knew that it was impossible for them to compromise, but if she continued to bully people like this again and again, would she be considered a dead person?You are right. At this moment, Wang Zhengdong feels that the matter is very difficult. On the one hand is Xu Chenxuan, and Xu Chenxuan's son, and on the other is his son. If he does not apologize, Chen Mo is not such a good talker. How could she not tell Xu Chenxuan for so many years? With the matter between her and the child, Xu Chenxuan might be more ruthless in preventing Xu Chenxuan from seeing the child, so he didn't dare to act rashly.What's more, they treated Chen Mo like that before, how can this matter be resolved easily now, Xu Yijing hugs her son every day, Wang Zhao is not much better, people who know about Xu Chenxuan and Chen Mo's love affair, everyone thinks Mo Mo took Xu Chenxuan's money and left, but Chen Zihan's appearance made their suspicions significantly lower.Wang Zhao even thought of Yang Qing.Not only the Wang family exploded, but the Xu family went even further.Yang Qing was even more anxious to get sick. Xu Jin saw it, and felt that he deserved it. He saw everything she did back then, but is it useful to cry now?The crimes she committed were left to future generations to bear. Xu Jin himself really liked Chen Mo. Everyone liked smart women, but she thought that women would ruin a man's future. Didn't she remember Xu Chenxuan? What was the status at that time?Were those days worse than death?The servants surrounded Yang Qing, Xu Jin didn't let her take the medicine prescribed by the doctor.He just said, "Heart disease only needs a doctor of heart medicine", then turned and went downstairs, Xu Chenxuan came back to take a look, said to take care of his body, and left, it was obvious that he was looking for Chen Mo, Xu Jie looked at the heart It hurts, how could Xu Chenxuan's road to love be so bumpy?Along the way, I have suffered a lot of injuries, what can I do?He had to ask someone to drive with him. He had to rest so that he could progress with his work during the day. Xu Chenxuan was determined to wait until Chen Mo died. He sat in the car and waited. He kept his eyes open on every passing car. Looking at it, suddenly a Land Rover stopped beside him.

(End of this chapter)