love at the wrong age

Chapter 27 You Have Abandoned Me, How Can You Say You Still Love Me?
"She will come tomorrow, she promised me, trust me, trust her too. Chen Mo is a person who keeps his promise." Mi Li kept talking, Xu Chenxuan's mood was barely better, Mi Li thought Chen Mo had already left She was still there when she went out, and she was looking at Xu Chenxuan's attending doctor, Chen Jingde. It had been several minutes, and the two of them hadn't spoken. Wang Zhengdong and Xu Yijing felt that something was wrong, and they didn't know how to intervene. turn around.

"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, the child wants to support but the relative is not there." Chen Jingde read Han Ying's poem to Chen Mo's back, Chen Mo's back shook violently, and he stayed where he was, not knowing what to do Moving forward, tears remained undisturbed.

"Are you okay?" Chen Mo asked Chen Jingde.

"Okay...do you believe it?" Chen Mo heaved a sigh of relief listening to the first half of the sentence, but in the second half, Chen Mo only felt that the ceiling was shaking. No one understood the simple words, and Chen Mo's voice trembled violently , and finally covered his mouth and ran out crying, Chen Jingde turned and left after seeing Chen Mo's back disappeared.None of the people knew what it meant.In the afternoon, Chen Jingde proposed to resign Xu Chenxuan's attending doctor, but the dean disagreed. The dean and Xu Jin were old friends, over 50 years old, and very kind. If it were Mayor Xu's attending hospital, or I would resign, he didn't expect him to be so determined.So he had no choice but to nod his head and asked if he could help, but he also refused. Chen Jingde is an expert in this field. No one, until the new attending over.

Xu Chenxuan was in the hospital all the time, Chen Mo didn't go to see him the next day, he didn't even go home, Chen Zihan asked Liu Ting to take him away, Lin Haoyang looked at Chen Mo in a bad mood, he didn't say anything, and stayed with him She sat, "I suddenly discovered that there are some things that the more I want to forget, the deeper I remember them. Family affection, love, these are all things. I just want to be an ordinary person, but when I meet you, my world is also ordinary I can’t come down anymore, I want to go back, it will belong to my place.” Chen Mo didn’t know who he was telling, he was looking into the distance alone, Chen Mo and Lin Haoyang were standing on the roof of the building, Chen Mo wanted to see something clearly , Lin Haoyang is afraid that something will happen to Chen Mo, the south, the place she loves the most, the place she is most sorry for, if she goes back now, what face will she have, she doesn't even know how to face her only relative in city a , How can you face the parents who gave birth to her and raised her?The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop; the child wants to support but the relatives are not there, such a simple sentence, but how can it be so difficult for her to do it?Should she go back and have a look?Perhaps they had forgiven her long ago?Chen Nuo said that she often saw her parents crying in the middle of the night holding her picture, and her eyes were swollen the next day, but she dared not go back, she had no face to go back and face them.She is a sinner, an unpardonable sinner.

"Some people love deeper and deeper, do you know Chen Mo, you love Xu Chenxuan, and you still love Xu Chenxuan, I know, I love you, I have always loved you, you know this too, he hurt you, you hurt me , you only know that your heart hurts because Xu Chenxuan hurt you, but you will never know the pain of those hurt by you. Just like me." Lin Haoyang said these words out of tune, so relaxed, Who knew, his heart was already riddled with holes, and there was no place to hurt anymore.If it is possible, it is Chen Mo, Chen Mo will hurt him.

The two just stood there, neither of them spoke, knowing that Chen Mo's phone rang, and it was Millie's number when she picked it up, she didn't want to answer it, but Lin Haoyang rushed to answer it, and pressed the hands-free button, Millie was still like that Begging Chen Mo, begging him to come and see Xu Chenxuan, saying that Xu Chenxuan hadn't eaten or slept for several days and nights, begging her, Chen Mo wanted to cut the phone, but Lin Haoyang hung up, and dragged her to the hospital.Chen Mo struggled, Lin Haoyang stopped and looked at her, and said: "Look at your own heart! You obviously want to see him, why don't you go? Chen Mo, I beg you, don't hurt yourself, don't hurt I, if you still love Xu Chenxuan, then stay with him, if not, I will wait for you, I will always wait for you, now, go and prove your heart!" Lin Haoyang looked at Chen Mo hesitantly , it was very uncomfortable, some things had to be resolved, he said it was for Chen Mo and Xu Chenxuan, but in fact he was for his own sake, he wanted to let himself go earlier and let go earlier.Because, he was exhausted, he had no more energy left, really no more.Lin Haoyang kept dragging Chen Mo to the hospital. Wang Zhao was surprised when he saw Lin Haoyang pulling Chen Mo over. He didn't even react. Lin Haoyang had already stuffed Chen Mo into the ward. He was leaning against the corner, smoking a cigarette. The nurse came over and thought Reminder, he scared people away with just one look, Chen Mo stood in the ward thinking about Xu Chenxuan's words, some things have to be resolved, why delay, she can't afford to be hurt, just a few months, she has already let her go Exhausted, a few months, she seems to have passed more than ten years, if this continues, she will die.Xu Chenxuan was obviously better than a few days ago, at least he didn't wear an oxygen mask, and when he saw her coming in, he called Chen Mo.

"Xu Chenxuan, what do you mean by doing this, do you know? You will only make me look down on you like this. Weren't you very powerful when you hurt me? What do you want to do? Do you want me to sympathize with you?"

"I don't know it was my mother who did that, I don't know anything." Before Chen Mo finished speaking, Xu Chenxuan snatched it up, with a loud voice, almost shouting, the people outside heard the movement They all ran in, only Lin Haoyang was still so calm.

"I know everything. I already knew before Chen Zihan was born. Do you want me to say that those who don't know are innocent? Xu Chenxuan, if you trusted me back then, we wouldn't have come to this point. Without salt The teal duck is hard to swallow, the love without trust is suffocating, everything about me was ruined by your family, everything is, when we were together, I asked Yang Qing, this You know. I met your mother, and I asked her personally if she would let me be with you. If not, I would leave. She smiled and nodded in agreement, so I stayed, but later What did she do? Look at what she did. I don't even dare to go back to my home now, and I dare not go to see my parents who gave birth to me and raised me. Because of you, you ruined my love with your own hands. My family, everything I have, where were you when I was scolded? Where were you when I was bullied? Do you think, you just don’t know anything now? Xu Chen Xuan, you are too simple." Chen Mo didn't say a word, Yang Qing's heart sank a little bit, little by little, everyone looked at her with resentful eyes, Yang Qing covered his face and ran out .Lin Haoyang is not such a stingy man, but Chen Mo said that she agreed for the two of them to be together, and even agreed to do such disgusting things.Lin Haoyang stretched his feet out unconsciously, Yang Qing fell like a shit, raised his head and looked at Lin Haoyang viciously, a dirty person must be cast aside by the world, Xu Chenxuan's fists were tightly clenched, and the needle in the needle The blood was flowing backwards, looking at Chen Mo, his eyes were red, and he couldn't say a word, and the fog in his eyes slowly rose.

(End of this chapter)