love at the wrong age

Chapter 19

When I got off the plane, as soon as I turned it on, a call came in. It was the strange number from last time. She didn't answer it, but it kept ringing. When she answered it, no one spoke for a while.Just as she was about to hang up the phone, the other party spoke.

"Are you there?" She knew who it was with just three words, she thought, she would never forget this voice, she admitted that he was reluctant to hang up the phone, if she was more cruel at this moment, she would not hurt herself later , hurt him.

Neither of them spoke, Xu Chenxuan spoke first. "I went to find Xiao Han privately today, don't blame him, he was in a bad mood after you left, if you can, give him a call, Haoyang picked him up." Xu Chenxuan still said Regarding Chen Zihan's question, Chen Mo was very moved when he heard the two of them. He was glad that he cared about Chen Zihan, but she really couldn't do it, and couldn't speak nicely to those who had hurt her.

"Anything else?" She asked indifferently.Xu Chenxuan remained silent for a while.

"No……"

"I didn't expect you to keep changing your number." Just when Chen Mo was about to say that he didn't hang up the phone, Xu Chenxuan spoke up. This time, Chen Mo was silent. After a while, she finally said.

"Yeah, the number has not been changed, but you have never been in touch. It has not been in four years. Love is not giving. Blindly giving will only make us physically and mentally exhausted and make the other party take it for granted. We have done this before. If you really love someone, she will not be wrong, even if there is a mistake, you will find thousands of reasons to forgive him." After speaking, Chen Mo hung up the phone directly, received the pocket, and never changed it.But he has never been in touch, has he?Why should Chen Mo be acting affectionate?Why are you humiliating yourself?He just wanted to make fun of you, to chill you, maybe he was just laughing right now?Xu Chenxuan held the phone with mixed feelings, supported his forehead in pain, sighed repeatedly, walked to the bar to get a glass of wine, and drank it down in one gulp.The spicy taste traveled from the throat to the heart. Unexpectedly, just one number would put him in death row.If he had been braver and made a phone call, would they have had a different ending?

Chen Mo stayed in City B for half a month, her phone was turned off, and no one could find her. She was at ease alone, not thinking about Xu Chenxuan, not thinking about Chen Zihan, not thinking about work, nothing. Come to think of it, it's fine to just wander around in other cities with no purpose or reason.Everything she did in the past had a purpose, and she did it with a purpose, but now she realizes that it is so easy to do something without a purpose.

The work has already been done, but she just doesn't want to go back, don't want to see the city that made her sad, and doesn't want to face Chen Zihan, for fear that Chen Zihan will say that she only wants her father and not her mother, and she treats him so badly.It's ridiculous to think about myself now. If I want to escape from this city, shouldn't I have escaped four years ago?Why didn't you escape at that time?Another person in her heart said again: Could it be possible to forget a person by fleeing a city?
I was struggling and looking for many reasons for myself, but I just didn't want to admit that she still loved Xu Chenxuan, the man who didn't want to believe her, and the man who didn't even want to give her basic trust man.

Chen Zihan couldn't get through to Chen Mo on the phone, and he was always depressed by himself. Mr. Lin talked to him, but he ignored him. He sat alone on the steps of the door with his knees hugged. He went in to eat when he was eating, and the meal was over He came out again, as if waiting for Chen Mo to pick him up.

That day, Xu Chenxuan couldn't help but came to Lin Haoyang's house, and Mi Li followed, but he didn't expect to see Chen Zihan sitting at the door.He thought it was the Lin family who didn't let the child in. Father Lin was standing behind him, and he was taken aback when he saw Xu Chenxuan. In front of Chen Zihan.

"Xiaohan, what are you doing sitting here?" Xu Chenxuan asked very gently, while Millie stood behind, looking at the two of them.

"I'm waiting for my mother to take me home." Chen Zihan's extremely honest words made the eyes of the three people red. Father Lin hadn't gone far when he heard these words and stopped in his tracks.Waiting for his mother to pick him up, was he abandoned?Or is it that he has done too much of this kind of thing.Xu Chenxuan's heart skipped a beat when he heard this, like a small pebble being thrown down by someone on a calm lake, although the waves were not big, they lasted long enough, Millie couldn't hold back, and directly carried them back. Sobbing, Father Lin quickened his pace, stopped Mother Lin who came up with a fruit plate, and entered the room together. Father Lin is not a person who doesn't understand winks, Xu Chenxuan can come here to see Chen Zihan, it proves that Chen Mo already knows, then Why should they sit down to something thankless?

"Will Daddy take you home?"

"Uncle, don't come to meet Xiaohan in the future. Mom will be angry if she sees it. Xiaohan doesn't want her to be angry." Chen Zihan didn't say anything about his father, and he didn't dare to call before Chen Mo asked him to call. Squatting on the ground and crying, what a sensible child?So there will be such a situation?How could Chen Mo be cruel enough not to want him?How can a three-year-old child bear the mistakes of adults?How can such pain be attached to a child?Children are innocent.Seeing my father in front of me, but can only be called uncle, how uncomfortable is it?Such a small shoulder can bear so many things, this child is so thin and cold, how could it be like this?
In the end, Millie couldn't help but wiped away her tears and walked forward, holding Chen Zihan in her arms: "Your mother will be here in a while. Auntie will take you to play first, and then send you back in a while. Auntie is a friend of mother's." Fearing that he wouldn't believe it, Mi Li said that she was Chen Mo's friend. Chen Zihan looked at her in disbelief. Mi Li smiled and looked kind.

When Chen Mo drove to Lin Haoyang's house, he saw this scene. From a distance, the three of them were a family, so what was he?It's just a weed in the corner.They are of the same family, with similar family backgrounds, and everything is the same, but she is considered wool?Chen Mo didn't even get out of the car, she wanted to see what Chen Zihan would do, yes, she admitted, she was selfish, she hoped that Chen Zihan was hers, no, Chen Zihan belonged to him, she was his own mother Chen Mo only saw that Millie said something to him for some reason, then Chen Zihan entered the room, Millie and Xu Chenxuan were waiting at the door, Chen Zihan came out with his schoolbag on his back, followed them into the car, and Chen Mo sat in the car Looking at this scene, tears flowed down, as if being robbed of his dearest thing, breathing heavily, Lin Haoyang came back and saw Chen Moche parked in front of his house, thinking that he was waiting for his uh, ready to carry When he knocked on the car window, he saw her crying on the steering wheel. He slowly retreated and sat in the car, looking at her. Chen Mo didn't realize that Lin Haoyang's car was right behind.

She opened the car door, took off her high-heeled shoes, and walked slowly on the cobblestones by the side of the road. Her feet hurt, but her heart stopped hurting. She stepped on it step by step, and the pain in her heart seemed to decrease a little. She knew that her feet were red and swollen. She just stopped, put on her shoes and drove away. Lin Haoyang saw it and felt pain in his heart. When he entered the house, Father Lin said that Xu Chenxuan and Mi Li had just picked up the child, and Chen Zihan was willing to go with him.Lin Haoyang thought about it and probably Chen Mo saw it.

(End of this chapter)